#only mine

Without You Im nothing.

Youre the only reason for my happiness.

I will never let You leave me.

Nobody will love You like I do.

Only I deserve You.

Is it just me or does every moment we spend together feel so special,, so intimate.. Im sure I can say that we are both aware of this already but, we were made to love each other, we fit together like none other.. Therefore Im certain You will understand me, my Dear. You understand why Im doing this, right? Oh, please dont look at me like that.. Im just doing what is necessary!! You will be happy with me this way! I want to keep You by my side! Am I not making You feel loved? Please.. Accept my offering,, or I will be forced to put that ring on Your finger without Your approval.. You will be mine no matter what.

Why is it always this way? Why cant I make the most important person to me happy? Why cant I make everything better? Why do I feel like its all my fault.. Am I a bad boyfriend? Am I a burden? I make everything worse and worse dont I? No matter how hard I try Ill never be good enough,, Why cant I even make You smile, why cant I make You happy to be here.. It always goes like this.. Am I being selfish? Am I not doing enough? I can do more.. You know I can do more.. Just tell me what and Ill do it.. Please dont leave me.. I cant be left alone.. Do You want me to cut my arms? Will that make it better again? Please tell me how to make it better.. Why didnt You tell me sooner.. I dont want to be a bad boyfriend.. Please let me help.. Please.. How can I make it all better? So that You wont feel this way..? Youre my everything.. Dont take it away from me..

Without You Im nobody.. Without You I dont want to live.. Youre my only purpose in life.. I cant live with the thought that You dont want me anymore, with the thought that I hurt You like others did.. Please.. Please I want to make it better again..

I wonder if they realize that all the bruises and little cuts I have are made for them~