#obssesive
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Me Me Me Me Me Me Me Me Me Me Me Me Me Me Me Me Me Me Me Me Me Me Me Me Me Me Me Me Me ME!!!!!!
ONLYME!!♡♡
we should fall in love
just stay forever <3
i am so irrevocably obsessed with you my darling
Without You Im nothing.
Youre the only reason for my happiness.
I will never let You leave me.
Nobody will love You like I do.
Only I deserve You.
Is it just me or does every moment we spend together feel so special,, so intimate.. Im sure I can say that we are both aware of this already but, we were made to love each other, we fit together like none other.. Therefore Im certain You will understand me, my Dear. You understand why Im doing this, right? Oh, please dont look at me like that.. Im just doing what is necessary!! You will be happy with me this way! I want to keep You by my side! Am I not making You feel loved? Please.. Accept my offering,, or I will be forced to put that ring on Your finger without Your approval.. You will be mine no matter what.
Why is it always this way? Why cant I make the most important person to me happy? Why cant I make everything better? Why do I feel like its all my fault.. Am I a bad boyfriend? Am I a burden? I make everything worse and worse dont I? No matter how hard I try Ill never be good enough,, Why cant I even make You smile, why cant I make You happy to be here.. It always goes like this.. Am I being selfish? Am I not doing enough? I can do more.. You know I can do more.. Just tell me what and Ill do it.. Please dont leave me.. I cant be left alone.. Do You want me to cut my arms? Will that make it better again? Please tell me how to make it better.. Why didnt You tell me sooner.. I dont want to be a bad boyfriend.. Please let me help.. Please.. How can I make it all better? So that You wont feel this way..? Youre my everything.. Dont take it away from me..
Without You Im nobody.. Without You I dont want to live.. Youre my only purpose in life.. I cant live with the thought that You dont want me anymore, with the thought that I hurt You like others did.. Please.. Please I want to make it better again..
I want to rip open Your ribcage and get inside that way You wont get rid of me. You wont be able to escape as our blood vessels connect. Ill hammer it into Your head if I have to.
I cant lose you.. If I see him around you ever again. I am going to change my career path and become a snuff film producer just to make a special 5+ hour special with that gross maggot. Ill make sure to get my message across to whoever would try to get close to you just like he tried.
Written on 14/02/22
Darling..
I would have rotted all the way to my bones. I wouldve cough up blood and vomit out my organs.. My skin would feel so cold and numb,, A true lifeless husk walking amongst men.. But you, my Darling, you give me purpose. You, Sunshine, make my life have a true meaning. Everything I have is because of you, my Love.
Nothing else holds any meaning to me, others are just a waste of space. Only you matter, it was always you who was important to me. Your presence makes my eyes glow and my heart fall into a palpitating mess.. To me, youre way more than a person I love. Its not just love, its obsession. A sick desire. I need to have you.
How is it that I cry each time I thank you for always being with me. Why do I break down into a sobbing, pathetic little thing while thinking just how lucky I am to have you all for myself.. I simply cant believe how overwhelmingly happy you make me. Its hard to not get filled with pure euphoria when I see a message from the one I love so dearly.
Sometimes I think of a way to hold you closer to my heart without splitting my ribs apart and forcing you to hold my heart close to yours so they can beat together in sync.. Thank you for spending each day with me and making this Valentines Day the most special Ive ever had. I cant wait for more days, as every second with you is a pure blessing my love.
I love you.
I just want to be good enough for you,, Is that what I have to do to make you notice me.. To make you care about me..? If thats really what it takes to be loved by you then Ill do it.. I want to be in your arms so bad,, I need you to come to me and tell me that you need me just as much as I need you.. Please come to me,, Ill try my best not to disappoint you,, I really just want your love.. Why cant you see that? Darling please.. Dont make me beg,,
Say,, Do you even think about me throughout your day? Do you wonder what Im doing? Do you think if Im okay? Because I think about you all the time,, thats why I did what I did.. Because I was thinking about you,, I did it all for you my love..
Im so sorry for having bad days,, Im sorry for being sad,, Ill try to not do that again, just please promise me that youre not mad at me.. I want to see you smile, I want you to be happy that youre next to me.. Darling please..
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TW: Yandere themes
Reve is a dream demon who prefers to be far from the underworld. He roams the land of the living in search of hosts. He feeds on the fear he spreads in dreams. But that is not enough to satisfy his hunger. He inflicts bad dreams on those he stalks, but youare something else. He believes he has finally found an eternal home.
- How You Met Him
♡ Usually, the guests he takes are easy to frighten. Their dreads are oh so delightful. One or two nights are enough.
♡ You were like any other host. The first night was different, though. Yes, he induced a nightmare, but your fear…it was bitter. It was no pleasure for him. However, that didn’t stop him.
♡ Day after day, your screams and cries did not provide the results he wanted. That was frustrating. What was wrong with you?
♡ In the second week, which by the way is already a longer period of time for him, you did something unexpected. You did not sleep. You did not reach REM state, you did not dream.
♡ That intrigued him. Now you have his undivided attention.
♡ He didn’t know how you did it, but it was a matter of waiting. He’ll get you. No one lasts long without sleep. Let alone you.
♡And when you finally arrived, you didn’t look very happy to be here. Perfect. Maybe you just needed time. Yet…that night wasn’t sweet either. All day long, he thought of ways to get what he needed, he won’t give up so easily.
♡The next night, he thought of a new strategy. If your fear is sour, what about your happiness? Change the perspective a little. Maybe if he made you feel comfortable, safe, and happy…he could take advantage of that.
♡ The moment you had fallen asleep, he initiated his plan. Boy, did it work, maybe it worked too well…so well that now he doesn’t want you to leave.
♡ Time passed quickly, night after night. He couldn’t help but feel unhappy every time you left. He realized that he loves being with you, doing things with you, being the only one who has you. Unfortunately… you found out something you shouldn’t, but it’s not your fault, he let you wander around alone…
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TW: Yandere themes
Salem is a young man who possesses the art of modern magic. He is a born caster, originating from a family of sorcerers. Being the second born, he has an older sister and a younger sister. He lives with his extended family, in a magical house that is molded to their needs. They all work in a secret business, in which they take advantage of their abilities and offer their occultist services to those who seek them. His world, although surrounded by magic, has no color. It’s boring, no one understands him. That is until youcome along. You are not his first girlfriend, but you will be his wife.
- How You Met Him
♡ The first time he saw you, he couldn’t help but be curious about you. And he could tell that you liked him from the first moment you met him.
♡By asking you out on dates, he realizes that you really are someone who is genuinely welcoming. You’re someone who listens, even when you don’t understand what’s going on.
♡ Consulting his sister Larissa’s fortune-telling cards, the future that awaits you both looks bright. But his sister warns him that if he hastens the course of destiny, everything will fall apart. As if she has any idea who you are or what you look like.
♡We are all fools in love. It’s really the phrase that describes it all.
♡ He tries to win your affection as soon as possible, so he can then have you all to himself. But you’re a little shy to walk down the love lane, aren’t you sweetheart? Don’t worry, he has the solution.
♡He uses his skills to fashion talismans. These talismans will…help you fall deeply in love with him. Of all kinds: necklaces, necklaces, rings, hair clips, earrings. The one you wear the most is his rose quartz necklace.
♡The first few times you felt dizzy, but he told you it was nothing. He would explain that you probably weren’t drinking enough water or something like that. You believed him…not by willful choice.
♡ Every time he returned home, he would tell his sisters how he spent the day with you. They believed it was really all fake, given his previous relationships.
♡ That was until his mother found out about you, she then had a talk with Salem. He then explained everything to her, including…the gifts. She seemed glad that finally, after several failed relationships, her son listened to her advice on using his magic to his advantage.
