#save your tears

Ariana Grande headers

Save your tears

I cried tears of gold for you

Save your tears for another day

Ariana Grande iHeartRadio Awards look !

sim/skin/eyes/hairscalp all by me.

body skin by the lovely: @seluxerez!

( this is a sim not a 3D head! )

what do you guys think ?

Ladies, if a man ever tells you that you’re his “muse” pls run, he’s projecting his unhealed divine femininity onto you… he will pick out any superficial “flaws” you have… compare them to your position in society as a female-aligned person compared to his… declare he doesnt care you’re not “perfect”… and then he will use them as means to escape his own miserable inner monologue. You are not alive to be his manic pixie dream, so do yourself a favor and tell him to take a hike and get his inspiration Henry David Thoreau style

Why are feelings so hard for me to feel

They are hard for me to feel because I was never shown how.

I was shown how to pretend they don’t exist, to drown them with drinks, to choke on my tears instead of letting them flow.

Master of ignoring my feelings.

The longer that I ignore them the bigger they get and the bigger they get the harder it becomes to hold back the tears begging to come out of my eyes

And I cry

I don’t know how to cry

I shut my eyes

And clench my teeth

Until my mouth rips itself open and the wails break out of their cages

And I cry

The tears run down my cheeks

Like it’s a fucking race

First one to the floor wins.

I don’t feel better after I cry

I feel empty and alone

And left with nothing inside where the tears used to hide.

I don’t know how to cry

It’s uncomfortable and foreign to me

I only cry when I am alone

Driving down the freeway in the dark

Always feels like the right time

The music is almost loud enough to drown my gasping for breath.

To drown my grasping at death.

I don’t know why I cry…

just perfect