#start again

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goodthingsarewaiting:

You can always start again. Clean out your social media. Create a new account for your new taste in music. Study or work in a new city. Start socialising with new people. Choose a new signature scent and style and purge the outdated parts of yourself. If you don’t like where you’re at, but you don’t know what to do about it - try starting again.

As the title said, my beloved cat Dory passed away last week, 25th April at 2:30 am after 19 years together. 

She had a very bad complication that made her suffering very much and I had to put her asleep with urgency. I stayed with her all the time, making her see me whille cuddling her until she was gone peacfully, the Vet gave her an anti-pain medicine before the final step.

This week has been very hard to me to handle, this type of loneliness is slowly making me going mad, glad there are my Mom’s 4 cats that are helping me, 2 of them are very cuddly, but I’m starting to need my own cats again.

This week I called 3 Shelters in my town and it seems they don’t have young adults cats, but just kittens. Everything is fine at this point. This Saturday I’ll going to meet some furry babies and lets see which couple of sibilings will reach me out:  if I’ll find a Black boy and a Calico girl.. I might gonna die, I always wished to find these type of cats one day, I’ve tongs of names for them, I can’t choose: 

Hades & Persephone / Severus & Lily / Lucifer & Lilith  (Chloe already taken ) Loki & Sigyn … 

For 2 boys, I just gonna mix my fictional men faves

Anyway, I’m not forced to choose right away, if with any of those babies I wont feel the Imprinting or connection or that special sparkle that makes you think “ok, you are the right one!”, there is also the fact that are still too young for adoption, they still need to be fed with Mama’s milk until 3-4 months, so I might just “pre-choose” them and waiting a couple of months untile they are ready for a new forever home. I might visit them every week so they can start to know me, my shent ecc. 

We will see what the Universe or God.. whatever moves all, which couple of kitties will meet me and making us choose eachother as “Lighthouse” (I’m currently into Our Flag Means Death, so this metaphor was perfect)