I’m taking some time off Tumblr again. I have too much going on, too many things to focus on and being online so often is a little bit too overwhelming right now. I’m not sure when I’ll come back but I really need to sort things out because it’s not looking good…no motivation, feeling burned out and just an overall mess, to be honest. The past months (September-January, to be specific) were very tough for me mentally and I feel like I haven’t recovered properly. I did some self-reflection (more like overthinking) and, simply put, I think it’s best for my mental health to not be on here (social media/my phone in general).

so, i think this last post was my… last post before uninstalling. i wanted to say goodbye properly, so i used my 2 last brain cells + my (now) poor sense of aesthetic to make something cute (at least i think it’s cute).

tumblr is now a really messed up place.

all the magic is gone to me, i don’t really enjoy being here anymore. i’ve been here for over six years and it was amazing, but i think it’s time to say goodbye.

thank you guys for everything! during this period of six years i had several sideblogs, but AS was the one i liked the most and if it was good, it’s because all of you. ♡

love,nick.

from now on @aestheticsite and my other blogs are also closed.

• @boy-side
• @aestheticsite-archive
• @psdsite

Things people rarely say:

•it is okay if you fall out of love and you dont know why, you are not a bad person

•your mental stability will always be more important than your s/o. You need a healthy relationship with yourself as much as you need one with others

•you have every right to remove yourself out of any relationship that you are not 100% happy and feel safe in. Be your own protector, remove yourself from the hazardous people.

•you’re not required to explain yourself to anyone that asks why you’re relationship ended. Your life, your relationship. Your business.

Please,

Be your own priority. You deserve to love and appreciate and care for yourself. Self-love is the strongest form of love you can receive, and it only comes from yourself.

I love you, now you gotta love you too.