I know some fic writers get stressed about writing tropes they think are too popular or overdone, and I need you all to know that I just spent 4 hours reading every iteration of the same exact fic plot I could find, and they all brought me an indescribable amount of joy. Listen. Listen. Sometimes you want cakes of many flavours and sometimes you want Nine Carrot Cakes
You know what? I did the summary thing and I forget I drew all these this year lmao. I did say last year that I would draw more sceneries and I did. But also I did some lineless stuff on january?? And Black Panther??
That’s how long 2018 felt to me, and the last months exhausted me like never before. A lot of changes happened in this period, end of formation, moving out, unemployment, new job… That’s why I started a crazy inktober and only did half of it. This was the year of multiples challenges, disappointments, frustration, ups and downs, good experiences and very bad ones.
I lack hindsight not to find nothing but bad to take away from 2018. I hope I’ll have more peaceful moments in this new year, and I hope I’ll still have the time to create more art?
Thank you guys so much for all the supportive messages over the last day! I promise I’m not avoiding them by not posting or responding to them. I’m truly grateful for all the kind words, all the messages along with my support system have really helped.
I’ll continue doing what I always do (though I’m still taking the time to focus on everything else going on in my life right now) so don’t worry in that regard! And as always, if you ever have any issue or concerns, my DMs are always open for a proper discussion!
Long time no see my babibu followers, those days I have been stuck with school stuff and the worse than it is at my country, the amount of students suicidal is developing, also it’s almost the last semester. At this post I want to say that please take care of your mental and physical health, it’s okey to have a break, it’s okey to be broken, it’s okey to get a bad mask, just continue your life by yourself. I know that like “i hate myself”, “everyone hates me”, “it’s harder and harder to breath”,… but the things that I really respectfully is still can meet your today and tomorrow and in the future.
“This is the picture of a student with Dipterocapus Retusus (a type of tree has their dipterocapus usually falls at the last semester of school year) falling in the blue sky.”
Thought it was me but it feels like a lot of people around here are having kind of a bad time in terms of writing lately. Giving you all some hot chocolate and a very rest.
Weekend visit to my girlfriend to get my mind off the impending end of semester and thus my upcoming graduation. I have so much to do in the next week or two–but for now, rereading a good book on the bus trip.
i am allowed to be angry with people when they hurt me, even if they are sensitive and cant cope well with being told they did something wrong. their sensitivity does not mean i have to bottle up my feelings & their lack of coping skills does not make me expressing my anger abusive.
hey so it’s march now aka the beginning of endometriosis awareness month and i feel obligated to remind you that debilitatingly painful periods are not normal. if you or someone you know is ending up sick or bedridden every month, you are not crazy and deserve medical attention from someone who will take you seriously
Guess who got covid for the 2nd time and managed to get high fever for the weekend ?? me of course. (yes i’m vaccinated and i wore a face mask on transports and rides and even concerts/events and washed my hands as often as i could in between :(((..)
•it is okay if you fall out of love and you dont know why, you are not a bad person
•your mental stability will always be more important than your s/o. You need a healthy relationship with yourself as much as you need one with others
•you have every right to remove yourself out of any relationship that you are not 100% happy and feel safe in. Be your own protector, remove yourself from the hazardous people.
•you’re not required to explain yourself to anyone that asks why you’re relationship ended. Your life, your relationship. Your business.
Please,
Be your own priority. You deserve to love and appreciate and care for yourself. Self-love is the strongest form of love you can receive, and it only comes from yourself.
