#anxietycore

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It fills me with such envy to see my friends have other friends. How do they go to a place and end up with a new person in their contacts by the end of the day? How are they able to maintain relationships like that. It sucks to know that if we ever stop talking they’d have people to talk to but I’d be all alone.

I wish I could feel things normally again. I be needing shows or books to feel something and it’s just sad. That shouldn’t be the case at all. Whenever I do feel something tho I can never tell if it’s genuine or if I’m faking that emotion and ultimately just end up dwelling over it with no answers whatsoever.

Can someone hurt me real badly already waiting for everything to fall apart is getting rlly annoying now.

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