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05.04.2022
5 am sunrise…
Moving here hasn’t been easy. We have quite a rough start and my mental health is not the best. Probably it has something to do with the fact that Freckols is still adapting. During the day he hides under the bed, but then at night he comes out and wakes us up 4-5 times per night, after which I can’t fall asleep for hours…I got up and took this picture of the sunrise and then struggled to fall back asleep.
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04.04.2022
Today, after four days of living here, we finally went out to see the garden. It was just too cold until now. So yeah, the garden is nice
#94of365
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29.03.2022
Almost everything is packed.
I’m super anxious about travelling with Freckols for three days.
I’m super anxious about everything.
I found this song that I’ve been listening to on repeat:
“Cut through the smoke
There’s no secret special code
No deeper hidden wisdom
Just accept we’ll never know”
Monica Martin, James Blake - Go Easy, Kid
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28.03.2022
A full day of packing, moving stuff around and taking care of the last details.
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25.03.2022
“And I’ve pushed myself to be vulnerable
And then slept with one eye wide
All that pain and nothing gained in the end“
#83of365
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22.03.2022
I forgot to photograph the ducks today.
I forgot how to be human.
Kasia: “Shake :)
Jump or shake
I’m not joking”
I found a “magical crystals” shop. I thought about going in and asking for a love crystal.
#80of365
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21.03.2022
“If it all ends, and it’s over
If the sky falls fire
Best believe me, you will see me
On the other side”
James Blake - When We’re Older
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17.03.2022
“Moi qui voulais faire des hits, puis la tournée des zéniths
J'aurai bientôt 27 ans, éternel adolescent
Mais c'est beau, c'est grand, la chose que je sens
Dans ma chair et dans mon sang
Quand j'me mets à faire des beat“
David Numwami - Beats!
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29.04.2022
Hello, Kraków
“Tell me, Nana,
If for example, we had been a romantic couple,
Would a hug have been enough to wash away my sadness?
Or then; does every single being carry this loneliness, like a burden?
I wasn’t intending to monopolise you. I just wanted you to need me.”
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28.04.2022
Went down to the town to grab a few things. But the bakery and the supermarket we like are not in the closest town, we need to cross the river to get to them. It’s typical of Andrzej and me to find the things we like and want in the fifth, sixth or seventh choice.
I had a rough day today and I wrote a long angry letter on my phone. Just one of those tens that I never send and no one ever will receive. It’s called journaling, look it up ✨
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25.04.2022
I passed this place so many times and never took a proper photo. Until today
“I’m gonna build castles
From the rubble of your love
From the rubble of your love
I’m gonna be more than
You ever thought I was
You ever thought I was“
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21.04.2022
Back to our village. <3
We took a walk in the evening, after work, and someone who shall remain unnamed, forgot to check the battery level in the camera (it was me). So this photo is taken with the phone
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This is bigger than all of us…
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