#caregiving
“Their roles were stripped genderless through a wildfire of loss, standing stark where lush growth might have hidden predators, there was only charred and shivering sufferer and co-sufferer, lover and beloved.”
- Say Say Say by Lila Savage
in my mind’s eye, you’re frozen
in time, in place
not even revolving, never evolving
taxidermied, preserved, stuffed
until the next time we meet,
face to face
and you ask me to reassure you,
learn you all over again
this time:
i see you
you look soft and spiky,
like a tumbleweed
happier drifting with the wind
and your thorns
but when you latch on
to your chosen rock,
they’re stuck with you,
more often than not…
because you’re endearing,
as much as you’re wearying.
again, you ask me to reassure you
i hear you
you said: i’m ready to bloom
and i said: let me take a step back,
and you can have the room
and i wait
it seems i’m always waiting on you
to let go, to latch on
to latch on to me, preferably…
ha!
instead, i see you grow
i hear you, and i know
it’s my problem, not yours
but
i’d like to cultivate my roses, too
and i can’t do that
if i’m letting you still my room,
waiting on you to see me
and the space that i need.
Sparano’s Stray Thoughts 11/10 - It’s just one atrocity after another.
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Sparano’s Stray Thoughts 11/9 - Such is my life.
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Sparano’s Stray Thoughts 10/20 - I reflect on the past 3 years.
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Hourly Comic Day 2022. A hard one, but I’m glad I did it.
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