It’s been a while since I last posted. I want to dive more into CGl and talk about my own personal struggles so I’m as transparent as possible.
Here are some quick updates about me:
I am no longer in a relationship with my old Daddy. It was a rather toxic relationship for my mental health. It seemed like the perfect relationship from what I spoke about, but I felt really alone and ignored. It would be deemed an emotionally abusive and manipulative relationship. (I will touch on these types of relationships and how to feel safe in little space)
I’m currently in a much better relationship and it’s really positive and supportive. I love him dearly and I have a promise ring. We are committed to one another and want to make our relationship work. We unfortunately are not a CG/l dynamic. I spoke to him about it when we first started dating, and it just wasn’t a fit for him to have me be so dependent on him.
As for my own personal relationship with CGl/DDlg, it has been a huge struggle. Little space didn’t feel safe anymore. It felt tainted with memories of pain and hurt I felt and just being alone. Tonight though, I pulled out my old My Little Ponies and brushed their manes. It brought me to such a safe place away from how hard vanilla life has been, all the stress, depression, anxiety, and loneliness I feel on a daily basis. It finally felt safe. I’d been yearning to bring out some toys and just play. I felt in my current relationship and situation where someone one closest to told me to, “Grow up soon,” I could never be who I truly am. I’ve been strictly out of planned and safe little space for over a year now. Of course I’d fall into the exciting bubbly feelings every once in a while, but never where I sat down and had time to explore what it meant to me now. I’m going to talk to my boyfriend about adding it back into my life and if he wants to be a pet to some degree, but my thoughts are he won’t. After tonight, it feels like sowmthing I NEED. I have been so overwhelmed by everything and so shutdown, I never feel at ease, and tonight I finally felt it while being alone.
Little space has been a struggle ever once my last relationship and how vanilla my boyfriend is for everyday life. I want to make this account more active and maybe even turn it into a website associated to help others while they’re just googling. I will be more active and here to share my thoughts and opinions. I feel at ease right now speaking about this and can’t wait to explore it more.
Thank you for still following or even reading this is you chose to. I know it’s a lot! I appreciate your support!
*Chatting with Daddy about falling asleep last night*
Me: Daddy I was really sleepy!
Daddy: I know you were
Me: but I wanted to sleep with YOUUU
Daddy: I knoooooow
Me: *makes squeaking noises* When I go so sleep I imagine I’m cuddling with youuuuu
Daddy: AWW!!! That’s so cute!!! Oh my gosh! Cutie!
Me: *is a blushing mushy pile of soft glittery goop*
Daddy: Get back here missy
Me: Princess can’t come to the phone right now, leave a message after the beep. *BEEP*
Daddy: Hello princess. I just wanted to say I love you so much and I miss you. You are so beautiful and amazing in every way. I wish I could talk to you rn. Daddy misses his little girl. I love you baby girl. Message daddy when you can speak because speaking to you is my favourite thing to do
Me: *squeals loudly* *internally screams and cries remembering how lucky I am to have Daddy* I LOVE YOU SO SO SO MUCH!!!!
den Geburtstag seines Littles (wenn man den Geburtstagsgruß von der wichtigsten Person in seinem Leben nicht bekommt ist das schon hart bitter)
Den Namen seines Littles (wer den nicht kennt kann sich eigentlich nicht “Daddy” nennen…)
Allergien oder Unverträglichkeiten von Nahrungsmitteln (ziemlich unpraktisch, deinem Liebling etwas auf den Tisch zu stellen, dass er nicht essen kann )
1x Aufmerksamkeit pro Tag (öfter ist natürlich besser)
Erinnerungen fürs Zähne putzen (ich vergesse das zumindest gerne mal )
Das Lieblingsessen deines Littles (koch es für dein little und es wird strahlen vor Freude und dich noch ein Stück mehr lieben als sowieso schon )
Mit ruhiger und beherrschter Stimme reden und nicht ausrasten und rumschreien (Schreie machen Angst und bringen ein Unwohlsein hervor, dass schlecht für die Beziehung ist)
Deinem Little auf Nachrichten zu antworten (wir machen uns schnell mal Sorgen, wenn ihr unsere Nachrichten seht, aber nicht antwortet)
Ein “Ich Liebe dich”, “Ich vermisse dich”, “Pass auf dich auf” oder andere süße Sätze die ein Littleherz dahin schmelzen lassen
Die Namen seiner zahlreichen Plüschis (auch wenn es viele sind, du beeindruckst und verzaubert dein little damit, wenn du alle Namen weißt )
Den Gute Nacht Kuss (sonst denken Littles sie hätten was falsch gemacht, wenn ihr es vergesst)
Wenn du ein Daddy bist und schnell mal was vergisst, dann mach dir Notizen. Dein Little wird sich bestimmt darüber freuen, wenn du dich für jedes seiner Plüschis interessierst. Dir Erinnerungen in den Kalender zu speichern, wird mehr bringen als dein little enttäuscht zu sehen, weil du etwas vergesslich bist. Sei einfach ehrlich und rede mit deinem Little darüber, wenn du Probleme damit hast dir etwas zu merken und scheu dich nicht davor fragen zu stellen
Wenn du ein Little bist und einen vergesslichen Daddy hast erinnere ihn einfach ab und zu, ohne dass er nachfragen muss, an bestimmte Dinge. Wie deinen Geburtstag (“Was soll ich morgen zu meinem Geburtstag anziehen Daddy?”). Deine Plüschis (Am besten ist dafür ein Bild von dem Plüschtier und eine kurze Beschreibung zur Situation “Teddy und ich veranstalte gerade eine Teeparty”). Für jede Situation gibt es ein Beispiel, werd kreativ und halte deinen Daddy auf dem laufenden
Solltest du irgendwo Hilfe brauchen, frag mich einfach, ich beiße nicht, außer du bestehst aus Schokolade
Hallihallo, wer auch immer Du bist, ich freue mich, dass du durch welchen Zufall auch immer, den Weg zu meinem Blog gefunden hast . Hier wird ab sofort öfter mal etwas von mir hochgeladen über das Thema DD/lb. Zumeist erzähl ich wahrscheinlich etwas aus meinem Leben Wooooohooo (das ist der Moment in dem du dich darüber FREUEN darfst ).
Ganz kurz zu mir Ich bin ein kleines Little Girl, im Littlespace bin ich zwischen 3-7Jahre jung, mein Lieblingskuscheltier heißt Teddy und ist auch einer und ich habe eine Begabung darin immer im littlespace zu sein, wenn der schlechteste Zeitpunkt dafür ist
Ich würde mich freuen, wenn du mir folgst und dir mein Blog gefällt
Short Summary Hello there. My name is Aisling Starr. I live in Las Vegas, Nevada and I’m a little, involved in the CG/L community. I’m an artist, a gamer, and an aspiring youtuber. My hobbies are drawing, painting, singing, swimming, gaming, browsing the web, and, overall, being creative. This campaign is for my shop that i’m creating for the CGL/ADBL/etc. community (and anyone who is interested) and to let out my creative side. I’ve noticed there are a lot of littles that want certain ideas to be brought to life in fashion, so part of the shop will be dedicated to that side of the imagination. The other part of the shop is carepackages. Carepackages are these boxes you can get in the mail. There are different carepackages you can get, such as the “baby girl” package, which is pink-themed and have multiple things inside, such as a blanket, toys, a sippy cup, an adult soother, a stuffy, etc. These packages are also suppose to help with depressed littles/middles/bigs/etc. This is important to me because this shop helps me deal with my suicide and depression. It’s also a dream of mine to make people who share so much in common with me feel happy because they got a gift that’s, technically, from me to them. It would mean the world to me if you could all help out by donating and giving us the chance to bring- not only my ideas- but the ideas of other littles and caretakers dreams to life. They want to feel LITTLE. I want most of what I make to be available to almost everyone, expanding the audience a bit wider than just CGL.
What We Need & What You Get We’ll need 5k for the materials to make carepackages, such as boxes, glitter, paint, and the materials for what will be inside the boxes (stuffies, snacks, etc.). If you’re able to donate $40+ to this campaign, we will put your email into a list of people that have donated as well and send each person who donated gets one-two carepackage(s) (depending on how much you donated). We’re hoping to also do small giveaways on tumblr (thatonebabygirlsub.tumblr.com) for a celebration for the company. Our goal is 5k. We will also be opening up a web page for pre-orders.
The Impact This project is really important for those, not only involved with CGL, but the carepackages we make can be used for gifts for those with depression. Just something to make them feel better. The “Happy pills” are suppose to make them feel better (side note: happy pills are not consumable and do not contain drugs or any sort of proscription. They are empty capsules that you open up and take out the note inside. The note contains something positive, something funny, etc. ). I’m sure we all have someone who really NEEDS something like this, even if they aren’t a part of CGL. I need this, the people working with us need this, and there’s a high chance that you probably need it as well.
Risks & Challenges I have to constantly battle depression, anxiety, etcetera everyday and it really sucks (let’s be honest, there’s no other way to describe depression. Mixed with anxiety? If you don’t know what it’s like…it sucks), and I have to put on a smile and watch others around me battle it was well. This will be some type of relief for a lot of people, I’m sure of it. I’m devoting all my time to designing, making, and putting together almost all the merchandise we plan on selling in the future. It would mean the world to me if you all could help. I plan on doing my best in the future to make my company grow and make many people happy. I don’t want the company to just vanish, just because we didn’t have any funds to make it work.
Other Ways You Can Help If you can’t donate, you can share it. Please, share this on tumblr, twitter, youtube, facebook, instagram, anywhere you can to MAKE THIS WORK.
1 Pink Blanket ( If you are allergic to fleece, let me know and I will choose a different blanket. You will have to pay 2 or more dollars, depending on the price. If you want a blanket with designs, you will have to pay an extra 6 dollars. )
1 Bag of candy (Meaning one bag that has the same candy inside. Example: Konpeito. Chosen at random.)
1 Case of “Happy Pills”. (Happy pills are for motivation or a small “Pick me up”. You open up small pill capsules and unfold a small note that’s inside, and it’ll have something that is suppose to make you feel better inside, or help you in little space.)
1 Princess coloring book (Choose between “Art Therapy” and “Children”.)
1 Pack of Coloring pencils
1 Baggie of Chocolate (Choose Between Milk Chocolate, Dark Chocolate, or White Chocolate)
1 Baggie of Sugar Candy (Choose Between Lolipops, Rock Candy, or Pixie Sticks)
1 Blue Blanket ( If you are allergic to fleece, let me know and I will choose a different blanket. You will have to pay 2 or more dollars, depending on the price. If you want a blanket with designs, you will have to pay an extra 6 dollars. )
1 Bag of candy (Meaning one bag that has the same candy inside. Example: Konpeito. Chosen at random.)
1 Case of “Happy Pills”. (Happy pills are for motivation or a small “Pick me up”. You open up small pill capsules and unfold a small note that’s inside, and it’ll have something that is suppose to make you feel better inside, or help you in little space.)
1 Disney coloring book (Choose between “Art Therapy” and “Children”.)
1 Pack of Coloring pencils
1 Baggie of Chocolate (Choose Between Milk Chocolate, Dark Chocolate, or White Chocolate)
1 Baggie of Sugar Candy (Choose Between Lolipops, Rock Candy, or Pixie Sticks)
Choose for every option. Otherwise, it will be chosen at random.
1 Stuffie.
1 Blanket ( If you are allergic to fleece, let me know and I will choose a different blanket. You will have to pay 2 or more dollars, depending on the price. If you want a blanket with designs, you will have to pay an extra 6 dollars. )
1 Bag of candy (Meaning one bag that has the same candy inside. Example: Konpeito.)
1 Case of “Happy Pills”. (Happy pills are for motivation or a small “Pick me up”. You open up small pill capsules and unfold a small note that’s inside, and it’ll have something that is suppose to make you feel better inside, or help you in little space.)
1 Coloring book (Choose between “Art Therapy” and “Children”.)
1 Pack of Coloring pencils
1 Baggie of Chocolate (Choose Between Milk Chocolate, Dark Chocolate, or White Chocolate)
1 Baggie of Sugar Candy (Choose Between Lolipops, Rock Candy, or Pixie Sticks)
2 Baggies of Fruit Snacks
5 Bonus candies
1 Bonus toy 1 Pacifier
1 Juice box (Refillable)
1 Disney Movie (Of your choice)
1 Pack of Bath Drops
(Anything else added, you will be paying extra. Minimum of 10 dollars.)
(Anything added or changed for something else, you will be paying extra for.)
Packages for daddy and mommy are more expensive because the t-shirt prices vary. ^^
You can buy these for any person at any time.
If you need this at a specific time, please let me know a month beforehand so I can get everything ready and make sure everything is inside and so it has time to ship to you.
If you donate to the company, you will get a free package once we reach our goal of $5000.
The method of payment we are accepting is:
*Paypal (PM us if you don’t know how to use paypal or you want to know how to send money @thatonegamergirl .
*Amazon Gift Cards (we will be buying products from amazon and one other supplier.)
Short Summary Hello there. My name is Aisling Starr. I live in Las Vegas, Nevada and I’m a little, involved in the CG/L community. I’m an artist, a gamer, and an aspiring youtuber. My hobbies are drawing, painting, singing, swimming, gaming, browsing the web, and, overall, being creative. This campaign is for my shop that i’m creating for the CGL/ADBL/etc. community (and anyone who is interested) and to let out my creative side. I’ve noticed there are a lot of littles that want certain ideas to be brought to life in fashion, so part of the shop will be dedicated to that side of the imagination. The other part of the shop is carepackages. Carepackages are these boxes you can get in the mail. There are different carepackages you can get, such as the “baby girl” package, which is pink-themed and have multiple things inside, such as a blanket, toys, a sippy cup, an adult soother, a stuffy, etc. These packages are also suppose to help with depressed littles/middles/bigs/etc. This is important to me because this shop helps me deal with my suicide and depression. It’s also a dream of mine to make people who share so much in common with me feel happy because they got a gift that’s, technically, from me to them. It would mean the world to me if you could all help out by donating and giving us the chance to bring- not only my ideas- but the ideas of other littles and caretakers dreams to life. They want to feel LITTLE. I want most of what I make to be available to almost everyone, expanding the audience a bit wider than just CGL.
What We Need & What You Get We’ll need 5k for the materials to make carepackages, such as boxes, glitter, paint, and the materials for what will be inside the boxes (stuffies, snacks, etc.). If you’re able to donate $40+ to this campaign, we will put your email into a list of people that have donated as well and send each person who donated gets one-two carepackage(s) (depending on how much you donated). We’re hoping to also do small giveaways on tumblr (thatonebabygirlsub.tumblr.com) for a celebration for the company. Our goal is 5k. We will also be opening up a web page for pre-orders.
The Impact This project is really important for those, not only involved with CGL, but the carepackages we make can be used for gifts for those with depression. Just something to make them feel better. The “Happy pills” are suppose to make them feel better (side note: happy pills are not consumable and do not contain drugs or any sort of proscription. They are empty capsules that you open up and take out the note inside. The note contains something positive, something funny, etc. ). I’m sure we all have someone who really NEEDS something like this, even if they aren’t a part of CGL. I need this, the people working with us need this, and there’s a high chance that you probably need it as well.
Risks & Challenges I have to constantly battle depression, anxiety, etcetera everyday and it really sucks (let’s be honest, there’s no other way to describe depression. Mixed with anxiety? If you don’t know what it’s like…it sucks), and I have to put on a smile and watch others around me battle it was well. This will be some type of relief for a lot of people, I’m sure of it. I’m devoting all my time to designing, making, and putting together almost all the merchandise we plan on selling in the future. It would mean the world to me if you all could help. I plan on doing my best in the future to make my company grow and make many people happy. I don’t want the company to just vanish, just because we didn’t have any funds to make it work.
Other Ways You Can Help If you can’t donate, you can share it. Please, share this on tumblr, twitter, youtube, facebook, instagram, anywhere you can to MAKE THIS WORK.
1 Pink Blanket ( If you are allergic to fleece, let me know and I will choose a different blanket. You will have to pay 2 or more dollars, depending on the price. If you want a blanket with designs, you will have to pay an extra 6 dollars. )
1 Bag of candy (Meaning one bag that has the same candy inside. Example: Konpeito. Chosen at random.)
1 Case of “Happy Pills”. (Happy pills are for motivation or a small “Pick me up”. You open up small pill capsules and unfold a small note that’s inside, and it’ll have something that is suppose to make you feel better inside, or help you in little space.)
1 Princess coloring book (Choose between “Art Therapy” and “Children”.)
1 Pack of Coloring pencils
1 Baggie of Chocolate (Choose Between Milk Chocolate, Dark Chocolate, or White Chocolate)
1 Baggie of Sugar Candy (Choose Between Lolipops, Rock Candy, or Pixie Sticks)
1 Blue Blanket ( If you are allergic to fleece, let me know and I will choose a different blanket. You will have to pay 2 or more dollars, depending on the price. If you want a blanket with designs, you will have to pay an extra 6 dollars. )
1 Bag of candy (Meaning one bag that has the same candy inside. Example: Konpeito. Chosen at random.)
1 Case of “Happy Pills”. (Happy pills are for motivation or a small “Pick me up”. You open up small pill capsules and unfold a small note that’s inside, and it’ll have something that is suppose to make you feel better inside, or help you in little space.)
1 Disney coloring book (Choose between “Art Therapy” and “Children”.)
1 Pack of Coloring pencils
1 Baggie of Chocolate (Choose Between Milk Chocolate, Dark Chocolate, or White Chocolate)
1 Baggie of Sugar Candy (Choose Between Lolipops, Rock Candy, or Pixie Sticks)
Choose for every option. Otherwise, it will be chosen at random.
1 Stuffie.
1 Blanket ( If you are allergic to fleece, let me know and I will choose a different blanket. You will have to pay 2 or more dollars, depending on the price. If you want a blanket with designs, you will have to pay an extra 6 dollars. )
1 Bag of candy (Meaning one bag that has the same candy inside. Example: Konpeito.)
1 Case of “Happy Pills”. (Happy pills are for motivation or a small “Pick me up”. You open up small pill capsules and unfold a small note that’s inside, and it’ll have something that is suppose to make you feel better inside, or help you in little space.)
1 Coloring book (Choose between “Art Therapy” and “Children”.)
1 Pack of Coloring pencils
1 Baggie of Chocolate (Choose Between Milk Chocolate, Dark Chocolate, or White Chocolate)
1 Baggie of Sugar Candy (Choose Between Lolipops, Rock Candy, or Pixie Sticks)
2 Baggies of Fruit Snacks
5 Bonus candies
1 Bonus toy 1 Pacifier
1 Juice box (Refillable)
1 Disney Movie (Of your choice)
1 Pack of Bath Drops
(Anything else added, you will be paying extra. Minimum of 10 dollars.)
(Anything added or changed for something else, you will be paying extra for.)
Packages for daddy and mommy are more expensive because the t-shirt prices vary. ^^
You can buy these for any person at any time.
If you need this at a specific time, please let me know a month beforehand so I can get everything ready and make sure everything is inside and so it has time to ship to you.
If you donate to the company, you will get a free package once we reach our goal of $5000.
The method of payment we are accepting is:
*Paypal (PM us if you don’t know how to use paypal or you want to know how to send money @thatonegamergirl .
*Amazon Gift Cards (we will be buying products from amazon and one other supplier.)
