#derealization
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Happier Than Ever - Billie Eilish
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Sarah - Alex G
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Goodbye - Bo Burnham
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Words by Mark Strand
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New York I Love You but You’re Bringing Me Down - LCD Soundsystem
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when you become untouchable, you’re unable to touch
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You know where you are?
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You won’t see that place anymore.
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Was there ever a time I was ok?
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Which room am I supposed to be in..?
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Swimming :)
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I miss going out with my friends.
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I hope you remember how to swim.
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I miss them so much.
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I miss when everything was so much simpler.
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If you don’t look at him, maybe he won’t yell this time.
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I want to go home.
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Shower time!
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They forgot you again, didn’t they?
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It’s a long way down…
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