#trauma art
I don’t usually share my art, but this piece means a lot to me and I wanted to share it with you all.
I wrote this poem during a very dark time in my life. I’m not out of it yet, but I’m slowly getting there. I do a lot of work like this, which I share over at my venting blog. If you’d like to see it, please do so with caution! My vent blog has a standing trigger warning for all posts. (Blog: @traumacope)
Lyrics from 6.18.18 by Billie Eilish
(It’s October and I’m still hurting)
10/21/20
10/20/20. Quote credit to twitter user @/drill.
[why did i even leave if you still haunt me]
[i became an animal when that was all you treated me as]
[it’s not fair! why won’t anyone care??]
[i just wanted to be loved]
[every cut becomes an eye]
[LIARS GET THEIR TONGUES CUT OUT]
[where are your words?]
[why is this so hard?]
[no one told you goodhood was so lonely]
[if no one but you is hurt, this is okay]
[you deserve this]
[i want to smoke. i want to smoke. i want to smoke. i want to smoke. i want to smoke.]
CPTSD vent art. My symptoms are getting worse and resistant to my medication
7.2.2020
DONT REPOST / okay to rb if you are a csa victim as well
it’s a night
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Holy! Holy! Holy!
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Sometimes Queenie knows just the right things to say
All it takes is for the memory to cross my mind and suddenly maggots are crawling down my throat and I can’t breathe
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nothing is really real
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art journal // 091420
Tw vent art
