#ed relapse

Okay my therapist says that i’m not supposed to put the blame on anyone for my ed, but are we just gonna ignore the fact that my depression started bc my family is so incredibly dysfunctional?

I started school again today and i feel like everyone was so fucking aware that i got myself fat again.

Ok my plan from now on is just going on tumblr or watching some ana movie every time i want to binge

Ed starter pack

When someone asks to borrow my phone, im just PRAYING that tumblr isn’t visible in any way, shape or form, and also feeling like this✨

If you’re on my page to trigger yourself:

First of all, i feel ya.

Secondly, DON’T. You won’t find what you’re looking for and i do not support your choice to feed your eating disorder instead of your body.

Some random person hearing about my ed: oh no! Won’t you stop starving yourself, for me?

Like do you really think you’re gonna stop me after having this disorder for years- It’s a mental illness, i can’t just stop. It can’t be controlled.

Am i the only one who is kind of scared when i open tumblr? I just know it’s gotten bad again, and i can’t stop it. I tried so hard, but i just keep coming back to where i was before. I feel like this will never end. I’ll be like this for the rest of my life.

Favorite

Ed movie

Ever

My ed post-recovery coming back in less than a heartbeat

This hits different after binging for weeks…

Thank god 2020 is almost over.

I think it’s safe to say that for most people this year has been nothing but rubbish.

Me to my ed coming back when im finally in a moderately good place mentally-

Cassie-Skins

Me and my ed to each other when i get a compliment about my weight loss-

My ed to me after fasting for over 24hrs-

I am going to be thin by halloween, i promise

Delicate hands>>>>

Skinny and fishnets.