#ed relapse

Not listening to uplifting songs because you don’t think they apply to you.

when i actually start to lose weight but i can’t enjoy it because now i’m constantly worried about maintaining the weight loss and now i’m starting to wonder if any of this is worth it

me barging into the bathroom everyday to obsessively weigh myself

when i replace starvation with another extreme diet and call it recovery

WHY IS IT SO HARD???

jumping between recovery and relapsing every other week like

i might actually lose my mind if i have to look in a mirror one more time

been feeling this level of psychotic lately

me after finding out that a lot of people naturally don’t have a thigh gap even if they lose weight

me with food calories: nooooo i can’t eat that slice of bread it’s too many calories

me with alcohol calories: yeah these 5 shots are totally fine

gonna start blaming all of my problems on brendan urie

if i don’t get skinny by this summer somebody better just shoot me and put me out of my misery