He crouches and unzips the door to the command tent, crawls inside. Zips it back up with the Force as he looks up and—
“Oh,” Hux says. He’s standing there in pajama pants which are slung—
Kylo swallows.
—so low on his hips, and his shirt isn’t even—isn’t even on his torso, it’s halfway up his arms, unbuttoned completely, hanging loose. Hux’s chest is bare except for his dogtags, his skin perfect and unmarred.
Request: Could you do one for Hux were his really into the this girl who’s bigger, and she kinda plays hard to get, and something happens that makes her confidence go down, and he tries to help build it up for her? Maybe like a first kiss, or something? No rush, of course. I mean, if your not comfortable writing that, that’s fine too. ❤️❤️❤️ for @loveroffandoms16
We have known each other for quite some time, although at that time we were just two young students who didn´t know very well what they were doing.
The first time I saw Armitage was at our generation’s presentation on day one at the Academy. He was a very quiet and quite serious boy, who found it difficult to have friends. For my part, I was always a person with a very good gift of speech, and many people used to approach me to ask me about the studies or to know my opinion regarding certain topics that we would discuss later in class. It could be said that both, he and I were opposite, however, for some strange reason that I still cannot understand very well, we struck up a rather strange friendship that grew over the years.
Due to my physical complexion, somewhat short in stature, and a little bit curvy, my superiors decided that my work couldn´t develop well on the battlefield, so they dedicated themselves to training me in areas related to the development of military strategies. The truth is that, at first, I was quite in disagreement with the tasks that were being assigned to me, but as the months went by I began to find it quite attractive, while Hux, at being Captain Brendol’s son, our teachers had in him very high expectations of leadership and Armitage focused exclusively on demonstrating that he was capable of achieving anything that was put in front him.
During the final year of the Academy, Armitage and I became quite distant, each one focused entirely on getting the positions that each wanted and our friendship was greatly diminished along the way. I must admit, that during our first years at the Academy, Armitage was a kind of platonic love to me, however, I never said anything because I didn’t think someone like me would be attractive to someone like him.
After our graduation, we were assigned positions within the First Order in different locations. Armitage began the development of a military base that would outshine the others and I was assigned the Special Strategies Command Center within the Supremacy. The years passed, I never heard from Armitage other than those regarding the advances of the Star Killer Base, so little by little I put aside those nostalgic feelings of the Academy and immersed myself deeply in my work until the day of the conclusion of the Star Killer Base came. All the High Command of the First Order were called to inhabit that cold planet, which would serve as a central military base.
The reception upon our arrival was quite formal, the troops introduced themselves, greeted, we toured the entire base, a small reception was organized inside the Command Bridge, where a few glasses of alcohol and laughter were present, and it was there, in the midst of all the multitude of generals, captains and lieutenants, that I saw him again. He was standing, with his hands behind his back, his impeccable uniform, and his gaze dancing on each of the attendees without saying anything at all.
I felt a hollowness in my stomach, without a doubt the years had been quite good for him. For a moment I stopped paying attention to the talk of the people around me and I fixed my gaze on him, I wanted to speak to him, but I didn’t know-how. I could feel a knot in my stomach getting bigger and bigger, so I decided that it would be best to get closer to him to see if he still remembered me in the first place. I was very anxious, the closer I was to him, the more I regretted having made that decision, but my pride would not let me take a step back, I had to.
Once in front of him, I could see how he only lowered his eyes to saw me, and without saying anything, a small smile was painted on my lips, which was replicated in his mouth. After that night, everything in my life changed.
I applied for my permanent transfer from the Supremacy to the Star Killer Base, became a member of the council table, and began to work side by side with Armitage on everything I did: requesting troop training reports, organizing missions and follow up on all matters related to the Resistance. Also, our friendship was recovering, some nights, Armitage would sneak out to my quarters to share a glass of wine and a cigarette, while we remembered, with laughter, our years as cadets.
I must admit that working at the Star Killer Base isn´t an easy thing, the demands of time and responses were much greater than what I was used to, above all, any type of work or communication that was related to Commander Ren was a very tired, especially for Armitage, who after being in some meeting with him ended up exhausted.
As the months went by, our relationship became more and more intimate, we could find comfort in our presence and the truth is that perhaps we only trusted each other. At first, I thought it was my mind playing a joke on me and that the romance I felt for Armitage in our school years was only flourishing again because my imagination, but I could swear that sometimes he had details with me that gradually became closer. I tried to ignore his stares on the Command Bridge, his attempts to hold my hand when we were alone, and even avoided him a couple of times when I felt his face was too close to mine. Part of me wanted to believe that maybe something was happening between us, but another part of my mind swore it was just my mind.
One afternoon, Armitage came into my office with a bunch of papers in hand, which he slowly deposited on my desk. “I have a mission and I would like you to carry it out…” I turned to saw him “A droid, model BB8, is found somewhere on the surface of Takodana…” Armitage began to smoke while I took the papers that he had put on my desk and began to read it “It´s crucial to find and recover it, since it has valuable information on the Resistance” Armitage continued smoking while I continued reviewing the documents “How long do we have to locate it?” I asked him looking askance over the papers "Immediately” at that moment I understood that this mission was linked to the assault of Takodana and Commander Ren, “Perfect, give me a couple of hours to prepare the action plan, as soon as I have it I´ll give it to Captain Phasma so she can prepare the troops” Armitage nodded and got up from his place heading to the door “One more thing…” he turned to look at me “After handing the plan to Captain Phasma…” a beautiful little smile was painted on his lips “Would you like to come to my quarters for dinner?” I let out a small laugh “I don’t know, I’m not so sure…” I said with a slightly doubtful tone “Come on, don’t be so difficult!” was the last thing he said before leaving my office.
The next morning the mission began in Takodana, the troops had deployed in the way I had organized them. Relatively it had to be a short and simple mission, how difficult could it be to find a droid?
Big mistake, I should never have made so many assumptions.
“It doesn’t surprise me in the least that the mission failed…” General Pride got up from his seat in the meeting room and began to walk around the table, I could feel my throat dry and one of my legs began to move without I could control it, Pride’s gaze was cold and it was still fixed on me as he continued his tour of the room, I knew what was coming, there was nothing I could do about it.
Slowly Pride came up behind me and held the back of my chair with both hands. “What surprises me, is the fact that we were trusting that someone like you could carry out such a task…” my hands were sweating and I felt a huge hollow in my stomach due to anxiety “What do you mean by someone like me General?” was the only thing I could say, the atmosphere felt tense, I could feel how the gazes of all those present in the room were on me, including Armitage’s.
Pride cleared his throat and walked around the room again to position himself in front of me on the other side of the table. “I mean it’s obvious that someone like you…” he raised one of his hands to point to my whole body, it was clear what he tried to insinuate “Someone with your physique…” I could feel tears beginning to form in my eyes, but I tried to contain it as best as possible, I wasn´t going to give him the pleasure of humiliating me in that way “Well Captain, someone with your body build has never been in the ground, that’s why it’s not surprising that the mission failed…” a mocking smile spread across his face as I just clenched my fists under the table “Someone like you only knows what it´s, in theory, a search mission, but you don’t know the physical effort involved…” Pride put his hands behind his back.
I felt humiliated, ashamed and somewhat outraged, no one said anything, my stomach ached with rage, with impotence, I felt so much anger that a tear escaped my eyes, Pride was only looking at me from the corner of his eye, savoring every moment "You can retire Captain, it’s time for the true men of combat to talk about how to solve your error” I didn´t wait a single second more, I immediately got up from my place and left that room.
I didn’t know what to do, I didn’t know where to go. To my office? No, I needed to be alone, so, even though my workday was not over yet, I immediately went to my quarters, once the door was closed, I burst into tears - Someone like me… - I couldn’t stop listening to the words of Pride in my head. I felt dirty so I got undressed right away and walked to the bathroom to take a shower.
The water in the shower helped me a little to dull the sound of my sobs. I´m so stupid! How could I think someone like me could perform a task like that!? I failed, not just to the First Order and Commander Ren, but Armitage, who was the first to trust me to do this task. I didn’t know what to do, I was completely heartbroken. How is it that someone like me had gotten to where I was; how is it that the troops could trust someone like me; how is it that someone… How is it that Armitage… How could he look at someone like me?
Several weeks have passed since that terrible meeting. The only way I found to feel a little better and alleviate my supposed "incompetence” was to isolate myself from everything and focus exclusively on my work, I spent days and nights locked in my office without paying attention to anyone. My self-esteem was shattered, so I unconsciously started eating less and showing up late at night in the training room, away from the eyes of others, away from their criticism, their comments on my appearance.
As the days went by with my self-destructive routine, my body began to feel the consequences, I felt more tired than normal due to the demands of work and training that I was carrying out, I could see that big dark circles had begun to mark under my eyes and the usual rosy color on my cheeks was gone. On several occasions I had run into Armitage in the corridors of the base, however, I had completely ignored him, I didn´t dare to face him, I felt quite ashamed for having failed him in the mission, but I felt a thousand times worse for having thought that something existed between the two of us.
One of the many nights that I was in my office the door opened. In silence, but with a sure step, Armitage approached my desk and remained standing there for a couple of minutes, it was obvious that he was waiting for me to say something, ask something or do something, but I couldn’t, I was completely frozen, I felt too nervous to say anything, I felt embarrassed enough to even see him.
“This is enough…” he said, almost like a whisper “You have been locked in this office for weeks without eating or sleeping well…” my gaze was fixed on the desk, while he advanced around it until he reached where I was sitting, I was feeling very nervous, what could I say to him? “You’ve been avoiding me for weeks…” I immediately turned to see him, my mind had made up an idea where we would eventually have to talk, but I always thought that when that moment would come he would complain about the failed mission, not about us “Armitage, I’m so sorry…” a couple of tears escaped my eyes “I never thought that Takodana’s mission was to…” his body leaned quickly over mine, his hands gripped the armrests of my seat and his lips landed on mine.
The force of his kiss was so explosive that I couldn´t do anything to avoid it, his lips were so soft and his movements showed a kind of domination over me. I completely lost myself in the moment, the only thing I wanted at that instant never end “I don’t give a damn about Takodana…” he whispered on my lips before kissing me again. He raised one of his hands to hold my the back of my neck and deepen the kiss, a fact that made me moan a little giving him access to my mouth, which he began to explore with his tongue. After a couple of minutes, we both left to get some air.
His face had drawn a blush almost the color of his hair, his eyes were still fixed on mine, while the hand that held my neck began to gently caress my cheek “Armitage, I never thought…” I stammered a little, I wasn´t sure it had happened that it just occurred “How is it that someone like you could fixate on someone like me…” I lowered my gaze to the ground, Pride’s words were still present in my head.
Armitage brought his hand to my chin to lift my face, a couple more tears were present, he slowly approached me “I don’t…” he kissed my lips “care anything…” he kissed one of my cheeks “about what…” he kisses my forehead “the others say…” he kissed my lips again, prolonging his touch a little more than normal. Recharging his forehead with mine, a smile played on my lips as I felt the warmth of his breath brushing my face and flooding my chest with a feeling of excitement and happiness like never before.
I jumped up from my seat and pounced on him, our bodies were completely united while his arms surrounded me and mine clung to his neck. I buried my face in his chest and Armitage covered the top of my head with kisses, we stayed like that for a few minutes until he broke that comfortable silence “How about we continue this in a more comfortable place…” I raised my face to look at him “We could go to my quarters, if that’s okay with you” I drew a smile on my lips and moved my body a little away from his, without breaking our embrace, raising an eyebrow and with a slightly playful tone I replied, “I don’t know, I’m not so sure …” Armitage gave a small laugh and came closer to kiss me again “You really like to play hard” he whispered on my lips as I could feel a smile on his face.
All this weekend I´ll be prepared to answer all your questions about Armitage HuxandKylo Ren of any kind, whether it be flufforsmut, so shot your darkest and most perverted doubts or your sweetest and most tender concerns about these two gentlemen.
All this weekend I´ll be prepared to answer all your questions about Armitage HuxandKylo Ren of any kind, whether it be flufforsmut, so shot your darkest and most perverted doubts or your sweetest and most tender concerns about these two gentlemen.
Occasionally, Hux may call you “My dove” or “Sweetheart”, while you address him with an abbreviation of his name “Mit”.
On Cloud Nine - What are they like when they are in love? Is it obvious for others? How do they express their feelings?
Hux was the first to realize that he was in love with you, when, no matter what he did, you always found yourself in his mind. Hux began to become quite a daily dreamer, taking advantage of his short free time in his office or walking through the halls to imagine situations where you and he were alone and, when you were together, it was difficult for him to concentrate on what he was doing as he was easily distracted watching you, which is why, after a few weeks, he decided to confess his love for you.
Meanwhile, it was a little more difficult for you to accept that you were in love with him, since being a Sith, all your training had taught you that feeling something for someone was a weakness and an obstacle, however, the night Hux made his love confession for you, something in your heart vibrated in such a way that you responded in the same way.
PDA - Are they upfront about their relationship? Do they brag with their s/o in front of others? Or are they rather shy to kiss etc. when others are watching?
Both prefer that your relationship be kept private and neither of you likes to show affection in public, Hux knows perfectly well that any type of romantic contact outside your quarters makes you very uncomfortable, however, you will not hesitate to take his arm if he offers it to you or to deny you a kiss if the situation allows it.
Quirk - Some random ability they have that’s beneficial in a relationship.
Hux knows perfectly how to handle your rage or panic attacks, he has an incomparable touch to be able to make you feel in control of any situation that is upsetting you and likewise, he knows quite well what to say or what to do to be able to comfort or reassure you.
On your part, you can turn any bad day or any heavy situation Hux has gone through into something completely different, no matter how bad his day has been, the moment Hux enters through your quarters and you approach him, everything improves.
Romance - How romantic are they? What would they do to make their s/o happy? Cliché or rather creative?
You are a zero romantic person, not because you don´t want to be, but because you don´t know how to be, however, you try to be attentive to Hux in several ways: preparing his favorite food, arranging his uniforms, looking for gifts that you know perfectly well he´ll like it.
For his part, Hux is an extremely romantic and super chivalrous person, he is a super detailed man in everything that refers to you, he´s always aware of all your needs, at least once a week you´ll have in your room a bouquet, he´s the one who is in charge of finding fine restaurants across the galaxy and making reservations to take you out to dinner, he´s always looking for ways to pamper and spoil you.
Support - Are they helping their s/o achieve their goals? Do they believe in them?
Your relationship is based on extreme mutual trust, so yes, both will always be supporting each other in whatever you do and in whatever situation you go through.
It is very common that whenever Hux faces any type of problem with Kylo, you´re the one who stands in the middle of both to support him or to try to smooth the situation, also, Hux will always be on your side when you present an idea or plan to the rest of the High Command.
Thrill - Do they need to try out new things to spice out your relationship? Or do they prefer a certain routine?
You´re both people with very defined routines, Hux is the personified definition of a clock, as for you, your training and discipline have made you a person who plans everything you does in advance, however, that does not mean that you only do things according to what your agendas say, you´ll always look for a way to break the every day to do something together.
Understanding - How good do they know their partner? Are they empathetic?
To tell the truth, Hux is a very understandable person with you and is something that you´re eternally grateful for, but at the same time is something you don´t understand very well, you´re 100% sure that if you were with someone else (it´s not that you want to be with someone else, it´s only a comparison) they would have already ended with you due to your constant panic attacks, anger and identity crisis, however, Hux is a super empathetic man with you, he knows that for you, things aren´t so simple and he tries to put himself in your place when you´re going through a bad situation.
On your part, in the beginning it was quite difficult for you to be understanding or empathetic and many times you didn´t understand the situations or the feelings that Hux was having or going through, but little by little, you were learning to listen more and try to comfort him in the best way that you could.
Value - How important is the relationship to them? What is it’s worth in comparison to other things in their life?
Both are everything for each other.
From the smallest part of your relationship, like waking up and seeing Huz’s hair tousled by the pillow, to the most important thing like having sex in a super intimate way, you know that your relationship is the most valuable thing you both have, for you Hux is your only pillar, the only one that keeps you on your feet when you feel that everything is falling apart and for Hux youáre his whole world and cannot think of a life without you.
Wild Card - A random Fluff Headcanon.
Sometimes when you meet at the Command Bridge, you get close to Hux just to smooth his uniform with your fingertips, to accommodate his badges or adjust the knot in his tie, and it’s something he loves, whenever you do, a huge smile is painted on his lips and he doesn’t care if someone is watching him.
Meanwhile, if Hux has to get up before you and you are still asleep, there are many occasions that he sits on the edge of the bed to observe you, it is an activity that although it seems insignificant, for him it represents everything.
XOXO - Are they very affectionate? Do they love to kiss and cuddle?
You´re both affectionate but only in private.
Hux will always look for a way to hug you or hold you in his lap, in many occasions both sit on the bed, he behind you and you lean on his chest, while both read the same book. In the same way, he´ll never miss an opportunity to kiss you, or caress your face or hair.
In public, it´s very common for him to kiss your hand, or put one of his hands on your lower back while walking.
He loves to cuddle you and he´s always the big spoon, but there are times when he likes you to be.
Yearning - How will they cope when they’re missing their partner?
Unfortunately, there are times when you have to separate, although it´s much more common for you to be away for some time due to a mission.
When Hux is alone, he usually gets a little depressed, but he looks for ways to keep himself busy, resulting in days and nights being 100% dedicated to his work, so when you return, you find a Hux extremely tired and with dark circles under his eyes, so, the first thing you do is prepare the bed and cuddle him until he falls asleep.
On your part, the time that you´re not with him, you usually are in a very bad mood, but you try to hide it as best as possible.
Zeal - Are they willing to go to great lenghts for the relationship? If so, what kind of?
You´re both always ready to find ways to continue to improve and strengthen your relationship.
Whether it’s talking about the things you feel are wrong and looking for the best possible solution between you, even trying to keep the surprise every day, either with a small detail or gesture.
General Hux, wearing his sexy black bathrobe, drinking expensive space wine while reclining on his ice blue couch, glaring angrily at the ceiling and obsessively thinking about how much he hates Kylo Ren: I’m not bitter
