#kylo ren fic
In the Center of Everything
Request: Hello love! Can you write with something like rebel and force sensetive reader and Kylo kidnaps her but he doesn’t want rebels to come so he takes her to Naboo instead? They spend time there and reader is nice person so they slowly start falling for each other? I was thinking like kinda fairytale setup like dresses he gives her, fancy meals etc. Picnic next to the waterfalls like Anakin and padme would be a nice bonus for @imaginesyes
Words: 3,260
Reading Time: 14 min
Category: Fluff
Warnings: None
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In the Center of Everything
There’s something sweet and almost kind
But he was mean and he was coarse and unrefined
It has been some time since I have been, how to put it… In captivity on this planet? It all started a long time ago, for several years I had done everything possible to try to go unnoticed by the war that was happening everywhere, I knew perfectly well that something in me made me different from others, and for that reason, I decided to live with a low profile, I didn´t want to attract the attention of anyone, not the separatist groups, or those who called themselves rebels and much less the First Order, at the end of the day I was sure that if someone noticed that peculiarity that I had, they wouldn’t hesitate to spread the word and eventually I would have someone behind me looking for me.
I realized that I was able to connect with the Force when I was a teenager and to be honest, at first, I was very scared, I didn’t understand what was happening or how I could do what I was doing, but with the passage of the years, I accepted that that was my nature and I couldn’t deny it, so I cultivated it as best I could.
When my parents passed away, I completely put aside the business and commercial life we had and isolated myself, I built a small cabin from scratch in a quarry near our town and dedicated myself to planting what I could, slowly, I became a self-sufficient person. All this time I stayed out of the conflicts that were happening outside, never in my life did I think that I would end up in the center of everything.
One night, I still remember it perfectly, while I was meditating, I connected with a strange energy. At first, I was very scared, I couldn´t understand what was responding to me, so I immediately cut my meditation. It took a few weeks before I was encouraged to do it again.
The next time I connect with that energy, try to prolong it as long as I can. Little by little, night after night, I connected with that entity more often. I didn’t know what it was, who it was, or where in the Galaxy it was, but I felt quite comfortable and intrigued to have made such a connection. I never suspected anything, I never thought that it could be something that would hurt me, I simply felt that it was someone like me out there and that, even with my self-exile in the middle, it made me feel accompanied… Until that night arrived.
It all started like a small whisper that intensified, “Where are you?”; A pair of eyes that pierced the gloom of the space that divided us. One question only. An answer from me that I would later regret “Cantonica”.
And now he’s dear and so unsure
I wonder why I didn’t see it there before
A couple of days passed until the consequence of my actions resonated. It was a day like any other, I never thought that something out of my routine would happen. I woke up, had breakfast, and planned my day: check and maintain my herbs, fetch some water from a nearby well, take the opportunity to wash some clothes, and go quickly to town to find some supplies that I had scarce.
When I returned home, it was already beginning to get dark, the door was closed and everything in my home seemed to be in order until I entered the living room.
A shadowy black figure was sitting on my sofa, slightly lit by the fire in the fireplace, which he had surely lit while waiting for my return.
I was completely paralyzed in place, the basket in my hands fell to the ground and some of the apples that I had collected during the day rolled on the ground, reaching his feet.
The silence was sepulchral, I could see how his body curved towards the floor and slowly, one of his hands took one of the apples that was at his feet. Immediately afterward, his entire body rose from my sofa, he was a huge black mass, I couldn´t distinguish any feature in his figure, his shoulders were wide, his entire body was covered by a black cape that seemed to blend with the shadows of the stay and his face was covered by a mask.
My only reaction was to try to run away. In seconds one of his hands grabbed my arm and my back hit his chest, where he wrapped both arms around me and lifted me off the ground.
I screamed, kicked, tried my best to break his hold on my body. Little by little I ended up getting tired, my mind kept bringing a thousand scenarios: He will it kill me? What is he doing here, what does he want? Who is he? Why me? Just when I stopped fighting him, he released me, and my feet hit the ground again, I immediately turned to look at him.
“Don’t you recognize me?” A distorted metallic voice came out of him, I shook my head slightly as I took a step back. My body was tired of trying to get rid of him, my legs were shaking, a cold chill ran down my spine and the room was slowly beginning to darken.
“It was you who brought me here…” He spoke again, at that moment I understood everything, that Beast was the source of the energy with which I had connected the previous nights, what had I done? At that moment, the panic completely seized me, with one last effort, I tried to run, but with a few steps he grabbed me again “No!” I yelled as loud as I could “What are you doing here?” I tried to separate my body from his with all my might “You know perfectly what I have come for” that metallic screech resounded in my ears with peculiar annoyance.
No, no, no. I didn´t want to, I couldn´t believe it, “Please…” the tears ran down my cheeks “Please… Leave me alone…” I sobbed uncontrollably, while my body collapsed on his, rendered by the struggle “Inside you, you know that I can’t” his arms held me tighter “Please…” my cry was already a single whisper “Just sleep” he passed one of his hands in front of my face.
He lifted me in his arms, while my eyelids closed completely.
The firelight was completely extinguished.
The last I remember of that night is the sound of his footsteps, I never understood why it had happened.
And now he’s dear and so unsure
I wonder why I didn’t see it there before
When I woke up I was in a foreign place. It was a small cabin, quite minimalist in the middle of a forest, surrounded by absolutely nothing but trees, I could suspect that near where I was there was a body of water since I could hear it, a small waterfall perhaps, or a small lake.
I walked a little through that small place, I had everything I needed, clothes, food, products for my care. Even though the place was a bit cozy, I felt quite scared, I still didn´t understand what was happening, however, I found enough comfort in the fact that that black figure wasn´t with me.
I spent a few days in solitude, days that I took the opportunity to go into the surroundings of the cabin. I wanted to know if there was a nearby place where I could ask for help, but I didn’t find anything.
One afternoon, returning home, I noticed that there was something strange, the door of the cabin was open, smoke was coming out of the chimney and a small light illuminated the main room, I understood that that black figure had returned and before entering I contemplated the possibility to flee, but where? Besides, if he had been able to trace me to Cantonica, he would be more than capable of finding me in this place, so, despite my desire to do so, I entered the cabin.
He was sitting again on a sofa in front of the fire, this time I could observe him better, he wasn´t wearing his helmet, so I could see his long, black and wavy hair “Where were you?” his voice sounded very deep, very different without that mask, I didn’t know what to answer so I remained silent “I asked you a question!” he yelled and his voice echoed through all the walls “I went out to see the surroundings” I answered fearfully, with a blow he got up from his place and in a few steps he reached where I was, one of his hands held my chin and looked at me in the eyes “You will never leave this place if I don´t allow it!” at that moment panic took hold of me again, my legs were shaking and I closed my eyes and a few tears escaped. His hand left my face and I could feel him walking past me “I left food in the kitchen…” I could hear a small sigh from him “I also left you some clothes and supplies in your room” and without saying more he left the cabin slamming the door.
These types of encounters were repeated a few more times, every time he came to see me he left me supplies, dresses made with fabrics that I had never seen before, and some other gifts, such as necklaces, bracelets, and sweets. I didn’t understand what was happening. Who was this man? Why had he brought me to this place? What did he want from me?
One of those many nights that he had come to see me I decided it was time to confront him, I appreciated the details he had with me, but I couldn’t say that I was grateful, at the end of the day, this man had kidnapped me and I still didn’t know why.
“Who you are?” I asked before he went out the door again “That doesn’t matter” he answered without even turning to look at me, for a moment my blood boiled, I was tired of him appearing and disappearing without giving me explanations, without saying anything “Of course it matters!” I didn’t notice the tone of my voice, and yet he kept walking without saying anything to me “Is this all a twisted little fantasy of yours?”, he was about to reach the door when he turned his face suddenly, I could notice how his brow frowned “You´re exceeding a limit that you should not cross” he threatened me raising one of his hands and pointing one of his fingers at me, something in my stomach told me that I should stop with this confrontation, but I couldn't… “I need answers!” now it was me who was walking towards him with an outstretched hand and a finger pointing at him “I know you have brought me here because I manipulate the Force!” I yelled at him as my finger sank into his chest “But I don’t know why I’m here or why you’re doing this and…” his always stoic face, began to flood with a red color “I’m done! I will not continue with this! ” Suddenly a roar was present and all the furniture in the house went flying “You will do what I tell you!” he yelled as he paced back and forth “I’m not your toy!” Even though my body was shaking with fear and helplessness, my anger was even greater, “You can’t have me here” I threw it in his face once more “Of course I can and I will continue to do so” he turned his back on me once more and went out the door, I ran after him to reach him, but the darkness of the forest didn´t let me see him…
She glanced this way, I thought I saw
And when we touched she didn’t shudder at my paw
Once again, I was alone in that place, without knowing what to do or why, full of anger, anger, and fear…
A few weeks went by without him showing up at the cabin, so I take advantage of all those days to tidy up the house, clean, and review some of the things that he had brought. The truth is that I refused to wear several of the clothes that he had given me, as well as the jewels, so I had simply put it away without paying any more attention, but now, with many time alone, I looked closely at it and I could notice each one of it were quite exquisite.
The days continued to pass without knowing anything about him, for some strange reason, I was beginning to miss his presence, I hadn´t noticed before, but the truth is that he was quite a handsome man, although, every time this idea crossed my mind I felt quite guilty and angry at me.
The weeks became months, I began to wonder if I would see him again or if I had to accept the idea that I was stranded in that place with no one else around me. I began to have small panic attacks due to my loneliness and some nights I implored to see him again.
One morning I went for a walk to the nearby stream, indeed, it had a small waterfall, it was a comfortable place that filled me with tranquility, when I returned to the cabin, I noticed that the door was open and my heart jumped, I didn’t know if it jolts with joy or scared, but I ran inside right away.
There were a few pieces of furniture lying around, I started to feel scared. I kept going until I reached the bathroom, where I found him lying on the floor, he was injured. I immediately rushed to the ground and tried to hold him “Don’t touch me!” he growled as his hands tried to remove mine from his body “You’re bleeding!” I insisted holding his hands with mine “I don’t need your pity…” he growled again, I turned to see him, our eyes were fixed for a few seconds, I could see that he felt pain and I weighed all that we had previously experienced and I felt the need to attend to him “Let me help you…” I spoke softly “Please…” he nodded slightly and I took it for a yes, despite his pride wasn´t allowing him to say it, he wanted my help.
No it can’t be, I’ll just ignore
But then she’s never looked at me that way before
That night he slept in my bed. When I woke up the next morning, I assumed that it was likely that he was no longer in the cabin. I was so surprised to see him still asleep that a small smile spread across my face. He was a completely different person, calm. The little light that filtered in through the window finely illuminated the features of his face and my heart jumped slightly with a strangely warm, not out of fear or insecurity, so I left that room a bit confused by what I just felt.
The days went by, and he… He stayed with me in the cabin. Little by little, we began to exchange more words, although not many, he was a man who spoke little. He began to help me with the little chores of the house, although he was quite clumsy at first, he improved as the days went by. He even offered to help me with the little herb garden that I had started to build in the garden.
Slowly his laughter began to flood our meals, and his stories about his travels across the Galaxy catch me at night. I learned about things that I didn´t know existed thanks to him and my heart kept jumping every hour that I enjoyed his company.
On one occasion I asked him if he wouldn´t go away again, the only thing he answered was that there was no place out there where he belonged. At that moment I understood that the Beast that had appeared a year ago in the room of my old home no longer existed and it was in that moment that I decided that that place where we were, in the middle of nowhere and far from everything, was now the home of both, however, I still felt my doubts, what if the bond that we were beginning to have was just a product of my imagination.
New and a bit alarming
Who’d have ever thought that this could be?
One morning, after waking up next to him, I wanted to put a plan to the test: the night before I had prepared a basket with some food, my idea was to ask him to accompany me to the forest to find some berries to plant in the garden. That morning I fixed myself with one of the dresses that he had brought me during one of his first visits and that I had never worn. When he got up, I had everything ready.
"I’m going to need your help today…”, he just looked at me a little confused “Please get ready before we get late”. A few minutes later he left the room towards the kitchen where I was “Hold this” I gave him the basket, his face was full of confusion, he couldn´t understand what was happening, I walked to the door and turned to see him “What are you waiting? Let’s go!” and I smiled at him as I walked out the door.
We walked for a few minutes in the forest without saying anything until we reached the stream. Once on the shore, I spread the blanket, I approached him, took the basket, and sat on the ground, he just imitated my steps. I took out some of the bites that were in the basket and we began to eat, we never speak. When we finished, I looked back at him.
“I don’t know much about you…”, he just fixed his eyes on mine “And you don’t know much about me…” I started to take off my shoes “But we´re both… Living in this place…” the sound of the waterfall was like little sinfonie behind us “I didn’t get here of my own free will and I still don’t understand why…” I plunged my feet into the water “But I’ve grown to love this place…” I turned to look at him and a huge smile was painted on my lips “And I’ve started to take a strange affection for you, although I don’t know if I should…” and suddenly, everything changed.
The birds sang around us, the sound of the waterfall became louder, and his lips… His lips were on mine with an intensity that I had never felt. One of his hands was holding my neck, while the other was holding one of mine firmly. His caress was soft, however, somewhat desperate, but full of passion “Ben…” he whispered as a smile touched his lips and his hand caressed my cheek “My name is Ben”. At no time did his eyes leave mine and my heart burned completely “Well, Hello Ben” I went over to kiss him again “Welcome home”.
True that he’s not Prince Charming
But there’s something in him that I simply didn’t see
I leave you the list of Prompts for this season!
How does it work?
- Select 2 numbers from the list.
- Select the character you want the story about: Kylo Ren, Ben Solo, or Armitage Hux.
- Select the topic: Fluff, Smut, or Angst.
- They will be short stories of maximum 1,000 words.
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100 Prompt List
- You´re so beautiful.
- Can I hold your hand?
- Bite me!
- What are you thinking?
- Just this time.
- Will you stay?
- I promise I will never let anything bad happen to you.
- All I wanted was you.
- I don’t trust myself around you.
- Take me back.
- I´m just scared that one day you find someone better than me.
- It wasn´t supposed to happen this way.
- Please be careful, this is my first time doing this.
- I don’t understand why you get like this.
- It’s because I’m jealous!
- Just relax.
- Relax, everything will be fine.
- I’ll be in my room in case you need me.
- Just say it and I’ll stop.
- Because I love you!
- Don’t look to me to apologize.
- How could you do this to me?
- You will speak when I say you can.
- Who do you think you are?
- Please, forgive me.
- I’m nothing without you.
- You will do what I say!
- You like that, right?
- Please stop, you’re hurting me!
- I would like to apologize, but the truth is that I do not regret it.
- Do you think anyone knows?
- Who do you think you are to talk to me like that!?
- Just a little more.
- Are you trying to turn me on?
- Why are you looking at me like that?
- I hate that you behave like that!
- I’d give anything to kiss you right now.
- Never go near him again!
- You are just mine.
- Can you give me a cigarette?
- You don’t know what you are saying!
- I will never tire of looking at you.
- Could you teach me to do it?
- I would like to leave it all behind!
- You have no idea how I feel!
- I hate you so much!
- You’ve only manipulated me all this time!
- It is not what you think.
- You are reckless.
- I would like to freeze this moment.
- What we are doing is wrong.
- Things shouldn’t have happened like this.
- Everything they/he/she told you is not true.
- Can I hold your hand?
- Come here.
- Why are you so nervous?
- Don’t tell me what to do!
- Why me?
- I want to be with you no matter what happens.
- I would like to try it.
- Do not leave me.
- Let’s just enjoy this moment.
- It’s all your fault!
- None of this would have happened if I had done it right.
- Who did this to you?
- Tell me what you want.
- I am at your mercy.
- You’re bleeding!
- Let ‘me help you.
- I am worth much more than you think!
- I am not a trophy that you must win!
- You are such a nasty boy/girl.
- Open your mouth.
- On your knees.
- Next time I won’t be so nice.
- Do you think you deserve it?
- Shout my name!
- You’re going to cum when I say so.
- Who is your owner?
- Beg me.
- Not so fast, we have time.
- Let me take care of you.
- You will behave well.
- Go on, don’t stop!
- Just a little more.
- Only for this occasion.
- Someone can see us.
- I wish I had never crossed paths with you!
- Stay still for just a second.
- You, and you fucking pride!
- I can not continue with this!
- What can I do to make you feel better?
- You are so needy.
- This moment is just for you.
- What are you hiding from me?
- I don’t understand why you behave like this.
- Just shut up!
- I don’t want to leave, but I have to.
- And haven’t you ever thought that if I do it is because I feel something else for you!?
- Just tell me what’s wrong.
Let’s play!
All this weekend I´ll be prepared to answer all your questions about Armitage HuxandKylo Ren of any kind, whether it be flufforsmut, so shot your darkest and most perverted doubts or your sweetest and most tender concerns about these two gentlemen.
I promise not to keep anything at all.
Your darling (and mistress),
Black Diamond.
You’re somebody else- Kylo Ren
(Reunited with long lost lover Ben solo but he’s not the same anymore) song inspired one shot, came to me pretty randomly
TW Sad, depressive, no love just sad feels
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“Well you look like yourself
But you’re somebody else
Only it ain’t on the surface
Well you talk like yourself
No, I hear someone else though
Now you’re making me nervous”
She couldn’t help but stare into the black abyss of his eyes, his eyes that once shone beautiful honey hazel and spread warmth when he glanced at her, even for a second.
Eyes she’d stared into a thousand times, in sunny fields and under cotton sheets.
Gazing up at the man she once knew, more than she knew herself. His face was stone-like and his heart held no love, just empty hatred.
She loathed the way the darkness clings to him, drowning him the way his threatening glare drowned her.
“You were the better part
Of every bit of beating heart that I had
Whatever I had
I finally sat alone
Pitch black flesh and bone
Couldn’t believe that you were gone”
“Ben solo”
The words felt ghostly on her lips and his eyes shone with a a darkened rage she’d never been victim to before, his knuckles white and clenched at his sides, the way his jaw tensed, staring through her soul with more menace than she could ever handle, coming from him.
“Don’t!”
Even his voice was hardly his anymore, he spoke like a rabid animal, eyes wild as he leered at the girl, daring her to do something, anything to ignite the temper lurking under his skin, so he could ignite the crackling red sabre that burned at his side, itching to be reached for.
The tears fell from her freely and the ache residing in her chest was almost consuming, swallowing her soul where she stood.
Mind reeling with a thousand different things, yet her eyes couldn’t leave his, not for a second.
His face was almost the same, but the scar that marked his heavenly alabaster skin was just another reminder of the harrowing man he’d now become.
She felt the way her body fell, but her mind couldn’t, wouldn’t, register the pain of her knees that thudded against the hard floor.
“You were dead… not… not this… this isn’t you… I…-”
Words couldn’t ever comprehend the betrayal, the agony behind her heart as she stared at her once lover… her only lover.
“Ben Solo is dead.”
Venomously he spat at her, glaring her down as she sank even lower to the ground.
Despite the sniffle in her voice, the tears that ran down her face she muttered harshly
“You should have stayed dead.”
“Well you look like yourself
But you’re somebody else
Only it ain’t on the surface
Well you talk like yourself
No, I hear someone else though
Now you’re making me nervous”
Ruler Part two Kylo Ren
Uncertainty
Neither of them sure where they stood with one another.
Neither of them sure of what unspoken boundaries were in place.
She felt unusual, as if she hadn’t fulfilled the marriage.
She thought it would be expected of her and Kylo to complete the marriage… The intamacey she thought he would have wanted from her, but weather he did or not he didn’t show it.
He didn’t reach for her, he didn’t tell her what to do, nor did he expect anything from her… But she didn’t know that.
She struggled to sleep beside him during the night, she was an odd sleeper, moved a lot in a sleepy state and she was afraid of getting too close, afraid if she accidentally annoyed him… Well she wasn’t sure what he’d do.
She heard the stories, she knew ruthless he could be… she hadn’t seen that yet and dreaded when she did.
She sat on the balcony of their shared quarters, overlooking the many trees that swallowed the planet.
Hiding the base neatly within the depths of greenery.
She wore her lace nightgown, her messy curls pushed out of her face as she leaned against the railing.
“The droids will bring you breakfast, you’re free to wonder the base but we careful and ask for a guide. I’ll be in the command room if you need me”
She glanced up to him with a nod “Thank you”
He simply nodded, turning on his heel, mask in hand as he left the room as the day began to attend his duties.
She wondered if it would be like this a lot.
Him busy, her alone, accompanied by droids?
She wasn’t sure, but she supposed it wasn’t as bad as she expected.
She entered the room again as a silver and black droid entered the room with a smile. “Breakfast, Empress Ren”
The term she hadn’t heard herself being referred to before but accepted it with a nod.
Sitting at the large empty dining table.
She was presented with a large variety of options and was glad, at least she was being treated well.
Sipping the warm fruit tea as she sat, relaxing as she ate.
She pressed the button for the droid to return, finding herself with questions.
“So where are we?”
She questioned, glancing out of the large window.
“A secluded Base, Ma'am”
Nodding gently she contuined with her questions.
“What am I allowed to do?"
The droid almost laughed, finding the girls uncertainty quite amusing.
She wasn’t aware of her high status yet.
"Anything you like Ma,am. You are the empress after all”
She nodded, unsure how she felt about the term.
“What’s there to do around here?”
She noticed the lack of leisure type facilities as she entered.
“We have a large library on offer but this is a majority military base, there’s a gym I suppose or swimming if you’d like, there’s not much to do outside as winter is coming to and end the weather still isn’t that good…”
“Empress”
The term was unusual, but she nodded gently regardless.
She found herself in the gym, Captain Phasma being the one to show her around.
“I’m not sure how Master Ren will feel about you here”
She muttered, glancing around the room of watching men.
They immediately averted their gaze as they noticed Phasmas warning glare.
“Why’s that?”
“You’re his wife… And prying eyes annoy Master Ren quite a bit”
She hadn’t seen him annoyed, but shook it off anyway.
“I’d just like to do something with my day is all… Yoga? Dance? Something that won’t hurt but is fun”
Phasma nodded.
“As you wish, M'lady”
Yoga was calming, Phasma had found an open spacious room to begin in.
A few other women joined, nurses, kitchen assistants of such, all quite nervous around the girl. Confused by her kindness.
The gym was huge, the downstairs filled with a large dance floor, behind which treadmills and rowing machines.
Small rooms off to the sides for private training sectors and classes.
The upstairs was open planned, filled with heavy duty equipment and had a balcony overlooking the bottom floor.
The girl wore a pair of lycra style black shorts, a grey sports bra and a black open sleeve tank top over it.
Hair pulled back into a messy bun as she contuined to stretch and pose with everyone else.
Yoga lasted an hour, standard.
Though as they exited the class her eyes drew to the Stormtroopers training.
“What are they doing?”
She questioned, Phamsa glanced to her before sighing.
“Combat drills…”
The girl watched their bodies move fluently with a smile.
“It vaguely reminds me of Ballet back at home”
She mused, though caught sight of her reflection in the large mirror.
She looked unusual not in a dress but she didn’t care.
“Ballet?”
The girls eyes turned from the training troopers and to Phamsa with a tilt of her head. “You’ve never heard of it?”
“Well… No. We’re a military orientation.”
The girl sighed slightly.
“I’ve heard of ballet… Back on my home planet but I never managed to learn”
“Why don’t you show us?”
The empress turned to the lady behind her with a smile. Hoping to involve everyone she could.
If this was her home now, she wanted to feel at home.
Phamsa questioned and the girl nodded.
The troopers training were done anyway.
“Do we have any classical type music?”
When Kylo Ren entered the gym, it wasn’t what he expected to see.
His wife stood in the centre, twirling, other women following her actions.
She was leading a class of women in some style of dance.
Phamsa stood at the door with a smile before approaching Kylo Ren.
“She’s a natural leader. She makes a good Empress, my lord”
(filler I apologize!)
Ruler Part one Kylo Ren
ALT“I do”
Oh, how the words themselves didn’t even feel real, nothing did.
In a way it wasn’t.
This want a real wedding, a ceremony or something magical every girl is promised, every dream of marrying someone she loved, had vanquished under the orders of her father.
Oh, the hatred.
The abandonment that coursed through her heart leaving it empty and broken.
She stared across at the man in front of her, he repeated the words as she had, in a daze she watched, almost not hearing anything at all.
The ring was significant as he slid it onto her finger, his touch gentle.
The rings matched beautifully, she was impressed by his choice, the black band jewelled with red rubies, one large one centered.
The dress she wore, the rings he chose, the ceremony itself, was all beautiful.
It just wasn’t right.
His ring was a black band with a red pattern of sorts etched around it, beautifully put together.
It was breathtakingly beautiful, but she refused to be won over so easily.
Her red lips didn’t quirk into a smile, neither did his as the ceremony finished.
The two now bound together until death do them part.
She glanced over the sea of people, all commanders, generals, men of The First Order, few women.
The Knights of Ren kept watch at all times.
She was silent, stealing glances his way.
This wasn’t his fault, not entirely.
He needed a reason to trust her father, her home planet… Her father’s suggestion made her blood run cold.
She recalled the moment she realised he wasn’t joking, his face void of any humour.
They weren’t close, never had been.
Especially once her mother passed… Their relationship as father and daughter crumbled.
He was a power hungry king who cared for nothing and no one… She was the princess of a queen; who once upon a time, did all she could for her kingdom before being taken by death itself.
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“She’s the only heir to the throne. Take her as your wife, I have already offered my resources and men to The First Order… Take her. She’ll be better use to you than she is here.”
She sat wide eyed with a glance in The Supreme Leaders direction.
His mask hid his face, it often did on business trips of sorts.
That’s all this was.
He nodded gently turning back to the king to begin an agreement on the treaty.
All while she sat wide eyed with horror.
She’d just been given away…
Given to the First Order, to the Supreme Leader himself.
-
She tore herself from the memory, still stood by Kylo’s side while people spoke aimlessly.
This was almost like a celebration, almost like a funeral.
People stood in all black attire, her dress included.
It was a black lace dress with a plunging neckline that clung to her figure before flaring at the bottom.
It accentuated her bust as well as the contrast in her skin colour.
She looked stunning, Kylo wouldn’t even deny that.
She glanced around the room once more, the glass of red wine in her hand as she sighed.
She knew no one, and no one really knew her.
She was the Princess of Kyron, an advanced planet in an outer region. Nothing particularly special about the planet itself.
Nor it’s people.
“Kylo”
Her voice was small, gentle and almost nervous to even speak to him at all.
Immediately he tore himself from the conversation he was in, his eyes cast to hers.
He could feel her pulse as she held onto his arm carefully.
“May I be dismissed?”
She questioned, her voice unsteady.
She was overwhelmed, it was clear to see.
The uncertainty and anxiety within her storming blue eyes made him feel guilty, her skin on her cheeks and chest blotchy from nerves.
He nodded softly to the girl, guiding her over to one of the Knights.
“Take her to our quarters, see to it that she has everything she needs”
She glanced up to Kylo as the two parted, swallowing thickly as she followed the Knight.
She was flustered, uneasy and panicked in such a busy atmosphere.
She’d never dealt with anything like that, her palace never held events or balls or anything of the sort.
After what felt like forever The Knight stopped abruptly.
“Your Quarters, My lady. Master Ren will join you soon”
She entered the doors with a slight relief… To be alone finally, after hours of meetings, a ceremony and just constantly being surrounded by the Men of the Order, she just wanted to breathe.
She glanced around the large room, it was all quite plain. Not too extravagant.
Slate grey walls, a large window that over looked the snowy base.
The bed was large, king-size fitted with black and ruby silk sheets.
Red leather fancy sofas sat around a black polished table, in front of the huge fireplace with a large mirror hung above it, candles on either side.
It was open planned, the fire already lit and crackling away to itself.
She stepped out of the black heels she wore, the cold mahogany polished wood beneathe her feet sent a shiver up her spine as she crossed the room towards the large wardrobe.
She knew her things had been put away already, spotting the mirrored dresser she smiled, something she asked about before even arriving.
She wanted a dresser like she had at home and Kylo delivered.
Turning back to the wardrobe she knew it was late, the ceremony had started around 5:00 and felt as though it dragged on all evening.
She wasn’t able to be small talk with people she didn’t know.
She pulled out a black nightgown, the material soft and comfortable but short and sort of revealing…
Though it’s expected of a wife, she guessed.
She quickly changed, brushing through her long dark curls before entering the large bathroom.
Cleaning her face of makeup and brushing her teeth before making her way back to the room.
Perched on the edge of the bed as the large doors opened.
His eyes immediately drawn to the delicate girl that sat so shyly.
“Apologies I took so long, I had to brief the commander of the next few days”
He spoke, pulling off his boots as he approached the dresser.
“I hope you found everything that you need here, if not the droids will see to it that anything you want be retrieved”
He spoke, undoing the cufflinks as he began to neatly put things away.
Her eyes cast back to the ring on her finger.
“Do you not like it?”
His question came as a suprise.
“What? No, I think it’s beautiful…” She muttered, lightly watching it gleam in the light of the overhead chandelier.
“I just wasn’t expecting any of this, I suppose I’m still trying to get used to it, I apologize if I seem-”
He silenced her with a shake of his head “Don’t apologize, I understand”
My work so far-
I don’t post anything because I don’t assume anyone’s interested but I have a lot written and will just kinda lazily add to it, any of you who do stumble across it, I hope you enjoy :)
Captive • Part 3 (Kylo Ren x Fem!Reader
Summary: You’re faced with grief and heartache on your first day back to Earth. Kylo senses you across the galaxy and has to find you. There is defiance in Kylo Ren’s crew, and you experience first-hand what it’s like to land on his bad side. There is a war afoot, and you are the prize of interest.
TW/CW:heavy angst, loss (mentions of illness, death), grief, confessions of feelings, protective Kylo, feral Kylo, language and lots of yelling
A/N: this part has some darker undertones. Though this has been a slow burn fic, I think you’ll notice the relationship picking up during this part and just know that it’s about to get reeeeal steamy up in this ship. I can hardly wait! Thanks for reading!
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As you come around the final curve to your house, you squint as you see several cars parked out in the driveway and even on the side of the road.
You quickly park your gift from Kylo and make your way inside to find a house full of quiet people. Your heart sinks when you see the majority of them wearing black, clutching tissues and speaking quietly to one another.
You glance in the corner to see a large portrait of your mother next to several gatherings of flowers.
Your hands fly up to your mouth as you choke on a broken sob, causing many of the guests to look at you. You don’t recognize most of them, probably old friends of your mother’s. It isn’t until your estranged aunt walks in from down the hall when someone finally speaks to you.
“Nice of you to finally show up,” she says as she dabs at her teary eyes like the hypocrite she is.
“Wha- what happened?” You ask as your chest heaves from trying not to have a full blown panic attack.
“It got bad. Real bad. She called me 2 weeks ago when she hadn’t heard from you because she couldn’t even get to the bathroom, Y/N. You could’ve told someone you were leaving,” she said harshly before turning and walking away.
Your aunt was never a nice woman. She was awful to your mother, but she was all she had left other than you. You knew you could never explain your situation to her. You feel your heart break as you imagine your mother so alone and helpless that she had to reach out to her.
As you made your way through the house, you were met with nothing but rude, disappointed glares. No doubt a result of your aunt’s gossip of misinformation.
You couldn’t take it anymore. And you definitely couldn’t stay in this house without your mom for another second.
—-
Kylo stood grimly at the large windows that covered one side of his bed quarters. He braced himself with one arm against the glass as he studied the stars and space trash that floated by aimlessly.
He couldn’t recall a time in his life where he didn’t feel empty, but this was a new kind of loss. Like he was missing an organ. A piece of himself. He hoped it would ease off, but the further The Finalizer got from Earth, the worse he felt. He missed you fiercely.
He made his way to your old room, opening the door with his master key that opened every door on the ship.
Livvie jumped at the sound of the door’s pressure, standing at attention as Kylo walked in.
“Nurse Livic,” he greeted her with a nod.
“Supreme Leader, I just was cleaning out some of Y/N’s things-”
“That won’t be necessary,” Kylo said quickly, cutting her off. “I’ll do it myself.”
Livvie was stunned, unsure of how to respond. “O-okay…”
“That will be all. Dismissed,” he said firmly as she quickly left the room.
Kylo walked slowly through your room, taking in the state of the bed where you’d slept last, the sheets still a mess. He felt the urge to smile, thinking of how he never made his bed either.
He walked over to your desk where a pile of books you borrowed from the ship’s library sat. He looked through them, thinking how odd it was that you preferred paper books to the digital copies that were also available. He wasn’t much of a reader himself. Couldn’t keep his mind quiet enough.
His sadness quickly turned to anger as it usually did, lashing out in such a way that he knocked all the books to the floor. As if you knew he would, a small piece of paper slipped from some of the pages and slid directly between his large boots.
The neatly folded page had a K inscribed on it, which gave him all the permission he needed to further inspect it.
When he picked it up, he felt his chest tighten as he read your dainty handwriting:
Supreme Leader,
I don’t know if I ever thanked you for saving me. Or housing me. Or providing me with clothes, medical attention, and enough grumpy looks to last me a lifetime… But thank you. I’ll never forget my time on this ship. I hope you find whatever it is you need to be happy.
- Y/N
He squeezed his eyes shut as his heart ached, slipping the note into his robes so he wouldn’t risk ruining it with his habit of balling his fists. The ache grew and grew, until he had to steady himself against your bed to cope.
He contemplated calling for Nurse Livic as the pain surged so much that he thought he was having a heart attack. He clutched his chest as he exhaled heavily, eyes darting back and forth as he heard what sounded like your voice echoing in his mind.
He stopped his own breathing to listen closely, shutting his eyes as he tried to focus past the agonizing pain he felt rattling through him now.
He could faintly see you, your face twisted up in agony as you cried. This wasn’t a memory, he’d never seen you like this in your time on his ship.
You screamed out again and he gasped, feeling like the air was being squeezed from his lungs. The background slowly materialized and he realized where you were - kneeling in the middle of the same frozen lake he found you on a month ago.
He summoned all his strength to stand and forced himself out into the hall, trudging to the control room where they were steering the ship.
“Turn around, go back to Earth,” he commanded through the pain as he walked in, clutching the side of the doorframe for support.
“But sir-”
“Turn the fucking ship around! I said go back!” He growled, his anger radiating in his voice.
The men quickly did as he said. They knew better than to question him twice.
——-
You sank to your knees, trailing your fingers over the slick ice as you remember the day you fell in.
Back when things were simpler, your heart not aching for a man that didn’t occupy the same planet as you – back when your mother was alive.
The guilt you felt for leaving her consumed you. The way you missed the man responsible for your absence made it even worse. You missed him so much you could hardly breathe. You’d planned to tell your mother about him, about his hardened resolve that softened when you were near. About how breathtakingly handsome he was and how he saved your life. But she was gone now, and you’d never get the chance.
You wept as the sobs wracked your chest, painfully forcing themselves out of your lungs and into the frigid air, so hard that you barely noticed the familiar sound of The Finalizer starting it’s descent into the atmosphere.
You’re suddenly taken back to the day Kylo saved you as you’re overwhelmed with emotion, remembering when he reached in the Arctic waters to pull you from the very depths with which you were meant to die.
Kylo is off the ship as soon as the exit ramp has fallen, trudging out into the snow as he approaches the edge of the lake.
“What are you doing out there, are you trying to kill yourself?!” He shouts, anger brimming his voice as he watches you incredulously, sitting on the same ice that had nearly killed you before.
When you lift your head to look at him, the color drains from his face. He sees your swollen eyes, stained red from crying as the wind whips your hair around in all directions. He’s taking long strides and is over to you within seconds, lifting you from your knees and into his arms.
He carries you off the ice and sets you down again on stable ground, grasping the sides of your face as he forces you to look up at him.
“What happened? Are you hurt?” He asks loudly, struggling to speak over the sound of the ship. He frantically looks over your face and body, searching for any sign of what’s causing your grief.
You collapse into his chest as you cling to him, catching him off guard as he instinctively holds you, his large arms wrapping around you in a way that makes you feel the safest you ever have.
“Please, Y/N.. Please tell me what’s going on,” he begs, feeling your agony ripping through his chest as you cry into it.
You pull back, looking out into the snow as you wipe your eyes. “My mother. She’s gone,” is all you can manage to say before you break into another sob.
Kylo’s jaw clenches as he looks at you, his own issues with his family causing him a world of pain in the past. He could only imagine how the loss would feel for someone that was close to their family.
He pulls you back against him, tighter this time as he places his hand on the back of your head.
“Why did you come back?” You ask once you’re able to breathe again, still clung to Kylo’s large torso.
“I could feel you… I felt your pain,” he says against your hair, squeezing his eyes shut as you start to calm down.
The wind and snow start to pick up now, the white flakes falling beautifully against Kylo’s dark locks.
“Come with me,” he says as he walks toward the ship, grabbing your hand and pulling you behind him.
You shudder at the warmth as the ship’s hatch closes behind you. Kylo reaches into a closet, pulling out a large coat and wrapping it around your shoulders as you sit on one of the benches, pulling your legs up into your chest.
“You’ll have to forgive me. I don’t know how to speak on such matters,” he says formally, anxiously fidgeting with his gloves.
You shake your head as you look down at your knees. “It’s okay.”
You sit in silence for a few moments until the door to the rest of the ship beeps, and in walks Livvie. She gasps as she sees you in your distraught state, looking between you and Kylo as she doesn’t know what to say or do.
Kylo looks to the floor, fighting the urge to scold her for her intrusion. If it were anyone else, he would have. But he knew you’d grown fond of her during your stay.
“I was just checking the landing levels, my lord,” She asks carefully, giving you a sympathetic look.
“Very well,” he says quickly as she walks over to press buttons on the far wall by the door. She stops at the exit, looking back toward Kylo, then at you.
“Will you be staying, Y/N? Should I prepare your rooms again?” She asks you with a glimmer of hope in her voice.
Kylo turns to you, eagerly awaiting your answer.
“If you’ll have me,” is all you say, glancing at Kylo before shifting your gaze back to the floor.
Kylo nods at Livvie, giving her a knowing look as she hurries out of the room to give you back your privacy.
Kylo walks over and kneels in front of you, still so impossibly tall, even at this level. He takes your hands as he looks at you with sadness.
“Are you sure this is what you want?” he asks as his brows furrow. “I thought you you hated it here,” he says with a pained face, feeling insecurity sweep through his gut.
“I didn’t hate it, Kylo,” you say quietly, searching his face, willing him to believe you. “You have to understand, this is a completely different world for me.”
He nods, taking a deep, shaky breath.
“Besides, there’s nothing left for me here,” you say as you look out the window that towers over the lake now. “But I don’t know, I- I wouldn’t want to be an imposition..” you said as you remembered how much trouble you’d given him during your previous stay.
“You’re not an imposition,” he says lowly, shaking his head as his dark waves sway with the movements. “Never.”
You watch his eyes as they search yours, looking for any sign of hesitation or discourse. Instead, he finds relief. You feel your shoulders relax as the weight of the day starts to melt off of them.
“Come, you need sleep,” he says as his usual authoritative tone kicks in again, rising to his feet and offering you his hand.
—–
Kylo leaves your room after taking one last look at your sleeping face. He closes the door and waves his hand to make sure it’s locked from the inside before making his rounds around the ship.
He slows his movements as he hears the muffled sounds of a storm trooper in an area they usually aren’t permitted in. He listens closely from outside as the man speaks quietly.
“No, I’m sure of it. He almost killed me for putting hands on her… Until she stopped him.”
Kylo heard the hushed voice of TR-7718 through the door, and the voice of someone over a transmission speaking back to him. The voice was deep, brooding, and vaguely familiar.
“So Ren has taken a liking to this earth girl. Interesting.” The voice declares, sending a shiver up Kylo’s spine. It’s this moment when he recognizes Zancou’s voice.
The storm trooper jumps as the door slides open, Kylo not waiting another second to throw him against the wall into a strangulating hold.
He summons his light saber, thrashing it angrily against the communication device until there’s only ash and metal debris left on the floor, smoke bellowing from the place it once sat. When he’s sure it’s destroyed, he turns his attention back to the traitor that’s pinned to the wall by the force.
—-
You sit up in bed suddenly, your heart racing as you feel a panic settle into your stomach. You look around, taking in your surroundings of your bed chambers as you try to get your bearings.
You feel an ache. One of fear and anger, twisting in your stomach to the point of nausea. You climb out of bed, wrapping yourself in your robes as you try to walk off the feeling. You open your door and walk into the hall, your bare feet padding against the metal tile beneath you. You stop in your tracks when you feel the feeling grow stronger with every step down the corridor you take. And you realize what this feeling is and where it’s coming from - Kylo.
You take off, running down the hall as you chase the feeling, until you hear his voice in the distance. He’s angry, feral with whoever he’s punishing. You slide against the wall as you can’t help but eavesdrop.
“What did you tell him?” Kylo shouts, digging the force deeper into the sides of the storm trooper’s throat. He reaches up, grasping at the invisible hold around his neck.
“The… the truth,” the man spits, anger lacing his voice.
“How much does he know?” Kylo growls, followed by a thud of what you assume is the man’s body being thrown against the wall. “Answer me!” He yells. You hear a buzzing sound as Kylo ignites his light saber once more, holding it against the man’s throat as he roots for information.
“I gave you a second chance, TR-7718. That was clearly a mistake. You will be a lesson for the rest of this ship,” Kylo says with a condescending tone as you hear him thrash something around, followed by another thud as the storm trooper’s lifeless body falls to the ground.
You gasp, covering your mouth to hide the sound and quickly make your way back to your room.
Kylo puts away his saber, his head aching from the strength at which he had been clenching his jaw. He had been too angry to notice your presence, lost in a sea of his emotions and betrayal. He ordered a clean-up and made his way to his own bedroom for some much needed sleep.
—-
You jump the next morning as your door slides open, relieved when you see it’s just Livvie bringing you breakfast. She sets the tray down by your bed and gives you a concerned look.
“You seem a little jumpy, are you okay?” She asks as she sits on the edge of your bed. You nod, giving her a small smile.
“Just didn’t sleep well. I’m fine,” you say as you look at the plate of pancakes and bacon. You just don’t feel hungry.
“I’m so sorry about your mom, Y/N,” she says as she places her hand on your leg. “I’m here if you need anything at all, okay? I mean it.”
You could feel the tears welling in your eyes at her kindness, as she reached over to give you a hug. As she pulls back, she motions to the breakfast. “I know it’s hard, but I really need you to eat a little something,” she instructed.
You promised you would as your door slid open again, and you immediately tensed at the sight of Kylo. You avert your eyes as Livvie stands at attention.
“Nurse Livic, Y/N,” he says in a formal greeting as he nods.
“Good morning, my Lord,” Livvie says as she bows.
Livvie starts to give Kylo a briefing about the plans for the day when Kylo glances over at you.
You keep your head down, nervously picking at your nails and shaking your leg. You try to act normal but you can feel his stare.
“Leave us,” Kylo says to Livvie, who tries to protest. “Now.” he demands harshly. Livvie quickly gathers her things and leaves the room.
Kylo walks closer to the bed, moving slowly as his robes glide over the floor into your line of vision.
“Y/N,” he says softly, asking you to look at him. His voice drastically different than it was just seconds ago with Livvie. You can’t bring yourself to do it.
“What is it?” He asks, kneeling down in a way that startles you and you sit back further in the bed. “What’s changed?”
You find your courage buried deep and swallow hard before finally glancing up at his face.
“Did you kill that man?” You ask with a shaky voice.
Kylo squeezes his eyes shut, clenching his jaw as he drops his head. “I thought I sensed you.”
He takes a deep breath as you watch him carefully, knelt down by your bedside. “I didn’t have a choice.”
“You didn’t have to kill him, Kylo-” you start to plead as your tears threaten to spill over your waterline.
“Yes, I did!” He says as his voice raises, rising to his feet as he towers over you now. “This is what I have to do to run this ship and keep my crew in line. What he did was… Unforgivable.” Kylo says as his voice trails off, his eyes frantically scanning the walls as he recalls what had happened last night.
“He let something slip, I mean, we all make mistakes,” you beg.
“Treason. It was treason, Y/N. And because of his betrayal, someone way worse than I knows of you,” he snaps, standing over your with wild eyes. His chin quivers and you can feel your heart crack.
“Wh-who?” You ask with fear in your voice, but for a different reason than earlier.
You could see it all over his face. He was scared. Something you never thought you’d witness.
“His name is Zancou. He’s been after me for years,” he says as he runs his fingers through his hair nervously.
“What does that have to do with me? Why would he care?” You ask as you search his face for answers.
“Because I’m Kylo Ren,” he snaps again, turning to face you as his eyes burn into yours. “And I do not take passengers unless I plan to kill them. That traitor-” he spits angrily as he points toward the door, “-has informed Zancou that I haven’t. That has piqued his interest. It’s a game to him now.”
You shudder as you can hear and see the severity of the situation all over Kylo. He runs his hands over his face as he tries to calm down. He didn’t mean to yell at you.
“I know you think I’m a monster. And you’re right,” he says as he takes a calmer tone, swallowing back his anger as he balls his fists up. “But I’ll do whatever I have to do to keep this ship running,” he says as he walks over and pulls your breakfast tray directly in front of you, motioning for you to eat.
“And take down anyone that tries to threaten what’s mine,” He says as he pulls his helmet back on, heading for the exit.
—–
End of Part 3.
Let The Devil In — Series Masterlist
Pairing:mafia!Kylo Ren X fem!Reader
Series Summary: You had never thought that you would ever find someone you wanted to love for the rest of your life, then you practically fell into his arms.
Warning:This fic a modern au. This story is not meant to glamorize/romanticize the mafia/mob or violence. Nor is that my intention. I don’t claim to have have a vast knowledge of mafia/mob life, but I will do my best with the help of research.
* = smut
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