#generational curses

I feel this- 2020 is really where my journey started, had a lot of awakenings and really got the feel of who I was as a person. found myself outside of being a mother and really became invested in my practice and in my life. 2021, I had breakthroughs and realizations, trying hard to break generational curses and toxic behaviors. did tons of shadow work and also gained some wisdom. moved states and realized things don’t always work out the first time, and sometimes the universe pulls the rug on you, but that doesn’t mean you can’t try again someday. learned that even I am blind to my shadow and let it take over way too often. but I’m done with that. Dec 23 was a very hard night full of realizations and I haven’t stopped having them since. I feel myself growing. I have real life dreams and goals for this year for the first time ever. I am a better mother than I’ve ever been, I am a better girlfriend, a better person. I will be accountable. I will take responsibility for my actions. I will show up for the people in my life. I will always think before acting. I will give myself breaks. I will take care of myself, and the ones I love. I start my vegetable and fruit garden this spring and it’ll be successful. We will live off the land, and off the grid. buy a couple goats and chickens. start my children in prek homeschooling  and teach them the ways of the land and connect them with nature. I will start my metaphysical business and become a certified birth coach/doula. I will bloom this year and nothing will stop me. I fully welcome this energy into the new year, blessed be.

unknown artist (my mom sent this to me)