#get to know me

LIVE

luxet:

  1. Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora? 
  2. is your room messy or clean?
  3. what color are your eyes?
  4. do you like your name? why?
  5. what is your relationship status? 
  6. describe your personality in 3 words or less
  7. what color hair do you have?
  8. what kind of car do you drive? color?
  9. where do you shop?
  10. how would you describe your style?
  11. favorite social media account
  12. what size bed do you have? 
  13. any siblings?
  14. if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why?
  15. favorite snapchat filter? 
  16. favorite makeup brand(s)
  17. how many times a week do you shower?
  18. favorite tv show?
  19. shoe size?
  20. how tall are you?
  21. sandals or sneakers? 
  22. do you go to the gym? 
  23. describe your dream date
  24. how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment?
  25. what color socks are you wearing? 
  26. how many pillows do you sleep with?
  27. do you have a job? what do you do? 
  28. how many friends do you have? 
  29. whats the worst thing you have ever done? 
  30. whats your favorite candle scent? 
  31. 3 favorite boy names
  32. 3 favorite girl names
  33. favorite actor? 
  34. favorite actress? 
  35. who is your celebrity crush?
  36. favorite movie? 
  37. do you read a lot? whats your favorite book? 
  38. money or brains? 
  39. do you have a nickname? what is it? 
  40. how many times have you been to the hospital?
  41. top 10 favorite songs
  42. do you take any medications daily? 
  43. what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc)
  44. what is your biggest fear? 
  45. how many kids do you want? 
  46. whats your go to hair style?
  47. what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc) 
  48. who is your role model? 
  49. what was the last compliment you received?
  50. what was the last text you sent?
  51. how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real?
  52. what is your dream car? 
  53. opinion on smoking?
  54. do you go to college? 
  55. what is your dream job? 
  56. would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs? 
  57. do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels? 
  58. do you have freckles? 
  59. do you smile for pictures?
  60. how many pictures do you have on your phone? 
  61. have you ever peed in the woods? 
  62. do you still watch cartoons? 
  63. do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds?
  64. Favorite dipping sauce? 
  65. what do you wear to bed? 
  66. have you ever won a spelling bee?
  67.  what are your hobbies?
  68. can you draw? 
  69. do you play an instrument?
  70. what was the last concert you saw? 
  71. tea or coffee?
  72. Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts?
  73. do you want to get married?
  74. what is your crush’s first and last initial?
  75. are you going to change your last name when you get married? 
  76. what color looks best on you? 
  77. do you miss anyone right now? 
  78. do you sleep with your door open or closed?
  79. do you believe in ghosts?
  80. what is your biggest pet peeve? 
  81. last person you called`
  82. favorite ice cream flavor? 
  83. regular oreos or golden oreos? 
  84. chocolate or rainbow sprinkles? 
  85. what shirt are you wearing? 
  86. what is your phone background?
  87. are you outgoing or shy?
  88. do you like it when people play with your hair?
  89. do you like your neighbors? 
  90. do you wash your face? at night? in the morning?
  91. have you ever been high? 
  92. have you ever been drunk? 
  93. last thing you ate? 
  94. favorite lyrics right now
  95. summer or winter? 
  96. day or night? 
  97. dark, milk, or white chocolate? 
  98. favorite month? 
  99. what is your zodiac sign
  100.  who was the last person you cried in front of? 

Ask me things, get to know me! We can be friends! (;

gardenof-venus:

galatially:

kneel-bitches-deactivated202204:

i’m so late to this game but thank-you @buellersdayoff for tagging me!

rules: spell your url with song titles and tag as many people as the letters

k — kissing my love by bill withers

n — no choice by tame impala

e — easy by son lux

e — eat by toby nwigwe & fat

l — la vie by ichon

b — been himma by dom vallie

i — i took a ride by caroline rose

t — tell me where to go by bungalow collect

c — comedown by joesef

h — half hour verve by harvey causon

e — everybody by mac miller

s — surrender to me by firecityfunk

tagging:@boop-le-snoot@belladonnabarnes@imgoingtofreakoutnow and whoever else wants to because i am lazy!

@kneel-bitches I’m convinced you’re looking into my playlists for some of these songs lol

this looks like fun and it’s the start of my long weekend lol

rules: spell your url with song titles and tag as many people as the letters

g — glory days by will jay

a — are you lonesome by the brook & the bluff

l — like a fool by nive & sam kim

a — anything by sza

t — talk like we used to talk by mike dignam

i — if ever by fana hues

a — another lover by little dragon

l — like us by jordan occasionally

l — like you by grae

y — you’re mine by cobi

tagging:@melaninhawtie@aniqua@specialk-18@jin0@geniedetails@subspider@gardenof-venus@silkscream@ambrosiase@honeystevie@geminixevans-stan@afriendlyblackhottie@boxofbonesfic

im about to take a really really long nap so i’m gonna do this before, thanks @galatially for tagging me <3

rules: spell your url with song titles and tag as many people as the letters

g — guarding the gates by lauryn hill

a — amorous by jesse boykins III

r — revenge by mariah the scientist

d — do not disturb by teyana taylor

e — every kind of way by H.E.R.

n — n side by steve lacy

o — only god can judge me by tupac

f — final form by sampa the great

v — voodoo by shay lia & buddy

e — el preso by fruko y sus tesos

n — never too much by luther vandross

u — best friend by kiana ledé & kehlani

s — sunbathe by tainy & miguel


tagging:@dejawrites@dejwrites@plussizeappreciationfics@prettyb0ykaito@ughitsthena@slytherinchevy@blowmymbackout@goddessofthundathighs@nasty-quillz@queenlovely@zoroknockedmeup@ctrlsznwrites@melaninmarvel

Oh wow, thanks @gardenof-venus for tagging me….i dont even know who to tag

rules: spell your url with song titles and tag as many people as the letters

S- solo by jennie/ sahara by dreamcatcher

L- Love to hate me by blackpink

Y- you should be sad by halsey

T- Take you back by sabrina carpenter

H - hypnotic by zella day

E- Exile by Taylor Swift ft. Bon Iver

R- Ring by Selena Gomez / Rise by Jonas Blue

I - I see red by everyone loves an outlaw

N - No roots by Alice Merton

C - Calling all the monster by Thrii and messenger

H - Houdini by AViVA

E - eyes wide open/ exhale by sabrina carpenter

V - Violeta by IZ*ONE

Y - you should see me in a crown by Billie Eilish

Tagging: @kdrosebme @mionemymind@leecravesdeath@natasharomanoffismywife@vancityfire13

Honestly anyone who wants to participate, join in pls!

Tagging Game!!!

thank you @fenstudies for tagging me ahahaahahha this sounds fun, so HERE WE GO:

rules: answer 20 questions and tag 20 followers you would like to get to know better.

name: you can find my name on my homepage, i’m claire, nice to meet you

nickname: there are too many, some notable ones include: shortiepatootie, clairefayette(im a hamilton fan gahahahaha), smol child(im really short, that’s why), tiny student(my teacher calls me that, so now we’re in a debate on whether i will grow taller or not, i say no, she says maybe, so.)

zodiac sign: leo?

height: 152(?????) cm, i told you i was short

languages spoken: english and chinese!!

nationality: singaporean, its a country that is located south of malaysia:-)

favourite fruit: apples and oranges and blackberries and grapes and mangoes and pears and cherries and so many more

favourite season: winter. because like vivaldi’s “winter” from “four seasons”, winter kicks ass.

favourite scent: anything decent. like good food, roses, home, and ESPECIALLY COFFEE AND TEA, THOSE ARE SO SO GOOD

favourite colour: black, white, and pastel colours like dust pink and millennial pink or baby blue

favourite animal: dogs and cats, much floof, hehehehehe

coffee, tea, hot chocolate: all of them, but there is nothing like a good cafe latte or mug of chamomile tea when the weather is chilly

average hours of sleep: it fluctuates, but on normal school days, 5-6 hours, heehee

favourite fictional character: oh please don’t make me choose, BUT IF I HAD TO CHOOSE, ANYONE FROM BROOKLYN NINE NINE(ESPECIALLY ROSA DIAZ AND AMY SANTIAGO) AND HAMILTON THE MUSICAL

no. of blankets you sleep with: 1. sometimes i go without because it is a constant summer here im not even kidding, our average temperature is 30 degrees celsius

dream trip: i dont know, japan? the food is good there and the people are nice:)))

blog created: sometime in march 2018

tagging:@gravitynotes@astudyingbird@stationarie@studymotivationdiary@study-like-slytherin and anyone else who wants to try this out:)

I was tagged by the sweet @dontworrymum-differentiscool, thank you for the tag♡


Birthday - September the 15th.
Relationship Status - Single.
Zodiac Sign - Virgo.
Siblings - 1 older sister, 2 younger sisters and a brother.
Pets - I don’t own any pets :( I would love a Black Stallion, they are beautiful!
Wake up time - Around 6/7am.
Love or Lust - Always love.
Lemonade or Iced Tea - Lemonade, I’ve never actually tried Iced Tea!
Cats or Dogs - I’d probably choose cats to be honest. 
Night or Day - Day. I love early mornings though!
Text or Call - Text. Sometimes I just prefer to write rather then talk.
Light or Dark Hair - Dark hair.
Short or Tall - I’m 5ft 10 so pretty tall!
Chapstick or Lipstick - Lipstick, although I don’t really wear make up!
City or Countryside - Countryside with a pretty scenery.


I’d like to tag @helliebonhams and @lulukind and any others that would enjoy answering :)

I was tagged by the one and only @itishebihime-samaforyou thank you! <3

Rules: MAKE A NEW POST, bold what applies to you and tag whoever you want to get to know better.

Appearance:

i’m over 5’5” // i wear glasses or contacts // i have blonde hair // i prefer loose clothing to tight clothing // i have one or more piercings // i have at least one tattoo // i have blue eyes // i have dyed or highlighted my hair // i have gotten plastic surgery // I have or had braces // i sunburn easily // i have freckles // i paint my nails // i typically wear makeup // i don’t often smile // i am pleased with how i look// i prefer nike to adidas // i wear baseball hats backward

Hobbies and Talents

i play a sport // i can play an instrument // i am artistic//i know more than one language//i have won a trophy in some sort of competition//i can cook or bake without a recipe//i know how to swim // i enjoy writing // i can do origami // i prefer movies to t.v shows // i can execute a perfect somersault // i enjoy singing // i could survive in the wild on my own // i have read a new book series this year // i enjoy spending time with friends // i travel during school or work breaks // i can do a handstand.

Relationships

i am in a relationship // i have been single for over a year (20 to be exact:) // i have a crush//i have a best friend i have known for ten years // my parents are together // i have dated my best friend // i am adopted // my crush has confessed to me (i confessed actually) (to 2 people, some never learn)  // i have a long-distance relationship // i am an only child// i give advice to my friends//i have made an online friend (and boi am I glad I did <3 ) // i met up with someone i have met online

Aesthetic

i have heard the ocean in a conch shell//i have watched the sunrise// i enjoy rainy days// i have slept under the stars // i meditate outside // the sound of chirping calms me// i enjoy the smell of the beach // i know what snow tastes like // i listen to music to fall asleep // i enjoy thunderstorms // i enjoy cloud watching // i have attended a bonfire // i pay close attention to colors // i find mystery in the ocean // i enjoy hiking on nature paths // autumn is my favourite season

Misc

i can fall asleep in a moving vehicle // i am the mom friend // i live by a certain quote // i like the smell of sharpies // i am involved in extracurricular activities // i enjoy mexican food // i can drive a stick-shift // i believe in true love // i make up scenarios to fall asleep // i sing in the shower // i wish i lived in a video game // i have a canopy above my bed // i am multiracial // i am a redhead // i own at least one dog // i have a cat

Tagging anyone who would like to do this~ 

itishebihime-samaforyou:

mojca5fowl:

sadieandor:

asunachinadoll:

plainrea:

nikibogwater:

a-s-levynn:

bored-already:

I was tagged by @grendels​  to post 4 recent albums I listened to

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Tagging with no obligation: @perseusjackkson@a-s-levynn​ and anyone else who wants to do this!!

@bored-already thank-you for tagging me!

I’m reblogging it because i’m lazy.

This is starting to get embarassing… but i really do listen to other music as well. I promise!

Tagging: No obligations as per usual (also answering in comments or whatever are valid as well)@nikibogwater@dahliycia@littlerainsworld and i don’t know? Anyone wants to do this? Seriously consider yourself tagged by me if you do! I’m just lazy right now to do proper tagging

Thank you for the tag, my dear @a-s-levynn!

Ummm well I’m not 100% sure, but I think the last 4 albums I listened to were:

Face in the DarkandCity Wolf (City Wolf)

ATLASandCarry On (The Score)

Too lazy to provide pictures. But those just happen to be the first 4 albums in my “Intense/Energetic” playlist, which I think is the last one I listened to (it is the most effective for blocking out the sound of my parents watching The Mandalorian at MAXIMUM VOLUME while I’m trying to write. )

I shall tag with no pressure @isawhisperer,@dreamsarelikedragonflies,@plainrea, and anybody who wants to jump on board.

Music time!!  Major thanks @nikibogwater for the tag!! <33

I’m going to assumethe above album covers were taken/screenshotted straight from Spotify (which I don’t use), so I’ll follow in @nikibogwater‘s example and list the album titles below.

  1. 1. Mega Man Legacy Collection Digital OST (Features 18 select tracks from Mega Man 1-6)
  2. 2. Zelda Cinematica by Sam Dillard
  3. 3. Metroid Cinematic by Sam Dillard
  4. 4. Moonlighter OST

(Yes, these are all video game OSTs, as if my gaming obsession wasn’t obvious enough.)

Tagging:@amukmuk,@subjectsix,@asunachinadoll, and anyone else who feels so inclined to play!! 

Oooo thanks for the tag @plainrea!! Honestly I’m too lazy to screenshot so I will do the “harder” task of typing out the last four albums I listened to, according to Spotify :)))

  1. The Last of Us Part II (Original Soundtrack) by Gustavo Santaolalla and Mac Quayle
  2. Minutes to Midnight by Linkin Park
  3. Celine Dion by Celine Dion
  4. The Open Door by Evanescence

I tag: @eatsleepandsing@sadieandor@serdasenpai and whoever else wants to join in!!

Thank you @asunachinadoll for thinking of me! My taste in music sucks, just getting that out of the way, but let’s see…

  1. Wind Up Bird - Matthew Thiessen and the Earthquakes
  2. Newsies - Original Broadway Cast
  3. All Things Bright and Beautiful - Owl City (I’m apparently 11 again)
  4. Carry the Fire - Dustin Kensrue 

I’ll tag @miaouerie,@mojca5fowland@atthelamppost, if you’d like!

I was tagged by @sadieandorand@eatsleepandsing, thank you both!

  1. Wrong Crowd - Tom Odell
  2. Long Way Down - Tom Odell
  3. X - The Driver Era
  4. Night Visions - Imagine Dragons

Tagging:@see-it-all-so-clear,@itishebihime-samaforyou and whoever wants to.

Tagged by: @mojca5fowl, thank you! (๑ˊ͈ ॢꇴ ˋ͈)〜♡॰ॱ

  1. Štorklje by Čuki (I love this album and song okay)
  2. 15th Birthday Party by Super Junior (this album brings me so many memories asdfghjkl ;;)
  3. The Fast & The Furious: Tokyo Drift by Teriyaki Boyz (this one’s such a vibe)
  4. Wake up and smell the coffee by Spotify (lmao I have this playlist/album for alarm)

Tagging: @erza-is-a-crazy-fangirl@tardisimpalatohogwarts@ever4wolf@portgas-d-ani@icylook@hardcore-tiger

tagged by the one and only @itishebihime-samaforyou​ Much love! 

1.Sergey Lazarev - The Best (Russian Edition)

2.Sergey Lazarev - The Best (English Edition)

3.Sergey Lazarev -.В Эпицентре (I luv him ok)

4.ALEKSEEV - Пьяное солнце (well I am in uni with russian so)

tagging whoever would like to share their last four!

Tagged, of course, by: @itishebihime-samaforyou Love you! >w<

playlist shuffle rules: hit shuffle on your media player and write down the first 20 songs, then tag 10 people, no skipping!

  1. Megurine Luka - Queen of hearts
  2. luz - Beaver
  3. luz - Beast in the beauty
  4. OLDCODEX - Dried up youthful fame
  5. Original resonance (seiyus Miyano Mamoru & Zuzumura Kenichi)
  6. KINGS - Pio poli apo pote
  7. Shane & Shane - Plsalm 46
  8. luz - Cherry hunt
  9. luz - SISTER
  10. Clear blue departure (Free!)
  11. Megurine Luka - Beast in the beauty (lots of Royal scandal, geez)
  12. Welcome to UTAPRI world (S1)
  13. Beartooth - The lines
  14. SECRET LOVER (seiyu Miyano Mamoru)
  15. Megurine Luka - Phantom pain (even more Royal Scandal)
  16. Beartooth - Beaten in lips
  17. ANSWER (seiyus Hiroshi Kamiya & Ono Kensho)
  18. luz - Chelsea
  19. Megurine Luka - Cherry hunt (this got repetitive, wow)
  20. Teddyloyd ft. Daoko - ME! ME! ME!

10 songs i’ve been listening to lately:

  1. Сергей Лазарев - В самое сердце
  2. ALEKSEEV – Чувствую душой
  3. ALEKSEEV – Пьяное Солнце
  4. Сергей Лазарев & Дима Билан - Прости меня
  5. KINGS & Χρήστος Μενιδιάτης - Se Perimena
  6. KINGS & Γιάννης Πλούταρχος - Oso Tha Leipeis
  7. Jason Derulo - Take You Dancing
  8. Conor Maynard - You broke me first
  9. Mafumafu - Oborozuki
  10. Yonezu Kenshi - Flamingo

post my 9 most influential albums:

  1. Beartooth - Aggressive
  2. Miyano Mamoru - WONDER
  3. Miyano Mamoru - Refrain
  4. Big Time Rush - 24/7
  5. Gloryhammer - Tales From The Kingdom of Fife
  6. Gloryhammer - Space 1992 - Rise of the Chaos Wizards
  7. luz & Kanon69′s Royal scandal series
  8. Miyano Mamoru - Tempest
  9. OLDCODEX - Dried Up Youthful Fame

Tagging:(not indirectly this time lol) @themadchemist@hoshizorei@magic-dragon-s-keep@chips-and-vodka and whoever else would like to do this! but you still don’t need to do it if you don’t want to

tagged by: @itishebihime-samaforyou Love ya! <3

zodiac:libra

height:160cm

last thing I googled:swallet

song stuck in my head: Otome Kaibou (cover)

number of followers: 557 people stick around for some reason

amount of sleep: hard to say, no less than 8-9 hrs

lucky numbers: I like 2

favorite song: probably Bitter Sweet by luz<3 

favorite instrument: I like many, maybe piano tho

dream job: anything that pays, I guess

aesthetic: laundry drying in the sun, quiet snowy field, deep dark water vortex

favorite author: ashamed to say I don’t read enough to have one

favorite animal noises: kitten meows and purrs! 

random: I’m hella annoying once you’ve seen enough of me

tagging: not to disturb anyone’s activity, please do it if you’d like! 

Tagged by: @itishebihime-samaforyou thank you love <3

Rules:Tag 9 people you’d like to get to know/catch up with

Three ships:Ichihime (Bleach),my all time fave;Renruki (Bleach), I love these two; Sasusaku (Naruto), although I still haven’t watched it, damn me

Last song: Lemon, cover by Mafumafu

Last movie: I think it was Poseidon

Currently reading: reading into everything bc I’’m suicidal; when it comes to words on paper tho - university textbooks and webtoons on the side

Currently watching: my life slip away lol

Currently craving: to die, or at least, like, make it through? wait no, I don’t want other people to get depressed

Tagging:whoever happens to be reading this and would like to do this ^-^

Tagged by: @itishebihime-samaforyou Thank you hun :3

Tagging:  anyone who wishes to do this :D

Zodiac sign:Libra

Height: 160 cm

Last movie I saw: Barbie Swan lake

Last thing I googled:akinator

Favorite musician: I like many

Song stuck in my head: none atm

Other blogs: @doer-of-the-word

Following:271

Followers:558

Do I get asks: Rarely but it’s peaceful 

Amount of sleep I get: 7 hours minimum in order to function properly

Lucky number(s): None but I like 2, 7 and 777

What I’m wearing right now: underwear, socks, sweats, shirt and a sleeveless cardigan

Dream job: I don’t know, hopefully less people-ly and something I like

Dream trip: Japan, Russia, Iceland and almost all of Europe 

Favorite food: I like pizza

Instruments: My voice? lolz

Language: Engligh, bulgarian, russian and japaneese in proggress, a lil bit of german and few phrases and words from 5 others

Favorite song: I don’t think I have one

Random fact: I know engligh better than the language my own country uses lol

Describe your aesthetic: Snowy land, sleeping cat, tea and cake, colorful pizza

Tagged by the amazing @itishebihime-samaforyou <3

Rules: Tag nine people you want to know better: I don’t know people, sorry ;w;

Relationship status: Single I guess

Favorite color: Red/Purple

Top ships: Bleach - IchiHime (all time fave OTP) and some platonic Utapri yaoi

Last song: Sanctuary by Kenichi Zuzumura (Hijirikawa Masato)

Last movie: A documentary on Moscow and St. Petersburg

GET TO KNOW ME MEME(4/?)

Favorite Series-People of Earth

Tagged by the lovely @theviewfromthebirdsnest <3 

Rules:Answer the questions and tag 15 people

Nickname:I don’t really have one, but my friends call me Mom sometimes haha. On this blog, you can call me Joy!

Gender:Female

Astrology sign: Aries

Height:152cm (~5′0″)

Sexuality:Heterosexual

Hogwarts house: I always thought I was a Hufflepuff; my friends thought I was more of a Ravenclaw… But apparently I’m a Gryffindor?

Favorite animal: Elephant or sea otter

Average hours of sleep: On school nights, around 2-5 hrs (+ an afternoon nap). On weekends, I can sleep 10+ hrs. (I would not recommend this sleeping schedule…)

# of blankets I sleep with: 1 in the summer, 4 in the winter

Dream trip: Maybe Europe because I’ve never been…? But honestly, as long as I’m with my family, I don’t care where we go!

Dream job: Man, I barely have an idea of what I want to study in university next year… So suffice it to say that I have no idea about a dream job lol

When I made this account: January 29th, 2017

Follower count: It’s a secret O.O (I’m always thankful for each and every one of you <3)

Relationship status: Single

Favorite color: Blue

Lipstick or Chapstick?: Tinted lip balm!

3 favorite foods: Wow this is difficult??… My mom’s paninis, udon, and uhhhh chocolate?

Song stuck in my head: “Dear DREAM” by NCT Dream

Top 3 TV shows: I don’t have Netflix, so I don’t watch any TV shows -_-

A book you’re currently reading: For my History class, I’m reading “Behind the Lines: The Oral History of Special Operations in World War II” by Russell Miller. I’m not currently reading anything on my own time, but the last book I finished was “When Breath Becomes Air” by Paul Kalanithi. (Highly recommended, by the way!)

Last thing I Googled: I googled “how to find out when you created your tumblr account” and “cm to ft and inches” for this tag lol

Time:8:16pm

Tagging:Uhhh… any of my followers who want to do this should do it! I’d love to learn more about you guys <3

I discovered this new game: We’re not really strangers. Have you played? It’s basically the Truth part in Truth or Dare, in cards. It’s meant to be a “purpose driven” game that helps you break ice and get to know other people beyond the surface. It’s silly to think that we need a game to facilitate deep discussions, but this is just where we are right now. I’m not going to be one of those people who forgo things because “in principle” it shouldn’t even exist. Sometimes it doesn’t matter how you start, as long as you able to reach your objective. What’s important is the conversations you are able to have. Plus, social interaction is becoming less and less intuitive, and do we expect to just drop interactions all together? Do you not have a conversation with someone simply because they don’t speak the same language? Anyway. The game has questions on cards, from “How are you, really?” to “What’s the most pain you felt that wasn’t physical?” It helps you push boundaries, dares you to be brave, and even provides you blank note paper so that you can write secrets, confessions, to “dig deeper.” 

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I came across the game with that last question, “What’s the most pain you felt that wasn’t physical?” And I contemplated a long time: have I even experienced pain? Other than for professional or work-related purposes, I haven’t thought a question for that long, racking my brain for experiences, figuring out how I would find a suitable answer. And it’s likely that I don’t have a good answer, because in my mind, there is nothing more painful than loss. I think losing something you can never have back can be extremely painful, and I don’t know if I remember feeling that. I know that your brain tends to purposely block out painful experiences, so I couldn’t recall anything acute. I remember saying once, when I broke up with a boyfriend, that it felt like a deep physical cut in the upper left part of my abdomen, but I couldn’t remember howthat felt, except that it hurt a lot. The things I do distinctly remember and perhaps can still feel though, are the droning hums of ache, nothing “painful” per se, but achy and unable to pinpoint. All things that happened when I was younger: Feeling unwanted in a given context, wondering why I couldn’t love myself, feeling invisible, feeling misunderstood, grief, etc. Our lives as we live it aren’t always punctuated by tragedy, but most of us still go through important, defining, hurting moments. It made me think, how lucky I am, to not have to deal with change so suddenly. But maybe that’s not the way that we should think about pain. It isn’t as clear-cut as choosing between a second of intense pain vs. a minute of ache. Maybe the most dangerous pain is the kind in which you don’t know where it begins and ends. 

The entire thought process made me wonder if we should each play the game alone, and confront ourselves with these difficult questions that often times we don’t even dare ask ourselves. Maybe I should get this game.

Happy Monday. 


Edit// I think I came up with an answer. 

HEARTSTOPPERTHEMEDASKSbased on episodes 1-4

send a number(s) or phrase(s) [angelnicknelson]

1. seating plans — did you ever have to sit next to someone you really disliked in school or at work? or somebody you really liked?

2. fountain pen — what type of pens do you prefer to use?

3. smiley face — what are your favourite emojis to use at the moment?

4. apple juice — what is your favourite fruit juice flavour? brand?

5. pretend tattoo — do you have any tattoos? do you plan on getting any?

6. rugby lads — what was/is your school’s main sport? did/do you support it and go to matches, or were you a part of the team?

7. art class — did you have a specific room or place in school where you would hide out, or just hang out in?

8. dream guy — do you have ‘the ideal partner’ in your mind? have you met them already?

9. bus ride — how do you prefer to travel?

10. ’s’ word — are there any words or phrases that you say a lot? does it bug people?

11. thank you — what is the nicest thing someone has done for you lately?

12. nellie nelson — do you have any pets? if not, do you want any?

13. haircut — describe what your hair looks like.

14. mario kart — what’s your favourite video or mobile game?

15. snow day — you wake up to blankets of perfect, untouched snow outside, what is the first thing you do? e.g. snow angels, snowmen, take a photo etc

16. french class — what languages can you speak?

17. learning drums — is there an instrument you wish you could play well, or better?

18. so cuddly — how many pillows/blankets/stuffed animals do you have on your bed?

19. gay quiz — if you have taken lgbtq+ quizzes before, what were they for and what was your result? (if you want to share)

20. party invite — what is the best event you have been invited to?

21. dance floor — at a party, where can people usually find you?

22. sweet 16 — tell us about your best birthday.

23. crushes — do you have a crush on anyone right now? does anyone have a crush on you that you know about?

24. first kiss — have you had your first kiss/do you remember your first kiss?

25. getting soaked — ever gotten caught outside in a big storm?

26. tippy toes — tell me your height. do you wish you were taller/shorter?

27. gay crisis — if you want to share, have you ever gone through a 'gay crisis’? are you still going through it?

28. secret — have you ever been in a secret relationship that nobody knew about? did they find out?

29. rain kiss — do you have a romantic dream kiss scenario?

30. morning detention — did/do you get into trouble a lot at school?

31. i missed you — are you missing anyone right now?

32. local gays — are you planning to attend this year’s pride where you live?

33. 10 & 14 — do you have a favourite and/or lucky number?

34. bloody nose — worst injury you’ve ever had?

35.avengers = nightmare — favourite marvel and/or dc character(s)?

I wanna interact with you all! Send me some Qs if you like

It seems I’ve been lucky enough to gain loads of new followers recently! Welcome everyone, I hope you enjoy what I can put out :)

I just realised my Ask box had been turned off for a while. I’m working from home tomorrow, so I’ll probably be bored, and either diapered, dressed, or both! 

It would be great to have some questions to answer during lulls in work, so send me an Ask and I’ll be sure to reply!

“about me” tag game, and I was tagged by @raisingcain-onceagain   thank you my dear!!!

1) fav color?

Blue!  Delphinium blue. Sky blue. Steve Rogers Stealth suit blue.. Lan headband blue :)

2) last song?

Emeli Sandé’s Hurts.  Populating an UT playlist.. it is so v Wangji… 

Second to last song was David Guetta Titanium  cause it is perfect for Eowyn and the Flame in the West is niggling again! Yay…   

3) fav musicians?

V hard.. wow uhm..so many across so many genres..   Dire Straits, The Who, Linkin Park, Tom Waits, Leon Redbone, Carol King, Eric Clapton, Dallas Smith

4) last movie watched?

honestly can’t remember recently.. have been in TV show binge mode for quite a while.  I think it was Lawrence of Arabia back in June.  Son had it on his list and we all indulged. 

5) last TV show watched?

The Politician (2020) with my boys, wow was Ben Platt incredible.  And I am throughout rewatching Untamed for *reasons*

6) sweet/savory/spicy?

Savory always!

7) bubbly water/tea/coffee?

coffee–dark siren that she is.

8) pets?

Coming soon!! super excited that our new puppy has been born and will be with us in October.  It has been 20 years since I had a dog and I can’t wait.  @theycallmebecca I am resisting the urge to call him Fenway!!


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Tagging (if you want, of course): @nomadicpixel @engese31 @carawyno    @haltiamieli  and anyone else who sees this and would like to play!

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