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Lost

I think we’re lost

Lost in our heads

Lost in translation

Lost in these streets

We hustle through day after day

Make some friends along the way

But we stay lost within ourselves

Who has their life mapped out?

Aren’t we all just floating around?

How are we supposed to plan ahead

When anxiety lives rent-free in our head

May I follow in your footsteps, or do you want to try walking in my shoes?

Wherever we go, our fears will always follow

We were lost and never found

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Limbs longing

It was limbs’ longing to entwine

To entwine until they lose track of which body they belong to

It was the heart’s longing to love

To love passionately and wholeheartedly

It was a hand’s longing to touch

To hold fingers tightly in the palm

It was the mind’s longing to think

To think about every moment spent together

It was the mouth’s longing to talk

To talk about everything and nothing at all

It was longing

To love and be loved

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I wrote this poem for the official third Escapril prompt limbs. It was weird to write about a romantic couple in such a depersonalized way, but I’ve tried something new. I hope you like it! Oh, also happy asexual visibility day!

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Strange behaviour

I laugh out loud about my own jokes until I cry about my existence

My fingers are nervously twisting strands of hair

My feet are tapping the ground like I’m performing a drum beat, every hit on the base drum

I’m the main character of my own story

Why should I be reduced to a side character?

Don’t forget your mask when you go outside!

They only have walk-on parts in my life

I act like I’m one of them, but I know that I’m not

They made sure I know that

They deemed me strange from the start

But I’d rather be a weirdo than everybody’s darling

So what if I do a little dance while waiting for the train to arrive

Give me a bow and an arrow and I’ll shoot the judging look out of your pretty face!

Am I cool yet?

Am I normal yet?

Do you like me yet?

Do you hate me already?

I will always have strange behaviour

That’s the nature of this disease

What’s my personality?

I don’t know, I have too many

But I’ve learned my lesson

Don’t let them shut you down

I’m proud and loud

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So I wrote this shitty poem for the Escapril prompt “strange behaviour” and as some of you might know I’m bipolar, so … that’s that.

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When I open my eyes

When I open my eyes

A soft blue light pulsates and blurs my vision

A sizzling sound informs me that my pod is ready to be opened

I remove the oxygen mask from my face and take my first breath

The air tastes stale and humid

It leaves a strange aftertaste on my pelted tongue

With immense force, I move my thumb to the right and click the switch

Slowly, the lid of my hibernation pod cracks open

For the first time in ages, my eyes dart around

The blue light is turning white, pulsating brighter by the minute

In the centre of the spaceship, a service robot boots up

My eyes settle on the small window on the far right side

A headache appears as I zoom in with my contact lenses

They focus on a strange landscape

I feel overwhelmed and close my eyes for a second

I can’t believe that we’ve made it!

The promised adventure lies ahead.

We proved them wrong!

There is a planet b after all

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NaPoWriMo day 1 was a good start! It’s been a while since I wrote a SciFi poem. I wrote this in under 10 minutes, so it’s nothing special, but good practice. Also just to clarify this, I don’t think there is a planet b. And even if there is one, it’s no excuse to trash our Earth and fuck up our climate in hope of finding a new planet to destroy.

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“if you could keep a promise for the rest of eternity, what would it be?”, i asked.

you had always been the person to give a child the joy of blowing dandelion fuzz rather than take away the child’s tears; love existed in both, small happiness, and bitter sadness. this wisdom, either gifted to you, or learnt through a fall into hell, made you devoted to find serenity in the world.

it truly was a pure wish, fuelled by nothing but your will. all you had to do, was not lose it. because when the lightning would strike, and the thunder would shake the earth, either your will would stand strong, or crumble against the fury of the sky. it would try to take you, and all that you loved and cared for. the sky was cruel that way – taking away those loved most by the earth. the sky was selfish that way – connecting them with a mere invisible string, yet making it impossible to leave.

in all means, your death, would be the end of the world. but even as the end neared, i knew you’d walk around with more love to give than take. you’d kiss my palm with the same delicate touch, you would sing the song of the bird alongside her. it would be calm. it would be painfully normal. afterall, no angel could die a shocking death.

and perhaps that is why your answer didn’t surprise me.

“to love you, my dear.”, you whispered into the morning air, watching the sun greet you from the horizon.

inspired by this.@beyoonce is the only reason i write lately and it honestly just gives me another reason to thank her <3

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amare.

i asked you if you loved the stars that stole your slumber, keeping you away from your euphoric and fragile dreamland.

your eyes gleamed bright under the dark sky – everybody deserved to be loved, you said, and it included the stars. they could take your heart, limbs and soul; they could let you slip past the delicate threads of mortality and make you one of them, and still, you would love them, as a lonely heart loved the moon.

to you, it was a mandate of the universe. stars knew better than us, and it was the stars that created a bond between us. the stars were strong, and the stars were always right. just like our love, just like your love.

seasons soon changed, and the twinkle of the night sky remained the same, unlike that in your eyes. your stars shone bright because of your devotion, but since when had you stopped loving yourself?

when the sky dimmed in exhaustion, and all the light in the world disappeared, your eyes only grew darker. they no longer had the strength to love, they no longer had the will to live.

and your heart didn’t break at the thought of it; it stood still– painfully unaware of the incoming recoil as you tried to realise,

the stars had refused to love you back.

written for @beyoonce in a ploy to make her watch fruits basket <3 pls ignore quality ik i suck <//3

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we found wonderland.

i. we found wonderland. it was no wider than a few centimeters, and no calmer than a mother’s lullaby. the warmth of your hands holding mine, and your shoulder carrying the weight of my mind – wonderland existed in simple moments like these.

in these miniscule seconds, angels seem to thrive. flowers bloom anew, and life seems complete; certain.


ii.but even in wonderland, happiness came at a cost. you learnt that a heart waiting for your arrival at twilight couldn’t keep you warm in the winter’s cold, and i couldn’t light a flame at the hearth without your firewood. happiness in wonderland, came at a cost – the cost of your pained patronage, and my incapability to escape the cages of my mind.

that’s when you realise angels can fall, and flowers can wither. life is uncertain, and it always will be, when you can’t tell the roses apart from the ivy.


i don’t have much to say about this one tbh :um: you can tell i haven’t written in months when you read this <3

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She Was Made Up Of Stolen Words

she was made up of stolen words
words meant for other girls

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warm lips, tantalizing tongue
dance over prickled flesh
alive with anticipation and want
yearning for the night
the crisp sheets and soft music
nimble fingers touch places
and spaces that please
and i tease just enough
to buckle wobbly knees
from head to toe
and stem to stern
my kisses burn your soul
our eyes finally lock
and i see forever…again

fingers gasconade ~ sinfulness
      …burrow severely
  discovering religions concealed
   no man able to manipulate


  your nature and vitality,
your lust
         …spirit ~ long entombed
    delivering tears
 youdiscard


never knowing whether they carry pleasure…or pain

Emily’s words ~ more radiant than an aubade
eloquence rescues Dolly at the time of her plunge
she perused Emily…like the Springfield Daily Republican
fore to aft, then…on to the comics

Emily compelled Dolly’s amusement
~to giggle secretly 
she was the blaze ensuring her sun appear…vague
this comparison holds in all conditions

daybreak does not compare
and the night ~ far more solitary
Dolly dangles upon Emily’s clothesline 

antiquity ~ a comfortless abode…minus one’s vigilance

Emily…fractured at her age
         scarcely fifteen 
     knock-kneed, gawky
   yet severely developed ~ inward


  Death extinguishedEmily’s…bloom
appetite, proclivity


Emily ~ unprepared for
               …for Death’s edaciousness
    He devours astringent fruits

       Emily suppressed smiles
and oppression
  conviction ~ degraded
                         and her heart…
her courage…

 
   Emily all but discounted those prospects

the mistral…turbulent
lacerations of December
depositing footfalls upon vellum

hungering the fervor
murmurs of creamy…cries
cascading, deliberately down your ear
replenish fable ~ legend
desires of everlast

summertide heart
throughout winter’s dawn

Emily’s skin caresses ~ a bit like…indulgence
   gracious yet          devastating 
…………………..potent


Emily was a tad - tawny
     though more
                            honeyed within
her pedigree burrowed into Death’s…antiquity
          intertwined, woven, inseparable Death’s own
     arrested 


Emily and Death, in unison
               stronger ~ no matter
  spun wool 

to go back and see
what it was like before
poetry
before it was beautiful
when the world was dark
and i was a thunderstorm
spinning out of
control
to go back and read
the words i used to
write
before there was light
before you
us
before love

you can learn from the ugliness
from the past

and the winter flowers
will bow tonight
for her
all devoid of their petals
that make them different
they are as one tonight
strong tonight
but tomorrow
tomorrow is a different tale
tomorrow they all bloom
they blossom
they are crimson and cerulean
they are violet and marigold
they are individuals
they are beautiful

again

and they remember her passing by
they remember her petals
were the most beautiful of them all

             Emily was…demolished

  Death validated Emily’s scars
            anticipated her aversion ~ under his —- manipulation
heeded supple, whispered laments during nightfall
      Death lapped Emily’s torment-filled tears

still…Death designed curses
                               still…dispensing

     Emily was…discomposed

Death ~ just like all the others

i am authentic sonnet
and sestina
raven yet sallow
i am betwixt
and beneath
…beclouded
i am the sweeping
the fluid
the transcribed
i am your stanza
i am your conception
yours
hers
his
theirs
its

mine

    Death took Emily to religions…
              …never desired (Emily could not comprehend)

  mapping lore onto lustrous skin
         runnels release
   a lazy - drizzle
       soaking sheets
tendrils, once capricious
           …now torrid…tantalize Emily
  provoking folly

          conserved sensibilities
unanticipatedly burgeoning
    Emily visited Death’s legend
         becoming obscured in His lineslies
immersed in Death’s Garden
                         forenoon approached without signal
Emily ~ Death’s prism



     Emily crotchet’s words with lascivious ember
          ash settled in Death’s…ghost

  searing ~ cinder at Emily’s feet
                  Death (forlorn yet fortified)
as it pleases

             Emily attempts to douse hunger
  sweat from brow
words beckoning ~ Death attends……….
                Emily appreciates Him
    her prism


  Emily understands He requires
         ….gluttony this dusk
yearn for me!! Emily screams
                                        ~ from cavernous sanctuary
    succumb - over and over

unholy mouth

    venom spewed and spit
slighting the knowledge of the saintly
           to good souls
  placing hellacious statements 
on your palette

unholy heart

          feelings strewn and scattered
playing hide and seek with disavowed
        disenchanted souls
  filling essence with hope
in their dreams

 treasure…hand-me-down words
        cadence 
   i was tortured ~ passably
soused
………..enough
             i used to          exploit
   adequately
and write - words would…ebb
    like the rotgut
the poisons
         and i padlocked…perception
    to witness words

unlearned

   remembering how to be able to quarrel
          my passion managed to ~ kindle
aflame with adoration       cauterized 
   remnants of where she - endured
………….smoldering

              i could compose, you recognize 
    ere
      before hooch, before gigolo
despondency
             the astringent torrent
  tumbling from your eyes
       before
               ~ your cries

   epoch’s…. enveloping edict like albatross neck
     asphyxiate life from lung
surrender rhyme ~ with quake cracking ribcages
…..leaving you spent upon the stage
                             yet
   craving supplements 
         bones exposed from the coercion 
         cells and sinew ~ mangled
blood smatterings scattered

         was a poet…when i bled

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