RFA members with a depressed reader + how they would respond/try and support you

Zen:

• He’s actually really shocked
• Like, you’re so gorgeous and honestly the most amazing person he’s ever met and he can’t believe you’d ever feel that way about yourself
• He tries to reassure you CONSTANTLY
• Which kinda makes you feel a bit bad, like you’re a burden
• When he hears that he just tries to love you even more
• He doesn’t really know how to help you aside from reassuring and comforting and loving you
• So he tries to do research
• Invites you to go on walks with him for exercise
• Offers to pay for your therapy
• Tries to cook healthy meals for the both of you
• Wants you to get enough sleep
• All of the good habits that are supposed to help with depression
• They do, but you still end up feeling numb inside
• Especially at night
• He’s so kind and patient and understanding
• He’ll sit with you and hold you if you just wanna cry
• He’ll listen to your feelings and empathise but when you start talking about how you hate yourself he’ll cut in
• “Please, don’t say that about yourself, Princess.”
• Wants to protect you and make you happy

Jumin:

• Doesn’t really know what to do
• He isn’t that connected to his emotions and he especially isn’t that well versed and knowing how to deal with other people’s emotions
• But he really cares about you, so he makes some calls
• Provides you with the best therapists and psychiatrists (if you want to take medication for it)
• Makes sure that all his employee’s and guards and chefs and maids take really good care of you
• Kind of like Zen - he does his research
• When you tell him that you just feel really down today he’ll start offering all these solutions that are supposed to help - exercise, yoga, meditation, etc.
• But if you say you just wanna stay in and watch movies and cuddle he’s totally there for that too
• If you’re having a really bad day, where you aren’t really talking and you won’t get out of bed, he’ll bring Elizabeth the Third to you because he knows how much you like petting her fur
• And once he’s finished his work, he’ll come to you and hold you and whisper words of support and care and reassurance to you
• Will literally leave meetings if he finds out you’re really upset
• Jaehee doesn’t like that, but she won’t lie - she worries about you too
• On days where Jumin is on a business trip and you’re at home, you best believe you’ll be getting deliveries constantly with flowers or packages and Jaehee visiting you
• At first you’re surprised when Jaehee visits
• But she tells you that he’s worried and maybe you’ll confide in her
• But you guys just stay in and watch (Zen’s) movies and you guys become really close friends
• Bottom line, will stop everything to come and support you

Jaehee:

• Knows what it’s like to have deteriorating mental health
• So can easily relate
• So you guys talk a lot about your feelings to each other, usually ending up with you both crying
• But it’s not really a bad thing
• It’s nice to talk to someone who actually understands without being worried
• Both of you doing things to improve your mental health - a self care journey
• Supporting each other on your bad days
• 24/7 support
• Strongest couple ever omg
• You guys can tell when the other isn’t having the best day, so you’ll discreetly help them out

Yoosung:

• This poor boi cries when you tell him
• Because he’s been there, right in the depths of it
• He came back but…
• He would never want anyone to experience that level of pain and suffering
• And when he found out you had it he just felt so sad - he wanted to take all of your pain for himself because you deserved only the best and all of the happiness
• Especially since you’re the reason he managed to leave that place behind
• Will try and spend as much time making you smile as possible
• Cook for you, making little smiley faces and stuff
• He’s really sweet
• Like, the sweetest heart
• Tells you that he’s there for you, if you need to talk or anything like that
• Wants you to promise that you’ll call him, text him or talk to him if you ever feel like you’ll hurt yourself or…

Saeyoung/Luciel/707:

• Kinda figured it out when he did his background check on you
• Was kinda surprised based on the way you acted in the chat room
• When you weren’t allowed to leave the apartment, he made sure you got your medication (if you take any)
• Feels so guilty about pushing you away
• When you guys are together he tries to make up for it all with love
• Showers you with love and attention
• Partly because he knows how tough it can be to see anything good about yourself
• But it’s mainly because you’re his angel
• Which makes him even sadder because you can’t see how incredible you are to him
• Every little thing you do makes him fall in love with you all over again
• Will leave his work for you if you ask him to or if he feels like you need him
• Offers to find another job
• Tried to make changes in his daily life to support you
• If you decide that you wanna start working out or eating differently or going to therapy or literally anything, he’s doing the same thing too
• Sometimes dragging in Saeran too, just to show you how much support you have
• Maybe even the whole RFA lol
• Just wants you to know you’re loved

To celebrate one of your favourite holidays of the year (who’s gonna complain about all-you-can-eat chocolate?) you had decided to plan an Easter party for everyone in the RFA.

Saeyoung/Luciel/707:

• He’d kind of been all pouty the couple days leading up to the party because you were so excited and preoccupied with planning for the party
• But he didn’t say anything because he loved seeing you all excited and smiling into your planning binder, scribbling down ideas whenever they came to you
• What was really strange was the night before, where you had made him go stay somewhere else for the night
• When he asked you why, you just winked, “it’s a surprise.”
• He decided he’d come early to see you on the day of the Easter party, since he’d really missed you a lot
• Plus he wanted to praise you for everything that you’d done to prepare - it was gonna be perfect, he just knew it
• So when he shows up early, he basically kneels over because it’s
• So
• Fucking
• CUTE
• You went all out with the little bunny and chick decorations, and yellow, pale pink and blue streamers all over the place and lots and lots of treats
• And then there was you, dressed up adorably as a little Easter bunny and when you turned around to see him, he officially died and went to adorable heaven
• “Oh! Saeyoung! You’re early!” You smile brightly, walking over with something behind your back and you lean up to kiss his cheek
• He can’t handle how fcking cute you look, he wants to tackle you with all his love - he’s about to kiss you when you pull what you were hiding out from behind his back
• It’s a small red felt bag with a little hand made clip of his glasses holding it closed.
• “I’m kinda glad you came early, I didn’t want everyone to see…”
• “You made this… for me?” He asks, slightly breathless
• You nod, smiling and beckoning you to open it excitedly
• It’s a series of little chocolates - chicks and eggs and bunny rabbits
• Based on the fact that they’re a little smudgy and wonky looking, he asks if they’re handmade and you nod a little proud of your efforts and he pops one into his mouth, humming with appreciation
• “Mmmm~ you should become a chocolatier, it tastes so much better than the store bought ones!” He praises, and you smile
  
• You guide him around the place and he helps you pin up the last of the decorations before deciding all that’s left to do is actually have the party
• “I hope they’ll like it.” You say softly, looking around at your work and Saeyoung is there, wrapping an arm around your waist and rubbing his nose against yours
• He loves affection, what can I say?
• “They’re going to love it.”
  
• When he kisses you deeper than you expected from him, you taste chocolate
• When he leans back, he winks at your blush

Zen:

• He was always really happy to see you planning parties, because you always seemed to really really enjoy it
• He was so happy when you were happy
• The day of the party, when he shows up with Yoosung (he didn’t have a ride lol), he wishes he had come alone
• Because there was so much effort put into this party - the decorations, the pastries that you had obviously baked and dear lord, your costume
• It wasn’t immodest at all, but something about you dressed up as a rabbit brought him back to his teenage years, where he fantasised about playboy bunnies
• He had to close his eyes and calm himself down before he could walk over to you and tell you about how amazing it had turned out
• Throughout the whole night, he was there, continuously praising your efforts and telling everyone about how amazing is she? Like look at all this work and –
• You getting embarrassed by his praises
• At first, it was just him holding your hand, but by the end of the night, his arm was around your waist
• Whispering naughty things into your ear as he got tipsy, making you blush and Saeyoung would tease you 
• You and Zen totally had some frisky fun time when you got home ;)

Jumin:

• He legit wanted to help you plan the party
• But you stopped him immediately, telling her that this is something I wanna do for you and the other members. I don’t want you to worry much about it, plus I want it to be a surprise for you.
• But this is Jumin
• He wouldn’t buy it
• So, he made sure you had more than enough expenses (even though you were hand making most of the decorations, but okay) and he even rented out a nice place usually booked for weddings in the park
• So, there went your plans for a surprise party for all of the RFA members
• He wanted to know all the details
• And when you’d try and regain control, siting this was going to be a surprise party he’d just say I’ll pretend I don’t know anything
• Right… because I’m sure everyone would believe that, considering you rented pretty much everything
• But when the day comes, and everyone is together and eating chocolate, he can’t help but feel a little (lot) proud of you
• You already had enough on your plate - big parties and a part time job and college (you wanted to get your PhD finally) and then this?
• It was a big hit with everyone
• He was so sweet, helping you clean up in any way he could
• Fed you chocolate ;)

Yoosung:

• Yoosung wanted to help you out, so you of course said yes
• It was just the RFA members, so you didn’t really bother making it a huge deal
• You just invited them over and shared food and drink and a shit ton of chocolate
• You decide to put on some rabbit ears and face paint
• You manage to convince Yoosung to copy you - he does, but only because he can’t deny you when you’re begging him with those doe eyes
• You always get what you want ;)
• Once the RFA leave and it’s just you and Yoosung, you get you both a glass of wine and bring the left over chocolate with you
• So you guys eat and drink until you’re tipsy and in a food coma and you’re giggling and he’s talking and you’re both snuggled up together on the couch
• You watch Hop pretty much three times, because you both get distracted so quickly, but you’re so determined to watch it completely through
• But after the third trial, you both just give up and play some LOLOL together
• You even dressed your players to look more festive!
• You guys were the dream team
• It’s even better than the party, but neither of you say that
• You kind of end up making out and it tastes so sweet that you can’t really stop (so addictive)

Jaehee:

• Jaehee finds it so endearing when you’re planning a party
• Like, you value her opinion so much
• “What do you think of this design?” “What do you think of doing this?”
  
• She loves how much you include her - unlike her old job *cough*C&R International*cough*
• She offers to do things for you, but you make sure she won’t do too much because you know she can kind of get carried away
• So you let her prepare the food, since she loves to make sweets
• You join in with her and you both end up having lots of fun, seeing the reward of delicious looking pastries for your hard work
• Having to remake the food because you both ate it all
• You getting dressed up for the party and Jaehee finding you so cute she can’t really say anything
• You finding that adorable, so you kiss her cheek and tease her gently about it
• Lowkey having more fun preparing for the party than actually having the party
• Oh, the party works out really well

mystictober day 8: jaehee x mc / vacation

jaehee x mc + vacation

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It may have been a passing comment, but it was one that had stuck to you ever since you attended your first RFA party.

“I must ask Sherlocking to retrieve my lost vacation days,” Jaehee says with a little laugh after welcoming the detective and checking the his name on the guest list. It was said lightly, but you felt the truth in her words, especially after the soft sigh that escapes her before you both move on to the next guest.

So naturally, you burst through the doors of C&R one day, fully clad in a detective outfit- complete with a briefcase and a magnifying glass. The borrowed coat you had on was way too big on you, but it only made you look all the more endearing.

“I found them, I found them!!” You exclaim as you enter Jaehee’s office, and she makes a very confused face at you, before looking back and forth between you and Jumin’s door, motioning for you to lower your voice.

“I’m sorry, Mr. Han is currently on a conference call with our associates from Japan,” she says apologetically, using a finger to lift her glasses back to the bridge of her nose. The assistant motions you to come closer. “What was- what was it that you found?”

Her eyebrows furrow as she blinks twice, taking in your appearance. What were all these stuff you were bringing? What in the world was your reason for this attire?

You erupt in laughter for a moment before you remember yourself, eyes widening while your hand comes up to stifle the laughs. As much as Jaehee adored the sight, the sound- she couldn’t tell you not to be quiet.

“Ifoundthem,” you say in a hush now, as if you’ve unearthed the biggest secret in the world, as if you held the very key to life in your hands. The briefcase is lifted onto Jaehee’s desk by your hands, an air of importance surrounding you. She tries sitting up straighter, higher to get a peek at what’s inside as you open it, but it’s obscured from her view.

You pull out a folder that held travel documents inside, an all expenses paid week-long trip to paradise as handpicked by you and Zen, and financed by none other than mister director, Jumin Han.

The briefcase is shut as you lay the folder on her table and slide it across in an official manner, like in a movie you’ve watched with her just to see Zen’s cameo in it.

“What is all this… ?” she asks quietly, a puzzled expression on her face.

As she opens the folder, you lean in and grin widely.

“Your lost vacation days!”

You can’t help but giggle again, excited for the overworked assistant. With eyes scanning through the details written down, she slowly begins to smile, but then her mouth falls back into a hard line.

“This cannot be possible. Is this one of Seven’s pranks, are you in on it this time?” She asks in disbelief, once again surveying your outfit.

“No no no, I swear-” you try to explain before Jumin himself walks out of his office, steady beats of his Oxfords slowing to a stop as he reaches the two of you.

“Assistant Kang, this is perfectly serious. We discussed this beforehand, everything has been worked out. Is that any way to show your gratitude?”

“Mr. Han- I didn’t- and,” Jaehee begins to fumble, caught off guard.

“It’s alright,” you swoop in and save her, laughing it off and waving your hand in reassurance. “I see why it would seem too good to be true. But it istrue, I asked this guy right here,” you smile as you jut your thumb outwards towards the man in question.

Jumin only nods.

“I- How did you manage this? I’ve been trying to ask for so long…” she responds, still in shock, going through the files in the folder.

“Easy. I have seven cat-sitting days Jumin can redeem whenever he needs them,” you smile proudly, shoulders straightening out as you tug on the collar of your trenchcoat.

The director shares one of his rare smiles too, and gently lays a hand on your shoulder, nodding in approval. He turns to Jaehee and gives her a curt nod as well, before walking towards the elevator without another word.

The assistant finds the tickets and holds them up, staring at her own name printed on them. Like it’s a mirage that’ll disappear. Like it’s a hallucination she’ll snap out of soon.

But she feels the paper in her hands and- oh, why is it so thick?

Her thumb slides forward as her index slides backwards in an attempt, and to her surprise, the second ticket comes into view. Curiously, she places her ticket behind and gasps at what she reads on the second one.

Your name.

“You’re coming with me?” she asks, eyes still glued to the ticket.

“Of course I am!” you say, blushing sheepishly. “What good is a vacation if you spend it alone, am I right?”

Jaehee actually grins this time, finally setting down the documents and looking into your eyes once more. She looks so happy, you think you could almost melt right here, in your entire ensemble and everything. Magnifying glass included.

Nervously, you ramble on.

“I don’t know if you saw it yet but we’ll have time to go to some spots where Zen filmed for his latest movie!! He gave us all of the directions, he even helped me fix our whole trip! And there’s lots of cute coffee shops near where we’re staying, they do all the latte art and-”

You don’t notice that Jaehee’s made her way around her desk already to wrap her arms around you tightly, the way they are now. But you do notice the smile on her face and the way she has her eyes closed, the way she holds you tightly and oh my god, she smells so good-

You’re blushing, but she is too. Sighing happily, you tenderly hold the side of her head close to you as you relish in the warmth of your embrace.

“Thank you,” she murmurs most gratefully against your hair, and you’re so dizzy that you can’t tell if its the ghost of her lips that you feel brushing against your temple or the breeze on this office floor.

You secretly hope it isn’t the latter.