#lately
Jenny Holzer, Untitled (Destroy Superabundance…), from Inflammatory Essays, 1979/82.
Full moon in Virgo
Painted my room
Taylor’s bday @ Azuki w/ Joey & Lauren
Vix & Kai‘s set design for Sarayus music video
Ramen dates w/ roomies
hello tumblr world
I’m back
what did I miss?
tell me what’s happened lately
u ever wake up from a dream like “damn i guess i’m not coping with THAT as well as i thought i was”
Omg!
I have been INSANELY busy.
No time for tumblin or anything else for that matter lol.
Sitting here now waiting to put my makeup on for a holiday open house we are having at the museum tonight. I volunteered to work so I could wear my prettiest Christmas dress.
Will update and reblog and post some fun pictures soon.
Miss you all!
“I don’t want to have to be the one who mourns everything when everyone else has clearly forgotten. It’s mortifying. It’s mortifying to be the one who remembers.”
Ryan O’Connell
Isn’t it better to have your heart broken than to have it wither up? Before it could be broken it must have felt something splendid. That would be worth the pain.
― L.M. Montgomery, The Blue Castle
Being young…
I’ve come to realize how malleable our morals can be. I’ve beaten myself to the ground so many times with a decision that made me go against one moral that I set upon myself. I’ve also come to realize now… That that’s okay. I was young, and that decision was a necessary action in my own growth and development.
And one last realization that I really need to instill in myself… Is that we can’t save everyone, but you know… So long as we made the efforts, and gave it our absolute best… Then that’s all that really matters.
Stop trying to rationalize it…
You put yourself
In an absolutely shitty situation
Sticking with someone that was so toxic.
There was nothing rationale about it…
Especially when it comes to love.
You’ll do stupid shit
Just to prove a point.
More importantly…
You’ll do stupid shit
Just to show how much
You really care.
Loving can be a gamble.
But it’s the experiences we face
That’ll help us better our odds
The next time we decide
To put our chips down.
… Stop trying to rationalize it.
I had one of those moments again today… Where I really miss seeing the laughs and smiles on your beautiful face from across the table…
tumblr bug where all ur drafts get published. how fucked are u