I messed up the background and made myself sad, then decided to do this digitally instead
Here’s the result:
I got a little impatient at the end, so I may go back and add more details at some point, but for now I’m quite proud of how this turned out ☺️
1. I’m still alive, my life has been a shitshow and apparently, according to my doctor, constantly having something big going on is not normal (these things also happen to overlap like crazy) my mental health took a hit so I was focused on that but I’m back, at least for a little bit though probably not to the extent that I was before :/
And
2. I decided to redo this piece, the original digital version was done using my phone and the free Sketchbook app, now I have an iPad and Apple Pencil and I purchased Procreate (best decision ever!!)
I also have better knowledge and ability to apply said knowledge and I really like how this has turned out so far
(Might work a bit more on it later but I’m really proud of it and wanted to share, I’ve put about 10 hours of work into it and totally got into the zone while working on it)
“Love is a dagger, it’s a weapon to be wielded far away or up close. You can see yourself in it. It’s beautiful until it makes you bleed. But ultimately, when you reach for it….”
“It isn’t real”.
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I wasn’t ready to post him when I finished him. Now, I am even less ready, but I will just do it.
