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Fic Summary: For Giorno, it’s already hard enough hiding the fact that he is a dhampir from most of the people around him. A sudden craving for blood unexpectedly causes him to lose control, and he attacks Narancia and Trish in an attempt to satiate that need.

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Sum’:Once again trouble fall upon the peaceful coven, spreading its darkness on each Hook. Only this time only one will remain and with the help of the Savior, will decide the fate of the rest of their secret family…

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Two things Killian Jones had always praised himself for were his good looks and the fact that he was a survivor.

And perhaps it was just this fact being true once more, or perhaps they’d just been blessed by a miracle, but either way, the dome where Killian was imprisoned started to crack, and several minutes later, it crumbled to dust.

Though, the pile of dust remained still.

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If I could fall into the sky: My experience of Casadastraphobia

“Casadastraphobia is the fear of falling into the sky. It is a relatively recently identified fear, having first appeared on urbandictionary.com” - Phobia Wiki.

I’m relieved to have learned the name for this particular phobia, because recently I had an episode which convinced me I have it.

Before I go into that, I must explain that my fear of falling into the sky seems to be linked with being around extremely tall buildings; I believe this has been made worse by dreams where I’ve looked up at a skyscraper and I just lose all sense of balance and start getting sucked up into the atmosphere.

The other day this fear leaked into reality when I stood right underneath a 25-storey high rise in Manchester and made the mistake of looking up at it. My knees went completely weak and my heart began to race, sweat collecting on the palms of my hands. I was queueing at the time and I grabbed the nearest metal barrier in an attempt to steady myself. I really did feel like gravity was going to switch off and I was going to plunge into the vast blackness of the night - maybe holding on to a heavy object would keep me grounded. Although I knew the whole thing was ridiculous, I also felt an immediate urge to stand under the canopy at the building’s entrance or somewhere with a ceiling so that I literally couldn’t fall into the universe.

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Currently Writing

  • Fragile Strength - (Kakashi/Sakura) - This is a story where Sakura loses her eyesight that’s become a slow burn, mutual pining mess that I can’t wait to share. As of this moment, it’s 47,000 words (oops) and I’m in love with everything about it. I’m also trying to convince myself not to go ahead and start posting it.

Currently Editing (hoping to post this month)

  • Losing Control-(Kakashi/Sakura, Genma/Sakura) Chapter six is finished and waiting for a quick edit/beta. Those of you waiting for the Kakashi and Sakura side of this mess will be happier with this chapter than those on the Genma/Sakura side, probably.
  • Healing Hands - (Tenzo/Sakura) - Chapter Thirteen is being edited, I know it’s overdue but I got busy with Whumptober. This next chapter is also a tough one. We didn’t leave Tenzo in a good place, and this chapter needs some fleshing out. I’m going to start limiting the amount I work on other stories to push this chapter through.

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  • Heart in a Silver Cage - (Genma/OC) This story is still very much on the table and I plan to work on the next chapter once I’ve finished with the two pieces above. The next chapter is the first mission chapter so I’ve been working through some …technical difficulties to make sure the plot works.
  • Altered Reality - (Kakashi/Rin) Yes, I still plan to finish this. Yes, I’m still kind of stuck on the plot because I skipped something important from the outline. But, I’m rewatching Naruto and I’m up to the chunin exams, so I’m hoping that shakes something loose and I get some inspiration to finish the next chapter.

Losing Control, Chapter 12

TITLE: Losing Control

CHAPTER NO./ONE SHOT: Chapter 12

AUTHOR: fanficshiddles

ORIGINAL IMAGINE: Imagine Loki is your Professor at University. 

RATING: M

  When Loki and Emilia finished eating, Loki bided his time. Allowing their food time to digest properly before making his move. But he continued teasing her, getting some snarky comments in return.

‘Well, it’s getting late… You should be getting home, right?’ She tried, but Loki wasn’t letting it slide.

‘Come here.’ He patted his thigh.

She narrowed her eyes at him suspiciously. ‘Why?’

‘Because I want you to come sit on my lap. Come on.’ He patted his thigh again.

‘Nu uh. You’ll just start feeling me up.’ She shifted a little further away from him.

‘Is that really such a bad thing?’

‘Yes.’ She said determinedly. Though part of her did want to crawl onto his lap…

‘I think we both know that’s a lie. Come on, pet. I’m not going to hurt you.’ He put his hand out towards her.

She hesitated big time, rocked back and fore a little before slowly taking his hand and allowing him to pull her across onto his lap so she was straddling over him, facing him.

‘See, wasn’t so scary now, was it?’ He hummed and slid his hands under her top, lightly tickling up her sides to make her squirm and giggle a bit.

‘The jury is still out on that one.’ She said between giggles, making Loki grin.

He took hold of the hem of her vest top and pulled it up off her head, with only slight protesting from her. Then he massaged her breasts with his large hands, slowly making his way to teasing her nipples that were very quickly hard little peaks under his skilful touch.

‘Why do I always end up naked while you’re still fully clothed.’ She huffed, closing her eyes.

Loki gripped her chin and leaned in to kiss her, taking her breath away as his tongue moved slowly, sensually, with hers. When he leaned back again, he grinned and dipped his head down to flick his tongue out on her left nipple, then her right, before finally answering her.

‘Because I’m in charge, pet.’ He growled low, making her clench slightly at his tone and Loki felt it, since she was straddling over him after all.

His right hand kept busy with her breasts, while his left snuck down the front of her shorts and he cooed at finding her with no knickers on underneath. He just cupped her first, letting her feel the power in his large hand. When he felt her move slightly, fighting with herself about wanting more and not, he then allowed his fingers to explore between her soft folds.

‘So wet. I think that your body knows who it belongs to… Even if your mind isn’t always on board yet.’ He grinned cockily.

She whined and closed her eyes. Loki then tugged her nipple hard, making her eyes fly open in shock as she swore at him. ‘Bastard!’ She hissed.

But that earned a slap on her breast, making her swear even more. So he pinched her clit roughly between his fingers, she was about to swear again but managed to keep it contained. Knowing it would just bring more pain.

‘Better.’ He barked. ‘Keep your eyes on mine, kitten. And put your arms over my shoulders.’

‘So bossy.’ She whined but did as she was told, and Loki let that slip this time.

Emilia found having to maintain eye contact while he played with her was the most difficult thing in the world. As his stare back at her was so intense, borderline scary.

She was scared and horny! Something she still wasn’t entirely sure about. Even if her body seemed to absolutely LOVE it.

Loki’s fingers teased around her clit, soon he had her grinding down against him, wanting more. So he gave her more and his thumb took over the job of looking after her clit while he slipped two of his long digits up into her, instantly curling against her g spot that made her shake.

‘See, pleasurable things can come to you when you behave.’ He purred, firmly rubbing her nipples in turn so neither was neglected. He tried to do the same actions with her clit, sending her mind and body into a complete meltdown.

Emilia decided in that moment, to just do as she was told tonight. To try and enjoy the night for what it was going to be, to just enjoy the pleasure he would bring her.

‘Sir, I need to cum… Please.’ She whined, pleasing Loki that she had asked and remembered to use that title right.

‘Mmm, since you’ve remembered your manners…’ He made her cum with his fingers, giving her a nice orgasm that had her moaning and even though she closed her eyes in the pleasure, he let her off with that knowing it would be difficult for her to keep them open.

‘Now, kitten. You have a difficult choice to make, do you want your last orgasm to be on my tongue or cock?’ He grinned at her when she was able to focus more.

‘I… uhm… both?’ She asked innocently and tried unbuttoning his shirt, making him chuckle.

‘First, you couldn’t wait to chuck me out. Now, you want me to stay even longer and give you more orgasms? Hmm?’ He trailed his fingers around her nipples again, making her whimper some more. A sound that he didn’t think he would ever get bored of hearing.

‘Please, Sir.’ She pouted and tried to look as innocent as possible, while sliding her shorts down and awkwardly getting them off without ever leaving his lap.

Loki leaned in and kissed her again once her shorts were off, biting her lower lip he tugged back playfully. Then he thrust his tongue into her mouth and kissed her deeply, while his hands got busy and he undid his trousers so he could pull his cock out.

Emilia continued kissing him, but she reached down to grab his cock and began stroking him up and down to get him even harder. Loki grunted into her mouth and smirked against her at how eager she was tonight.

He didn’t even need to be the one to move her onto his cock, as she was already leaning up over him and lining him up with her cunt. She slowly sank down, gasping as he slowly filled her.

Loki looked down at where his cock was disappearing into her body. Her pussy lips spread wide open around him.

He growled deep. ‘Beautiful… Nothing better than my cock disappearing into your body. Literally inside you… so deep.’ He slid a hand up to her neck and squeezed a bit, feeling her clench around him as he did so.

Emilia didn’t move for a bit, until her body adjusted to him. Her walls fluttered around his cock, adapting to the intrusion. But with another squeeze to the neck, she also squeezed around his cock in return and then they both started moving.

Loki put his hands onto her bum and moved her up and down on him at the pace he wanted, now and then he let her do what she wanted, but they both preferred it when he took over.

Her breasts bouncing up and down right on front of his face was too much to ignore, so he sucked on her nipples and lavished them in turn with his tongue.

When her second orgasm hit, she soaked his cock and trousers underneath them. The feeling of the extra wetness was too much for Loki, he came too and filled her up even more, making her head spin.

Thinking it was over, she collapsed against his chest until she got her breath back.  

Emilia lifted herself up off him when she could, his cock slipped out along with their cum, covering his trousers. She whimpered at the loss of him and the feeling of his sperm trickling out of her.

‘Where do you think you’re going.’ He growled and caught her before she got far, he pulled her down on top of him as he lay down on the sofa on his back. But she was confused as he turned her around, so her face was suddenly right over his cock.

‘You wanted an orgasm on my tongue too, I thought this would be more fun.’ He purred and positioned her cunt over his face, licking at her instantly.

‘Holy fuck!’ She cried out. Not only at the feeling of his tongue there again, but also the fact he clearly didn’t seem to care about tasting his own sperm that was still coming out of her. She wasn’t sure why she found that so damn erotic.

Loki was half hard after already cumming once, but when she got him in her mouth, it wasn’t long before he was fully hard again. She used her hands to make up for what she couldn’t take, using a fisting motion while she sucked on the tip of him and rolled her tongue around.

It was difficult for her to concentrate on his pleasure, when his tongue was circling her clit so well and his fingers ended up inside of her once more, making her body absolutely sing in pure delight.

When they both came in each other’s mouths, they were pretty spent. She collapsed on top of him, dribbling, his cock slowly softened next to her cheek, she didn’t care. She didn’t want to move.

She barely registered him sitting up and carrying her through to her bed. He removed his own clothes and climbed in next to her, pulling the blanket up over them. Even though they were still a bit messy and sticky, they would deal with it in the morning. Neither of them had the energy to do anything about it at the time.

-

In the morning, Emilia was awake before Loki. She showered to get the sticky cum off her body, then looked out spare sheets ready for when Loki was awake to sort the bed out. Then went to the kitchen for something to eat.

When Loki woke up, he slipped out of her bed and went to shower too. Not bothering to ask if he could, he even stole her shampoo and bodywash, because why not? There was nothing else to use anyway.

Then he went back into the bedroom and looked for his clothes. He found his trousers and socks, but there was no sign of his shirt.

He headed through to the kitchen and found Emilia at the table eating toast and reading a magazine. She was wearing his shirt and he had to resist the urge to actually say aww out loud at how adorable she looked in it.

‘That’s my shirt.’ He opted to say.

‘No shit Sherlock.’ She said without looking up.

Ok, aww moment gone, he thought as he walked over behind her.

‘Do you expect me to walk home shirtless?’ He asked right in her ear, making her shiver.

‘It’s like, three steps away.’ She shrugged, trying not to look at him, knowing she would be done for if she did. Especially because he was topless.

‘What if someone else in the building sees? Hmm? Do you want to be fighting others for my attention?’

She snorted at that. ‘You’re hardly an Adonis, Sir. I’m sure you’ll manage to get back to your flat without getting pounced on.’

Loki put his hand at the back of her neck and gave her a squeeze. ‘Such cheek.’

‘Besides, you need to help me change my bedsheets and quilt first, since part of the mess is yours too.’ She said as she then turned around to face him, trying to keep her eyes up at his face, though it was difficult not to look at his beautifully toned, naked, chest…

Loki put his hands on either side of her chair and leaned down towards her, his lips just mere inches from her own.

‘I’ll help you with that, if I get my shirt back afterwards.’

Emilia opened her mouth to speak, but she stopped and sniffed. ‘Wait a minute… Did you use my shampoo?’ She then shoved her face into his chest and sniffed again. ‘And my bodywash?’ She tried to hold back a laugh.

‘I did indeed. There was nothing else.’

She shook her head and face-palmed. ‘You look so manly and tough yet smell like strawberries up close.’

Loki shrugged. ‘I guess that makes me a hot tasty snack.’

Emilia stared dumbfounded at him, then burst out laughing as she stood. ‘Ok, never use that again. You’re too old for that.’ She started walking towards the bedroom.

Too old? How dare you!’ Loki chased after her, making her squeal as he chased her into the bedroom.

He grabbed her and they toppled down onto the bed and she tried to wrestle him back.

‘Take it back.’ He growled, holding her wrists firmly down on the bed at either side of her head underneath him.

‘Ok, I’m sorry for calling you old… Grandad.’ She teased with a smirk, earning a glare from Loki.

‘Oh, your ass is so getting it now!’

Losing Control, Chapter 11

TITLE: Losing Control

CHAPTER NO./ONE SHOT: Chapter 11

AUTHOR: fanficshiddles

ORIGINAL IMAGINE: Imagine Loki is your Professor at University. 

RATING: M

  Loki was stuck at a fellow professor’s leaving do. It was very tedious and he found himself wondering what Emilia was up to.

He had her number now, as she had, with some reluctance, given it to him on Thursday after class. When he had spoken to her privately about her work again, she teased that maybe she needed extra tuition.

Loki then coaxed her to give him her number, he wasn’t sure why he had desired it so much, exactly. But he thought it would be handy so he could get in touch with her whenever he needed.

And now was that time.

L: If there is any way you can save me from this most tedious party, I would be very grateful.

E: Who dis?

L: Emilia, you know who ‘dis’ is. You gave me your number on Thursday and said you stored mine, too.

E: Oh. Well maybe I didn’t… Hi Prof L

Loki glanced around the room, but no one was paying any attention to him. Everyone was listening to the other professor’s speech about his time at the University.

L: Are you having a better Saturday night than me?

E: Always

L: ….

E: ?…

L: So… expand. What are you doing?

E: Oh. Just in bed eating cereal and watching TV

L: What would you be doing if I was there with you?

E: … Still be in bed eating cereal and watching TV

L: If you didn’t have cereal.

E: I’d go get cereal and then come back to bed to eat it

Loki ran his hand down his face, then decided to try a different approach.

L: Why don’t you make my night a little more exciting and send me a hot little picture? Be a good girl for a change.

He waited a minute, then was pleased when he saw the text that came through had an image attached. But when he opened it, he wasn’t sure whether to laugh or cry. She had sent an image of some chilli peppers.

‘Lord, give me strength.’ He muttered quietly to himself.

L: You are asking for trouble when I get home.

E: Not if I keep my door locked I’m not

L: You wouldn’t be able to resist unlocking it for me.

E: Are you sure about that?

No, he wasn’t sure. Not really. He knew she was still a bit nervous around him, no matter how much she tried to hide it, he could see it as plain as day.

L: I know your weakness now, and if you’re good, I can provide plenty of time on the end of my tongue.

E: Maybe tonight I’m satisfied enough with my own fingers. Or with Mr Richard here…

She sent a picture of a reasonable sized dildo in her hand, making Loki snort.

L: You do realise that thing is smaller than me.

E: I dunno… I can’t remember, you’ve only actually fucked me once and the fact I can’t remember about it, means it couldn’t have been that special

L: You remember damn well how it was. You couldn’t walk properly the next day.

E: Oh, yeah. Perhaps. But Mr Richard here can vibrate and I don’t remember your cock doing that

L: You didn’t seem to need it when you were moaning and cumming around me.

E: Maybe I was faking it

L: We both know that’s not true.

E: Whatever. Where are you anyway that you need help?

L: Professor Stanley’s leaving do.

E: Hah! You idiot

L: Excuse me?

E: Other Professors were able to get out of it so how did you even get dragged into that in the first place? Someone as smart as you surely it would’ve been easy to say you had something else on

Loki never responded, as a few minutes passed by. Emilia saw the three little dots that he was ‘typing’ but then stopped a few times.

E: What happened?

L: They tricked me.

E: How?

L: They asked what I was doing on Saturday night, I said nothing planned. Then they asked me to come along. If they had just asked me to go in the first place I would’ve known and been able to have an excuse.

E: Again, you idiot. When someone asks what you are doing on a specific day and time you need to tread carefully as EVERYONE knows it means they’re going to ask you to go somewhere

L: I was caught unaware because I was too busy thinking about how I still need to spank you for being cheeky in my office last week.

E: If I save you will you drop that threat?

L: Depends.

E: On what?

L: On how well you can save me.

E: If it gets you out of there that would be a good save. Wouldn’t it?

L: I guess it would.

E: I need your word on it I am literally putting my ass on the line here and I need to know it will be safe

L: Alright. If you can get me out of this, your ass will be safe… This time.

Loki frowned as there was then no response from her after that. He huffed and put his phone back into his pocket in annoyance.

But then someone who worked in the hall that was rented for the night, came through into the room and apologised for interrupting.

‘So sorry, but I’m looking for Loki Laufeyson? His sister is on the phone, apparently there’s an emergency and she couldn’t get you on your mobile.’

Loki stood up and was about to say he didn’t have a sister, but he managed to stop himself from doing so and went along with the woman to the phone.

‘Apologies.’ He said to the professors, but they all mumbled no problem as Loki followed the woman out of the hall.

She took him to the phone at reception.

‘Hello?’ Loki answered.

‘There you go. Now claim there’s an emergency and go.’ Emilia said, clearly pleased with herself as Loki could tell by the tone of her voice.

‘I don’t have a sister.’ He said quietly.

‘Yeah, but they don’t know that, do they?’

‘I guess not.’

‘Stop huffing and leave. Unless you want to stay and listen to more boring stories from Professor Stanley.’ She said knowingly.

‘Thanks.’ Loki muttered, then hung up and headed out of the place. Relieved that he was actually getting to leave.

‘Her plan worked.’ He chuckled to himself with a shake of his head as he hailed a taxi out on the street to take him home.

-

Loki knocked on Emilia’s door later that night. He wasn’t overly surprised that the chain was on, so when she opened it, he just saw part of her face peering out, studying him closely. Looking very interested when she saw he had a bag with him. That looked like a food bag.

‘Peace offering? Since you did rescue me.’ He offered.

‘Depends… what is it?’

‘Chinese.’

‘You know I’ve not long had cereal.’

‘I know, but I also know you’re not one to turn down Chinese food.’

‘Touché.’ She closed the door momentarily to take the chain off, then she opened the door wider and let him in.

He grinned at her attire, she was just wearing shorts and a vest top. Her hair was a bit messy too, making her look far too cute.

Loki loosened his tie when he sat down on her sofa with her, they spread the Chinese food out on the table on front of them to have a buffet style.

Emilia sat with her legs crossed next to him and started eating.

‘So, night out with the professors not too fun?’ She said with a mouthful of noodles.

‘Not at all. I forget how boring most of them are.’ Loki groaned.

‘Maybe you’re just as boring, that’s why they invited you.’ She shrugged.

‘Watch it, pet. My hands are still itching to spank you, so best not give me an easy reason to.’ He growled low.

She smirked and focused on the food.

‘I wouldn’t have let you in if you didn’t have food, by the way. Just making that clear.’ She said as she pointed her fork at him, making him chuckle.

‘I’m sure you wouldn’t have. But now that I am in, I can start to seduce you into bed. Let you have a real cock instead of that plastic crap.’ He hummed low, making her stomach swirl, though she tried to look unaffected.

‘Nah, I’m good with Mr Richard tonight. You can just leave when you’ve finished eating.’

‘Oh no, pet. You let me in, and I’m not leaving until I’ve had you cumming on my cock.’

Losing Control, Chapter 13

TITLE: Losing Control

CHAPTER NO./ONE SHOT: Chapter 13

AUTHOR: fanficshiddles

ORIGINAL IMAGINE: Imagine Loki is your Professor at University. 

RATING: M

  Loki smirked when he saw Emilia walk into his class on Monday morning with a bit of a hobble, and when she sat down, she winced.

She did indeed get a spanking for calling him Grandad. And she was struggling to walk not only because of her butt having Loki’s handprints all over it, but also after being fucked by him again, the ache between her thighs still there. She wondered if she would ever get used to it.

Emilia saw him smirking and she just glared hard back at him while other students got settled too.

During Loki’s class, one of the guys was being really disruptive. Emilia was sure he had taken drugs or something beforehand. Loki didn’t hold back when telling him off.

‘If you want to remain in this class, you will pay attention and stop disrupting everyone. One more time and you are out of this course. Do I make myself clear?’ He said very firmly, with a low growl there and a stern look on his face as he stared the guy down.

Emilia squirmed in her seat, trying not to think how arousing it was to see him telling someone else off like that. She had noticed how he never really shouted, he was always pretty calm and collected. But he had a certain tone when he did tell someone off, that you knew he meant business.

At the end of class, Emilia was hobbling out, but she was called over to Loki before she got out the door.

‘Are you alright, Miss Cooper?’ He asked, feigning genuine concern until the last student left the room. Then a rather sinister smirk crossed his face.

‘I am… fine.’ She said and held her head high, making Loki chuckle.

‘Are you sure about that, kitten? Your walk says otherwise.’ He grinned.

‘I’m sure… Wait, what’s with calling me kitten now? I thought it was pet, or little one.’ She scoffed and folded her arms over her chest.

Loki leaned forward on his desk, still grinning. ‘Still trying out different names for you, but so far kitten seems most fitting. Can be feisty, but overall small and needs looking after.’

Emilia looked like she was going to explode.

‘I do NOT need looking after and I am not small.’ She huffed at him.

‘If you say so…’ Loki put his hands up, then when she turned to head out, he continued. ‘Kitten.’

She shot him a glare over her shoulder before proceeding out the door, resisting the giant urge to slam it shut.

Emilia saw Loki at Uni the rest of the days of the week, but not outwith. She had a lot of studying to do, then she had work on Friday night which was a nice break from studying. And Sky had been on holiday for a few weeks, so she had a good catch up with her.

She ended up telling Sky all about Loki and what he was like privately.

‘Honestly, I can’t make up my mind if it arouses or scares me.’ She said quietly while they were just behind the bar, waiting for more customers. It was rather quiet for a Friday night but it was still early.

‘He does sound intense. But do you enjoy it? What you do with him?’ Sky asked.

‘Well… Yeah, I think so. I just can’t shake off the edgy feeling with him. I don’t know why.’ Emilia groaned and put her forehead down on the bar.

Sky rubbed her back in comfort. ‘It’s new to you. You’ve only been having fun for a short while, give it time and see what happens. Enjoy it for what it is, if he’s as good as you say in that department, then enjoy the ride.’

‘Yeah, I guess so.’ Emilia nodded.

‘Speak of the devil.’ Sky then said a few minutes later.

Emilia’s eyes widened as she looked in the direction of the door, and she groaned when Loki walked in with a few friends.

‘What are you doing here?’ She grumbled at him when he went up to her while his friends sat down.

‘Not a very nice way to greet a customer.’ He smirked, leaning on the bar.

‘You’re not just a customer though, are you?’ She glared at him.

‘I am here to buy drinks, so I’d say that makes me a customer.’ He winked at her.

‘Sky, you serve him. I need to change barrels.’ Emilia said with a flail of her hands, making Loki chuckle.

Sky just smirked too and took Loki’s order while Emilia hid out the back. She tried to avoid him as much as possible, she wasn’t entirely sure why really. But as she had said to Sky, he still intimidated her and at the end of the day he was her professor.

Nearer the end of the night, there wasn’t many customers left, Sky and Emilia were starting to get ready for closing.

Emilia had escaped through the back again, doing some stock taking while Sky served last rounds. Loki was still there with his friends. But with Sky’s permission, he went through the back to see Emilia.

‘You’re avoiding me.’ Loki stated, making Emilia jump as she hadn’t heard him come through.

‘You’re not supposed to be here.’

‘Sky gave me permission.’ He smirked and closed the door behind him.

‘Hmph.’ Was all he got in return from her.

Loki chuckled and crossed the room towards her, he put his hand up to the back of her neck and stroked her skin for a moment, feeling her shiver at his touch. But she tried not to think about it.

‘I’m heading home now, but I’ll have a taxi waiting to collect you after your shift. Come round to mine when you get back, I might have something special planned for you. If you’re a good girl.’ He purred and leaned in to kiss the side of her neck, sucking a bit and making her knees weak.

She said nothing when he retreated, leaving her to finish stock taking. She gritted her teeth and tried to focus on the task at hand, but she could still feel his lips on her skin and hear his voice in her ear. What did he have planned for her? Her stomach was swirling in excitement, but nerves too. She wasn’t sure if she really wanted to find out or not.

When she finished and locked up, there was indeed a taxi waiting for her. Already paid for, too. She rolled her eyes and got in, not entirely surprised that he had pre-paid after her arguing with him last time over it.

The ride back wasn’t long enough for her liking. She had déjà vu all over again as she walked into the building, trying to decide what to do. She could just run into her flat and lock the door, go to bed… Or she could go into Loki’s and see what he had in store for her.

Again, she was torn when she reached their floor. She looked longingly at her own door, sighed and then went to Loki’s, she knew that he would end up winning. He would probably come knocking if she didn’t go to him anyway. That was her excuse for just going round now, anyway. But it was a good excuse she thought.

She didn’t walk right in, she knocked instead. Even though she knew his door was likely unlocked and he would expect her to just go in.  

It didn’t take him long to answer, grinning from ear to ear when he saw her.

‘Whatever you have planned, better be worth it. I can hear my comfy bed calling my name.’ Emilia said when Loki motioned for her to come in.

‘Oh, it will be worth it. I promise you that, kitten.’ He said seductively as he shut the door behind her and locked it.

TITLE: Losing Control

CHAPTER NO./ONE SHOT: Chapter 15

AUTHOR: fanficshiddles

ORIGINAL IMAGINE: Imagine Loki is your Professor at University. 

RATING: M

Emilia managed to survive work that weekend, then was back at Uni on the Monday.

Loki managed to coax her into his bed again on the Wednesday night, keeping her up very late, so on Thursday she was struggling to stay awake by her afternoon classes.

And it just so happened that Norse Mythology was her last class of the day…

‘Emilia Cooper!’ Loki barked.

Most of the class jumped, having been concentrating on writing out some work. Emilia nearly fell off her chair, she had just started dozing off and Loki caught her.

She sat up straight, cheeks red as she looked wide eyed at Loki who was stood behind his desk, glaring at her.

‘What do you think you’re doing taking naps in my class?’ He snapped at her.

‘S… Sorry, Sir…’ She was a little shaken at the sudden rude awakening, but her senses were quickly coming back to her, remembering it was his fault in the first place that she was so bloody tired. ‘Some guy that thinks he’s the bee’s knees decided to keep me up last night, more annoying than anything though.’

A few students sniggered. Emilia thought Loki was about to explode from the look on his face, his jaw clenched. But he kept his composure. Just.

‘See me after class.’ He said firmly.

Emilia slumped back in her chair with a sigh, folding her arms over her chest.

When class was finally over, with Emilia barely able to keep her eyes open, she lingered while the rest of the students rushed out of class, happy it was the end of the day.

Emilia slowly sauntered up to Loki’s desk, he waited until the last student was out the door and it closed before he looked up at her.

‘Before you say anything, it’s your fault entirely that I am so damn tired.’ She hissed at him.

Loki smirked. ‘I will take partial blame for it. It takes two to tango though, you could’ve said no.’

Emilia scoffed. ‘Since when does that stop you.’ She folded her arms over her chest.

Loki stood and stalked around his desk to her. ‘When I know you don’t truly mean it.’ He reached out and gripped her chin, forcing her to look at him. ‘When your body is saying yes. As it always does for me.’ He purred, then brushed his thumb over her lower lip.

‘Are you going to just get it over with then?’ She grumbled.

‘Get what over with?’

‘I assumed you were going to spank me for falling asleep, even though it was entirely your fault.’ Emilia stated.

Loki smirked and moved in closer to her, his free hand slid round her back and right down to her bum, he squeezed it and pulled her flush against him.

‘Do you want me to spank you?’ He smirked, still holding her chin.

‘Like hell I do!’ She snarled.

‘You’re the one that brought it up.’ Loki patted her bum, making her tense up.

‘Because that’s what you always go to!’ She tried pushing away from him.

‘Hmm. I’ll make you a deal. If you come round Friday night, I will think about forgetting your misbehaviour today.’ He hummed and released her.

‘But it was your fault in the first place.’ She screeched at him. Though her stomach did leap at the thought of another night with him, as much as she didn’t want it to.

‘Or I can take you to my office right now and give you a spanking. Your choice, kitten.’

Glaring at him, she swung her bag over her shoulder. ‘I’ll be round Friday… But you’re sorting food.’ She huffed and headed towards the door.

Loki chuckled. ‘That can easily be arranged.’ He called after her.

-
Friday night came round too quickly for Emilia’s liking.

She had the night off from work, but instead of a relaxing chill evening, she was entering the lion’s den. As she so called Loki’s flat now.

But she was pleased that as soon Loki let her into his flat, she could smell food.

‘You’re cooking?’ She asked as she followed her nose straight into the kitchen, to see something on the hob.

‘Don’t sound so surprised. I am a great chef.’ Loki said as he followed her through and grabbed her arm to stop her getting to look in the pan.

‘I’ll be the judge of that.’ Emilia said as she was redirected by Loki to the island counter. ‘What is it? Smells tomato-ey.’

Loki chuckled. ‘It is. Meatballs in a luscious tomato sauce.’

‘From scratch?’ She asked as she sat down.

‘From scratch.’ Loki nodded.

‘When I said you’re sorting food, I didn’t mean you had to go all out like this and show off. Takeaway would’ve been enough.’ Emilia reached across the table and grabbed a few grapes from the fruit bowl.

‘You are too obsessed with takeaway.’ Loki sighed.

‘I’m sorry, but having my professor cook me dinner like this feels way too personal. Almost like a date.’ She said with a mouthful.

Loki glared at her and swiftly moved the bowl out of her reach. ‘Don’t fill yourself up with grapes.’ He scolded. Then he leaned against the counter and folded his arms over his chest, looking down at her intently.

‘Would you like it to be a date?’ Loki asked simply.

Emilia was slightly caught off guard at him asking that outright. She frowned. ‘Pfft. No. That would be so weird.’

‘Weirder than having your professor fuck you into multiple orgasms?’ Loki quirked an eyebrow up.

‘Touche.’ She shrugged.

Loki just smirked and shook his head, then turned back to finish cooking.

Emilia was pleasantly surprised that Loki wasn’t lying about being a great chef. The food was delicious, she could’ve easily eaten seconds, but Loki wouldn’t let her. He didn’t want her to have a full stomach with what he had planned for her. But he promised she could take some home with her.

But Loki didn’t get very far with the plans he had for her…

After coaxing her into submission, getting her to kneel on front of him after stripping naked, he had her give him a blowjob. Then he trapped her on his lap while he fingered her, making her cum a few times even though she begged for a break after just the first.

‘Get on your hands and knees, kitten. Let me see you.’ Loki growled low.

Emilia glared at him. ‘You’re so bossy.’ She huffed and reluctantly got into the position he wanted, on her hands and knees on the bed on front of him.

‘OW!’ She screamed as he smacked her ass really hard.

‘Watch it.’ He snarled.

Emilia kept quiet, let her head hang down as she felt Loki crouching down behind her and spreading her open, making her flush in some embarrassment as she could tell he was looking at her there. Far too intently for her liking.

She squirmed slightly. ‘Didn’t anyone tell you it’s rude to stare?’ She hissed at him.

Loki pinched her ass cheek, making her yelp. ‘Behave. You’re on a thin line, kitten.’

He trailed his fingers around her wetness, then travelled upwards to her anus. But when he lightly touched her there, he got a reaction he had not been expecting at all, she completely freaked out.

She threw her whole body forward as she screamed out ‘no’ over and over, almost throwing herself off the bed if Loki hadn’t been quick to grab her hips and stop her from falling.

‘Please, no! Please, don’t do that. Not anal. Please, Loki. Please don’t.’ She cried out hysterically. Her entire body started shaking and tears streamed down her face as she fought and struggled against his grip.

Loki was utterly confused at the very drastic actions from her, he eventually managed to wrestle her into his arms on his lap, and he cradled her head against him as he stroked her hair.

‘Shhh, shhh. Emilia, calm down. It’s ok, it’s ok.’ Loki said calmly.

But she kept pleading with him not to, like she was stuck on repeat. He gently grabbed her face and had her look directly at him as he brushed his thumbs under her eyes, wiping away her tears.

‘Emilia.’ He said firmly. ‘Calm down. Speak to me. What has happened there?’

She was almost at the point of hyperventilating, but Loki managed to get her to breathe slowly and calm down. When she spoke, she was still shaky.

‘There… there was… a guy before, who tried it with me. But he was too rough, it hurt so badly. He wouldn’t… He wouldn’t stop when I asked him to. It hurt so so much. I… I can’t do it. Loki, please don’t make me do it.’ She clutched at his shirt tightly, more tears falling down her cheeks.

‘Emilia, I am not going to do something that so clearly terrifies you. I promise, darling. I won’t ever do that with you. It’s ok, shhh.’ He pulled her tightly against him again and just held her until she calmed down, with lots of back rubs and hair stroking.

It was the first time Loki had seen a genuinely terrified emotion out of her, very vulnerable. He felt bad that he had caused it, but he was also furious thinking that someone had made her this way in the first place.

It took a good hour before Emilia felt a bit better. Loki just held her, speaking softly about random things, stroking her hair and keeping her calm.

‘Come on, kitten. Let’s get you something to eat. Perhaps some more of my delicious balls.’

Emilia turned her head to look at him better and raised an eyebrow. ‘Did you just try and make a joke?’

Loki shrugged with a smirk. ‘Did it work?’

Emilia rolled her eyes, unable to hide a smile as she pressed her head against his chest again.

‘Well, at least it got you smiling.’ Loki chuckled.

He surprised her as he slipped her from his lap, and off the bed. He grabbed one of his shirts from his wardrobe and slipped it on her.

‘I think this is the first time you’ve actually dressed me.’

Loki grinned and tucked her hair back behind her ear. ‘Don’t get too used to it.’ He winked at her, then put his arm around her waist and led her through to the kitchen.

She sat down while Loki heated up some of the leftover meatballs. He also poured her a glass of juice.

‘Who was he?’

Emilia looked over at Loki, he now had his back to her as he heated up the food. ‘Who?’

‘You know who.’ Loki said firmly yet with some softness, he then turned around to face her. She saw genuine concern on his face.

‘It… doesn’t matter.’ She shook her head.

‘It does. Does he go to our Uni?’ Loki asked.

‘Emilia.’ He growled when she didn’t answer.

‘Yeah, he does.’ She said reluctantly.

Loki’s eyes darkened a bit. ‘Does he take my class?’

‘No, he doesn’t.’ She said quickly.

‘Are you lying?’ Loki narrowed his eyes at her.

‘No, honestly he doesn’t.’

‘Name?’ Loki turned briefly back to the meatballs as he began dishing the leftovers up.

‘I’m not telling you his name.’ She said quietly.

‘Emilia, he hurt you. If you don’t tell me his name, I will find out anyway.’ Loki said seriously as he turned back to her.

‘How would you do that?’ She scoffed.

‘Interview every single boy at that university until I find him.’ He growled low. And Emilia knew that he was being serious.

‘Adam Johnson.’ She sighed.

Loki nodded once, then picked up their plates and motioned for her to follow him to the living room.

‘Uhm, are you feeling alright? I thought you said before you never eat on the sofa.’ Emilia said, completely baffled when he sat on the sofa and motioned for her to sit next to him.

Loki shrugged. ‘I thought we could watch a movie. I might even let you have some of my chocolate stash later, if you’re good.’ He smirked at her when she sat down.

Emilia wasn’t sure what to make of this side of Loki, part of her was unsure and on edge. But there was also a part of her that was really enjoying it.

What surprised her more, was that he didn’t initiate sex at all that night. After they watched a movie, while she snuggled against him with his arm wrapped securely around her, they went to his bed and he simply kissed her on the lips softly before cradling her in his arms again as they fell asleep.

Losing Control, Chapter 14

TITLE: Losing Control

CHAPTER NO./ONE SHOT: Chapter 14

AUTHOR: fanficshiddles

ORIGINAL IMAGINE: Imagine Loki is your Professor at University. 

RATING: M

  Loki had Emilia stripped completely naked and she was now sitting on the end of his bed, while he was only wearing leather trousers, standing on front of her.

‘I… I don’t know…’ She said, her voice shaky.

Loki reached out and stroked her cheek gently with the back of his hand, then he cupped her chin and had her raise her head upwards to look at him.

‘You won’t be in harms way, kitten. I thought you’d know by now that I know what I’m doing, I’ll take care of you. In more ways than one.’ He purred.

Emilia nervously looked over her shoulder to the top of the bed when he let go of her chin, then she looked back at Loki.

‘Just… don’t have a heart attack on me or anything. Or I will be SO mad if I am stuck naked!’ She tried to sound confident and irked, but Loki could hear the nerves within her tone.

He chuckled lightly and helped her to lie back on the bed, as he then straddled over her, which didn’t really help her nerves any. But he’d already made her cum once with his fingers, so she was aroused and the thought of what he was about to do was exciting her more… If terrifying at the same time.

Slowly, she put her hands up above her head.

‘Good girl.’ Loki praised and reached up to pick up the handcuffs. They were typical metal ones, but he had added soft furry material to stop it from biting into her skin. He attached her left wrist first. Emilia was a little distracted at his smell as he was leant right over her face, the ends of his hair tickled her face too.

Loki looped the cuffs around the bar and attached her right hand. When she heard it click in place, she remembered what was going on and felt super nervous again when she tugged on them to find they were super secure, unlike the tie he’d used on her before. Loki felt her shaking slightly and could tell by how quiet she was that she was really unsure.

‘Breathe, kitten. You’re fine.’ Loki assured her, stroking her face again he leaned down and kissed her lips softly. Reassuring her that he could be gentle too when he wanted to be.

He then kissed down and along her jawline, helping her start to forget that she was handcuffed to the bed by her intimidating professor.

‘Mmmmm… What to do with you first.’ He hummed teasingly as he kissed down her chest, between her breasts and down further to her abdomen. He flicked his tongue out to taste her skin, hearing her whimper as he was close to where she wanted him to be. And when she spread her legs open more, trying to coax him there, he chuckled.

‘What do you want, kitten? Anything specific?’ He continued licking along her abdomen, making her squirm.

‘Your… Your tongue, Sir. Please. Please make me cum.’ She begged, lifting her hips up slightly as if trying to offer herself to him.

‘Hmm. Have you been a good enough girl for that? I don’t know if you have…’

She craned her neck to look down at him, frustration all over her face now instead of nerves.

‘I’ve already finished that damn research paper you wanted us to do for Tuesday.’ She said through gritted teeth.

‘Oh have you now? And how do I know you’re not just telling me lies to get what you want?’

‘Because I know that if I do lie to you, I will get a sore ass. And you know just as well as I do how much I don’t want that.’ She hissed at him.

Loki laughed. ‘True… Very true. I guess I could give you the benefit of the doubt, for now. And if you have lied to me, I will make sure you can’t sit for a week.’ He warned darkly, making her ass clench even though she had finished the paper already.

But to her utter delight, Loki moved down between her legs, lifted them up over his shoulders and he went to town on her cunt straight away, like a starving wild animal. Growling and moaning included.

His tongue was on overdrive, he was so excited to have her properly restrained to his bed. The thought that he could do whatever he wanted with her, and she couldn’t stop him… He groaned against her cunt at the thought as his tongue swirled around her clit.

Emilia whimpered and tried bucking up against him, he growled against her as he licked up and down across her clit with the flat of his tongue, now and then he used the tip to get more precise clit licking moves in, driving her wild.

‘Loki, please.’ She moaned, he was teasing her now, not letting her cum. Easing off when she got too close.

She let out a yelp and jolted when Loki nipped her clit with a growl. ‘What are you supposed to refer me as.’

‘Sir… Sir.’ She stammered out quickly.

‘Better.’ Loki hummed and licked her clit a few more times, then he backed off the bed, confusing Emilia.

‘Lo… Sir. Where are you going?’ Her voice was slightly shaky, not just from having Loki go down on her, but also slight apprehension, still. And the thought of Loki leaving her while she was restrained was scary.  

‘Relax, kitten. I’m not going anywhere.’ He assured her as he went to the cupboard by the door and reached in to get something, smirking as he turned back to face her.

‘What’s that?’ She narrowed her eyes at him.

Loki walked up the side of the bed and reached out to stroke her hair. ‘This, is called a hitachi.’ He grinned as he revealed the vibrator to her.

Her eyes trailed along it and down the cord that hung below, realising it would be plugged in her eyes widened. She assumed that meant it would be much stronger than her battery toys she’d used before. Making her gulp.

‘That’s right.’ Loki chuckled. ‘This is a very intense toy.’ Loki purred.

For the following half an hour, Loki had poor Emilia screaming in pleasure. He made her cum, not once, not twice, but numerous times and almost continuous. The vibrator was relentless as Loki pressed it firmly against her clit, but it was large enough that it covered her pussy lips too, giving her so much pleasure she thought she was going to pass out.

The bed sheets were soaking from her sweat, she could barely even speak as she tried to plead with him to stop.

‘Too… too… much… stop… please… Sir.’ She cried, tears rolling down her cheeks. Even if her body shook in total delight as the orgasms ripped through her.

‘Your orgasms are mine, kitten.’ Loki growled, leaning down at her side, his free hand smoothing her hair back from her wet forehead. He nipped at her earlobe then whispered ‘Your entire being belongs to me.’

She screamed bloody murder again as Loki turned the vibrations up even higher. She had no idea how her clit wasn’t raw by that point, but she could barely register Loki adding more lube now and then to keep things smooth down there for her.

‘I can’t… take… more.’

‘You can and you will. Come on, give me one more. I know you can do it, be my good girl.’ He kissed her forehead, just as she did exactly what he said she would, another orgasm that was borderline painful from overstimulation.

When Loki finally turned off the hitachi, she wanted to cry in relief. Though her clit was throbbing, like it was still wanting attention, but she knew it would be too much.

Loki took off his trousers then lay down beside her, stretched out along her side. He reached down between her thighs, though his hand became trapped when she tried snapping her legs shut.

‘Open your legs, kitten. Do not make me flip you over and spank you, because you know I will.’ He warned darkly.

With a weak whimper, she did as she was told. Her legs shakily falling open again for him.

‘Good girl.’ Loki hummed and kissed her on the lips as his fingers began to gently stroke her clit.

To her surprise, it actually felt really good. After the harsh vibrations, having his soft fingers slowly and gently touching her, made her feel so much better.

She squirmed as Loki worked her up to another orgasm, she was exhausted but her body was humming in so much pleasure. He pushed her over the edge into a rather oddly calming and gentler orgasm than the previous ones that had been ripped from her.

Unsure why, she began to cry a little when Loki smoothed his hand up her body, then reached up to uncuff her wrists. ‘Shhh, shhh. You’re alright, kitten. I’ve got you.’ He hummed and stroked her hair as he pulled her into his body.

She let herself sink into his embrace, feeling like she needed his touch. The feeling in her wrists quickly came back when Loki rubbed them, helping the circulation again. Though it hadn’t been too bad, since Loki didn’t have them tight and at least with the soft fur it had stopped the metal cutting into her skin.

Loki kept quiet and just held her in his arms until her trembling eased, he knew when she pushed at his chest and tried to get away from him that she was coming back into herself.

‘You’re not going anywhere, just relax.’ He said firmly, using his arms as a cage to keep her trapped against him.

‘I… I’m fine… Let me go.’ She squirmed hard, but wasn’t getting anywhere.

‘Subdrop, Emilia.’ Loki growled. ‘You know I’m not letting you go, so you’d be as well stop struggling.’

She grumbled in annoyance and gave up, going limp in his arms instead.

‘Good girl.’ Loki praised again and kissed the top of her head. Giving Emilia some confusing and conflicting feelings.

After silence for ten minutes, Emilia gave in first.

‘Why… why do I get so emotional? I hate it.’ She whispered against his chest, not looking at his face.

‘That’s the subdrop. And doing something a little scary, yet thrilling can give you some extreme emotions.’ Loki said as he trailed his fingers down her spine.

‘I wasn’t scared.’ Emilia huffed and managed to turn around so she had her back to him instead, though he still didn’t let her move too far away.

Loki chuckled and nibbled her shoulder. ‘If you say so, kitten.’

Emilia rolled her eyes, then found herself unable to keep awake, she was exhausted.

-

When Emilia woke in the morning, she thought she was dreaming. She felt pleasure coursing through her, she let out a gasp as she woke up fully, realising that she had Loki’s cock inside of her, fucking her slowly but deliberately from behind while they lay on their sides. Loki had pulled her leg up and back over him, to give him better access.

‘Fuuuuuck! Rude way to wake up a lady.’ She hissed at him through gritted teeth, but the angle was too perfect as she could feel every single inch of him.

Loki chuckled against the back of her neck. ‘Watch your language.’ He growled and bit her, making her moan and clench around his cock.

‘Jesus…’ Emilia groaned and turned her face down into the pillow as Loki started thrusting a little faster.

‘Come on, kitten, give me another orgasm on my cock.’ He purred seductively, making her whine into the pillow as she tried shaking her head quickly.

‘No… not another one.’ She whined.

‘Yes!’ Loki rumbled, then he slipped his hand down the front of her body, down to where they were joined.

She tried rolling away onto her front, but he moved with her body and trapped her under him. His hand was crushed underneath her, but he still managed to find her clit with his fingers as he rutted into her roughly from behind.

As soon as Loki started playing with her clit, she knew that she would be done for. So she just gave in to the pleasure and it wasn’t long till Loki made her cum, feeling her cum over his cock pushed him over too, filling her up with his cum.

Loki chuckled wickedly as he pulled out of her and rolled her with him, so he could see her flushed face.

‘If I can’t make it to work tonight, you’re going to have to call my boss and explain why.’ Emilia panted and elbowed him, making him chuckle even more.

‘I certainly wouldn’t mind calling them to say I fucked too many orgasms out of you that you can’t walk.’ He grinned wolfishly, making Emilia roll her eyes again.

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