Heres the thing about Light Yagami that some of y'all don’t get:
The whole, entire God shtick… That was a self defense mechanism.
Far before he came to his decision to start going all God of the New World murder bitch on everyone, his first two kills were practically accidental. He wrote down their names, not believing it would even work…
And when they did, it BROKE him.
We literally see him have a mental breakdown about taking two human lives, he’s terrified and disgusted at what he’s done. We even see how he talks himself out of it, how he clings so desperately to the only justifications he can find:
“But they were criminals” “They were harming others” “The world is better without them” “Someone had to do it” “Only I COULD do it”.
In his mind, the initial push to start doing what he does isn’t his own arrogance and ego… It’s the fact that he’s the only one capable, and more importantly, he’s the only one that’s already started doing it.
His hands are already soiled.
If he killed someone, it MUST’VE been for a good cause (otherwise how can he live with himself?).
If it was for a good cause, then it needed to be done.
If someone needed to do it, who better than the man who A. Can do it silently without being detected and B. Has already killed someone, and therefore is already ‘impure’.
He takes it on like shouldering a burden, it’s his own way of taking responsibility and dodging it all at once.
In fact I’d even go so far as to wager that one of the reasons he chose to make himself known might well have been that, subconsciously, he realized that he too would need to be stopped.
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And yes, I hear your cries. “But Light was talking about cleaning up the world even before he found the Death Note!”
Well, yes.
And the manga goes explicitly out of its way to show that this is a perfectly reasonable line of thinking. Even the most mild mannered folk that desperately tried to stop Kira, however briefly, considered if he was actually doing more good than harm. That’s half the point of Matsuda as a character.
Hell, think of yourself. Have you never heard of a heinous, awful, unjustifiable crime and thought to yourself that that person ought to be killed? Ought to suffer, even?
I certainly have. I’m sure many of you have, aswell.
And let’s not forget that Light was the son of a police officer. Ever since he was young, he’s been exposed to stories of awful crimes, and he’s not heard very much about why people may commit those crimes. He may even have seen his father injured or hospitalised because of criminals.
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Light definitely had some psychological issues stemming from his upbringing that pushed him over the edge and caused him to go as far as he did - that’s a given. If he didn’t, it wouldn’t be an interesting read.
But at the end of the day, it’s extremely easy to see how anyone thrown into Light’s situation could slip and fall into his ideology.
Some monthly doodle requests from my Patreon page! Every month my 5$+ patrons are able to make doodle requests on a theme I decide. This month’s theme was characters you liked as a teen, hence my first ever drawing of shadow the hedgehog and axel from kingdom hearts…!!!
And Spinner could put that mean face, and do his 3-hour workouts routines every day and all that brooding attitude; but under all that cosplay gear, he was still a lil’ otaku hikikomori that probably never kissed before. You might as well help him with that.
❆ Fandom: My Hero Academia
❆ Spinner x reader
On the third day of Christmas, my true love gave to me,some slaps on a skirt-clad derriere.
You should save known better then To break Kakashi-senpai’s heart. People who break rules are trash but nasty whores who break Kakashi’s heart are worse than trash.
❆Fandom:Naruto
❆ Kakashi x reader
On the seventh day of Christmas my true love gave to me, seven minutes in a closet at the christmas party.
It’s the annual Christmas party at the lov’s hideout. The bar is full of drunk/tipsy villains. Shenanigans ensue and now you’re stuck in the closet with Compress for seven minutes where he has a few tricks up his sleeve.
❆Fandom: My Hero Academia
❆ Compress x reader
On the eighth day of Christmas, my true love gave to me,A breeder fixation to top the bunny’s heat.
Shigaraki was getting desperate. He tried different hours of the day: Right after you woke up and was still warm and soft. Before going to bed and freshly showered. Even in the middle of the night with your body pliant under him, where he could fill you time and time again and keep his seed safe with your hips propped over his own. Why aren’t you bred yet?
❆Fandom: My Hero Academia
❆ Bunny!shigaraki x reader
02th/JAN
On the ninth day of Christmas, my true love gave to me, some flogging to be naughty.
Tomura has a special gift for you and you’re so excited to find out what it is. You think it’s some delicious jello just for you to enjoy but it’s not in the way you think. Tomura wants to feed your coochie right.
❆ Fandom: My Hero Academia
❆ Shigaraki tomura x reader
On the eleventh day of Christmas, my true love gave to me, a big fat creampie on the cunny.
It was a bad idea to try and outrun Itachi Uchiha in general. But much worse to do it on an icy, snowy night and beyond a bad idea to flee into a forest. You should have known he’d be mad that you tried to run, but truthfully he’s angrier at your rejection.
❆Fandom:Naruto
❆ Itachi Uchiha x reader
We know this year has been a rough one for a lot of us, so our little group got together to do this Lil’ collab to try and bring some fun to this time of the year, and also help the ones of us who are experiencing difficulties.
Each fanfic will have the writer’s comission info or tip jar, if you enjoyed their work, feel free to help.
“I’m wearing Matsuda sunglasses, a Wooyoungmi sweater vest, 30’s woven trousers from Kissing Booth in Portland, and vintage Prada loafers from The RealReal. I wear a lot of formal and traditional menswear garments but enjoy mixing different styles and eras. I’ve worn a lot of earth tones recently, and trying to challenge myself to think outside the box.”
wrote a sort of day-in-the-life of Matsuda fic that’s kinda sad. complete with Light Yagami being, well… Light Yagami. you know how he is. that guy.
(if you decide to read, please PLEASE note the tags on the fic. it’s Light… and I wrote him like the little weasel he is– i.e. emotional manipulation up the wazoo.)
