loveleyrope:

Ifeelyou.

I’m not good at constantly messaging you or calling you to keep in touch. I don’t live in the same country as most of my close friends and family. But that doesn’t mean I forgot about you or don’t care about you anymore.

I am constantly reminded of you when I play pool, when i drink beer, when i introduce myself with the nickname you gave me, when i’m watching spirited away or pixar movies, when im high, when i see your favorite munchies, when i make guac, when i dont have anyone to do our secret handshake with, when im alone.

You are a part of my life as much as when you are by my side as when you are far away. Memories with you follow me everywhere i go, and i relive each memory everytime i remember it.

THAT is why even after a loooong ass time of not seeing each other, it still feels like we were never apart. THAT is why we are best friends.

It doesn’t matter if I don’t hear from you for a month, 6 months, or a year. The next time I see you, it would start from exactly where we left off, except we’ll have billion things to catch up to.

your best friend,
Killme Shithole (dont ask why)

I’m pitiful and lonely. Where o where art my Toucan Sam?

Is it really so terrible that I miss how you used to ruin everything?

I don’t want to be what I was before you or without you. Now all I want is to be yours.

I know these memories will haunt you, just like they’ll haunt me.

The fact that your smell will eventually wear off my sheets makes me sad.

He’s so flawed, and I’ve got it so bad.

If we get to choose our battles, then I choose you.

Don’t hold it against me, but I keep having these crazy erotic dreams about you.

Just as you’re putting you’re shirt back over you’re head, I say you look sexy. And I can’t resist the temptation to wrap my arms around you from behind and take one last taste of your body from your hips to your shoulders all while grabbing as much of your sculpted torso as I can. And that is how I want to end every night.

Oh baby, what have we done?

You don’t have the right to make me feel hopeless but sometimes I don’t have the will power to stop you.

I could’ve kissed you till my lips hurt.

I long for you.