Hello, all you beautiful people A fair warning this fic is sad…a very sad one. What MC is going through in this story is something that I have witnessed with my own loved one. It’s not easy to have someone you love battling through this but I’ve always admired the strength and courage they had. In fact anyone battling cancer is someone I admire. You are powerful and strong.
Gavin x MC
WC: 1420
Beta: Quiche
TW: mentions of blood, cancer, ambiguous mentions of mental health issues and death.
Get some tissues ready…
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MC was experiencing a severe ongoing cough; it became worse leading to her hoarse voice.
At first she dispelled Gavin’s worries with a common cold but once she started coughing blood, Gavin panicked and immediately rushed her to the hospital.
Both of them knew it was bad from the doctor’s reaction but MC tried to calm herself by forcing to remain cheerful; afraid she might crack…
Gavin was no different; he steeled his nerves for her but was terrified internally. Despite years being in the STF, nothing can prepare someone to face a situation when the love of their life’s health might be in peril.
Both of them were hoping it was not something major — not something daunting, not something that would tear their lives apart leaving them stranded at two ends of the world.
School is okay, I guess, but I always feel like I’m doing something to humiliate myself…Talked to some people on Friday, and felt like a real dolt afterwards. I just tried to read Ulysses until some jocks got to me. Then I was like “O__O Oh shit.” I’ve just kind of been going over Friday all weekend and have been going through everything I wish I wouldn’t have done, and everything I wish I would’ve done. I really just think I should keep my mouth shut and keep quiet. I mean, I already do that, but I feel like when I do speak, I just kind of act like a jackass. I’m super awkward, so I think I accidentally make people feel like it’s them when it’s definitely me. Then I’m all nice and loud and jokey and stupid and doltish. Oh my God…I’ve been playing with my pendulum here lately…I want a planchette necklace. Etsy has some lovely ones! I love resin jewelry.
In the meantime, I thank you all for actually reading my bullshit and liking/re-blogging my posts. I am happy to say I’ve finally made it past 300 followers. Thank you all, you’re all so beautiful. I appreciate you all putting up with me! ❤ ❤ ❤ Love you all. ❤ ❤ ❤
P.S.: Quick Fact: I hate Mondays and always have–even when I didn’t have school.
My first attempt at drawing a cold drink^^. Each color a different feeling. When I look at it, I get mixed feelings of “Legend of Zelda - Four Swords” (anyone else read the manga?) and “Inside Out” XD.
