Cool our power went out from a thunderstorm and our dog who always relied on her (now dead) older sister as a security blanket is fucking hyperventilating bc she doesn’t know how to regulate her own emotions. This is cool.

Its been a long time since I have done a real post and as you can see I’ve been posting photosets of some outfits I have created so i’ll start to explain why I have been doing this.

As you may know I have started a new job at my local miss selfridge store . At first i was on a four hour contract alothough I am still currently on that contract but I have been starting to do lots more overtime about 18-25 hours a week , I’m in most and in my days off I’ve been coming in to do a little extr bit on the side.

Anyway back to the photos. Our store now is trying to get more of a soical media presence on instagram espeically , so to do this i have been asked to creat outfits to send over to the main Miss selfrdige account in hopes they will get picked and make out store more known . Along with this I came up with the idea of having our own store account aswell which went down well with thearea manager and the store manager and so far two of my outfits have gotten chosen for the main account which im super pleased about . If you want to follow us its @missselfridgehighcross. I’m welcome to feedback.

So with this update i thought i would do a post about what i would tell my younger self as i feel ive come a long way since leaving uni and my teen years it kindof makes sense I think.

1. Uni isnt the be all and end all. After withdrawing from uni I thought my life was over and that i would never get a good job , where as now i look back and think if i did go uni would have i had this amazing chance of setting up and running works new instagram account which would look so good on my CV?

2.You’re best friend may not always be your best friend. And its not a bad thing. Friends will always come and go people grow apart , its like when you move jobs , you leave people behind but you know you’ll meet new people.

3. Being in you 20′s is not old.You’re 20′s are all about having fun , making memeroies , learning from mistakes. Its the time where you have no real responsabilty, houses to pay for and kids. It doesnt matter what you’re friends are doing you are a completly different person  and it doesnt matter if they are in a full time time job and youre not if you’re happy thats all that matters. Like im only in a part time job and im happy with that at the moment and if i want things to change it takes time.

4. People exaggerate the truth. We’ve all done it, making things sound better than they actually are. Obvouisly people are not going to post on social media how crap thier life is , they are only going to post the good things, You shouldnt worry if they are having a better life than you truth is they might be feeling the exact same way but they aren’t posting about it . Dont let social media put you down.

5. Say yes to every oppitunity you have . Trust me you will regret it .It hapened to me the other day when i was asked out by work to go to the pub to watch the football and now im kicking myself. This iswhy i said yes to the staff xmas party even though it will be uncomfortable for me socially .

6. Theres no such thing as perfect. Its impossiable. End of.

New profile picture, still same old me

If I take ages to reply just assume it’s some irl stuff happening, like the people I worked with on a group project didn’t keeping deadlines, disappearing for two months and then getting so offended when I ended the collaboration that one of them tried to blackmail me.

God, I love Dean Koontz.

Going through a difficult time right now; prayers, wishes, and good energy sent would be greatly appreciated. Please, people.

In short, I’m having a lot of difficulty getting access to the prescription manufacturers subsidy for the steroid inhaler that’s been keeping me alive for the past year. If I go off it, I will die of pneumonia without access to emergency health care, due to the violent anti Transmasc discrimination where I live.

So basically, I’m waiting to find out if I’m going to be allowed to live, or die, because I’m Transmasc and seen as a not valid life form and an open season civil rights target free from repercussions.

Please… “like” mark in support and send good energy and prayers… the situation is dire.

A small victory-

Remember the discriminatory hell going on from my spring water company that was destroying my credit, that went to both the better business bureau (who also discriminated against me), and then the Attorney General?

I just won, and they’ve apologized.

The situation is unstable and still being worked on, so I’m unsure if I will continue as a customer or not yet. I can tell you I’m very burned and wary, but they’re the only game in town, and Amazon isn’t a stable source for spring water in the amounts I need, especially with hurricane season approaching. Whatever is going to happen though, I’ll know in a day or so.

I am back! ♕

Oh my gosh! I’m so sorry for my leave of absence without any warning! I’ve always wanted to be real and transparent with you lovely beans, giving you my honest opinions and advice.

2018 was one of the hardest years of my life. It was a huge struggle. I had a lot of loss, physically and mentally. My Daddy and I ended up breaking up due to some very toxic things in the relationship.

I will be back to posting more often and creating lists! I’ve thought about creating a YouTube to answer questions in a go, and show off different things! It’s totally up to what you guys want from me, as a poster!

Thank you for your time and still sticking with me! I appreciate all of you more than words will ever say! Take care of yourselves first, and stay safe!

that feeling when you get kicked off of your parent’s insurance for the sin of turning 26 so you have to buy new insurance but literally no insurance provided by your pcp will cover your birth control so you have to pay for it out of pocket, which with your parent’s insurance was only $15 for a three month supply, but now with this new insurance it’s over $800 but you don’t find that out until you get to the pharmacy so naturally you break down crying right here in the CVS with a line of people behind you and you can’t even complain about it because if you even imply that you wish we had free healthcare you get labeled a fucking communist.

~*~✨ Just American Things ✨~*~

It’s been ages since I’ve been on but I wanna update!

My husband and I started a birds of prey business and it’s going well! Bought a new property with huge acreage! Will be moving there this summer c:

Our eagles are on eggs! Two!!! They should be hopefully hatching start of May. This way we can a brand new eagle to train for our educational demonstrations.

And the best part? We got a new baby for our menagerie! His name is Gaebora c:

I hope everyone is doing well and ok

❤️ Tats

I have a vulture culture question here

I have this raccoon skull in a soap bath to degrease it and I notice it’s tooth is looking really opaque. I haven’t done anything other than leave it outside to clean it off.

What’s up with that/should I be worried?

10 years with the same person can make you a better someone.

I’m glad it’s with you, nerd ❤️

I LOVED HOW TO TRAIN YOUR DRAGON 3

Thanks man

RIP Stan Lee

I will miss you. Thank you for everything

❤️

pohjanneito:

ahhh i’m breaking out in stress hives

This day has been a nightmare I got waves of panic attacks, broke out in weird hives all over my chest and arms and got a massive migraine, probably from the panic attacks and now I feel like I’m fresh out of a coma or something.

I called my parents and they’re helping me out and I love them for it so much, but the fucking humiliation of even having to ask when they’ve already done so much for me is just… well. Humiliating.

And all the ko-fi alerts and help and kindness from you guys is so overwhelming in the best way possible. I wish I had the mental energy to say something deep and eloquent to convey my level of gratitude, but the shock of everything has left me feeling so drained that I think I just need to go to bed and try again tomorrow.

ahhh i’m breaking out in stress hives

Oh yeah, I’m 19 now. Just so ya’ll know.