If anyone knows me they know I love coffee shop AU so much. I’ve even written coffee shop kalluzeb myself. But this fic was just….. *sigh* so good, and it’s recently finished! Such a fic with a great ending. Check it out!
As a lover of fanfiction and a writer myself (sometimes), I’m attempting to do some good by recommending fics that I’ve deemed well-written. I hear they’re hard to come by in this fandom (a.k.a stop wading through the pages of FFN and look for people’s recs. That’s what I’ve started doing).
There’s no pairing bias, character bias, sexuality bias, etc for this recommendation list. There’s a bit of everything that I’ve read that’s just… wonderful.
I was inspired to write this because one I love Hawks and I just needed to write something. I didn’t want my first story to be angst but I couldn’t help it.
If I’d known then what I know now, I never would’ve fallen for you. I would’ve never fallen for your charming and humorous personality. The way you healed every single bad moment with an overused pick up line or a bad joke. You always found a way to light up my world, but now my worlds gone dark. I’ve realized that not only did you bring the light, you were the light. But now that lights disappeared along with you. Now I’m stuck here, remembering what used to be. Imagining my world with the light you provided, but my imagination would never be able to recreate reality. What used to be. My world will never be brought back to its former glory. Instead of bright vivid colors it’s surrounded by dull ones. A million colors turned to two. A billion people turned to none. Feelings turned to ash. Who needs them anyway when all you feel is sorrow. An endless cycle repeating and repeating and repeating until the moment you give up. I’m trying to be brave. I’m trying to smile when there’s nothing to smile about. I’m trying to forget when all I can do is remember. Remember that you won’t be able to smile anymore. That you didn’t get to say goodbye. That I didn’t get to say goodbye. How one moment your here and another you aren’t. Everything we took for granted. The amount of time we wasted bickering and arguing when we should’ve spent it to cherish each other. Then I remember the things we used to do. Waking up in the morning right by each other’s sides. The love notes you’d leave me every single day. The silly little things you’d do to make me smile because you said I looked the best when happy. Our little dates on the rooftop of your apartment building. Our late night conversations that would last all the way to the early mornings. The way you looked at me, like I was the only person worth your attention. I miss you so much. Your good habits your bad habits I miss them all. I curse the fact that you were taken away from the world, from me. How our time together was cut short. We hadn’t even started our life together yet. When you left you took my heart with you, leaving me with a cold and empty hole yet to be filled. Although it didn’t stay like that forever. It was filled with sorrow and guilt. Maybe if I had tried harder you would still be here. Maybe if I had convinced you to stay you would still be here. Maybe if I went with you you would still be here, greeting me with a smile and a kiss on the forehead. If spending even a fraction of my life with you caused me this much hurt, I would do it. If I’d known then what I know now, I would’ve still fallen for you, my winged hero.
Sorry the spacing is a bit weird, I’m doing this on my phone and I copied and pasted it from google docs. This is kinda short and probably has a lot of mistakes but I hope you like this! If you did, please like it and ya knowwww… request something cuz I am bored and not creative.
Quantum mechanics are a series of rules that we fully don’t know about. In fact, in my curiosities towards the music box, I’ve been theorizing that the other worlds come down to this bonding of unknown conventions that humanity has yet to uncover.
Case in point: I’m here. Me and the girls /are/ here, in this world full of walking talking amphibians, and this all suggests an alternate world where evolution doesn’t happen to humans but to frogs and toads alike. Most likely. Probably. I’ve sorta placed it under an hypothesis until I can prove it myself. Whatever happens, this suggests that not only are we on a different plane of existence, but there’s a branch of quantum mechanics in place to keep the information of who we are intact despite the new precedents dictating this world.
Isn’t that exciting???
It means that the established guidelines of past geniuses haven’t been broken! And this small contraption had all the energy in the world to use those rules to smack dab us into paradise!
I’ve said it before but it’s so exciting! It’s so cool!
And I need to study more when I’ve got the chance.
Anne rubbed her eyes. There came a burn at her nose, at the bridge where her fingers met and pinched the flesh. Under the window moonlight she rubbed the spot for a long time, and didn’t hesitate to brighten her lamp until her eyes strained the front of her skull.
i would like to apologize for the lack of updates, i really would like to write as often as i used too, but i’m going to be taking a break once more.
i’m struggling with my mental health right now, and not necessarily ‘forcing’ myself to write makes me feel exhausted? but writing when i’m not in the mood just kinda wears me out.
i’d really like to focus on myself and get to a better space mentally to be able to perform at my best, or what i’ll call my best again, so thank you for understanding, i’m not really sure when i’ll be back posting, i’ll continue to run this blog, and if things change i will keep you all updated!!
ok so i haven’t been on much bc i has finals from and my graduation!!! and now i’m going to thailand for two weeks so i want to set up a queue so my blog isn’t on complete hiatus. i’ll be on when i get a chance (and wifi)
so please leave me a request:
please give me one (or more i really don’t care) of the following: -animagus form -creature -character -location (i.e. a place in hogwarts or like anything else) -a class -a rare pair (im also part of @hprarepairnet !! y'all should check it out)
i will notnotnot do any personal or oc edit! so PLEASE dO NOT send me any!!
im also thinking of making an edit of my trip to thailand if i get good pictures or inspiration:)))
Due to everyone’s overwhelming support, I will be limiting my commission availability to ONE WEEK, starting April 2nd at 12:00am EST, before closing again.
Please keep in mind that there is now a waitlist (beginning with pre-orders and ending with requests after opening) so it may take some time before I can reach out to you about your form!
My rates will also increase starting next term. I will be posting updated information when possible.
Hi! So I haven’t been posting in a loooong time. It’s mostly because of all of the toxicity on the site (there is a whole lot of it!). It’s was messing with me a little so, I’m not gonna be on as much. (I’m not leaving tho!) I’m starting a new blog, because I want to try to start a new business. I wanna see if I can get my reiki business up and running, as well as some astrology readings and basic witchcraft stuff. So I’ll be back in a bit! Please look out for that post! Tysm
wow, this has been a wild, wild journey. It’s been almost two years of me owning this account and posting my fanfictions on here. That fact is completely mind boggling to me. I can not express the immense gratitude I feel for everyone who supported me by following or liking or reblogging my posts.
In the past couple of years, my mental health was definitely going down a steep, rocky hill and writing and coming to tumblr was always my safe haven. I would spend my nights, and days, writing, to the best of my ability, out my emotions. I typed full fanfictions on my phone in the dark of night, when I was feeling down. I remember, on my family road trips, I would be sitting in the back seat, beside my sister, with the Google Docs app open, typing fanfictions to post on WattPad. My headphones always be plugged in as I worked on a new piece, music fitting my mood blasting in my ears. Honestly, I have so many precious moments of being a fanfiction writer stuck in my head that it makes me not want to do this.
Due to recent accumulation of work and stress, I haven’t been writing fanfiction. Not only that but I’ve been becoming increasingly insecure about my writing and not confident in my grammar and creativeness. With these burdens, I couldn’t help myself from writing anymore. As I read other peoples’ work, I noticed how unique, how special, their styles were. I’ve also been quite sad about my lack of mutuals, which the blame’s all on me. Since very young, I was socially discriminated for a immune system disorder that affected my appearance. This led to many confidence issues and my social abilities to be lacking.
Moreover, ever since I got rid of Instagram, I fell out of interest in Tom. I still support him, don’t get me wrong, but I just haven’t been as actively interested in his career. The past 5 years of being a dedicated fan have been a whirlwind of adventure and joy and some sadness. Becoming his fan opened my eyes to many new experiences that I will forever appreciate. I also wanted to say, TomDaya finally happened! I’m so glad those years I shipped them paid off, but I also did cut back on my shipping for reasons of respect, not that I have to cut back anymore!!!
Anyways, I wanted to say thank you to everyone who has been here for years or even just a couple hours for filling that empty hole in me and rejuvenating me into a happier being. I also wanted to thank @kelieah for trying to include me by adding me to a group chat, that I could never bring myself to join, and responding to me whenever I spoke with you.
It’s been a great almost two years, but I think it’s best for me to go on an indefinitesemi-hiatus. If I were to ever return, that’d be for a momentary spur of inspiration or for Spider-Man: No Way Home. Yet again, thank you for your support.
Signing off for now, M.
p.s.: If you ever want to talk, slip into my inbox or chat on tumblr! Otherwise, I wish you all happy lives!
I’m not sure how many active followers this account still has, but if you’re reading this hi! Sorry for being so inactive for the past… year? Two years?
To cut a long story short, I’ve decided to get back into digital art. I really miss how fun and low-stakes it is, how much freedom I have with it to just mess around. I’ve been at art school for the past couple of years and I really like it but sometimes being serious about art all the time is so draining! I need an outlet to just play with art again, and Tumblr has hidden the majority of the stuff I’ve posted since the NSFW ban (despite not posting nsfw…) which I really just can’t be bothered about so I figure moving to a platform where digital art has flourished since then would be for the best. So I’ve made myself a twitter account, @cemicx on twitter.
I’d really appreciate a follow from you guys, so far I’ve only uploaded one pic but I’m looking forward to making much more! As an incentive, I’m going to offer to do a little gift piece for my first ten followers :) so follow me and I’ll DM you to ask you what you’d like me to draw for you!
Thanks for reading if you did and I’m really hoping to be able to see some of you over at twitter :)
