#pondering
HOLY SHIT. Imagine if they had tiny tiny whales that fitted in your fishtank and you had uber-pygmy whales that looked just like a scaled down version of the real thing and had tiny little blow holes and did little tail slaps and breaches and holy crap that would be amazing.
What started off as a simple hunt to find a bit of fun, silly fluff on the telly turned into a big confusing tangle of thoughts.
Ran outta feel-good shows to watch, Burn Notice, Leverage, The Good Place & its ilk, were some of the recent feel good shows I really enjoyed. People were flawed n tried to fix their crap, n were more forgiving to others who screwed up as well.
Do like flicks with violence, not against them, but think the bar for what’s age-appropriate has slipped, n by quite a bit.
Or maybe it’s never been raised as high as it should be.
Tried watching shows appropriate for the age 14 group, cuz that’s gotta be nicer, right? Nope. Also, felt a bit like an old fart thinking things like “Dang, the mouth on that kid, Mm-mm, n Back in my day we’d have gotten The Spoon at the very least!”.
The worst was the realization of Oh man, I’m too old to be watching all these children constantly making out n not feel like a pervy granny.
Likely wouldn’t have thought too much about it, but an article popped up in the news feed that caused the distraction digging. Really despise laundry, n even now justifying my avoidance of chorin’ by pretending this nonsensical thought process matters enough to write down….
From one story to another, to reading about the supposed unwanted booby bounce from the actress in ‘Justice League’, to how 'Cuties’ made kids too sexy, n the like. For those dedicated procrastinators, you know how far down those rabbit holes one is willing to go to avoid the doing!
Thinking back to stories of actors kissing underaged humans, n the controversies, but it’s cool now, they fixed it now right? They just get kids to kiss kids so it’s less awkward.
Feel like I should mention me ADHD 'superpowers’, n the ability to make connections where no correlation had ever gone before! Mayhap even a wee bit of insanity, or more than a touch.
Presuming truth, n if not, other actors/esses have experienced the like at some point I’m sure, but if she such a hard time refusing the expectation that you have perform a sexual act as an adult, then how do child actors deal with it? Or are they all adult body doubles doing the groping?
Cuz, like, I’m sure it’s no pressure, none at all, they’ll just find someone else who will if you won’t.
Especially if the kid has parents who want a famous kid. Or the parents are just daffy, or inexperienced, or too afraid to say no themselves? How can that kid really make a good choice, with their real best interests at heart?
How many retakes before others start wondering if something is just not, quite, right? Does anyone speak up if they feel any concerns, or just remain silent?
With all the adults in the business speaking about their own abuses experienced, kinda sad the focus hasn’t been placed on ensuring the safety for the most vulnerable in Hollywood.
Wonder if it’s possible to have a problem with color perception rather than being color blind? If tis one n the same, apologies for another derpes flare-up of the brain.
Didn’t realize until later in life that I don’t see colors the same as others, and likely explains the ribbing for some of me fashion choices back in the day, and finding in hindsight I might actually not have ‘matched’. Oopsy doopsy!
Yet, it’s not true blindness cuz I can see other shades of greens n blues n sometimes purple gets me too.
Sometimes a things just not green 'enough’(?) n just looks grey. Or, sometimes it just looks blue n the green is gone, n sometimes purple turns a kinda dark blue when against light blue…
When held n compared against the true version of the color, it doesn’t change color per se, but it’s like I can see the 'vibrations’? (Words n explanations are hard) are off, but still can’t always see the real color, or the missing color show up…
Not sure I ever noticed certain colors when next to one another looking 'wrong’ before it was pointed out that even wenches can be colorblind-ish too. So, that part could be just cuz I’ve identified those items I just now ask others to double-check me.
Rusty witnesses
of
bygone days
- adults
wait do you think dracula wears gloves when he’s cooking or does his palm hair just get covered in food ☹️
SHE IS FIRE
I am no longer waiting for a special occasion;
I burn the best candles on ordinary days.
I am no longer waiting for the house to be clean;
I fill it with people who understand that even dust is sacred.
I am no longer waiting for everyone to understand me; It’s just not their task
I am no longer waiting for the perfect children;
my children have their own names that burn as brightly as any star.
I am no longer waiting for the other shoe to drop;
It already did, and I survived.
I am no longer waiting for the time to be right;
the time is always now.
I am no longer waiting for the mate who will complete me;
I am grateful to be so warmly, tenderly held.
I am no longer waiting for a quiet moment;
my heart can be stilled whenever it is called.
I am no longer waiting for the world to be at peace;
I unclench my grasp and breathe peace in and out.
I am no longer waiting to do something great;
being awake to carry my grain of sand is enough.
I am no longer waiting to be recognized;
I know that I dance in a holy circle.
I am no longer waiting for forgiveness.
I believe, I believe.
― Mary Anne Perrone
Photo by Philippe Vogelenzang Photography
Pondering my Orb
I can’t stop thinking of Oikawa being in ballet, it’s just something I feel like he’d definitely do and try to master the craft
Huh - Knuckles’ presence in Thanos’ family should actually alter the Gamora+Nebula dynamic at least slightly.
No-Shave November would be more impressive if it was better utilized by girls who always shave such as all their pubic hairs, or perhaps normally shave their armpits all the time. Maybe even legs, but for some reason that doesn’t seem as monumental as the pubic hair would be for most people.
Now I feel like people are going to read this and not know who I am and take it the wrong way and be like, “this bitch is mad stupid, why she hatin’ on body hair!"
I should have made an addendum about my own pubics or something.
Or said that it would be hella monumental for *me* to not shave my armpits because I let that shit go for two days and it gets really irritating. Sandpaper armpits. Can’t deal with it.
Walstrom House, California (1969) by John Lautner
I looked at this image from top to bottom and thought, “wow what a beautiful hou- what an extremely unfortunate electric stove with no hood vent."
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No-Shave November would be more impressive if it was better utilized by girls who always shave such as all their pubic hairs, or perhaps normally shave their armpits all the time. Maybe even legs, but for some reason that doesn’t seem as monumental as the pubic hair would be for most people.
May be deleting this blog. It’s been a long run - and I appreciate everything anyone has done towards here. But I haven’t done anything for the blog in a while. I’ve been sitting on it, unmotivated. And sadly I have moved on being a good fan of league.
I hardly play it myself anyways.
This is just a warning that I will probably delete. I do not provide much content anymore, and there are many users on this site that still do. I highly recommend you guys seek them out, find your new muse.
As my muse for here has left, and I don’t see it coming back.
I’ve been here since 2015… That’s a while.
I often ask myself if I see the same thing coming.
I’ve been on this blog for 9 years.
I love League of Legends, but as I’ve gotten older I’ve become less involved in the blogging community, and more involved in other creative areas of my life. I check this blog every day, but the less I have to offer it the more it makes me sad. I don’t think I would ever get rid of this page or it’s history, especially to hang onto those connections and friendships made along the way, but yeah-
It’s crazy getting older, would not recommend
