#sam uley

Series description: A new job was what the reason you found yourself on a lonely roadtrip on the western coast, ending up in the woods of Olympian Peninsula. Yet a sudden car malfuction was what cause your unplanned stay in Forks. To your surprise, there was a lot of sinister things going on under the veil of fog.

Part summary: The secret was finally out - many questions were about to be answered. Yet no-one said it will be enjoyable for either of you. 

A/N: Okay, I am 100% positive that Seth would believe there’s something wrong with Jacob before realizing that she just means the wolf thing (IT’S JUST A WOLF THING). Also, I am sorry (not sorry) for the lenght of this part, but I got a bit carried away.

Tagging:@missdictatorme​

Word count: 5.5 K

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The wolf turned around to look at what caused the loud thud behind him. His blood froze in his veins when he realized what was he looking at - you’ve been laying on the damp, hard, and ice-cold ground. He could smell it in the next second - the iron-like, dry smell in the air. The vampires would most likely describe the smell as sweet, just lovely - yet Jacob’s stomach was turning upside down as he felt it. No - you didn’t hit your head so bad you’d be bleeding out. There was just a small amount of blood dripping out of a small wound on your forehead, the drops were slowly soaking into the soil. Jacob wasn’t panicking, he was just surprised to find you there - you were just fine, your breath didn’t even hitch, he could still feel the warmth coming out of you, your heart was beating steadily. Don’t worry, you were just fine.

But Seth, who saw the view through Jacob’s eyes, started to panic at the sight of your unconsciousness - while Jake found the expression very funny, the boy started to freak out. - ’Jacob, help her, why are you staring at her?!’ - Seth cried out to both Jake and Quil’s heads, he wasn’t sure about what was happening. - ’Jacob can’t change back now, Seth. She’s bleeding a bit, what if the leeches will smell it?’ - At that, Seth breathed out; Jacob and Quil felt the decision Seth made the very moment the boy realized it himself. In the next moment, he was running to meet Jacob just to help him. - ’Seth, don’t leave your position!’ - At the same time, Quil took a deep breath and howled loudly for the others to know something had happened.

The members of Sam’s pack and Jacob’s pack couldn’t hear on the same wave - only Jacob and Sam themselves could communicate. Every time something unexpected happened, a member of either pack howled and changed into their human form to describe the issue. It was extremely time consuming and also a bit exhausting, but they didn’t have a better solution.

It was too late for Quil to stop Seth from running your way. Jacob’s bitterness could be felt in the mental web, yet he didn’t tell a word - he just watched the perimeter, ran around, and made sure that any of the bloodsuckers was after you. While Seth was on his way and Jake already looked around, he started to move you around. If you’d be awake, he knew you’d freak out - his teeth bit on the cap of his raincoat as he dragged you closer to the garage, not having a problem with lifting you. The tops of your feet were sometimes touching the ground as Jacob scampered around in the direction of Forks. Thank God, you were barely a minute away when taken from a wolf’s point of view.

Suddenly, Jacob couldn’t tell what Seth was thinking, neither he could see what Seth was seeing - which meant just that Seth was close. And soon, the huge animal turned its head at him. It was looking quite funny, seeing Jacob running around with you hanging out of his mouth… Without a context, it would sure make Seth laugh hard. - “Hey, Jake.” - Seth mumbled and tried to flatten you inside his arms. - “Let go of the cap, I have her. Jacob. She won’t fall to the ground. She’s breathing… I can hear her heartbeat. It seemed that she did something to her brain for a moment.” - And there Seth was, rambling about a ton of stuff that meant… Nothing.

If he’d stop himself from acting up, just for a second, he’d know that you were alive the whole time. Jacob heard you breathing and your heart beating… Before Seth brought it up. And seeing the way the wolf was staring at Seth, the boy immediately knew he did something wrong. But Seth didn’t care at all - he just moved your body in his arms a bit, smiling at you. - “Don’t worry. I’ll stay here and make sure Y/N’s good, okay?” - The sunshine boy grinned at Jacob. - “Maybe some of them will appear here… They’ve been here before and now, there’s the stench of blood in the air.” - Slowly, Seth walked backward to the door leading inside the house, letting Jacob disappear between the trees.

Seth has done just like he told Jacob he would - the boy made sure to tug you into the big, super-warm blanket after taking the coat and boots off. Like a nurse, he cleaned your forehead with disinfection, taping it together with white medical tape. While happily strolling around the flat, Seth turned on some of the heating, made sure the place will be ventilated, and… Because Seth was Seth, when there was nothing left to do, he started to clean around - doing the laundry, folding clothes… When Seth was done and looked around the place with a satisfied smile, you wouldn’t know that you were at this place before.

Jacob… He was a messy person. He was one. The whole flat was the perfect reflection of said behavior. And you weren’t there to change that - most of the time, you even weren’t inside the flat, for the love of God - at least, he was doing the dishes and his bathroom was tidied up and smelled very nice. It was all you could ask from a person who had offered you a stay at their place in exchange for buying the food. Yet after Seth spending an hour there, the flat turned into a place you hadn’t seen before - the boy swept both the dust and the floors, he tidied the sofa from all of the dry soil and carefully re-arranger a fluffy blanket over it so it would be looking presentable. When Seth was done with the flat, he made sure the door to the guest room is opened, just before he sat down to watch some TV. He made sure to listen to the rhythm of your breath - before he fell asleep himself. The boy had an undoubted skill of falling asleep everywhere and anytime, snoring almost unison with how you breathed. The boy was a light sleeper, he’d sure wake up if he’d heard something he would not perceive as ‘normal’. Just like when you started to stretch in the bed, growling unpleasantly.

The dream you had was… Fucking crazy. You dreamed about walking to the woods behind Jacob, following him around. At one point, the man stopped - you did so too, watching him, hidden behind a tree. You remembered that in your dream, it was raining and it was pretty darn cold. Your breath hitched as you watched Jacob falling on his knees, grunting in pain. And then he turned into a fucking wolf. Into a huge, unnatural wolf. Jacob was nowhere to be seen. With that, you woke up - just as your head hit a root which was peeking out of the ground.

Your breath was above normal rhythm as you sat up and looked around to understand where you were. Fuck. You were just in your bad and this was just a bad dream. Jacob was most likely on his late-night walk and you fell asleep instead of following him. There was something wrong with your blood pressure because the room was gently smudged in your peripheral vision and it was shaking a bit. The colors weren’t right either. And why was the pillow full of dirt?

Trying to shake the strange headache, you gently smoothed your temple, just to hiss at the feeling. Fuck. Your head hurt as if someone took you out with a damn frying pan. Was this Jacob’s found? Without a problem with recognizing the material, you brushed over pieces of medical tape with your fingertips, wondering at what the hell had happened. You didn’t remember hitting your head anywhere, this didn’t make sense. Or, maybe, the dream…

“Hey, there!” - A young boy exclaimed in a happy tone. He was standing in the doorframe, shirtless, having a grin on his face. Who on Earth was this? And why wasn’t he properly dressed for the cold weather? There was a strange tattoo on his shoulder and… He wasn’t wearing any boots. Yet his feet, when compared to Jacob’s, were nicely clean. - “Nice to see you up and well. Name’s Seth, I volunteered to take care of you while Jake’s off.” - Without any further explanation, he offered you his palm. Confusedly, you held it in yours while the boy did the shaking. - “I have two simple questions. Why aren’t you wearing a reasonable amount of clothes and why is there tape on my forehead?” - Seth was kind of surprised when you didn’t ask something like 'also, why did Jake turn into a huge ass animal in front of my very eyes?’. Either you didn’t connect the dots yet, or you knew something about all of this.

“Oh, sorry. I’ll borrow a shirt if it makes you uncomfortable,” - Seth smiled even more widely than before, disappearing for a bit before he put on an old, flannel shirt he borrowed from Jacob’s closet. It didn’t even cross his mind that he’s not properly dressed. Most of the La Push boys just walked around shirtless for the most part. It was kinda nice to talk to someone… Normal. - “But my physical temperature is a bit higher than yours. I won’t get cold… And I don’t feel cold. I haven’t felt cold for the last couple of years.” - Seth explained to you as if you were supposed to know what the hell he’s talking about. Most of his friends were used to his happy ramblings, but you weren’t local. Seth was a stranger to you - and for the dearest God, you didn’t know what was his point. - “And the medical tape? Oh, don’t worry, I cleaned the blood and the wound first. It was a horror to get it out of your hair, I tell you that. I was worried that I might just… You know… Tear some hair off your scalp. Jake neither would be too happy about that.” - Tearing hair off your hair? What was the boy on about? You were just as confused as before the boy started answering your questions. Maybe even a bit more.

Even though he answered both the questions, he hadn’t told you anything. Maybe he was being dodgy, maybe he just really didn’t know he’s rambling about nonsense. Honestly, you couldn’t tell. - “I was bleeding?” - “Well, not like bleeding… It was a few drops here and there, but it stuck around the wound and then it kinda dripped down your face.” - Seth answered with an honest smile. Okay, so he just wasn’t aware of misleading you even more, cool. Now you knew. - “And I hurt myself… Or..?” - You needed to be more direct with the questions to get a proper answer out of the boy. - “Oh, yeah, you fainted in the woods and fell on a root, that’s what happened.” - Oh, so that was why the dirt was in the bed. And why your forehead was taped together carefully. Sure. And that also meant…

Seth could heart your heartbeat picking up and your breath getting irregular as you realized something. Suddenly, your hormonal balance had changed as your body started to sweat. You were stressed. And also, this was the reaction you should show before. - “Seth, you need to help me.” - You mumbled, climbing out of the bed. The room suddenly spun around and you barely stood on your feet - the boy’s arms caught you and he carefully helped you stand straight. - “At first, I thought that Jacob is a killer. Don’t ask me why I just got that vibe.” - What the hell were you now on about? Seth watched you packing your stuff in a state of total panic, you were running around the room, picking every piece of clothing you could find. You didn’t care what will you leave there, you needed to run away as soon as possible. - “A killer?” - The boy answered with confusion - suddenly, you pushed all the clothes you found into his arms, picking up the rest. Where was the bag, goddamnit?

“But it’s worse, much, much, MUCH worse.” - “It is?” - He asked back and for a moment, you managed to get him distressed as well. Seth was one of the people you shouldn’t be having this type of conversation with at all. Even if Seth knew about every thought that ever went through Jacob’s brain, he was now on the same ship of panic as you. - “What is he, then?” - “Trust me, if I’d tell, you’d think I’m crazy. And we don’t want that. I’ll take you out of there with me, what do you say? We can… We can try to ring at Charlie? Jacob always leaves his keys in the car, so the tow truck is a fairly good chance.” - Your brain started to put together a situation. The chaos was too much for both of you - for a moment, Seth was thinking about actually escaping with you from the menace that Jake was supposed to be in your eyes. - “He can… He can… He can…” - Slowly, you looked him in the eyes, trying to get the words out. The boy was hanging on your lips with his eyes, curious to hear about what the hell Jacob was. - “He can turn into a wolf. I saw that with my eyes and I swear I’m not crazy. You need to trust me on this, Seth.” - At that moment, every sign of suspense in Seth’s face faded away as a grin replaced it. Oh, okay, so this was the late response Seth was expecting when you’ve woken up. - “What are you grinning at? I didn’t lose my marbles! We need to go, now! Or he comes back, turns into that… That animal and tears us apart!”

“I know you’re not crazy.” - Seth whispered carefully, which made you stop for a moment as you looked into his face, searching for hints of sarcasm or something like that. You thought that maybe, Seth will tell you that you hit your head too badly or something like that. - “And I know that… Because I can do that too.” - What was he saying? Was he also walking to the woods in the late night, turning himself into an animal at will? That couldn’t be… Again, the room around you spun - one time, two times, three times… The third time, you’ve been already laying on the bed, passed out. The man let you lay there for a second as he put your clothes back in place. This time, you’ve been quicker to wake up.

It didn’t take you even five minutes to gain consciousness and this time, you did not doubt in your mind about what happened. As soon as you heard someone standing next to the bed, your eyes flew open as you gathered to stand up on the bed, trying to get away from Seth, who was standing there with a glass of water and a small smile. One of your hands rose high to keep Seth away from you, but the boy wasn’t on planning at all. - “If you’ll come just a step closer, I am going to scream.” - Yeah, who would hear that? It was your last defense. Your phone was in the raincoat you’ve borrowed from Jacob, Seth was standing next to the door and… You could still jump out of the window, but it was pretty high, to be honest. You could hurt yourself pretty bad if you’d be considering jumping out and you would not run too far if you’d break your leg. - “Be careful and reasonable, come on. You hurt your head pretty bad.” - The boy seemed to be nice, yet it could easily just a mascarade. Just when he mentioned your head, the whole room spun and you had to support yourself by putting your palm against the wall.

Jumping out of the window suddenly seemed like an even worse idea than before. - “I think you might have a concussion, so, can you just sit down?” - Seth stepped forward and in response to that, you started to wave your hands around more wildly than before. The boy grunted in frustration, rolling his eyes back. For the most part, you’ve been acting like the child out of you two. After calculating the situation once more, you told yourself it might be better to co-operate. For now. Until you get a better view of the flat door. Just as you were climbing down the bed, the room spun again. Great, so now, you had a fairground amusement just from walking around. - “Will you let me go?” - You asked quietly once you’ve given up on any resistance. Without any further theatrics, you took the glass from Seth and even the painkiller coming with it.

“It’s not safe out there… Listen, no-one’s holding you here against your will, but it wouldn’t be smart to leave now.” - That was all he could say without giving away too much. Seth couldn’t just straight away tell you that most probably, you’re on the vampire menu now and that they will have a hard time trying to get you out of that trouble. Not like he couldn’t talk about it, he just didn’t want to give you more reason to go into a full tantrum. - “Why? Are there wolves in the woods?” - You grinned at your own, not-so-funny joke. It didn’t make Seth even smile. - “There’s something… Different out there. So, please, just don’t do anything unplanned, dumb, or dangerous. Jake wouldn’t thank me if you’d just do a bunk.” - “He asked you to keep an eye for me?” - Then, there was the question if Jacob just wanted to keep you in the flat or if something was lurking in the woods for real. Both answers sounded more or less probable to you.

“Well… Not entirely, I volunteered to be here. I would be grateful if you’d just… Tried not to do anything crazy. Jacob should be back by six, he decided to do a longer one today.” - And with that, Seth let you be with your thoughts alone, which was worse than when he stuck around and stared you down like a baby, that was dangerous to everyone. After the conversation ended, he was highly reluctant to tell you any information - he kept telling you that Jacob should be the one talking you through it when he was the one you’ve seen… Doing it. Not even when you circled a different conversation back to the topic - Seth was smarter than just giving you what you wanted.

In the meantime, you’ve cooked something for yourself and Seth, you even went as far as to let something for Jacob as well. Precisely at six o'clock, Seth’s head turned in the direction of the forest as he got up from the couch and simply… Disappeared. You could hear a long, painful howl, but you couldn’t bring yourself to move. You just closed all of the windows and curtains, hiding under your blanket on the couch. The whole time, you’ve been watching some animal planet, until you simply fell asleep. It was Sunday and the garage would’ve been closed anyway. After some super-long document about mantises, you’ve fallen asleep - in that state, any danger was lurking behind the windows and you’ve been safe, laying on the couch.

Jacob came home late that day - Seth was nowhere to be found, which was understandable. Sam has found one of the vampires and tried to catch it… Embry, of course, ran after Sam to support him - yet the leech, it was a man this time, was quicker than them and broke Embry’s leg. Embry, being the fighter he was, twitched the man’s palm. That sure as hell won’t make the bloodsuckers happy. The palm was now burned to ashes, yet it was almost 100% sure that the vampires will come for their revenge soon. And honestly, instead of talking to you, he slept under the trees, in the cold outside, just to make sure the confrontation will wait for a bit.

As a means of reconciliation, Jacob brought you some take-out from the steak, just like you talked about it - and there was a momentary relief when he found you dead asleep while watching a David Attenborough documentary about ants. All it took was to wait for a bit - and while you slept, he decided to work on your car again. The sooner it would be done, the sooner you could leave the town. It wasn’t too hard for you to understand Jacob was back and working again - the noise was undeniable. You crept behind him, your face was colorless and you didn’t feel good at all while doing it… But you two needed to talk - the sooner, the better.

“Good to see that you’re… Human again.” - You could hear him freak out under the car - his forehead banged the chassis with a loud bang and after a moment, Jacob rolled out with a violet bruise above his eye. - “I didn’t know you were spying on me.” - “You’re doing weird, suspicious stuff and expect it to go unnoticed? No way in hell.” - At this accusation, Jacob put his arms crossed over his chest, sending a raster nasty gaze. - “If I remember correctly, I’m not the one who thinks I am a serial killer and I don’t stalk you when you want to be alone.” - For a moment, you were opening and closing your mouth, trying to figure out some kind of an answer. Yet solid got a solid argument. - “I’m sorry, but you have more than six feet, you’re not a very nice person and sometimes, you’re kind of weird. I thought you were a serial killer and it turns out you can turn into a wolf! That’s some Harry Potter shit right here, come on. I don’t know which one’s worse.” - “Like you aren’t. Who meets  someone for the first time and immediately goes 'That guy will kill me the first chance he gets’?” - “I’m just paranoid!” - You exclaimed all over the garage and looked Jacob in the eyes. Heavy rain started outside as you stared each other down. The silence was intense.

“I suppose you’d like to know more… About what you’ve seen, huh? Now you’ve seen it, there’s no point in hiding things.” - Jacob sighed as he wiped his dirty hands in a rug, his expression and stare were blank. - “Yeah, that would be nice.” - A similar blank sigh left your lips. When you were on your way up, you’ve picked up some of the papers declaring all the gigs he had done, since you’ve been mistreating your work in the last couple of days. The man left the TV play while he heated the food he brought from the steakhouse, putting it on the small table in his living room/kitchen. Your eyes sometimes slipped to a documentary about lions and their prey as you chewed on the food. It took Jacob quite some time to start the conversation. - “So, what are you interested in? I mean… Regarding the wolf things?” - “That’s what you call it?” - You fired back instantly, not even looking away from the TV. The food was tasty - it would’ve been even better if you’d just eat it right after Jacob brought it.

“Yeah, that’s how we call it. I thought you’ve been dying to know more.” - It was a subtle callout, yet it didn’t make you even furrow. - “If Seth had told you so, he had been lying like a pre-schooler. You shouldn’t be trusting that boy.” - Once again, your eyes had barely left the TV screen. A small sting of the past had stabbed him close to his heart as he remembered how… She was eager to learn everything. Your attitude to the unknown was more Charlie-like: the less you knew, the better. - “Okay, okay, okay.” - With that, you looked at him. - “How comes that you’re a werewolf?” - Suddenly, you were staring him down like an eager interview. And you were saying that Jacob was the one with a split personality disorder?

“That’s a start. We were born with it…” - “You and Seth? He told me he can do this tomfoolery as well.” - “Not only me and that boy. There are around fifteen werewolves in La Push and Forks now. I can’t tell since I’ve separated from the other pack a long time ago.” - The man was talking while eating, so you had slight trouble understanding everything he had to say. - “That’s quite a number. Everyone’s as big as you or..?” - “No. Most of them are smaller.” - For a moment, you’ve been just eating. - “Are you going to hurt me? Or other people? Or… What does a normal wolf do in these woods? This town, no offense, doesn’t look like a place where shit would be going down.” - Now, it was Jacob, who looked away from you for a second.

This was his chance to repent, to show you that he isn’t the killer you thought the whole darn time. But… Should he tell you about vampires? He knew how paranoid you were. Knowing about the unnatural situation Forks found itself in might won’t do the best for you. On the other hand… Maybe you’d finally believe something is happening and therefore, you wouldn’t try to escape. Seth showed the whole pack how did the night at Jake’s looked like making the others laugh uncontrollably, Maybe, you would finally believe that he’s not that insane. - “We would never hurt people… Voluntarily. That’s not what the Protectors are here for,” - “You call yourself the Protectors? What?!” - At that, you started to laugh. It was so loud that Jacob widened his eyes in surprise. - “What kind of boyband name is that? Holy fuck!” - You got out of yourself whilst crying from laughing so hard.

Jacob was looking at you the whole time, waiting for you to stop laughing - but in the end, you’ve been laughing so long that it made him smile as well. - “It’s a name Sam came up with. You’ll get used to it, eventually.” - “So, Sam’s a member of your boyband?” - At that, Jacob rose is eyebrows as he thought of the answer, but right after that, he shook his head. - “No. He’s the leader of the other pack. I have one and he has one.” - “But what are you protecting this sleepy town from? From having fun? From sunny weather? From warm days?” - Sure, now, you were joking, but something in his face told you to take it just a bit more seriously. There was this… Blank, subtle flame inside his eyes as his expression went flat again. - “The cold ones.” - Jacob said. At first, you thought that he might be joking - but… He turned into a huge animal in front of your very eyes. Maybe, just maybe, he wasn’t making things up. - “Will you tell me who are the cold ones? Never heard of them.”

“You’re wrong. You already heard of them, everyone did. Bram Stoker did, the movie directors did… Let it go through your head. Who’s werewolf’s natural enemy, hm?” - You did know which mythical creature Jacob was talking about, but come on - it felt so dumb to say it out loud. A smile slowly crept on your face as you grinned - rather than answering, you’ve been concentrated on stabbing your steak with a fork. - “I know you know who am I talking about…” - Jacob whispered as if he was just asking you not to sit there in silence. - “The thing in the woods, the one chasing me… That wasn’t a mountain lion, was it? The cats don’t jump that high up on a tree. It was a cold one.” - Dear Lord, you refused to say the word 'vampire’ out loud. It felt stupid to even thinking of that. Inside your mind, you’ve been saying the word again, again, and again, but your mouth couldn’t make the sound because of its utter stupidity. - “That was why you let me drive to Charlie, wasn’t it? And then to La Push. Does he know?” - “Bits and pieces here and there. The less he knows, the better.” - Jacob admitted quietly. That was why Charlie told you to call him as soon as something would be happening.

“And La Push? I don’t believe that Charlie Swan, the police chief, is some secret… Vam-pi-re slayer.” - Ugh, the word didn’t want to leave your mouth on its own, goddammit. - “I was born in La Push. You can call it werewolves’ natural habit because most of us are the children of mythical, legendary Quileute chiefs, who could turn into their spirit animals… And then to wolves.” - “Wow. But why was I meant to go there?” - You asked again. Oh, you didn’t catch what Jacob was saying… Never mind. - “It’s the smell. It’s the strongest in that location, quite literally soaked in it because we live there.” - “The smell?” - With that, you took in a huge load of air to your lungs, smelling only the freshly cooked food. It hadn’t done anything to you, but it made Jacob relax a bit more. - “Our smell, not yours. To a leech, the wolves smell like… A wet dog. But for them, it’s almost unbearable. They can stay in our company only if they are a bit used to it.” - “And what about them? Can you… Smell the cold ones too?” - And this was the moment Jacob understood you’ve been wrapped inside the conversation and its topic.

“Yes, naturally. It’s like… Damn rotten tomato. It’s so sweet, but it smells like a burnt body at the same time.” - “Do I smell like that?” - It was a genuine question in combination with a genuine tone which made Jacob roar with laughter now. - “Of course you don’t smell like that. You’re human. Dear Lord.” - Once again, you took in some smell and smiled at the man. - “Well, you don’t smell like wet dog to me either… I can smell a bit of soil, something woody… A bit of orange… And sweat and oil. You need a shower, man.” - “Flowers and something sweet. But your smell is nice.” - Jacob answered immediately, now he was looking at the TV screen. Suddenly, he was the one stabbing his mashed potatoes with a nervous expression. Of course, he smelled your scent, hell, the workshop and the flat, especially the bathroom, and the guest’s room were full of you. Literally.

“Thanks, I guess. So… Tell me more about the wolf thing, will you?” - It didn’t seem that you’re scared when you smiled at the man, cutting another bite from your steak. Honestly, you’ve spent a few hours sitting at the table, just talking about the werewolves. Jake told you some of their legends, why did they turn, what did even mean to be a werewolf. - “And are all the cold ones bad? I mean, do you have to kill all of them? I think…” - A quick growl escaped your lips. - “I think I know they did something to Bella.” - At the sound of her name, Jacob visibly stiffened and for a moment, it seemed that the conversation was over. - “No. Some of them try not to kill humans. Like the Cullens.” - The man muttered out the name with the biggest amount of self-denial you’ve ever seen on anyone. - “They’re what happened to Bella. And don’t bring her up ever again, I don’t want to talk about her.”

“But the ones that are in the woods now… They are bad, right?” - You changed the topic quickly. So… Bella became a vampire? Was she now hanging from the ceiling, did she have fangs? Was that why they broke up? Was the man on the photo also a vampire? And the small girl, presumably their daughter, who the hell was she? - “They are bad, yes, that’s all you need to know.” - But that wasn’t everything. And you weren’t stupid to figure it out on your own. The bad vampires were hunting you, they knew you were a human… Which meant that they won’t let you be until you’d leave Forks… Maybe not even after that. They will try to harm you, and not only you - they won’t stop until the wolves will kill them.

Now, you understood that the wolves weren’t bad as it seemed at first sight. But you still needed to get used to the idea that person with whom you’ve been sharing your living place for some time now was a mythical creature. You wanted to know more… As you thought about it, you started to bite your lip, which made Jacob look at you once more. - “Something else on your mind?” - It made you jump on your chair as you got back to reality. - “Yes… Do you think you could… You could show me what happened again?”

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I’m gonna need y’all to go back into your twilight phase and start writing more fanfic >:| I’m tired of reading stuff that was updated 2 years ago and still having hope that a new update will come out soon… plz

I need the same confidence that I had when I was younger thinking that I was Sam uleys daughter. You literally could not get me off my high horse my god complex was so out of this world oh my god… “oh your dads a technician? My dad is a alpha werewolf that fights vampires for a living ” can you imagine being EIGHT and having another EIGHT year old tell you that

To those bitches that have the Twilight Breaking Dawn Part 1 Collector’s Wedding Flower Numbered DVD Gift Set ( yes I copied and paste that and what about it) just sleep with one eye open because I’m robbing you

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Embry Call x Reader

Sorry I took foreveerrrrrrr! I don’t come here as often anymore because school takes a lot of my time, but I hope you guys like it!

Warning: a bit of smut (you can skip it)

Part 1: https://je-suis-la-wolf-girl.tumblr.com/post/184789841559/shame-01

Part 2: https://je-suis-la-wolf-girl.tumblr.com/post/184837660929/shame-02-embry-call-x-reader-original-part

Part 3: https://je-suis-la-wolf-girl.tumblr.com/post/186387537024/shame-03

—–

‘Great way of making him think you’re not easy, dumbass!’, you told yourself while kissing him. Either way, you didn’t regret it.

You slowly pulled away from him. Your cheeks felt like they were burning and your stomach too. You felt something you never felt before. Not even your ex-boyfriend made you feel that way. Being thirsty for him were the right words to use.

Embry’s hands were still on your waist, while his eyes were looking at your lips. You slowly put your hand on his cheek, making him look at you. You stared at each other for a few seconds before smashing your lips together. The kiss got intense in just a few seconds. You took your hand off his cheek to put both of your hands underneath his shirt. Your hands were going up to his chest. His abs were hard; he was also so warm and you loved it.

Embry suppressed a moan before pulling away, he took your hand and started walking in a different direction from school.

“Wait, where are you taking me?”, you asked him.

“My house.”, he replied. You could tell by the way he looked at you that you had turned him on.

“No! I got a curfew and I do not want to get locked out!”

Embry sighed, then a few seconds later, smiled. It seemed like an idea came up to him.

“I got you. We’re going to school, but you just have to promise me one thing.”

“What?”, you asked as you got closer to him.

“Don’t scream.”

You smirked as you ran to school with him. Once you got inside the school, Embry took you to a classroom near a small hallway. You didn’t know how he knew it was open, but you didn’t question him. All you wanted was him.

You got into the classroom before him, then he closed the door without turning the lights on. It was an art class. You could tell because of a few costumes that were on a box. There was a small purple couch between the board and the teacher’s desk. There were also a few tables and a tall white lamp. Embry grabbed you by the waist and turned you around to face him. His lips quickly went on your neck and you immediately grabbed his hair. His left hand went down to the edge of your pants before he slid them underneath your panties. You let out a moan as he started to make small circles on your clitoris. You bite down on your lips before you pushed him away and took off your shirt. He smiled before taking off his top, revealing his perfectly sculptured chest and abs.

You turned around, and slowly took off you pants. As you were about to turn around, you felt Embry’s chest against your back; you didn’t know how fast he did it, but his boxers were already off him. His lips were on your shoulder, while his hands were slowly pulling down your panties.

After that, everything happened so quick. You woke up the next day, laying down on the small couch. You had your clothes on. You sighed when you noticed that Embry wasn’t next to you, but  flashbacks of last night made you feel alive and happy. You smiled to yourself as your right hand touched your neck.

You got up, put your hair in a bun and walked out of the class. You quietly made your way to your “room”. Y/B/N wasn’t there. You shrugged before taking a few things to go shower. As you got out of the classroom, your best friend scared you to death by showing up out of nowhere.

“Damn Y/B/N! You scared me!”, you whispered to her.

“Well, I’m glad I did! Where the heck were you last night? I was worried and I had to cover for you! Coach would’ve killed me if he would’ve found out that you weren’t with m-”

“I slept with Embry”, you interrupted her.

Your best friend let out a huge gasp.

“Y/N, you sl-”, she half yelled.

“Shut up! I’ll tell you the details later. I need to shower.”

Your  best friend chuckled.

“You dirty little shit.”, she said making you both laugh.

—-

It was ten in the morning, you were next to  your best friend and the same man that was volunteering with you yesterday night, waiting for the first game of the day to start. A few teenagers were sitting on the bleachers to watch the game. Today, you got the chance to see your school team play. You took the sheet to see who was playing against your school team. You held in your breath when you saw familiar names written down.

'Jacob Black, Embry Call, Paul Lahote… Embry.’, you read. Now you were panicking a little bit. Not because you regretted what happened last night- that you did not regret! You just felt awkward because why did he leave without telling you anything? He could’ve said something to you! After you had sex with him, both of you put on your clothes, then sat down on the couch and started talking about random stuff. It was going so well! Nothing was forced and you had a great time together- well, it’s what you thought. You didn’t even know when or how you fell asleep, but he could’ve left a note or something.

'Whatever, we are not dating so technically, he doesn’t owe me any explanation’, you said to yourself.

Right after that, the boys you met yesterday came in and the teenagers on the bleachers started cheering. You made eye contact with Embry. You didn’t know if you had to wave, smile or not or just do nothing. You decided to give him a small smile. You expected him to smile you back, but he just looked away.

Ouch. You felt a small pinch on your heart. You were so confused, but decided to brush it off. You told yourself that you were going to wait after the game to go talk to him.

The game ended at 1-5. You felt bad for your team, but at least they were second on the ranking!

Y/B/N was about to ask you something, but you quickly walked over to Embry who was talking with Jacob. As soon as Embry saw you approaching, he walked away.

'What the fuck is wrong with him?’, you asked yourself even more confused than before.

Jacob noticed your confusion and smiled at you to try to make you feel a little bit better.

“Sorry for his behavior, it’s been a rough morning for him, that’s all. Don’t take it personal.”, he said.

'Yeah, or it’s because he regrets what happened last night!’, you told yourself.

“Anyway, it must be boring staying in these walls all day and during the night, so if you want to, you and Y/B/N can come to the beach at 5. The guys and I will be there.”

“Sure, we’ll be there, but I don’t know how to get to the beach.”

“Cool, I’ll come here before meeting with the guys. My friend Bella will also be there.”

Then an idea came up.

“Or, I could go over to your house? I mean, I want to walk and explore a little bit.”, in reality you just wanted to see if Billy was there. That was the main reason why you agreed to come here… also it would help you get your mind off things with Embry.

“You’re not scared to get lost or anything?”, he asked as he raised his left eyebrow.

“Not really. I mean, yes, but I won’t. I’m pretty good when it comes to orientation.”, you lied.

Jacob stayed silent for a few seconds before sighing. He gave you his address before walking away.

—-

It was almost 5 and you got lost with Y/B/N more than three times.

“Ugh Y/N if we get lost again, I promise you I’ll knock you out before-”, she started saying while getting angry.

“Found it! It’s here!”, you interrupted her as you admired the little house.

This was where your dad and brother lived.

“Are you sure you want to do this?” your best friend asked you as she remembered the conversation you had with her before coming to Jacob’s.

“Yes I am. It’s not the best idea, but at least I can get closer to him that way.”

“Alright then, let’s go knock.”, Y/B/N said.

Both of you walked over to the house and you had the honor of knock on the door. You got greeted by Jacob’s beautifully white smile.

“Hey girls, come in. My friend Bella is on her way. We’ll just wait for her to get here.”, he said as he let you in.

“Jacob, where’s your dad?” you abruptly asked him.

'Great! I could’ve triedto be more casual!’, you told yourself.

“He was out during the whole day, but he should be home by now. It’s weird he is still not here.”

'Damn it! Why did he have to be out for this long today?!?’, you mentally cussed.

“Why don’t you call him? Yeah, you should call him and ask where he is and when he is coming home”, you said as you gave Jacob your cell phone to call Billy.

Jacob frowned as he eyed you up and down.

“Thank you for your kindness, but I don’t need to parent my dad and anyway, I have a phone too…”

'I know that and I don’t care. I just want his phone number!…Woaw that sounded creepy’, you told yourself.

You were about to say something when you heard a man’s voice.

“Jake, I’m home.” Billy said before you heard the door close.

Your heart started to beat faster. What were you going to do or say?

“By the way, Bella’s outside waiting for you.”,Billy said again before entering the living room and seeing the three of you.

“Thanks dad, we’re leaving.” He gave Billy a pat on the shoulder and walked towards the door.

Y/B/N looked at you, giving you a reassuring smile.

“I’ll cover for you if Jacob asks anything. You got this, I believe in you.” she whispered to you before running towards the door to follow Jacob.

You and Billy just looked at each other. You opened your mouth to say something, but he beat you to it.

“I guess you’re here to talk.”

You nodded.

“Sit down then. I think it’s going to be a long talk.”

Part 5: https://je-suis-la-wolf-girl.tumblr.com/post/189218454934/shame-05

Part 6: https://je-suis-la-wolf-girl.tumblr.com/post/190071841574/shame-06

Part 7: https://je-suis-la-wolf-girl.tumblr.com/post/190134748314/shame-07

Shame: 02

Embry Call x Reader

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Part 1: https://je-suis-la-wolf-girl.tumblr.com/post/184789841559/shame-01

The game was about to end and the tension was getting higher. The crowd was cheering for their school’s team. You were so into it, that your heart started beating faster and faster by the second. There was only 45 seconds left to the game. You found out earlier in the game that number 24- Embry, was part of this school’s team. They were actually winning and whenever he made a goal you had a little rush of excitement in your stomach.

The crowd errupted into screams and cheers when number 8; Jacob, who might be your brother, scored the last goal.

After the game, their team stayed a little bit in the gymnasium. You took it as a opportunity to walk over to them and ask for the soccer ball.

“Y/N wait!”, your best friend half yelled at you before you got to the boys. She smiled at the boys who seemed to have heard and then looked at you as she whispered:

“Please, let me go get the ball.”

“No! No! I already let you put their stupid bracelet.”, you said shaking your head from side to side.

“Girl please! I need to talk to my future baby daddy.”, she desperately said. You cringed at her words and eyed her from up and down.

“Ew, don’t say that. By the way, you sound desperate.” your best friend gasped before you walked away from her, towards the boys. They stopped talking and all looked towards you. You walked closer to them, being only a few feet away.

“Can I please have the ball?”, you asked them, Jacob gave it to you with a small smile. You took it and smiled back as you mouthed a small ‘thank you’. You started to walk away, but stopped to turn back around. You wanted, no, needed to say something to Jacob. You needed to know if you were related or not.

“Hey, nice goal by the way!”, you said to him. He flashed a beautiful smile.

“Thank you. I’m Jacob. Jacob Black”,

'Yeah, I know, but score! He might lead me to my dad and I need all the help I can get because I’m only here for three days.’, you said to yourself.

“I’m Y/N. It’s nice to meet you.”, he walked a bit closer to you.

“Likewise.”

Before he could say anything else, one of the other team members jogged towards you and grabbed Jacob by the neck. You remembered him as the first one to get his bracelet.

“Hey Jake, why don’t you ask your new friend if she wants to come with us at the diner?”, he asked with a smirk.

Jacob chuckled and shook his head.

“This is Quil Ateara. Ateara, this is Y/N.”

You flashed Quil a smile and you could feel your best friend’s stare on you along with the other boys.

“Wanna come?”, Jacob asked you.

'Ohmygosh Y/N, this is it! This is your train ticket to your final destination! You can’t miss the train.’, you said to yourself.

“Of course!”, you said with no hesitation and then added, “But my best friend has to come too.”

Your best friend jogged over to you and smiled at the two boys in front of you and introduced herself. Jacob and Quil introduced themselves before you all walked towards the other three boys.

“Guys, this is Y/N and her best friend, Y/B/N. Girls, this is Jared, Paul and Embry.”, Jacob said.

The seven of you walked outside towards two cars. Jacob, Quil and Embry got into what seemed like Jacob’s car and Jared and Paul got into another one.

“We’ll be a little late. Jared wants us to go get Kim and I want Rachel to come.”, Paul said as he opened his car door.

“Rachel? No, you’re not bringing Rachel with us. I still have a hard time accepting that you’re dating my sister.”, Jacob said from inside his car. It amazed you how well they could hear. If it had been you, you’d be shouting and you knew Y/B/N would still not hear a thing.

“Wait, hold up!” your best friend said, over pronouncing the 'o’ and looking straight at Paul. “You got a girlfriend?!”, Y/B/N half yelled. You rolled your eyes and chuckled.

'This bitch cannot be anymore obvious.’, you said to yourself.

Paul looked amused and you could tell he was holding in a laugh, while your best friend was a little pressed.

“Yeah, I do.”, Paul said with small smile.

Your best friend bit down her lower lip as she nodded and walked over to Jacob’s car. You were going to sit on the passenger seat when your best friend slightly pushed you. You gave her a confused look.

“What are you doing?”, you whispered to her.

“I’m sitting next to Jacob. He’s the second hottest.”, she calmly said. Your eyes widened in fear that Jacob had heard what she said.

“Stop it! You can’t see him as a second option. You wouldn’t like it if it were you.”, you said, defending him. She looked at you for five seconds, her stare was blank.

“Well, you’ll sit with him when we come back.”, she got in the car and closed the door. You sighed and opened a door. Quil got out and let you get in between him and Embry.

Jacob started the car while Y/B/N started throwing him questions to 'get to know him better’ like she always says. You could tell how much she wanted his attention because well, Paul was out of reach. You hated whenever she did stuff like that, especially when the guys were friends. Meanwhile, you felt Embry’s stare on you. You slowly turned your head towards him and looked straight into his eyes. He subtily got closer to you and well, you did the same. His large hand brushed your leg and you could feel the warmth of his skin against your jeans. It made you feel all giddy.

“Sorry.”, he said with a little smirk, but you could tell he didn’t mean it. Not like you cared anyway, you liked it. A few seconds later, he did it again, but he didn’t say sorry. He just looked straight up ahead of him and smirked. You bit down your lips and decided to play along. You 'brushed’ your hand on his thigh. He looked at you right after it, then you said:

“Sorry.”, with a small smirk.

A few moments later, Jacob parked in front of the diner. Embry got out of the car and held the door open for you. You got out and thanked him. You felt a little nervous- he was way too beautiful and his smile was stunning! During the walk to the diner and to your table, Embry walked beside you making casual talks, like where you were from, how old you were, ect. Once you got to your table, you sat down between Embry and Jacob. Your best friend wasn’t too thrilled to sit next to Quil because he kept talking to her nonstop and she couldn’t say a word to Jacob like you knew she had planned, but you didn’t care.

“Jacob, you have a sister, right?”, you randomly asked. You only wanted to talk to Embry, but you came here for a specific reason and you only had three days. Plus, you couldn’t let yourself get attached to Embry because of the same reason- you were here for three days.

“Yeah, two actually. They’re twins. One of them, who’s name is Rachel, is dating Paul, but I think you’ve heard that earlier.”

You were about to ask something else, when Jacob got up from his seat and greeted a man in a wheelchair and another man who was standing. You were trying to get a better look at the man in the wheelchair, but Embry got your attention. You turned your head towards him, making eye contact. He got closer to your ear, making you look ahead of you. You could see how annoyed your best friend was with Quil’s jokes as she stared at him blankly. Then, Embry whispered as low as he could:

“I know this is very random to say and it’s probably not the right place to say it, but I just wanted to let you know that you’re beautiful.” His breath was hitting your neck and his lips were only inches apart from your ear. Your heart started to beat faster and the place suddenly got hot to you. You slowly turned your head towards him, while he moved back his head a tiny bit. Your faces were only inches apart and in that moment, you knew there was a thing going on between you two. You were about to say something when Jacob’s voice interrupted your moment. You were a bit pissed, but there was nothing you could do about it.

“Girls, meet my dad, Billy and his best friend, Charlie.”, Jacob happily said.

You tensed up and froze. You knew Embry and your best friend had noticed because they both gave you weird looks. You just stared at Billy with your mouth wide open. You wanted to say something but you didn’t know what or how. You’ve been waiting for this moment for so long, but this wasn’t how you planned it. You had planned to find where he lived and show up at his house. Not meet him in a restaurant where you were flirting with guy. What would he think about you?

'Say something! You look like a fish outside of the water.’, you said to yourself. You composed yourself and blinked a few times before clearing your throat.

“Sorry, I-I am Y/N.”, in that moment you hesitated. You didn’t know if it was appropriated for you to say your last name or not. After a few seconds of thinking it through, you decided to say it. You reminded yourself that you only had three days here and you had to make the most of it because you didn’t know if your mom was going to let you come here again. Heck, she didn’t even know that you wanted to come here to look for your dad. Also, she had a hard time letting you come here.

“Y/N Black.”, The three teenagers and the two men frowned at you.

“You’re a Black?”, Jacob asked you as he looked back and forth from his dad and you.

-Bleh, I don’t really like this part even though I rewrote it more than twice. Hope you liked it though! Please feedbacks are very appreciated!-

Part 3: https://je-suis-la-wolf-girl.tumblr.com/post/186387537024/shame-03

Part 4: https://je-suis-la-wolf-girl.tumblr.com/post/188420521284/shame-04

Part 5: https://je-suis-la-wolf-girl.tumblr.com/post/189218454934/shame-05

Part 6: https://je-suis-la-wolf-girl.tumblr.com/post/190071841574/shame-06

Part 7: https://je-suis-la-wolf-girl.tumblr.com/post/190134748314/shame-07

Paul Lahote x Reader

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Part 1: https://je-suis-la-wolf-girl.tumblr.com/post/190330049114/between-us-01

Part 2: https://je-suis-la-wolf-girl.tumblr.com/post/190448693499/between-us-02

Part 3: https://je-suis-la-wolf-girl.tumblr.com/post/190524122999/between-us-03

Part 4: https://je-suis-la-wolf-girl.tumblr.com/post/190574549809/between-us-04

You read the message more than five times and didn’t realize you were holding in your breath.

You started crying. Your mom had another night shift, so you cried as loud as you wanted to without worrying that anyone could hear you. You called your best friend and as soon as she heard you cry, she made her way to your house.

“Y/B/N I really don’t know why the heck I’m crying. It’s not like we were in a relationship.” You were sobbing incredibly hard and if it wasn’t because Y/B/N had known you your entire life, she wouldn’t have understood anything.

“It hurts Y/B/N. It freaking hurts and I don’t know why.”

Y/B/N wipped away your tears and made you look at her.

“Babe, even if you don’t want to admit it or maybe it’s because you don’t realize it; it’s hurting you this much because you love him. Y/N, you’re in love with Paul.”

You wanted to argue with her, but you couldn’t. There was absolutely nothing you could say because it was true. You never said it out loud and you never admitted it to yourself because you were scared. A part of you knew that you’ve always liked him and that you fell in love with him a few weeks ago. The other part of you didn’t want to admit it or say it out loud because you were scared that it wasn’t reciprocal. You didn’t want to be the dumb girl who fell in love with the guy she hooks up with.

“I want this pain to go away.” you said as you laid down on your bed, making your best friend mimic your position.

“Oh honey, unfortunately, that’s not how it works.” she paused, “but, we can watch your favorite comedy movies to cheer you up?!” she then took something from her bag that was next to your bed. “I brought you your favorite sweets.”

——

The next two days that followed, made you angry.

‘I don’t get it! Everything was going well. There was no sign of awkwardness or him being uncomfortable. Since when is Paul uncomfortable with me? I never did anything he didn’t want me to do and I never will. I didn’t see this coming and I don’t know the reason to why he doesn’t 'feel it anymore’. How can he switch up this fast? There is something wrong and I am going to find out.’ you told yourself.

A part of you was scared that he wanted to stop because he found someone else, someone that can potentially have his heart. You didn’t want that, but you weren’t going to say it out loud.

Being your stubborn self, you walked over to his house and knocked on the door three times.

No one answered. You let out a heavy sigh and made your way to the beach. On your way there, you saw him with Jared. They were walking, talking about something and laughing about it.

'Right, he’s probably laughing with Jared about how he just left me there like a garbage bag’ you said to yourself.

Without thinking about it twice, you made your way to them.

“Hey!” you yelled, “Paul!” you yelled again.

You got in front of the two boys making them stop. Jared looked at you, then awkwardly looked at the beach. Paul was just staring at you.

“What do you mean 'you’re not feeling it anymore’? Since when?” you asked him slightly raising your tone, crossing your arms. He was still looking at you, not saying anything.

“So you can’t give me the real reason as to why you’re 'not feeling it anymore’, but you also can’t freaking talk to me?”

Jared abruptly turned his head to look at his friend. He took in a deep breath before putting an arm around Paul’s shoulders.

“Y/N, Paul is not feeling well-” Jared started saying, but you interrupted him. You didn’t care about what Jared was going to say. You wanted to talk with Paul. You didn’t know how Jared didn’t get the hint. He usually knew when to take a hint. He was slow today, you thought.

“You know what, fuck you then. Ok it’s over. This special friend thing and our friendship. I don’t need you anyways. You ain’t shit. You’re always using girls for your advantage. I’ve known you for so long and I can’t believe I didn’t see this coming.” you shook your head from side to side. “You’re a fucking jerk.” you turned around and walked away.

Paul thought he could take it, but you took it way too far.

“Excuse me? Don’t blame me for all of this. This is your fault!” he said getting angry.

You scoffed while turning around, looking at him in disbelieve.

“Myfault? How is this my fault?” you asked him, but didn’t let him answer you. “You’re the one who has been acting weird, plus you tell me you wanted to see me today, you ghost me, don’t reply to me and I see you here hanging out with Jared like nothing happened!”

Jared interrupted.

“Look, I don’t mind going away, but you probably don’t want to have this conversation here at the beach. Everyone’s listening! Go to the tree line or something.” Jared said before fist bumping Paul’s fist and walking away. It was then your turn to walk away with Paul to the tree line.

Now that nobody could listen to you, you continued your conversation.

“As I was saying, you’rethe one who just left me there.” you said tapping your index on his chest.

Paul took a deep breath, then let out a heavy sigh.

“You’re the one who said 'I love you’, then acted like it was nothing, Y/N!”

You gasped.

“Excuse you! You said 'I love you’ too! I’m not the only one.” you paused “And anyways, you said it because we were making love. Not because you actually love me.”

“Say it again Y/N. What were we doing?” he asked getting slightly closer, his tone still cold.

“I don’t need to say it if you already know what we are talking about.” you said after letting out another scoff.

“Answer me, Y/N. What were we doing?” he repeated.

You rolled your eyes as you let out a sigh.

“Love. We were making love.”

“Exactly. So how can someone in their right mind, say 'I love you’ while making love and not mean it?”

You were about to say something, but immediately shut your mouth. He was right, but were you going to say it? No.

“You see, you’re not saying anything because I’m right.” his voice was softer than before and he didn’t seem that tense or angry anymore.

You shook your head 'no’.

“No. You only said 'I love you’ because you were lost in the moment, because you liked the pleasure you were getting but not because you meant it. Stop lying.”

Paul let out a frustrated sigh and ran his hands through his hair before clasping his hands together.

“Y/N/, that doesn’t make any sense.” he paused “Damn it, I’m legit telling you that I love you and you’re telling me to stop lying?!”

You froze. It’s not that you weren’t happy because you were! You finally knew that your feelings were reciprocal, but everything was going so fast.  You were arguing and you were mad at him just a few seconds ago and now he was telling you that he loved you. You needed time to process it all. You were slightly insecure. You knew that Paul had told three girls that he loved them in the past without meaning it. You knew that he was sincere right now because well, you knew him like the palm of your hand. But you couldn’t help to be insecure about it.

“You’ve told girls in the past that you loved them when you didn’t. How do I know that you’re not playing me?” you were getting mad again and tears started to run down your cheeks. “Look, I’m not someone you can manipulate into your liking, Paul. I don’t-” your voice was rising and Paul quickly interrupted you.

“Y/N!” he yelled your name. You stopped talking to stare at him.

“I’ve done things with you that I have never done with anyone before. I stopped flirting and hooking up with other girls because of a promise that we made. I have canceled many plans with Jared and with some other friends just to be with you. You’re the first girl I made love with and that I actually said 'I love you’ while genuinely meaning it. I love your stubborn, annoying and kind ass and I wouldn’t change it for anything. I’ve been in love with you for a month now. I just never told you because I thought you only saw me as your special friend and nothing more and I guess I was right.”

Andagain, this was a lot to process. You wanted to tell him that you felt the same way, that you loved him, that there was nothing you wanted more than to be with him… but nothing came out of your mouth. You were just standing there, like a fish out of the water, with tears running down your face.

Paul sighed and nodded.

“Oh no! He thinks it’s not reciprocal! Bitch say something!” you told yourself, but you just watched him walk away.

Paul Lahote x Reader

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Part 1: https://je-suis-la-wolf-girl.tumblr.com/post/190330049114/between-us-01

Part 2: https://je-suis-la-wolf-girl.tumblr.com/post/190448693499/between-us-02

Warning: Mentions of sex

A/N: Also, I’m sorry it’s not that long and I hope you guys like it! <3

The rest of the week went by quickly and well… you had sex with Paul the whole week, except on wednesday. By that, it means, you both got some oral. Other than that, you did it everywhere you could. In his house on the kitchen counter. You had to clean after it because well, the smell was strong and both of you didn’t want Paul’s mom to come home to the smell! You did it in your living room, while your mom had a night shift, then in the shower. You did it in a public restroom. You got slightly disgusted after doing it because obviously it’s dirty, but you laughed it off later.

After a month, Paul told Jared about his secret and ever since, Jared wondered a lot if his friend was in love with you and so did your best friend.

Jared noticed that his best friend was getting softer with you. He also stopped flirting with other girls and even paying them attention to get his way.

On the other hand, Y/B/N wondered if you had feelings for Paul because you started to get jealous whenever girls talked to him, which was so unlike you before. Y/B/N brought it up to you once, but you told her it wasn’t the case and that she was ‘delusional’.

One day though, after you had sex with Paul, you mentionned him how much girls wanted his attention and that they were always up in his business. It amused Paul which resulted in him asking you if you were jealous. You told him that it wasn’t the case and made up a stupid excuse which was: “It’s just not fair because you get to flirt with other girls and also have sex with them, while I just have you”. Right after it, Paul pulled you closer and told you that ever since you became 'special friends’, he only had sex with you. You didn’t show it, but you were happy about it. He suggested to pinky promise that both of you could only have sex with each other.

You got it going during four months. It was now june and school was finally over. It’s been going on quite awhile, but you loved it. Your 'friendship’ with Paul became stronger as time passed by. There were little things that he did for you and that you did for him that made both of your best friends wonder if you guys were secretly dating or in a relationship.  For example, you would both cancel a best friends’s night out just to watch movies together and cuddle with no sex included… Cuddling was something you guys never really did before. Another example, Paul stopping at the grocery store on his way to the beach with Jared because he wants to buy you your favorite sweets, just because 'he feels like it’. And you buying him a shirt while you were out shopping with Y/B/N because 'it’s for his birthday’. Y/B/N looked you up and down and reminded you that it wasn’t even close to his birthday, making you say 'it’s an early birthday gift’. It was because of little situations like these that Y/B/N and Jared wondered what was truly going on between you two.

-Saturday night-

Tonight, you were sucking Paul’s dick in his pick up truck. After he came, you swallowed and laid down on his chest, as you watched the stars together. Paul broke the silence.

“Did you ever made love?”, he asked you still looking up at the stars. You raised your head and turned around on your stomach to look at him. You place your hands on his chest and rested your chin on the back of your hand. You thought about your ex boyfriend.

“Not really. Have you?” you asked him back.

“No, I haven’t” he replied, as he looked at you for a second, then back at the stars.

“We could be each other’s first time if you want.” you told him. You didn’t know why you said that and why you wanted it, but you just did.

Paul intensly looked at you as he stayed silent for a bit. You were getting nervous and for the first time during your four years of friendship with Paul, you were starting to regret what you just said.

He noticed by your facial expression and also by how stiff you had gotten that you were getting nervous. Paul then caressed your back before giving you an answer.

“Yes, I want to.”

You gave him a soft smile, earning a soft smile in return.

He gently put his hand on your cheek before leaning in and giving you a gentle and passionate kiss.

You didn’t know why, but this kiss was much more different from the others. Not just because of the rythm of the kiss, but because you felt something different. Something in your stomach that you had never felt before. It was weird and new to you, which made you scared, but you liked it.

That night, on june 29th, you made love with Paul, on his pick up truck, under the stars. It wasn’t the most beautiful or ideal place to make love for the first time, but to you it was. It felt right and you did it with the right person.

Every touch was gentle, soft and warm. It made you feel at home. It felt so right and so good that before you both came, you both said 'I love you’ to each other. You didn’t even freeze and he didn’t stop thrusting. For some reason, that also felt right and deep down, you knew that you meant it even if you didn’t want to say it out loud or admit it to yourself. It was genuine, but you didn’t want to think about it for now. You just wanted to keep enjoying this moment and the pleasure you had.

Part 4: https://je-suis-la-wolf-girl.tumblr.com/post/190574549809/between-us-04

Part 5: https://je-suis-la-wolf-girl.tumblr.com/post/190708587379/between-us-05

Paul Lahote x Reader

Original

Warning: cursing&soft smut! In this story, there might be a few parts with soft smut**

I’m not going to lie, I was too lazy to correct myself, so sorry for any mistakes! Enjoy though xoxo!

**Just in case you don’t know, whenever I put a word in this police  → ’word’, it’s because I’m emphasizing/over pronouncing the word**

-Saturday night-

“You’re disgusting seriously!” you said as you looked at your friend, Paul. You were sitting on your couch next to him. You had the house to yourself because your mom was out with some friends.

“Why? All I’m saying, is that I can booty call her whenever I want and she would answer me.” Paul said shoving chips down his throat.

“Are you going to?” you asked, slightly annoyed.

“I have”, he paused before looking at you and getting closer to your ear. “Twice”.

You rolled your eyes and pushed him away.

“Ugghh, you’re a pig!”, you looked at him and took a sip of your wine. “You started talking to her five days ago! I don’t understand.”

Paul took a sip of his beer before putting it down on the table in front of you. “I guess that’s just the effect I have on people.”, he winked at you.

You shook your head no, scrunching your nose.

“No! Girls are just desperate to get into your pants.”, you took another sip of your wine and put it down on the table.

You liked spending time with Paul. He was super entertaining and whenever you were with him, you knew you were going to have fun. He was also sweet. He didn’t show it that much, but you have seen his soft side a few times before and it always made your heart melt.

For example, When you went grocery shopping for your mom and Paul came along to help you, you saw a little girl who got lost in the supermarket. The little girl was so anxious and scared. You were panicking and didn’t know what to do, but Paul handled it perfectly. He calmed her down and walked to the customer’s service with her. After her mom came to get her, she told Paul that he was a super hero and he talked about it all night. He had little sparkles in his eyes and a huge smile on his face. Another one was when he offered to help you when you were struggling with science and math. He was very patient with you and made sure you understood every single thing he explained. Let’s not forget that he explained the subjects more than twice because you couldn’t understand anything. It made you feel dumb, but Paul reassured you and made you feel better. There was also the time where he came to your house because you were upset and cried all night the day before. The reason was because you were talking to a guy for months and the guy stood you up and ghosted you the day of your first date. He also blocked you everywhere so you couldn’t talk to him. Paul brought you your favorite sweets and listened to your favorite movies with you, even if he hated them. He also made you laugh a lot that day, making you forget about the douche who broke your heart. It wasn’t the first time that Paul was there to comfort you whenever you got your heart broken. When your first boyfriend, who was also your first time and first kiss broke up with you because he was moving away, Paul was there for you every step of the way.

Paul smirked at you, licking his lip.

“I mean, can you blame them? I might be everything you think of when you see me, but if there is one thing I’m not, other than stupid, is ugly.”

“Paulshutthefuck up!”, you said chuckling a little bit as you punched his shoulder. He laughed in return.

“I mean, don’t tell me that you wouldn’t get with me if you could.”

You see, the thing with your friendship with Paul- It was super different from a normal girl-guy friendship. You two liked to flirt with each other. Why? Don’t know, you guys just did. The flirting, the teasing, it was natural between you two.

“I would most definitely not. You’re ugly.”, you answered while taking another sip of your wine as Paul took a sip of his beer.

Paul almost chocked on his beer. He chuckled before shaking his head from left to right.

“No, now I think you’ve had a little too much to drink.”

You both laughed before you bite on your bottom lip.

“Yeah, I did drink a little too much. But I’m still conscious enough to know that I still wouldn’t get with you.”, you said getting closer to his face with a smirk on your face.

Paul stayed silent for a few seconds, looking into your eyes.

He got closer to your face.

“You really wouldn’t?”, he asked you again.

It was your turn to get closer to his face again.

“No, I wouldn’t.” Your faces were now a few inches apart.

“Really?” he whispered.

“Really.” you whispered.

Silence took over the room as you both stared into each other’s eyes and lips.

You felt a rush of adrenaline in you and your little friend between your legs was tingling. You also felt a knot in your throat. You bite down on your lips swallowing hard your saliva. Then, in just a blink of an eye, Paul kissed you and you immediately kissed back. The kiss wasn’t even soft. You got into a heated make out session very quickly. You sat down on his lap, with your hands on his neck, while his hands were gripping on your thighs, making their way up to your butt. His hands slowly went up, going underneath your shirt, all the way to the middle of your back, making you shiver and letting out a small moan. Once you pulled away from the kiss, you stood up, took his hand and lead him to your room. When he got inside, you locked the door and faced him.

“You’re sure about this?” he asked you, eager to kiss you and touch you.

You took your shirt off, and kissed him roughly before pulling away and smirking.

“I hope this was convincing enough.”

Paul smirked and licked his bottom lip before telling you to jump. You did as he said and wrapped your legs around his waist. He got to your bed and put you down so he could take off his shirt. He wasn’t that beef, but he wasn’t skinny either. He took off his pants and so did you, leaving you both in your underwear. He was standing up at the end of your bed and you were on your knees in the middle of your bed.

“Prepare yourself.”, he said with his cocky smile, making you smirk and bite your bottom lip.

“Why?”, you asked.

“Because nobody will ever fuck you as good as I will.”

Your jaw slightly dropped. It made you even more excited than you were. Paul climbed on the bed, took you by your waist and laid you down on your back. He started to kiss your neck while his free hand was underneath your panties.

Paul chuckled and you knew why. Your panties were soaked. You didn’t care though, his fingers were doing wonders and in that moment, you knew he was right.

You had no doubt about it, but now you really knew that nobody would ever fuck you as good as him and you didn’t want the night to end.

Part 2: https://je-suis-la-wolf-girl.tumblr.com/post/190448693499/between-us-02

Part 3: https://je-suis-la-wolf-girl.tumblr.com/post/190524122999/between-us-03

Part 4: https://je-suis-la-wolf-girl.tumblr.com/post/190574549809/between-us-04

Part 5: https://je-suis-la-wolf-girl.tumblr.com/post/190708587379/between-us-05

Original

Embry Call x Reader

Part 1: https://je-suis-la-wolf-girl.tumblr.com/post/184789841559/shame-01

Part 2: https://je-suis-la-wolf-girl.tumblr.com/post/184837660929/shame-02-embry-call-x-reader-original-part

Part 3: https://je-suis-la-wolf-girl.tumblr.com/post/186387537024/shame-03

Part 4: https://je-suis-la-wolf-girl.tumblr.com/post/188420521284/shame-04

Part 5: https://je-suis-la-wolf-girl.tumblr.com/post/189218454934/shame-05

Part 6: https://je-suis-la-wolf-girl.tumblr.com/post/190071841574/shame-06

A/N: So this is going to be the last part unfortunately! I don’t have that much inspiration anymore and I feel like if I add more, I’m just going to ruin it! I hope you guys enjoy this and enjoyed the story as much as I enjoyed writing it!

Embry cleared his throat and tried to act like he was indifferent towards you.

“What do you want to talk about?”, he calmly asked you.

You let out a heavy sigh before saying what you were thinking.

“Ok, I might be delusional, but hear me out. I don’t want you to say something, just listen.”, you paused as you looked at him. Embry nodded for you to continue. It was now your turn to clear your throat.

“I did something with you that I never did with anyone before. I guess the reason why it happened is because, well I think you’re cute. But the reason why I appreciate you the way I do, is because of what you told me about yourself. I’ve never connected this way with anyone before, which is why I got mad at you at the beach. To you, it was just a one night stand.” you paused and started to look down at your feet.

You honestly wanted to slap your face. ‘Why the heck am I pouring my heart out like this to a guy who doesn’t give two shits about me? I’m being cringey right now. I need to stop, but I can’t. I want closure because I’m leaving tomorrow.’ you said to yourself.

“And to me, it was more than that. I don’t even know why I feel like this because I don’t know you that much. I can’t help it, that’s how I feel. It’s a shame it’s not reciprocal, but I’ll deal with it. And anyway, you won’t see me anymore because I leave tomorrow.”, you paused “Unless one day in the future, you come at Jacob’s and find me there.” you stopped talking and cringed at yourself. You didn’t even know if what you said made any sense. You were just throwing him a few thoughts on how you felt.

“Okay, you know what? Let’s just stop this right here. There’s no point. See you one day.” you forced a smile as you quickly glanced at him, then turned around, making your way to Jacob’s car. Embry then called your name, making you stop and turn back around. He walked closer to you before he started to talk.

“I didn’t know you felt that way. Jared convinced me that- Nevermind. All you need to know, is that I thought you just wanted a one night stand. That’s why I acted indifferent towards you.” he paused and tried to lower his voice. He didn’t want his best friend to hear the whole conversation. It was already awkward enough for him to date his best friend’s sister. “I’m glad you told me how you felt. It would’ve been a shame if you left without knowing how you truly felt about this whole situation.”

It would’ve been a shame yes, but it was a shame that he didn’t imprint on you. It’s something that bothered him a lot. He connected with you on a whole other level and he liked being with you. It made him wonder why he didn’t imprint on you, or what if he was never going to imprint on someone? He didn’t have any answers for his questions, but he wanted to enjoy the moment with you. He didn’t know when he would see you again.

You smiled at yourself, slightly blushing. Embry smiled when he saw you blushing and took it as an opportunity to make you blush even more.

“Hey so, I didn’t know you thought I was handsome and that you liked me.”

You chuckled at him and stared at his eyes.

“No, now don’t get it twisted! I said I thought you werecute and that I appreciate you. Two different things.”

“Right. That’s the equivalent of 'handsome’ and 'like’ to me.” he said with a smirk.

You rolled your eyes at him, earning a chuckle from him.

“By the way, what’s this about seeing you at Jacob’s in the future?”, he asked you.

“Jacob hasn’t told you?”

“He mentionned that you were his sister, but didn’t give any details.”

“Well, he can explain to you the whole thing whenever you ask him”, you started to walk away “because unfortunately, I gotta go sleep. Tomorrow will be a long day.” you said, giving him a warm smile.

“See you tomorrow?!”

“See you tomorrow!”, you said and walked towards Jacob’s car.

—–

It was your last day volunteering and also your last day here. To your surprise, your school won the tournament. You honestly thought they didn’t stand a chance against your brother’s team.

They actually didn’t, you just didn’t know that Jacob and his friends agreed to let your team win. Jared and Paul didn’t want to, but had no other choice. It was two against three.

At the end, you congratulated your school’s team for their win and the guys for the game. You spent a little more time with Jacob and Billy considering that you were leaving in thirty minutes. Charlie was there too with Bella.

Ten minutes before you left, you said your goodbyes to your dad and Jacob. You told them that you would visit them as soon and as often as you could. You also promised to call them every month. It was a bittersweet moment. You were happy because you came here to find your dad and you did. You didn’t really want to leave. You liked it here, but you also missed your mom.

Jacob grabbed your arm and lead you away.

“Before you go, I think it’s important that you talk with someone.”

You frowned at Jacob. You already talked with Billy and him, so who was it?

Jacob kissed your cheek and gave you a big bear hug before he walked away. You turned to your left and saw Embry. A smile immediately made it’s way on your face. You quickly walked over him and gave him a tight hug.

“Promise you’ll come back soon?” he asked you. You smiled against his chest. It felt good, it was peaceful and warm. You looked up and stared directly at his eyes.

“I promise.” you paused “Now you promise you won’t forget about me that fast?”

Embry chuckled.

“I won’t.”

You stared at each other for a few minutes before sharing a sweet and passionate kiss. You were lost in the moment, lost in his arms, lost in the kiss. It was perfect. You felt like you went all the way to the moon as fireworks explosed in your stomach and butterflies flew everywhere. This was the kiss you would always remember. Even if you didn’t end up with him in the future, you would consider it as the most beautiful kiss you ever had.

You could tell he didn’t want to let go of you, to pull away from the kiss, but neither did you. The moment got ruined when your best friend interrupted you.

“Excuse me!”, she said before making you guys slowly pull away from each other. “I’m reallysorry to interrupt you guys. I reallydidn’t want to, but I couldn’t keep making coach wait on you. We really have to go.” Y/B/N gave you both an apologetic smile and walked away.

“We’ll keep in touch?” you asked Embry, earning a nod from him.

“Call me once you get home.”, you nodded at him and reluctantly walked away.

——-

-foreshadowing-

You visited Billy and Jacob whenever you could. You also stayed there during summer vacations; your mom was ok with it and was glad you found your father. You found out about the boys’ secret by being way too noisy and caught Jacob and Quil phasing.

You and Embry went out on dates and hooked up a few times. You never got into a relationship, unfortunately, but stayed friends, very close friends. Also, Embry never imprinted on anyone.

A part of him regretted that he didn’t ask you to be in a relationship with him. He did love you and you loved him too, but it was better that way. Especially because you were against the whole imprint thing and he liked it. You thought it was a forced connection. You always said that “the person you imprint on, might have never wanted to be in a relationship with you or probably didn’t even like you. They probably imagined their lives with someone else and everything changed because of that. It’s unfair.” The whole Leah, Sam and Emily situation made your dislike towards it stronger.

Embry and you joked saying that if both of you didn’t get married or were in a relationship by your 30, you would marry each other. Unfortunately for him, you fell in love with someone else at the age of 23.

You were still friends with Embry and he had no hard feelings. One thing was for sure though, you both knew that even if you never got into a real relationship, you were each other’s first love and the best teen romance you could ever have.

A/N: Sorry for the not so happy ending! I wanted to do things differently for once, I hope you guys still enjoyed it!