The way that I cope with no twilight fanfic is that I make Pinterest boards and a matching playlist for any character and scenario I have planned out in my head…
let me make you one… I’ll do anything to get bitches obsessed with twilight again
Thank you guys for 232 followers on here ! y’all are healing my child who always wanted a popular tumblr page ~ okay now how tf do I make money from this JK JK LMAO ….. not really
This Batman movie should have been an awakening for all you twilight bitches out there RISE FROM THE ASHES RISE I SAY! WRITE THE FAN FICTION, START THE EDITS, MAKE THE MERCH ! DO IT.
They always say pick a career doing something you love… so how does one make money by embarrassing themselves on the internet because when they were younger they tricked themselves into believing that the whole world of twilight was real… asking for a friend ?
The fact that I was so ready to just get up and leave my family to be with some damn wolves and some vampires… Smh I still would though, best believe I still would. I’ve been waiting since I was 8 years old and I’m 21 now
I’m gonna need y’all to go back into your twilight phase and start writing more fanfic >:| I’m tired of reading stuff that was updated 2 years ago and still having hope that a new update will come out soon… plz
‘Great way of making him think you’re not easy, dumbass!’, you told yourself while kissing him. Either way, you didn’t regret it.
You slowly pulled away from him. Your cheeks felt like they were burning and your stomach too. You felt something you never felt before. Not even your ex-boyfriend made you feel that way. Being thirsty for him were the right words to use.
Embry’s hands were still on your waist, while his eyes were looking at your lips. You slowly put your hand on his cheek, making him look at you. You stared at each other for a few seconds before smashing your lips together. The kiss got intense in just a few seconds. You took your hand off his cheek to put both of your hands underneath his shirt. Your hands were going up to his chest. His abs were hard; he was also so warm and you loved it.
Embry suppressed a moan before pulling away, he took your hand and started walking in a different direction from school.
“Wait, where are you taking me?”, you asked him.
“My house.”, he replied. You could tell by the way he looked at you that you had turned him on.
“No! I got a curfew and I do not want to get locked out!”
Embry sighed, then a few seconds later, smiled. It seemed like an idea came up to him.
“I got you. We’re going to school, but you just have to promise me one thing.”
“What?”, you asked as you got closer to him.
“Don’t scream.”
You smirked as you ran to school with him. Once you got inside the school, Embry took you to a classroom near a small hallway. You didn’t know how he knew it was open, but you didn’t question him. All you wanted was him.
You got into the classroom before him, then he closed the door without turning the lights on. It was an art class. You could tell because of a few costumes that were on a box. There was a small purple couch between the board and the teacher’s desk. There were also a few tables and a tall white lamp. Embry grabbed you by the waist and turned you around to face him. His lips quickly went on your neck and you immediately grabbed his hair. His left hand went down to the edge of your pants before he slid them underneath your panties. You let out a moan as he started to make small circles on your clitoris. You bite down on your lips before you pushed him away and took off your shirt. He smiled before taking off his top, revealing his perfectly sculptured chest and abs.
You turned around, and slowly took off you pants. As you were about to turn around, you felt Embry’s chest against your back; you didn’t know how fast he did it, but his boxers were already off him. His lips were on your shoulder, while his hands were slowly pulling down your panties.
After that, everything happened so quick. You woke up the next day, laying down on the small couch. You had your clothes on. You sighed when you noticed that Embry wasn’t next to you, but flashbacks of last night made you feel alive and happy. You smiled to yourself as your right hand touched your neck.
You got up, put your hair in a bun and walked out of the class. You quietly made your way to your “room”. Y/B/N wasn’t there. You shrugged before taking a few things to go shower. As you got out of the classroom, your best friend scared you to death by showing up out of nowhere.
“Damn Y/B/N! You scared me!”, you whispered to her.
“Well, I’m glad I did! Where the heck were you last night? I was worried and I had to cover for you! Coach would’ve killed me if he would’ve found out that you weren’t with m-”
“I slept with Embry”, you interrupted her.
Your best friend let out a huge gasp.
“Y/N, you sl-”, she half yelled.
“Shut up! I’ll tell you the details later. I need to shower.”
Your best friend chuckled.
“You dirty little shit.”, she said making you both laugh.
—-
It was ten in the morning, you were next to your best friend and the same man that was volunteering with you yesterday night, waiting for the first game of the day to start. A few teenagers were sitting on the bleachers to watch the game. Today, you got the chance to see your school team play. You took the sheet to see who was playing against your school team. You held in your breath when you saw familiar names written down.
'Jacob Black, Embry Call, Paul Lahote… Embry.’, you read. Now you were panicking a little bit. Not because you regretted what happened last night- that you did not regret! You just felt awkward because why did he leave without telling you anything? He could’ve said something to you! After you had sex with him, both of you put on your clothes, then sat down on the couch and started talking about random stuff. It was going so well! Nothing was forced and you had a great time together- well, it’s what you thought. You didn’t even know when or how you fell asleep, but he could’ve left a note or something.
'Whatever, we are not dating so technically, he doesn’t owe me any explanation’, you said to yourself.
Right after that, the boys you met yesterday came in and the teenagers on the bleachers started cheering. You made eye contact with Embry. You didn’t know if you had to wave, smile or not or just do nothing. You decided to give him a small smile. You expected him to smile you back, but he just looked away.
Ouch. You felt a small pinch on your heart. You were so confused, but decided to brush it off. You told yourself that you were going to wait after the game to go talk to him.
The game ended at 1-5. You felt bad for your team, but at least they were second on the ranking!
Y/B/N was about to ask you something, but you quickly walked over to Embry who was talking with Jacob. As soon as Embry saw you approaching, he walked away.
'What the fuck is wrong with him?’, you asked yourself even more confused than before.
Jacob noticed your confusion and smiled at you to try to make you feel a little bit better.
“Sorry for his behavior, it’s been a rough morning for him, that’s all. Don’t take it personal.”, he said.
'Yeah, or it’s because he regrets what happened last night!’, you told yourself.
“Anyway, it must be boring staying in these walls all day and during the night, so if you want to, you and Y/B/N can come to the beach at 5. The guys and I will be there.”
“Sure, we’ll be there, but I don’t know how to get to the beach.”
“Cool, I’ll come here before meeting with the guys. My friend Bella will also be there.”
Then an idea came up.
“Or, I could go over to your house? I mean, I want to walk and explore a little bit.”, in reality you just wanted to see if Billy was there. That was the main reason why you agreed to come here… also it would help you get your mind off things with Embry.
“You’re not scared to get lost or anything?”, he asked as he raised his left eyebrow.
“Not really. I mean, yes, but I won’t. I’m pretty good when it comes to orientation.”, you lied.
Jacob stayed silent for a few seconds before sighing. He gave you his address before walking away.
—-
It was almost 5 and you got lost with Y/B/N more than three times.
“Ugh Y/N if we get lost again, I promise you I’ll knock you out before-”, she started saying while getting angry.
“Found it! It’s here!”, you interrupted her as you admired the little house.
This was where your dad and brother lived.
“Are you sure you want to do this?” your best friend asked you as she remembered the conversation you had with her before coming to Jacob’s.
“Yes I am. It’s not the best idea, but at least I can get closer to him that way.”
“Alright then, let’s go knock.”, Y/B/N said.
Both of you walked over to the house and you had the honor of knock on the door. You got greeted by Jacob’s beautifully white smile.
“Hey girls, come in. My friend Bella is on her way. We’ll just wait for her to get here.”, he said as he let you in.
“Jacob, where’s your dad?” you abruptly asked him.
'Great! I could’ve triedto be more casual!’, you told yourself.
“He was out during the whole day, but he should be home by now. It’s weird he is still not here.”
'Damn it! Why did he have to be out for this long today?!?’, you mentally cussed.
“Why don’t you call him? Yeah, you should call him and ask where he is and when he is coming home”, you said as you gave Jacob your cell phone to call Billy.
Jacob frowned as he eyed you up and down.
“Thank you for your kindness, but I don’t need to parent my dad and anyway, I have a phone too…”
'I know that and I don’t care. I just want his phone number!…Woaw that sounded creepy’, you told yourself.
You were about to say something when you heard a man’s voice.
“Jake, I’m home.” Billy said before you heard the door close.
Your heart started to beat faster. What were you going to do or say?
“By the way, Bella’s outside waiting for you.”,Billy said again before entering the living room and seeing the three of you.
“Thanks dad, we’re leaving.” He gave Billy a pat on the shoulder and walked towards the door.
Y/B/N looked at you, giving you a reassuring smile.
“I’ll cover for you if Jacob asks anything. You got this, I believe in you.” she whispered to you before running towards the door to follow Jacob.
You and Billy just looked at each other. You opened your mouth to say something, but he beat you to it.
“I guess you’re here to talk.”
You nodded.
“Sit down then. I think it’s going to be a long talk.”
*I’m so sorry I took forever guys Hope you like it*
Billy composed himself on his wheelchair, while Charlie was standing next to him with a hand in his pocket. All eyes were now on you.
“You’re a ‘Black’ too?” Billy asked you frowning. You were about to answer him when he asked you another question. “You’re not from here, right?”
You shook your head no.
“No, I’m not. I live in a reservation that’s like an hour away from here.”
“Who’s your dad, kid?”, Billy asked again. Jacob sat back down, his eyes still on you.
'You.’,you said to yourself.
“I-I don’t know him. I mean, he wasn’t around. My mom met him in a bar in Forks, for her 21st birthday-” Charlie cut you off and it startled you.
“Alright!”, he clasped his hands together before adding: “We are not going to get into a personal conversation in a public place.” he said as he put his two hands on Billy’s wheelchair handles. “You guys have a nice night. We are heading out.”
Jacob frowned at Charlie’s strange behavior and also because he had noticed that his dad got super quiet after Y/N told him how her parents met.
“But you didn’t even order anything.”, Jacob said to the two older men.
“Yeah, we don’t want that anymore. Right Billy?”, Charlie said as he looked at his friend.
“Right. Jake, I’ll see you home.”, Billy said before looking straight at you. “Have a nice evening and be careful.”, then Charlie pushed the wheelchair to the exit.
You stared at your hands for what felt like an hour. You had completely zoned out and you felt like you had thorns in your throat- something that you always felt whenever you were upset in a room full of people or when you were arguing while crying. You were lost in your thoughts. You couldn’t even hear the conversation that was going on around you, but one touch was enough to make you come back from your thoughts- Embry’s.
“Hey, are you okay?” he asked you. He seemed concerned about you and seemed genuine.
You couldn’t make out any words and you had a hard time breathing. You stared at his beautiful structured face without letting out a word. Your best friend, who noticed how quiet you had gotten, stood up from her seat. She knew you weren’t well.
“Um, Y/N, can you please come with me to the bathroom.”, she quickly said to you.
You simply nodded and followed her to the bathroom. You both stared at each other for a few seconds before Y/B/N saw that you were about to cry. She pulled you against her and wrapped her arms around you.
“It’s okay, let it out, let it all out.”, she said as she stroked your hair. Once you were done crying, you told her everything that was going on- your dad situation.
“Wait, so Billy might be your dad and Jacob might be your brother!?”, she asked, her eyes wide.
“Yes, but don’t say this too loud. I don’t know how I’m going to tell Billy.”, you paused before adding, “By the way, I don’t even know if I’m really going to tell him. For the past three years, all I’ve wanted was to see him and now that I have, I don’t even know what to do. All the scenarios I’ve made in my head of how I was going to see him for the first time and what I was going to say and how I was going to say it, it’s like it doesn’t even matter anymore. What if he doesn’t even care that I’m his daughter? What if he doesn’t believe me? What am I going to do? It will be so humiliating, Y/B/N, I will be so ashamed.”, you told her, letting all your emotions out at the most inappropriate place ever.
“Look, I really wish I had answers to your worries, but I don’t. All I can say, is to do whatever your heart and your instincts tell you to do. I can also advise you to do something that you won’t regret doing when you think about it months later.”, she paused before rubbing your shoulders, “I know I can get really annoying sometimes and very boy crazy, like you have witnessed tonight…”, she paused for a few seconds and chuckled.“and every time we go out, but just know that no matter what happens, I’ll always be there for you and you can tell me anything you want, whenever you want.”
You smiled at her feeling grateful before heading out.
After you all ate, you all walked outside to Jacob’s car.
“Hey, I’m actually going to walk.”, you said to them, earning a fake laugh from your best friend.
“Heck no you’re not-”
“Don’t worry, I’ll walk with her and make sure she gets back to school safe.”, Embry said to your best friend after he interrupted her.
Your best friend didn’t want to leave you alone, but you gave her an approving look.
After they left, you walked along side Embry in complete silence. After a while, he abruptly stopped you as he faced you. You looked up to meet his brown eyes.
“What?” You asked him.
“You don’t feel it?”, he asked.
You were confused. 'What the fuck is he talking about?’ You asked yourself.
“The connection we have.”, he simply said.
You snorted, then just stared at him for a few seconds when you realized he was being serious.
“What is it that you smoke? Crack? You smoke crack? I don’t know you, so there’s no connection between us. Now if you’ll excuse me.” You said as you waved your right hand to the right so he could move, but he didn’t. He just stood there, his jaw clenched and his eyes still on you. You couldn’t lie, it was hot and you did feel a connection. You just didn’t want him to think you were easy.
With a fast and smooth movement, he wrapped his right arm around your waist and pulled you over him. You were excited. He leaned in, his lips only inches apart from yours. You were now craving him. Your throat felt super dry at the moment.
“You’re going to tell me you still don’t feel it?”, he asked as his breath hit your lips.
“No, I don’t. ”
Embry chuckled and mumbled 'alright’ before he kissed you. You were surprised, but you still kissed back. This could be the first and last time you’d kiss him and you were going to make the most out of it.
The game was about to end and the tension was getting higher. The crowd was cheering for their school’s team. You were so into it, that your heart started beating faster and faster by the second. There was only 45 seconds left to the game. You found out earlier in the game that number 24- Embry, was part of this school’s team. They were actually winning and whenever he made a goal you had a little rush of excitement in your stomach.
The crowd errupted into screams and cheers when number 8; Jacob, who might be your brother, scored the last goal.
After the game, their team stayed a little bit in the gymnasium. You took it as a opportunity to walk over to them and ask for the soccer ball.
“Y/N wait!”, your best friend half yelled at you before you got to the boys. She smiled at the boys who seemed to have heard and then looked at you as she whispered:
“Please, let me go get the ball.”
“No! No! I already let you put their stupid bracelet.”, you said shaking your head from side to side.
“Girl please! I need to talk to my future baby daddy.”, she desperately said. You cringed at her words and eyed her from up and down.
“Ew, don’t say that. By the way, you sound desperate.” your best friend gasped before you walked away from her, towards the boys. They stopped talking and all looked towards you. You walked closer to them, being only a few feet away.
“Can I please have the ball?”, you asked them, Jacob gave it to you with a small smile. You took it and smiled back as you mouthed a small ‘thank you’. You started to walk away, but stopped to turn back around. You wanted, no, needed to say something to Jacob. You needed to know if you were related or not.
“Hey, nice goal by the way!”, you said to him. He flashed a beautiful smile.
“Thank you. I’m Jacob. Jacob Black”,
'Yeah, I know, but score! He might lead me to my dad and I need all the help I can get because I’m only here for three days.’, you said to yourself.
“I’m Y/N. It’s nice to meet you.”, he walked a bit closer to you.
“Likewise.”
Before he could say anything else, one of the other team members jogged towards you and grabbed Jacob by the neck. You remembered him as the first one to get his bracelet.
“Hey Jake, why don’t you ask your new friend if she wants to come with us at the diner?”, he asked with a smirk.
Jacob chuckled and shook his head.
“This is Quil Ateara. Ateara, this is Y/N.”
You flashed Quil a smile and you could feel your best friend’s stare on you along with the other boys.
“Wanna come?”, Jacob asked you.
'Ohmygosh Y/N, this is it! This is your train ticket to your final destination! You can’t miss the train.’, you said to yourself.
“Of course!”, you said with no hesitation and then added, “But my best friend has to come too.”
Your best friend jogged over to you and smiled at the two boys in front of you and introduced herself. Jacob and Quil introduced themselves before you all walked towards the other three boys.
“Guys, this is Y/N and her best friend, Y/B/N. Girls, this is Jared, Paul and Embry.”, Jacob said.
The seven of you walked outside towards two cars. Jacob, Quil and Embry got into what seemed like Jacob’s car and Jared and Paul got into another one.
“We’ll be a little late. Jared wants us to go get Kim and I want Rachel to come.”, Paul said as he opened his car door.
“Rachel? No, you’re not bringing Rachel with us. I still have a hard time accepting that you’re dating my sister.”, Jacob said from inside his car. It amazed you how well they could hear. If it had been you, you’d be shouting and you knew Y/B/N would still not hear a thing.
“Wait, hold up!” your best friend said, over pronouncing the 'o’ and looking straight at Paul. “You got a girlfriend?!”, Y/B/N half yelled. You rolled your eyes and chuckled.
'This bitch cannot be anymore obvious.’, you said to yourself.
Paul looked amused and you could tell he was holding in a laugh, while your best friend was a little pressed.
“Yeah, I do.”, Paul said with small smile.
Your best friend bit down her lower lip as she nodded and walked over to Jacob’s car. You were going to sit on the passenger seat when your best friend slightly pushed you. You gave her a confused look.
“What are you doing?”, you whispered to her.
“I’m sitting next to Jacob. He’s the second hottest.”, she calmly said. Your eyes widened in fear that Jacob had heard what she said.
“Stop it! You can’t see him as a second option. You wouldn’t like it if it were you.”, you said, defending him. She looked at you for five seconds, her stare was blank.
“Well, you’ll sit with him when we come back.”, she got in the car and closed the door. You sighed and opened a door. Quil got out and let you get in between him and Embry.
Jacob started the car while Y/B/N started throwing him questions to 'get to know him better’ like she always says. You could tell how much she wanted his attention because well, Paul was out of reach. You hated whenever she did stuff like that, especially when the guys were friends. Meanwhile, you felt Embry’s stare on you. You slowly turned your head towards him and looked straight into his eyes. He subtily got closer to you and well, you did the same. His large hand brushed your leg and you could feel the warmth of his skin against your jeans. It made you feel all giddy.
“Sorry.”, he said with a little smirk, but you could tell he didn’t mean it. Not like you cared anyway, you liked it. A few seconds later, he did it again, but he didn’t say sorry. He just looked straight up ahead of him and smirked. You bit down your lips and decided to play along. You 'brushed’ your hand on his thigh. He looked at you right after it, then you said:
“Sorry.”, with a small smirk.
A few moments later, Jacob parked in front of the diner. Embry got out of the car and held the door open for you. You got out and thanked him. You felt a little nervous- he was way too beautiful and his smile was stunning! During the walk to the diner and to your table, Embry walked beside you making casual talks, like where you were from, how old you were, ect. Once you got to your table, you sat down between Embry and Jacob. Your best friend wasn’t too thrilled to sit next to Quil because he kept talking to her nonstop and she couldn’t say a word to Jacob like you knew she had planned, but you didn’t care.
“Jacob, you have a sister, right?”, you randomly asked. You only wanted to talk to Embry, but you came here for a specific reason and you only had three days. Plus, you couldn’t let yourself get attached to Embry because of the same reason- you were here for three days.
“Yeah, two actually. They’re twins. One of them, who’s name is Rachel, is dating Paul, but I think you’ve heard that earlier.”
You were about to ask something else, when Jacob got up from his seat and greeted a man in a wheelchair and another man who was standing. You were trying to get a better look at the man in the wheelchair, but Embry got your attention. You turned your head towards him, making eye contact. He got closer to your ear, making you look ahead of you. You could see how annoyed your best friend was with Quil’s jokes as she stared at him blankly. Then, Embry whispered as low as he could:
“I know this is very random to say and it’s probably not the right place to say it, but I just wanted to let you know that you’re beautiful.” His breath was hitting your neck and his lips were only inches apart from your ear. Your heart started to beat faster and the place suddenly got hot to you. You slowly turned your head towards him, while he moved back his head a tiny bit. Your faces were only inches apart and in that moment, you knew there was a thing going on between you two. You were about to say something when Jacob’s voice interrupted your moment. You were a bit pissed, but there was nothing you could do about it.
“Girls, meet my dad, Billy and his best friend, Charlie.”, Jacob happily said.
You tensed up and froze. You knew Embry and your best friend had noticed because they both gave you weird looks. You just stared at Billy with your mouth wide open. You wanted to say something but you didn’t know what or how. You’ve been waiting for this moment for so long, but this wasn’t how you planned it. You had planned to find where he lived and show up at his house. Not meet him in a restaurant where you were flirting with guy. What would he think about you?
'Say something! You look like a fish outside of the water.’, you said to yourself. You composed yourself and blinked a few times before clearing your throat.
“Sorry, I-I am Y/N.”, in that moment you hesitated. You didn’t know if it was appropriated for you to say your last name or not. After a few seconds of thinking it through, you decided to say it. You reminded yourself that you only had three days here and you had to make the most of it because you didn’t know if your mom was going to let you come here again. Heck, she didn’t even know that you wanted to come here to look for your dad. Also, she had a hard time letting you come here.
“Y/N Black.”, The three teenagers and the two men frowned at you.
“You’re a Black?”, Jacob asked you as he looked back and forth from his dad and you.
-Bleh, I don’t really like this part even though I rewrote it more than twice. Hope you liked it though! Please feedbacks are very appreciated!-
