Summary:when in trouble, you ended up by the front door of the Avengers compound; they gave you everything: safety, home, family and thanks to one specific person you found out what it’s like to love and be loved
Warnings: swearing, mild violence, mentions of Hydra’s experiments, Sam being a cutie
Word count:~3,2k
A/N: english is not my native language so I apologise for my mistakes and lack of vocabulary, I’m still learning
A/N: this fic needs to be proofread very badly but im too lazy to do that rn, so i’ll do it next time. And this low-key sucks so..
“hey guys? There’s a woman laying on the ground by the front door” Sam called out when he opened the door and saw you.
“what?” Steve quickly walked over to where Sam was standing, followed by Natasha and Bruce.
Sam opened the door wider so they all could see. “why are you standing here like an idiot, check up on her!” Nat threw her hands in the air frustrated. She was so done with them.
Sam crouched down to check your pulse “she’s alive but unconscious” he informed looking back at his friends.
“yeah no shit” Natasha sighed.
“come on, bring her to my lab, she needs help” Bruce said.
Sam nodded and carefully picked you up, gasping when he saw blood coming out of her leg. “she’s hurt”
“fuck, come on Sam, hurry up” Steve rushed him.
Sam really wanted to complain about Steve bossing him around but he knew that there’s no time for that.
“who’s that?” Tony raised his eyebrows when the three guys passed him with you in Sam’s arms.
“we don’t know yet. Sam found her unconscious by the front door and she’s hurt” Steve quickly explained and turned around to catch up with them before hearing Tony yell.
“I hope she’s not here to kill us!”
•••
“is she okay?” Sam walked into the medbay, where Bruce was doing some research with a nurse.
“I think so, we removed the bullet from her leg and took some blood so we could run some tests” Bruce shrugged.
Sam looked at you worriedly, he had a strange feeling inside of him, like a voice was telling him to not leave you alone. He frowned when he noticed something on your wrists and ankles.
“why is she tied up?”
“because we have no idea who she is. She might be dangerous”
“does she look dangerous to you?” he said angrily, glancing at your angelic face.
Bruce rolled his eyes. “she might not look dangerous but she could be. We’re not risking. Remember what happened with Ultron?”
Sam thought about it for a second and then nodded, deciding that he’s right but still, the voice in his head was telling him that you’re trustworthy.
Suddenly your eyes shot open as you tried to get up from the hospital bed but struggled with the restraints.
“where am I? who are you? how did I get here? why am I tied up?” you spilled your words, frantically looking around the room.
Bruce immediately stood up and carefully walked closer to you so he wouldn’t scare you more.
“you’re in our compound, we are the Avengers, we don’t know how you got here because we found you unconscious by our front door and you’re tied up because we don’t know who you are and we’re not taking any chances to get killed tonight” he explained calmly looking for any signs of threat in you.
“my name is…I..uhm” you stuttered, still looking around the room. Your eyes fell on Sam when he knitted his eyebrows together.
“you don’t remember your name?” he asked.
“she’s a bit in shock, it’s normal. Give her some time” the nurse intervened in the conversation.
“hey, you can trust us” Sam stepped closer and extended his arm to touch you but quickly changed his mind. He didn’t want to make you more uncomfortable. “I’m Sam”
“and I’m Bruce”
“aren’t you that big green guy?” you asked.
Bruce sighed and nodded. “yeah, the Hulk”
You looked at Sam and stayed quiet for a minute, trying to remember who are you and how did you end up here. Your memories were blurred and your head started to hurt from thinking too much.
“my name is y/n. The last thing I remember is that they injected me with something and I passed out” you gulped when an unclear flashback came into your mind.
You still kept your glance at Sam as he opened his mouth to ask. “who are they?”
You closed your eyes when a stinging pain crossed your head. “Hydra”
•••
“are you sure she’s not dangerous? She might be pretending just to get closer to us” Steve crossed his arms on his chest, leaning back on the chair.
“I don’t think so” Bucky shook his head. “she might have been an unsuccessful experiment and was thrown out”
“so how did she appear by our front door?” Tony asked.
“maybe she came here for help” Bucky shrugged his shoulders.
“Wanda, maybe you could read her mind?” Sam looked at the girl who was deep in her thoughts.
“I could try”
They all left the conference room to walk to the medbay where you were still tied up. Everyone stood outside the door waiting for Wanda to do what she needs to do. She concentrated really hard. “my leg hurts so fucking bad” she repeated. “how did I got here? I’m going to kill Brumlow for everything he has done for me”
The Avengers frowned glancing at each other while Wanda continued to voice over your thoughts. “I’m scared, they don’t trust me. They’re going to kill me. Those restraints are really itchy”
Without saying a word, Tony walked into the room and you jumped slightly frightened. “we will get you a bedroom so you could rest a little and tomorrow you are going to explain everything you remember” he instructed and when you nodded, Tony freed you.
You carefully stood up from the bed and winced in pain. “can you walk?”
“yeah, I think so” you answered taking a step forwards but when you almost fell on the ground, Sam quickly walked right next to you and hooked his arm with yours.
“here, let me help” he smiled sweetly at you and led you out of the room into another one not far from the medbay. “my room is right next to yours so if you need anything just knock at any time”
“thank you, Sam” you smiled at the guy you met just a few hours ago.
As soon as Sam closed the door and turned around, he met a lot of amused faces standing in front of him.
“what?” he raised his eyebrows, confused by his friends behaviour.
“don’t play dumb, Wilson” Natasha grinned.
“what did I do?”
“you definitely got a thing for her” Steve laughed at his cluelessness.
“what? no, I don’t. what…how…I mean I just met her a few hours ago” Sam stuttered nervously.
“we’re not saying you’re in love with her” Bucky laughed. “but I’ve never ever seen you so sincere and sweet”
“Barnes is right. You are extremely nice to her” Tony nodded.
“okay now I feel cornered up” Sam tried walking past them but got stopped by Steve.
“look, we’re not saying like it’s a bad thing. When I saw Peggy for the first time, I knew I was gonna fall for her eventually too”
Sam shook his head and walked away, not wanting to be interrogated by his friends anymore. He felt strange connection with you and that scared him. He heard a lot of stories by his mom about soulmates but he never believed in any of them but right now…he thinks that maybe, just maybe, there’s a possibility that they exist.
•••
The next morning you came in knocking on Sam’s door which he quickly opened, worried that you might need help.
“I remember everything” you said quietly to him.
His eyes lit up for a second but then quickly turned into a small frown because the look on your face was telling that no matter what you remembered, it’s not gonna be good. “okay, let’s go find the others” he placed his hand on your back and led you to the living room before calling everyone in with Friday’s help.
Being the center of the attention was nothing new to you but you still feel uncomfortable, everyone just staring at you and waiting for you to start talking.
You cleared your throat to prepare and looked down on your lap so you wouldn’t have to keep an eye contact with anyone.
“Brock Rumlow was my boyfriend. I thought he was a good guy…I mean everything was going great at first until one day…we had drinks at his place and I passed out so I guess he put something in it and the next thing I remember is me being tied up on a bed at Hydra’s base just like you have done to me yesterday” you spoke as everyone looked at you with a guilty look. “they injected me with a serum but I’m not sure which one so yeah long story short, I was trying to run away and they shot me in the leg” you sighed and looked up.
Steve looked at Wanda as if asking are you telling the truth and she just nodded feeling bad for you.
“how did you end up by our front door? And why were you unconscious?” Natasha asked.
“when I ran out I jumped into a taxi and he drove me here since he saw that I was shot he didn’t even ask me to give him money. I felt dizzy and my leg hurt like hell so I wasn’t able to reach the door when I passed out” you explained.
“I got the results” Bruce came into the room with a lot of papers in his hands. “they injected a serum that was never used before-“ he started.
“so she was an experiment” Sam interrupted.
“yeah I guess so. I’m still not sure what that serum is supposed to do but we might find out soon, at least she’s alive”
“look, I’m not going to be a burden. I’ll go home tonight, I just wanted to let you guys know because you have to stop them and you’re the only ones that can do that, who knows how many more innocent people are being experimented on and how many of them were unsuccessful leading to death” you offered them a small smile before standing up from your seat.
Sam grabbed your arm to stop you from walking away and you looked at him confused. “you can’t go. Rumlow and his minions are definitely searching for you right now, it’s not safe. Stay here until we take them down” he offered.
Unsure, you looked around the room and the people sitting there. “I don’t know” you meeked out.
“Wilson is right, we’re not letting you put your life in danger. It’s safe here, so please stay” Tony nodded, earning a lot of approvals.
“are you sure?” you asked.
“yes, we are sure. You can stay here as long as you need” Steve gave you a reassuring smile.
•••
A week has passed. A week of trying to come up with a plan on how to take down Hydra and also to figure out what did that serum do to you.
Also a week of getting to know more about the whole team and especially getting closer to Sam. His behaviour towards you was shocking to you since you never had someone taking care of you as much as he did. He would always check up on you, talk to you, help you.
Everyone in the compound teased him about looking like a lost puppy following you everywhere you go but he didn’t care, he just wanted to spend as much time as he can until everything is done and you will get back home.
You were standing in the kitchen, making yourself and Sam something to eat when you heard a loud bang, making you drop everything you had in your hands and then Sam came in running, he looked frightened as he grabbed your hand and started dragging you somewhere.
“go in your room and stay there” he instructed and was about to run off but you stood in his way, placing your hands on his chest to stop him.
“what the fuck is going on?”
“they are here”
That’s all he needed to say. You let him go and went back to your room, your heart was beating out of your chest. Your plan to attack them first failed because now they are here and in your mind, it’s all your fault.
You couldn’t stay still, knowing and hearing that people who saved and helped you are now in danger by people who hurt you.
Impulsively, without any protection, guns or anything, you ran out of the compound as Sam immediately saw you. “y/n! Go back inside!” he yelled while hitting another Hydra’s soldier on the ground.
You ignored him, storming right to where Brock and Steve were fist fighting. You didn’t know what was going on in your mind especially the fact that you could get killed any second now. “Steve, back off”
He frowned looking at you but your eyes burning from rage were fixated on Brock as Steve took a small step back, knowing that you deserve to at least let your anger out on the person that hurt you the most. “I let you in my life, I trusted you, I was even falling in love with you” you started, pointing your index finger at Brock with each word. “you fucking piece of shit used me for an experiment. You weren’t even sure if I was going to survive!” you raised your voice as your eyes teared up but you blinked a couple of times trying to keep them in. “I hate you so fucking much you have no idea” you gritted through your teeth as by now everyone was standing around you after they quickly knocked out Brock’s colleagues. “I’m going to kill you”
Brock was standing still in front of you, listening to your every word but started smiling at the end. “y/n…” he giggled. “I know you. You are all talk”
You were furious. “you don’t know a shit about me and you’re going to regret ever seeing me”
Before you could do anything, you heard a lot of gasps and Sam’s voice. “y/n? Look at your hands”
You looked down and widened your eyes. They were burning. Like literal fire was coming out of your hands. Brock’s smile fell when he glanced at your hands but before he could try to run away or tackle you; you were already grabbing his arms and burning him in the process, making him yell out of pain.
The more you got angry, the more flames got out of your hands making Brock’s whole body burn. The team were standing with their mouths wide open, trying to comprehend everything, while Bruce was already running back inside the compound to look over your tests results once again and to try to find something that explains how did your hands lit up on fire.
When Brock’s body fell on the ground unconscious you stood there for a few seconds, just staring. The fire on your hands slowly decreased and you managed to turn around to face the team.
“h-how?”
Before you could answer, Bruce came running back with a big smile on his face. “I don’t know how did I miss this fact but apparently that serum was filled with one of the Infinity Stones, I’m just not sure which one and now you can create and throw fire with your hands”
You raised your hand a little bit and snapped your fingers, making a small flame on the tip. Mesmerised you started moving your finger in circles, trying to understand what is going on.
Sam walked closer to you, until he was standing right in front, he carefully grabbed your hand, trying not to burn himself and folded it into a fist before lowering it down.
You looked up at him and just now you realised what happened. You killed your ex, you can create fire with your hands. You killed a person.
You wanted to look back at him, but Sam quickly grabbed your head and cupped your cheeks, knowing exactly what you were about to do. “it’s okay. No one’s is going to hurt you now” he whispered.
You wanted to say something, but nothing came out of your mouth as you just nodded. Sam pulled you closer and hugged you tightly, giving you small kiss on the top of your head. You never felt more safe.
•••
The next day, you were already saying goodbye to everyone and thanking them a million times.
“please join us. You would be very useful with your powers” Tony asked you, hoping for a positive answer.
“I don’t know…maybe it’s too soon, I still need to figure out my powers and how to use them”
“it’s okay. Whenever you’re ready…you know where to find us or if you need any help, don’t hesitate” Natasha smiled, giving you one last hug.
“okay” you sniffled and wiped the tear that escaped your eye.
“I will miss you” Sam sighed sadly also hugging you a lot tighter that Nat. To explain the feelings that he has right now is almost impossible. He was heartbroken, like a piece of him is going away; he was angry that he didn’t make a move earlier and now he might never see you again, unless you change your mind.
“I will miss you too, so much” you whispered into his chest.
“bye”
•••
A few hours later, Sam found himself once again opening the front door of the compound, a slight dejavu flashing him.
“y/n?” he asked surprised, eyeing you up and down to make sure you’re not hurt.
“can I stay here? Apparently Rumlow destroyed my flat while they were looking for me” you nervously fiddled with your fingers, a few sparks coming out of them in the process.
“of course, come in. Are you okay?” Sam asked worriedly.
You bit your bottom lip softly and shook your head, giving him an answer. He extended his arms, inviting you in a hug which you gladly accepted, wrapping your arms around his waist, letting a few tears roll down your cheeks. “he ruined my life” you sniffled.
“hey, no. Don’t think like that. Life still goes on, you just have a little bit more right now. You have cool powers which I’m kinda jealous for” you giggled at his words. “and you have new friends, a family if I may say”
“you may” you smiled looking up at him. “thank you” your words came out in a whisper.
Sam cupped your cheeks with his hands. “you don’t need to thank me. I’m here for you” his eyes fell on your lips and he started leaning in a little until his lips touched yours. Anger, pain, sadness, regret. Every feeling that you felt the past days just simply washed away with a kiss.
Now you felt safe, happy, wanted and loved. Everything you ever wanted.
You pulled away and looked at Sam again. “I think I’m falling in love with you”
“what a coincidence. I think I’m falling in love with you too”
A.N: I’m re-obsessed with animal crossing so it’s only right I write a lil sumn lol; also the character’s name made me rihmember the cartoon Shanna’s Show that used to play on Playhouse Disney and I got hella nostalgic lmao// also this is short bc I def ran out of steam while writing it but enjoy! lol
*gif not mine!
The 5 o'clock animal crossing theme song blares in their shared room; Sam shakes his head and chuckles softly. She must be playing that damn game again, he thinks to himself. He’s just returned from a meeting with some government officials and hoped that he’d have his wife, Shanna, all to himself. To his dismay, she’s playing animal crossing, which means she doesn’t have time for him.
“You still playing? When I talked to you earlier today, you were playing…” Sam playfully complains, knowing how much his girl loves her video games.
“The gameplay is intense right now, babe…”
He walks even further into the room and peers at the tv. He watches Shanna cook up a meal.
“Baby… you’re literally cooking… I don’t think that’s considered intense gameplay… you do that all the time in real life!”
HE’S A LITERAL DREAM MAN I ADORE THIS!!! everything about this was warm and loving and I could just picture this with Sammy! And the ending!!!! Excuse me don’t make me cry like this, that’s so beautiful, I feel like he’s such a romantic so this just fits him perfectly!
Make Me Smile- [Request] The reader has to shave her head for upcoming neurosurgery and feels like shit about herself. Ensuing comfort from one of the single men on the Avengers team.
HBC Kinktober Day 4: Public Sex @the-marvel-horniest-book-club
Request: Mile high with Sam @buckysnumberonegirl
NSFW 18+ only. Minors DNI. Not beta read. Divider by @firefly-graphics
Sam glances at Bucky and Joaquin swapping stories as he heads to the back of the plane to check on you. You’re wrapping a bandage around your forearm as he approaches and you smile.
“How’s the arm?” Sam asks.
“It’s just a flesh wound, Wilson,” you wink as Sam takes a step closer to you. “Thanks for the lift. I was getting a little tired of the scene.”
Characters: Jacob Black, Sam Wilson, Carlos Oliveira
Warnings: ✨ insecure reader ✨ You is kind. You is smart. You is important. Period
Request: “I’m kinda afraid of sending this… I don’t know why I’m really thin and I don’t like that cause I wanted to have that pretty curves some girls have and I wanted to ask you to please write for me Jacob Black, Sam Wilson and Carlos Oliveira comforting their friend / crush who is insecure about being too thin and not pretty enough and confessing their love ” Anon
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Jacob
She watched as Jacob lay on the scooter, rolling himself under the raised car. He clanked around as he took apart the underbelly of the engine.
His arms rippled with muscle as he worked; his shirt became taut as he mindlessly flexed and moved.
Her arms subconsciously moved to her own shirt, feeling how loose the fabric was. She knew her own arms would never be as bold with muscle and her clothes would never feel as tight. She could barely fill in what she wore now, using belts to keep pants up and layers to conceal how thin she was.
She was getting that faraway look, her lips falling into an unattractive frown. She hardly noticed when Jacob wheeled his way to the surface.
“Hey, could you hand me that tire?” he had a smirk on his face, speaking that he already knew she wouldn’t be able to pick up the tire.
She felt incredibly weak as she made the attempt anyway, squatting down and using her arms to push a thick tire as hard as she could. Jacob sauntered over, snickering, “Don’t worry, I can do it.”
He wiped his hands free of smudges but hesitated when he spotted that frown. His brow creased as he walked over, “I was only joking, (Y/N).” He put a hand to her mouth, using his fingers to upturn her lips into an unnerving smile.
“Very funny.” She shoved his hand away, choosing to sit on the nearby workbench.
Jacob followed her, standing and meeting her at eyelevel, “What are you thinking?”
She shrugged, “I’m not feeling so good.”
He observed her distracted eyes and watched her pick at her clothes. He mentally kicked himself for making fun of her weakness when she was obviously hurting about it.
It made him hurt to think that she was.
“You know what I’m thinking?” he asked. He reached for her chin, turning her dazed eyes to his warm ones. “I’m thinking I’ve never been so in love with the thought of you.”
Her gaze cleared up considerably, “What?”
He smiled, so bright compared to his tanned skin, “I said… I’m so in love…”
She was so taken aback that every negative thought she’d had moments before was thrown out the window. “I’m going to need you to say that one more time.”
Jacob bent down, hands on either side of her and resting on the workbench. His face was incredibly close to hers, “I was just thinking how so in love I am with the mere thought of you. God knows what I’ll do with you right here.”
She could barely remember what she was upset about. All she wanted was Jacob’s arms around her, protecting her from every insecure thought she’d had before.
Sam
(Y/N) dragged along Sam’s wings, unable to lift them onto her shoulders without pulling a muscle. She was practically panting as she finally made it to the Avengers field – a wide expanse of green grass covering the surrounding miles and miles.
Sam met her there, laughing the way he did as he thought of a joke, “Enjoying the fresh air?”
“I know I volunteered to grab your gear, but you could’ve warned me it weighed a ton.”
He simply smiled, refraining from saying anything that would make her feel weak and small. “You ready for a test flight?”
“You were serious about that?”
“I thought that’s why you volunteered.” He strapped the wing pack to his shoulders, winking at her, “Don’t worry, I won’t let you fall. Believe it or not, I’ve flown before.”
She laughed, winding her arms around her waist, “I don’t know.”
He looked at her arms holding herself, “I promise you won’t snap in half – I’m strong, but not that strong,” he laughed easily, trying to ease her nerves.
“Don’t say that just yet,” (Y/N) muttered mutely, “You don’t know how thin I actually am.”
“Come here,” he said, activating his wings, “There’s something I want to show you.”
She found his capable arms grip her waist. She blushed horribly as she thought of how sharp her bones could be.
“Sorry if I poke you.”
He laughed, his wings folding out and powering up, “You planning on poking my eye out? I do have flight goggles. Real sexy.”
“No, I mean, I’m a little bony. We’re so close I… I would feel bad if I’m poking you.”
It might’ve just been her imagination, but it felt like Sam was holding her even closer now, “You kidding? I’m too distracted by the beautiful lady I’m holding in my arms.”
If her blush wasn’t evident before, it was blinding now.
And they blasted into the air, shooting for the sky.
(Y/N) would have feared she’d simply blow away, slipping into the open air and falling to her demise. She was certainly light enough to slip through Sam’s grip, but she found that his hold was definite.
It appeared there was no way Sam was going to let her go. It was a somewhat comforting thought.
They reached a standard height and leveled, flying around the Avengers campus. (Y/N) found herself laughing hysterically as her hair whipped around her face. She gripped onto Sam’s shoulders all the while he grinned.
“Hey,” he yelled over the wind, “I still wanted to show you something.”
And (Y/N) pried her face away from his shoulder to look below them, almost shrieking at the height. But just a pinprick below them was something laid out on the compounds roof. It looked like a small table with a full lunch spread.
“What is that supposed to be?”
“Our lunch date,” Sam said, “If you’re hungry after this.”
She gaped at him, a giggle making an appearance, “Ask me again when we’ve landed.”
Carlos
“I almost had them!”
She was yelling, reloading her gun and stuffing first aid into her pouches. Carlos stood on the other side of the room, still catching his breath.
“And you just had to get in the way.”
“I didn’t ask you to cover for me,” he pushed his shaggy hair out of his dirtied face.
She bristled, “If I didn’t you would’ve died!”
He was smug, “I knew you couldn’t live in a Carlos-less world.”
She grumbled, “Now I have to backtrack on weeks of work. How am I supposed to catch them now when they have a damn helicopter?”
Carlos tried to even his breathing, tossing his automatic aside. He was waiting for her to calm herself before saying something stupid.
“Thank you,” he muttered. “For what you did.”
(Y/N) slammed her hands against the barricaded door, “Maybe if I was bigger, stronger… I could’ve stopped them too.”
“You couldn’t have been in two places at once.”
She grimaced, “Maybe if I wasn’t so small,” she said, voice growing quieter, “So thin… I’d be more capable.”
Carlos frowned at that. This was about more than just the failed mission. He was slowly making his way towards her, “(Y/N), you know you’re the baddest ass I know.”
She waved a flimsy hand, still frustrated.
He stayed a few feet away as to not push boundaries, “You’ve seen what’s out there. You’ve seen how outnumbered we are. You’ve seen how few of us have survived.” He folded his arms, protective, “Just judging by that I would say you are verycapable.”
(Y/N) still refused to look at him, hating how she felt; hating how she projected it on him. “You’re infuriating.”
“But you still kept me around,” he gave her a side smile, willing her to have one too.
“I’m glad.” She hugged herself with her thin arms.
Carlos took a few steps closer, “Me too. Because a (Y/N)-less world would be the last thing I’d want.” He looked very near holding her face with his hand, but he stopped himself.
“More than a Carlos-less world?” she asked, starting to smile.
It warmed his cold frame, “I was kind of hoping we’d cancel each other out there. I want you – you want me… that way both our wishes are granted.” He waved his hands about as he rambled, “You see where I’m going with this?”
“You really are infuriating,” but she was grinning this time.
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