#severe deppresion

LIVE

I am currently in recovery and it has been really hard to stay off this site.

But…

someone had said something about my ED and I honestly dont know how I feel. One day I’ll starve and the next I’ll eat the proper recovery amount.

I dont know if I’m going to relapse or not and its scaring me.

I’m healthy right now, but…

I could be skinny and it’s all I have ever wanted.

*help.me.i.dont.want.to.feel.*

#delete later #mental health #emotions #deppresive #panic disorder #severe deppresion #aneroxia #aneroxic

@whoreforthepain

Wed, 19 Feb 2020 22:22:40

I feel that in my SOUL.

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@whoreforthepain

Mon, 17 Feb 2020 19:17:19

I hate that I dont have any courage or strength to do anything I want. I cant starve myself because I’m not strong enough, I cant talk to my boyfriend about how I’m feeling. I can even make a move on him because I’m to scared he’ll say no. Even though he never has. I’m not strong enough and it kills me inside.

Give.me.some.strength

#delete later #mental health #deppresive #emotions #help me #panic disorder #severe deppresion #anarexix #anerexia #anerexic #aneroxia #aneroxic #eating disoder tw #eating disroders

@whoreforthepain

Sat, 03 Aug 2019 12:23:39

I feel like I’m going to explode. Every emotion in me is spinning out of control like a tornado stuck inside my body.i want to scream and cry and yell at everyone, at someone. But I cant. Not even a single tear will come out. And it hurts soo much…

I.cant.deal.with.this.anymore

#delete later #mental health #deppresive #emotions #help me #panic disorder #severe deppresion

@whoreforthepain

Fri, 26 Jul 2019 12:35:03

Today is going great!

I’m at 115.5lbs today.

All I’ve eaten so far is a banana, half an apple, and 10 grapes! With a cup of green tea.

I’m at 244 calories minus about 500 +or- calories burned already.

And it’s already 7 pm!

Slowly.getting.skinny

#delete later #mental health #emotions #deppresive #panic disorder #help me #severe deppresion #anarexix #anerexia #anerexic #aneroxia #aneroxic #eating disoder tw #eating disroders

@whoreforthepain

Mon, 22 Jul 2019 15:07:32

I’m going to be one of those healthy ana’s! I just spent like $100 on fruit. Both fresh and frozen. So from now on I’m going to live off of smoothies and fruit.

Just.trying.to.be.skinny.and.healthy.

#delete later #mental health #emotions #deppresive #panic disorder #help me #severe deppresion #anarexix #anerexia #anerexic #aneroxic #eating disoder tw #aneroxia #eating disroders

@whoreforthepain

Sun, 21 Jul 2019 22:20:01

Really wanting an ana buddy.

Just.want.to.struggle together.

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@whoreforthepain

Thu, 18 Jul 2019 15:37:27

I want to binge again….

please make me stop..

I.just.want.to.be.a.skinny.bitch

#delete later #mental health #emotions #deppresive #panic disorder #severe deppresion #help me #anerexia #anarexix #aneroxia #aneroxic #eating disoder tw #anerexic #eating disroders

@whoreforthepain

Tue, 16 Jul 2019 14:27:34

When people start to realize something is wrong so you’ve got to step up and act like you are all right and do all your chores because if you continue to ignore them they will look even harder. And see that you’re actually dying inside.

Just.let.me.live.in.my.dispear

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@whoreforthepain

Tue, 16 Jul 2019 14:25:25