#anerexia

Soo I’ve been sick all day because of not eating and my man is stressed that its morning sickness but I dont want to tell him that its because I haven’t really eaten.

*what.do.i.do*

I love that feeling.

☆☆ not mine☆☆

I hate that I dont have any courage or strength to do anything I want. I cant starve myself because I’m not strong enough, I cant talk to my boyfriend about how I’m feeling. I can even make a move on him because I’m to scared he’ll say no. Even though he never has. I’m not strong enough and it kills me inside.

Give.me.some.strength

Today is going great!

I’m at 115.5lbs today.

All I’ve eaten so far is a banana, half an apple, and 10 grapes! With a cup of green tea.

I’m at 244 calories minus about 500 +or- calories burned already.

And it’s already 7 pm!

• Slowly.getting.skinny

I’m going to be one of those healthy ana’s! I just spent like $100 on fruit. Both fresh and frozen. So from now on I’m going to live off of smoothies and fruit.

Just.trying.to.be.skinny.and.healthy.

Really wanting an ana buddy.

Just.want.to.struggle together.

I want to binge again….

please make me stop..

I.just.want.to.be.a.skinny.bitch

When people start to realize something is wrong so you’ve got to step up and act like you are all right and do all your chores because if you continue to ignore them they will look even harder. And see that you’re actually dying inside.

Just.let.me.live.in.my.dispear