#anarexix

In the midst of any shitty stuff going on have some good news :)

can someone be my buddy, just someone i can talk to about anything going on

i wish i can go back and to tell myself to stop eating.

day 4: felt so drained today, woke up at 6 cause i had a class at 8 and then my first meal was at 1 and testerday i had dinner around 8pm, so that means i technically did a 17 hour fast¿?¿

wow i didn’t know it was that long until now and ngl i feel pretty great about that. haven’t done a fast in ages, let alone one that lasted that long

oh ya and today was the first time that i had a single-serve meal and i was full after it!! like full to the point that when i was asked if i wanted seconds i said no right away!! like usually i would say yes, then realize taht i shouldn’t and then decline later. but today’s reaction was so quick i felt so good!!!

so today was a very good day

unknowngirl199424:

[Eating Disorder Intensifies]

princess baby girl

i feel so insecure

109lbs 5”4

babies going to a festival on the weekend :)

i’ve gained 2lbs and i’m pretty sure it’s water weight buuuuut

111lbs 5’4 :(((

breakfast- nothing

lunch - fat free yogurt, 3 strawberries, handful of raspberries, handful of grapes & 1/3 of a cucumber

dinner - fuck knows yet

i feel disgusting huge

* Im seeing my boyfriend in eight days and I want not to look like a cow

* Everything is fucking stressful right now.

* I am in a treatment center for drug use so it should be easy to restrict when Im busy doing program all day

* Ive been eating like absolute shit

In love with her forever <3

Chętny ktoś w przedziale wiekowym 18-20 wspierać się w odchudzaniu? Totalnie straciłam kontrolę…

Okay, I think I need to start doing accountability posts on here, because otherwise I’ll never lose weight on my own. I feel like if there’s other eyes on the numbers, I might feel pressure to keep the numbers down even if no one is forcing me.

I don’t really know what format to go with though. Either I do my old ana log format from before or I update every time I consume something. Or maybe both? I’m reallyyy unsure because it’s been a while since I posted anything having to do with me actually restricting at all.

I hate that I dont have any courage or strength to do anything I want. I cant starve myself because I’m not strong enough, I cant talk to my boyfriend about how I’m feeling. I can even make a move on him because I’m to scared he’ll say no. Even though he never has. I’m not strong enough and it kills me inside.

Give.me.some.strength

Today is going great!

I’m at 115.5lbs today.

All I’ve eaten so far is a banana, half an apple, and 10 grapes! With a cup of green tea.

I’m at 244 calories minus about 500 +or- calories burned already.

And it’s already 7 pm!

• Slowly.getting.skinny

I’m going to be one of those healthy ana’s! I just spent like $100 on fruit. Both fresh and frozen. So from now on I’m going to live off of smoothies and fruit.

Just.trying.to.be.skinny.and.healthy.

Really wanting an ana buddy.

Just.want.to.struggle together.

I want to binge again….

please make me stop..

I.just.want.to.be.a.skinny.bitch

When people start to realize something is wrong so you’ve got to step up and act like you are all right and do all your chores because if you continue to ignore them they will look even harder. And see that you’re actually dying inside.

Just.let.me.live.in.my.dispear