#stray kids blurbs
tw | toxic relationship
[21:09] you wish time would just stop for even a minute. let you collect yourself and your thoughts and actually be able to choke up words to say to him. but it’s not like he’d listen, anyway. talking to hyunjin is like talking to a child. he doesn’t actually listen. just waits until you finish speaking so he can get a word in again.
but it’s because you let him, you suppose. you’ve always been so lenient with him. never raising your voice in fear of getting him mad enough for him to leave. sure, he’s pissed you off plenty of times, but you try to keep it to yourself to avoid any arguments. arguments with hyunjin never end well.
he’s loud. you could be screaming at the top of your lungs but somehow he always finds a way to overpower your voice, as if somehow being louder means he’s right.
he’s stubborn. he doesn’t care if you have tears streaming down your cheeks. you could blatantly tell him exactly how to change to avoid the situation again or to just fucking listen to you for two seconds. but he’s too prideful to lose. his mind isn’t gonna change; you might as well give up now.
but worst of all, he’s victimizing. it doesn’t matter whether or not it was actually him in the wrong. it’s never his fault. you could have done better to avoid the situation. you should be the one who’s sorry.
so you apologize. over and over and over until he finally throws his hands up and says something like “whatever, i’ll be back later” and leaves you in tears in the living room and doesn’t come back until the morning.
but he always comes back with snacks and flowers and games and movie tickets with red, puffy eyes and an embarrassed apology and you forgive him without hesitation because the hyunjin from last night isn’t the hyunjin he is. i just got caught up in the heat of the moment, he says. you know i didn’t mean it. it won’t happen again.
and you always believe him. because when you truly love someone, you’re willing to look over a bad quality or two to keep them there.
it won’t happen again, you think. because when you truly love someone, you’re willing to change a bad quality or two to keep them there.
but he doesn’t truly love you. he just likes the thought of it, is all. but you’re too far in to be able to make that connection.
not like he’d ever let you, anyway.
so as we know, recently hyunjoon, woojin, and hoseok (mx) have left their groups (all of whom i write for). i’m kind of iffy about doing this, but to respect the decisions of having left their groups, i will not write for these three beginning next comebacks. for example, i will continue to write for woojin until dec. 7, and the others whenever their former groups release a new album.
this will apply to all future idols who leave their groups. please respect my decision to do this. i’m sorry and thank you.
blurbs / hyung line
idols: hyung line × reader
genre:super kjut
warnings:none
chan
“chan?”, you croaked out while poking his puffy cheek.
“yes, babygirl.”
“are you asleep?”, you whispered to him.
“i mean it’s 2am, what do you think?.”, he laughed tiredly as you hit his chest playfully.
“what’s wrong, you okay?”, his eyes were locked with yours before he gently wipes a few hair strands out of your face.
“i can’t sleep.”, you then admit, caressing his cheek.
“is it the stress?”, he asked and you only nodded.
but then he pulled you more into his chest to give you a big hug. “that’s okay my babygirl, you work a lot, it’s fine yeah?”
“yeah, it’s okay.”, you mumbled against his neck. “thank you.”, you continued and kissed the spot softly.
“how about we watch a movie? i guess we could fall asleep from it.”, chan suggests and you immediately agreed.
“i love you.”, were the words you told him before you pushed your lips against his in a loving kiss.
woojin
“good morning.”, you rumbled as you entered the bathroom where woojin was changing.
“wanna hug.”, you then mumbled before hugging his torso.
“you look tired. go back to bed and rest a bit babe.”, woojin said before ruffling your hair and pecking your head.
“but i wanna spend some time with you before you leave.”, you whined and hugged him even closer to your freezing body.
“you’re cute, but you do so much, i want you to rest.”, woojin replied while cupping your puffy morning cheeks.
“i want cuddles.”, you whispered out of the blue and he could only smile at your tired and exhausted state.
“then let me get ready real quick and then we’ll cuddle before i go, okay?” you nodded.
you huddled back to bed and tangled into the sheets, but right before you realized, you were back asleep.
whenwoojin got out of the bathroom, he chuckled, of course you fell asleep. you were so stressed these days and all he wanted was you to rest and sleep enough.
he made his way towards your peaceful sleeping body and sat beside you while stroking your hair lightly. he admired you for a bit, but then noticed he was going to be late for today’s practice.
“good night, my angel.”
minho
“you comfortable?”, minho asked while adjusting himself.
“yeah, more than that.”, you quietly said, looking up at him lovingly.
“i missed you.”, you told him.
“i missed you too, so so much.”, minho admit, coming closer to your face by each second passing by, and before you knew it, he was kissing you passionately. he pulled away and you rested your head onto his chest.
“are you okay?”, he then asked, noticing your rather stressful sigh.
“it’s just getting too much right now, you know work and stuff. i want to be able to see you more often.”, you pouted.
“that would be great, but soon it’s christmas. i promise to spend a lot of time with you, my babygirl.”
“that means you would stay for the nights?”, you smiled at him.
“if you want me to, then i will.”, he giggled.
“i love you.”
“i love you more, y/n.
changbin
both of you were quiet as you relaxed to the sound of sizzling fire and cracking wood. it was really late at night but you and changbin decided to enjoy the dim and warm atmosphere.
"you tired?”, changbinasked.
“yeah, a little bit, but i like this.”, you giggled at yourself. “what about you?”
“i like this as well, but i’m really tired.”, he yawned.
“that’s okay.”, you smiled, brushing your thumb against his cheek. “do you wanna sleep here or in bed?”, you continued.
“here, it’s comfortable.”, he took a deep breath, smelling your sweet scent.
“i’ll get a blanket and a big pillow.”, you stood up from the couch, kissed his cheek and left the living room. meanwhile, changbin was readjusting the couch, making it from a couch to a small bed.
you came back and handed him the bed sheets and pillows. you turned out all the lights in your apartment before joining him to sleep.
“good night my baby.”, changbinwhispered.
he was back hugging you, all cuddled up into your neck while caressing your hand gently. and eventually both of you fell asleep.
- chill day with hyunjin and seungmin ☕️
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Bang Chan
Your phone rang on the bedside table, girl in red blaring right near your ear. Groaning, you cuss a little, as you gain consciousness to see the bane of your sleep.
“It’s six in the morning Chan, it better be good,”you threatened the accused, who was busy giggling on the other side of the call.
“Well, good morning to you too,”chan greets you, which only results in you mumbling something incoherent, “I’m coming to pick you in um, 30?”
“Why?”
“To go somewhere?”
“Yeah, but where? And why? Is there something today?”
“No bun, there’s nothing today,”he clarifies your doubt, making you more confused, “it’s the beach.”
“We can go later today too, if you want to Chaaaaaan,”you drag his name whining on the call, “why so early?”
“Because, you’ll see. Now get up and be ready before I come to pick you up,”he says, making you gran, “see ya, love.”
“But-” before you could complete, he cuts the call, making you sigh.
“So much for being in love,”you mumble to yourself, before scratching your head and getting up from the bed, stretching a bit, you enter the bathroom. As it was supposed to be hot, you decided to take a cold shower cause even it was early in the morning, y’all were going to the beach-the place where Chan used to go alone, now took him with you, his best friend. Throwing on a tank top, a plaid jacket paired with denim shorts and white slippers. Throwing your hair in a loose bun, you were just about to call him, when he beats you down to it by pressing the doorbell. You double check once before you open the door.
“Hey bun!”he giggles, as he takes you in a bear hug and lifts you up in the air, making you giggle.
“You’re waaaaaay too energetic in the morning, Chan!”you say, squishing him in turn, taking in his Versace perfume on his black sleeveless tee shirt. That was what you gifted him once, and he has been buying that ever since. He twists you such that you end up piggy back riding him with a yelp. Grabbing the keys from your hand and locks the door, putting them in the pocket of his shorts. He runs down the stairs, making you yelp continuously, as he tickles your sides backwards, till he reaches the parking lot. He opens the door of his car and slowly bends backwards, as you loosen your hold around his neck, securing on the seat. He giggles as you shake your head laughing at him, as he jogs to the driver’s seat. As he sits down, he looks at you-more like, stares at you.
“What?”
He shakes his head, securing his seat belt, as he turns his ignition on. You look at him in confusion, wondering what really goes on inside his head. You shake your head slightly, looking ahead. Thirteen Senses plays in the background, making you sigh in contentment, like you’ve got it all together. You doze a bit, making Chan smile at you. He drives for a while, making you doze off to the songs playing in the background.
You groan a bit, scratching your knee, feeling the cool air from the AC hitting your face. You stretch a bit, feeling a bit restricted, and rub your eyes with the back if your hand, and see Chan smiling at you, leaning back.
“Okay, as adorable you are, it’s beginning to get creepy,”you say, as he laughs.
“Well, I was wondering how can someone look so ugly in the morning, hey!-”
“I’m not ugly, and you, need glasses,”you quip, making him smirk. You look outside the window and see the plain sight of the beach. You look at him gleefully and open the door, beelining towards the sandy ground, with Chan waddling behind you.
“I thought you didn’t wanna come!”you hear Chan’s voice behind you, as you run towards the sea, kicking your slippers away from you.
“I choose to not hear youuuu!!!”you yell back, making Chan stop in his place to catch his breath and look at you.
“Damn, they’ve gotta a lot of stamina,”he says to himself, as he sees you splashing the water around, “no one’s gonna say that this person was about to kick my ass in person.”
He takes a deep breath and jogs over to you, as you just stand there, staring into the distance. You feel a hand around your shoulder, as you tilt your head a bit backwards and place your hand on his, snuggling into the warmth.
“Feels nice, right?”he whispers in your ear, nose nuzzling in the crook of your neck, “wait, did you take a shower and come?”
“You expected me to come dirty?”
“Kinda, cause you know, this?”
“This what, hey!”you yelp, as he begins splashing water at you, making half your top wet. You try doing the same, only that it was touching his skin.
“You’re gonna have it from me!!!”you scream, chasing him around, like you would do with your best friend in your childhood. Chan made you feel alive, even if his schedule made you suffocate on his behalf sometimes. You both were, well, complicated. You liked each other, yet decided to remain as best friends. Even though he made time for you, you both weren’t ready for that commitment yet, neither was he aware of your feelings for him. You went and sat on the sand for a while, while Chan removed his shoes and stood in the middle, staring into the distance. You took out your phone and snap a picture of him from behind.
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“Hi there!” Felix’s smile was huge as soon as you answered the call you’ve lost sleep waiting for.
“Hi” you managed to smile back and took a deep breath. You thought it would be easier to talk to him through a video call, but interacting with your bias is not for the weak of heart. You could hardly believe you won the online fansign, so this feels like a dream.
“How’s it going? Is everything alright?” his cute accent gave you butterflies in your stomach. He looked so good even though he was a bit pixelated due to your unstable connection.
“Yeah, I’m good, I’m good” you saw him nodding while saying that he’s happy to hear that. He said your name just to confirm he was pronouncing it right and you felt like you could combust at any point now. You only nodded shyly replying that he was pronouncing it perfectly and Felix let out a tiny “yay” followed by clapping hands.
“So, did you like our comeback?” Felix asked and you forced yourself to wake up from the dazed state you were in and interact more with him. This is a one-in-a-million kind of chance and you had to make the most of it, even if it’s only for sixty seconds.
“Yeah, I loved it, you guys totally killed this comeback, the song is amazing, the MV is beautiful, your outfits are incredible, it’s a masterpiece! No one does it like Stray Kids”
“Oh wow” he laughed. “I’m glad you liked it, we worked really hard for Stays”
“And we’re proud of you” you smiled. “You guys have no idea how much strength and inspiration you give us through your songs and performances”
“And you give us strength too! Even though we can’t see each other right now, we can always feel Stays’ energy when we’re on the stage. It’s heartwarming” Felix placed his hands on his chest and smiled so much that you couldn’t see his eyes anymore. You felt your own heart fluttering, like Felix’s touch had reached you somehow. It was crazy how you felt such a strong connection to him since the first day you acknowledged his existence through a selfie you came across on twitter. Felix was the one and only to make his way into your heart in a manner no one else has ever done, not even in real life. And talking to him now only confirmed your deep feelings for him.
You only realize you were just staring at him, admiring his adorable face and freckles through the screen, when you hear the alarm going off, reminding you that your time with Felix was over.
“Oh, the time went by so fast” you couldn’t help the sadness in your voice.
“Yeah, I didn’t even notice” Felix chuckled.
“I can’t wait to see you again” you felt your cheeks getting warmer and you smiled sheepishly.
“Hopefully it’ll be in person so I can see your embarrassed cute face up close” Felix winked and gave you two finger hearts. How could he be so flirty yet so adorable at the same time?
“Gotta go now, have a nice day! Dream of me tonight” Felix said his goodbye with a teasing smile and you were so dumbfounded by his words that you didn’t even had the chance to say anything back. You just stared at your phone, replaying your conversation in your head, and praying that he’ll remember you next time.
Blurbs - Hyung Line
Description:Fluff blurbs with the hyung line!
Warning:none
Pairing: hyung line x fem!reader
Bang Chan
You wake up with a low hiss, clutching your arm to your chest, nails of your other hand digging into the cast. Sitting up quickly, you down the pain killers your husband had left for you on your nightstand. The pill isn’t working quickly enough. You clench your eyes and throw your head back, leaning on your good arm. At that moment, you feel a warm hand on yours.
“Sorry. Did I wake you?” you say through grit teeth.
Chan sits up slowly and drowsily while shaking his head. “You okay?”
“No,” you admit, not expecting the sob that escapes your lips after.
He takes your head and leans it on his shoulder. All the while, he caresses your hand with his, running his thumb over your knuckles again and again to calm you. Your first sob is followed by another. Then another.
Chan strokes your hair carefully. “You’re strong; you can get through this,” he encourages you. “But I’m also here for you. Right here, by your side. Always.”
Lee Minho
“Gah!”
Minho is quick to your side. Upon arriving, he quickly grabs a napkin and tosses the spider in the trash.
“You okay?” he asks.
You let out a breath and close your eyes while slowly forcing your balled hands to uncurl. “Yeah. Yeah, I’m fine. Thanks for doing that, Min.”
He makes a noise of acknowledgement but does not allow his eyes to peel off of you as you leave the kitchen.
A few minutes later, he finds you on the couch, scrolling through your phone.
“Hey.”
“Hey.”
He hands you a mug of tea, the reason why you were in the kitchen in the first place. It’s chamomile.
“Thanks,” you smile.
He smiles back and sits beside you. He pulls you into him as usual and drapes the blanket sitting at the end of the sofa over you both. Before long, some Disney movie starts playing on the TV. Besides the characters and you occasionally blowing on the cup, the room is silent. Yet in the room sits an emotion that could not be expressed louder even if you screamed it.
Seo Changbin
“Hey, Bin.”
“Hm?” He doesn’t bother to look up from whatever he’s writing, but you know it isn’t anything productive anyway.
“How do you know when you like someone and when you love them?”
He lifts his pen up and pauses, thinking. “When you like someone,” he begins, slowly, “you want them to be happy. When they’re happy, you’re happy too. When you love someone, you’d want them to be happy even at the expense of your own happiness.”
You let out a hum and nod. “Do you like anyone?”
“Of course.” He continues writing whatever he was writing earlier.
“Do you love someone?”
Your question again makes his pen stop. This time, he looks up to meet your eyes.
“Yeah. I do.”
Hwang Hyunjin
“Mr. Hwang.”
Hyunjin blinks his eyes open slowly. He first turns and sees you sleeping with your head resting in your arms on his bed. Next, he looks over to the resident who’d just called him.
“How are you feeling?” the doctor asks.
“Much better.”
“That’s good. Have you thrown up since dinner?”
Hyunjin shakes his head, and the resident nods in approval. “I’m going to unhook your IV. The nurse will bring you breakfast shortly. If you don’t vomit an hour after you finish, we can discharge you.”
“Thank you, doctor,” Hyunjin nods.
“Your welcome.” He looks over to you. “You’re a lucky one, aren’t you?”
Hyunjin smiles softly and returns his eyes onto you. “Incredibly so.”
“How long have you been together?”
“Oh, we…” Hyunjin hesitates. “We’re not together yet, but I’m working on it.” He reaches to brush your hair from your face, smiling as images of your future together creep into his mind.
The resident chuckles to himself. “I don’t think you’ll have to wait much longer.”
~ ad.gold
