#teacher crush community
About todayyy!
He’s back from Corona quarantine and infection. When we saw each other in the hallway I greeted him maybe way too excited I went to talk to him later and he thanked me for my text, saying on that day it was just a headache and then it became very worse and that he had a very hard infection but is feeling better now. I said that it’s nice to have him back in school, he smiled so brightly. I told him about the school fair that he was supposed to attend on Saturday and that it was successful, he apologized that he wasn’t there and that he really wanted to come but his voice wasn’t in a good place. I said that it’s fine and he needed to recover properly first. Last he thanked me for my work with the schools TikTok after I showed him our new video. He asked for the videos title and it was a very trivial one so he started laughing so cute and wholeheartly. Then I sadly had to go to my next class. He was soo soft and sweet today, I could see that he missed school
He’s probably back tomorrow!
Question for the TCC:
Do you guys consider your tc your first love or is it just a tiny silly crush?
My tc is my second love. I do not fall for people easily. I’m 21 years old and my tc is the second guy/man I have ever developed feelings for❤
He’s got the f*cking Covid. I hope he is getting well soon and most important that he’s not going to have any Long Covid symptoms. I have still problems with my breath when I climb stairs more than two months after my infection and I’m young and healthy
I am so so worried about him and his health. I don’t know what he got. He is on sick leave until Wednesday next week for now. He said he’s okay and that he’s got nothing but a headache but that can’t last a whole week. I hope it’s not Corona. I just can’t text him again…maybe I’m gonna ask another teacher with the excuse that I have to talk with him about something and when he’s coming back.
Now he’s sick And that literally for the first time in 3 years…
So…on Wednesdays his classes are from 10 - 11:30. Today he was assigned to watch over a class from 8:45 - 14:30 and I was very happy that he’d be there for longer. One of my friends is in that class. Then she wrote me that he told the class he was not feeling well today, he actually really seemed not well and an hour later he went home before I could ask him if he’s fine. So I decided, after discussing it with my two friends, that I’m going to ask him through WhatsApp. I literally wrote him a formal phrased text telling him that I’d hope he is okay and that he seemed off today. Just 10 minutes later he texted me back the most casual answer. I’m not sure how to formulate it in English but it was something like “I’m okay, just a headache” (in German: “Bin okay, hab nur Kopfschmerzen”) I didn’t expect him to write this way. It felt somehow very close that he answered with such casuality. I didn’t even want an answer cause I just stated that I was hoping he was alright, not even asking. I just hope I didn’t step too deep into his privacy too much. He tells me a lot personal stuff about himself and all that but WhatsApp is a very private network and he never really gave me a clear permission that it’s okay if I write him through that messenger. We wrote a few times over there already but everytime I write him I’m afraid he will once tell me that it’s getting too private for him
Him texting me casual phrases back is too cute. Will update later
Our connection is so amazing, I’m sure if I’d be born 20 years earlier we’d definitely be married right now. I’m not even kidding there.
So my best friend and me have a lot influence in our school and today I went to T to ask him if he would like to teach the other training course as a regular and that we are planing on going to the principal. He was so in for that and he looked at me so thankfully and loving that I almost melted right there on the spot
The heart eyes we had for each other today. Wow
And how he began stuttering when I bent over to get something out of my friends backpack while he was talking to another teacher whose back was turned in my direction
He finally told me that he likes to stay in contact after school More to that laterrr
So I went into his class room to put logos on the new photos for our schools Instagram account, the day before a group of students and me uploaded a TikTok video for our school. I told him about it and how it’s fitting to a trend and he was like “I’m old, it’s okay I don’t understand”, he watched it then and asked me to pls send him the links to every new TikTok. For that he said via Email because he doesn’t use WhatsApp often and then he told that when he’s gone into old-age pension (which is in about 10 years) he’d download TikTok and we could stay in contact there either. So he EXPECTS us to STAY IN CONTACT for more than 10 years. He literally told me this.
Then I finished cutting an imagefilm for a sports team that I made with the other training course later and asked him to give me advice for finishing touches. He not even watched it halfway through when he said “Wow, amazing!” and continued saying this with other words every time. Then we had like an expert-nerd type of conversation about what he would maybe change with After Effects and Premiere or what I already did on few clips. He praised me so much and we were sitting like SO CLOSE while talking and looked each other into the eyes very closely…no 1,50m Corona hygienic distance…his eyes are absolutely beautiful…so bright, a light blue-grey with a darker blue ring around the iris
He finally told me that he likes to stay in contact after school More to that laterrr
I freaking love his terrible jokes and humor
So I had my preliminary Maths exam today and T was so cute afterwards. He asked me how it went and cheered me up when I reacted restrained. He knows that’s my weakest point. Later he asked if I think I’d pass, when I said yes, he praised me That was exactly what I needed after 180 minutes of Maths
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Can be about literally everything♡
February TC challenge Pt. 2
7. Do you think you’re their favorite student?
I definitely have been. I got the best grades, I answered every question, he even asked me if himself didn’t know the answer to a question students had. I talked more to him than anybody else. And he shows often that he prefers me over many.
8. Are they tall, short, or average height?
He is tall!!
9. Do they have any pets?
Sadly I don’t know…
10. Do you ever plan to confess your feelings to them? (Careful with this one, they could possibly lose their job or get you in trouble)
Well not before school ends…I guess I have to hold out, when our relationship is still this good after graduating I’d like to stay in touch at first and sometime I will confess. I’m not planning on never tell him. And it’s safer…I’m not a student then, and we both are adults!
11. Do you know any of their talents?
Sadly I don’t, he certainly is very good at photographing, filming and animating tho!
12. How often do you think of them?
Several times a day…sometimes even the whole day…
13. Have you told anybody irl about your crush?
I have very understanding friends and family, my closest people know. I know who I can trust.
14. Be honest: Do you think you’re in love?
Yes, no doubt. Never felt this deep for someone ever.
15. Do they motivate you to come to school?
Ohh yes! I certainly became a very dedicated student. Not only in class, even outside. I represent the school on school fairs and on every open day. Me and my best friend are somewhat the go-to people for students and teachers. Something’s odd, we are getting asked. We even chill in the teachers staff room here and there.
16. Have you ever seen them cry?
Well he teared up when I gave him his birthday present and when I walked by and he called with someone, he was so devastated, his voice cracked as if he was about to cry
So do you remember when I said he forgot to turn off his PC after class? On Thursday I went to ask him if he’s alright or if it was on purpose. He told me that he’d thank me for my concern and that he was meeting with his wife and was in a hurry. That hurted as always. He again thanked me for turning the PC off both times and then we talked about TikTok and how we are trying to show how diversity is the most essential thing in our school, he then asked me if I was watching a model casting show in Germany and I replied that I knew they are having a lot different body types in there now and traced my curves with my fingers. He grinned and said “Yeah I find that beautiful!”. Then we smiled at each other and talked about a lot more while I had another class actually. His students came back from photography session again and he didn’t stop talking to me until everyone was back again but I had to say goodbye first. We smiled at each other again. Then I left. I also told him I had Corona before holidays, he looked at me very concerned, almost sad and asked me if I’m fine now. This man leaves me speechless everytime.
Today, I talked with a girl who graduated from my school last year and she said that Y isn’t coming back next year. She then told me “you can message him tho, on facebook. He gave me his facebook last year” and I said “really?? It’s okay if I do?” And she said “yeah of course it’s fine” SO SHOULD I MESSAGE HIM ON FACEBOOK YES OR NO I NEED HELP HERE PLEASE
Also, M told me that he was talking with her and some other students and he said that we could contact him on facebook and that he would add anybody so yeah I’m doing that but I’m not using this account anymore guys so…Thank you everybody for being understanding and supportive. I love y'all. Cya
