I already made a post on a Teacher Crush Community YouTube collab channel, but LIKE this post if you’d like to see this collab channel become a reality! <3 

I don’t know much, K, but I do know:

I know your smile and how it shines when you talk about artwork. I know that you have a red car, a dog, and two sons. I know that you like ships and you don’t like coat hangers. I witnessed the first time you ever used a glue stick and I know that I’d keep it a secret on how bad you were at using it. I know that you are kind and sweet, and that you are good at picking people up when they are down. I know that you are a painter with great skill. I know that you like tea and you drink it out of big mugs. I know that I am one of your favorite students. 

And I know that I love you. I don’t know much, but I do know that. I don’t know very much about you, but I want to get to know you more. I want to love you not only for your kindness, charm, and humor, but for your sad and angry days as well. I want to know all of you. 

I love you.

Hello everybody!! Ever since I found the teacher crush community, I felt at home <3 Before, nobody would talk to me about my feelings for my teacher(s) because they all thought I was weird or had a fetish. Or they just didn’t really care about how I felt. I felt so alone and scared, but then I found you guys <3 For the past few days, all I’ve thought about is K. Tomorrow is our last day together (the semester is ending tomorrow for us and I don’t have him next semester). I am scared about how the day is going to go honestly. I feel like I’m going to cry, but I feel like I won’t at the same time. But anyways, to the point of this post:

I found that the teacher crush community is a beautiful community full of helpful and kind people (for the most part). We all understand what each other is going through and it really helps to have those people to talk to. I’ve been trying to think of ways to give back to the teacher crush community and I think I have an idea!

I want to make a Teacher Crush Community YouTube collab channel, with preferably 3-5 other people who are a part of the community. We can share our stories, experiences, and give advice. Of course, you may be scared about people finding out about your crushes and you getting in trouble! That is totally understandable!! I’m thinking that in our videos, we can use either 

a) our TC’s first name initial (like mine is K) or if that’s too obvious

b) give our TC a fake name, like Bob or something lol

We’d each upload a video for one day of the week, which would be our specific day. For example, I chose to do Sundays, so I upload a video every Sunday. OR we can just upload a video whenever we feel like it. But I think it’d be more organized and fun if we each had a day that we made videos on, so people can look forward to the next person uploading the next day or something. Also, we can have weekly themes that each person of the collab channel does a video on. Like, the weekly theme is “What’s your TC like?” and you share. That might be a bit hard, so perhaps we could just each do individual videos without the weekly theme. Maybe a weekly theme could be “How to know if your TC has a crush on you” and we each share 2-4 different tips and at the end of our video, we reference the next video to happen, so people will be geared to see the next video for the next group of tips?? If that makes sense?

I found a Teacher Crush Community YouTube channel on YouTube, but it hasn’t been active for a while and was only run by one person. I think it’d be cool to have multiple people on a channel for multiple experiences and different advice! We could do Q and A’s and stuff like that! It’d be fun! <3 

If you’re interested, please message me!! I’d love to get together some friends from this community to work on this project together. We could exchange skips and stuff, for easier communication.

Just thought I’d share some of my favorite songs that remind me of K (or the teacher crush community in general)! <3

- I Was Made For Loving You // Tori Kelly ft. Ed Sherran
- Is There Somewhere // Halsey
- Moving On // Kodaline
- The Art Teacher // Rufus Wainwright
- Air I Breathe // Mat Kearney
- Skinny Love // Bon Iver
- YOUTH // Troye Sivan
- Overwhelmed // Tim McMorris
- Best Thing // Steve Moakler
- Heart To Heart // James Blunt
- Older // Birdy
- Distance // Christina Perri
- BLUE // Troye Sivan ft. Alex Hope
- They Don’t Know About Us // One Direction
- In Your Arms // Kina Grannis
- Ours // Taylor Swift
- Back To You // WILD
- This Is Why I Need You // Jesse Ruben
- I Don’t Care // The Runaway Club
- Best Shot // Birdy and Jaymes Young
- Love Love Love // Avalanche City
- Heart Like Yours // Willamette Stone
- Like Lovers Do // Heather Nova
- Why Can’t I? // Liz Phair

I want to be able to tell people I love you. I want to be able to shower you with acts of kindness and affection without it being ‘unprofessional’ or 'unacceptable’. I want to be able to hold your hand without disgusted stares or ugly words. I want to be able to tell YOU that I love you. I want to be able to tell the whole world I love you.

But I can’t. Because it is unprofessional and I am just another student to you. So I’ll walk away knowing you changed my life for the better and wishing it could’ve been different between us.

Also, M told me that he was talking with her and some other students and he said that we could contact him on facebook and that he would add anybody so yeah I’m doing that but I’m not using this account anymore guys so…Thank you everybody for being understanding and supportive. I love y'all. Cya

LAST UPDATE

I saw him. After a year. Exactly a fucking year.

So, today was my friends’s graduation and I was invited so I went there and Y was also there. I was very very nervous and I kept telling M that I was very stressed. When I arrived, M and I went to the graduation room or whatever it’s called and when we were heading to our table, I see Y from far away. My heart fucking stopped beating and I held M by her arm and I kept whispering “ he’s here he’s here he’s fucking here” and she was like “okay calm down, we’ll go talk to him later”. We ended up talking to some of our teachers and then we went up to Y. He was so fucking cute you guys oh my god he was adorable aghh. He got up from his chair and had the brightest and cutest smile. The fucking smile that I’ve been waiting for so long to see. His voice was as sweet as ever and his eyes ♡♡♡♡ So we said hi and he told us “I don’t wanna lie, but I’ve missed you guys a lot” and we said that we did too. I then asked if he’s coming back next year and he laughed and said “No, not anytime soon..” and I laughed back and said “Almost all of our teachers are leaving” and he laughed. I then asked him “how’s everything there? (The place where he left to teach)” and he said “hmmm..it’s normal” and laughed and said “cold?”. He then laughed back and said “well, no not really, I mean we’re in [country] so it’ already cold” and we laughed about it. He then said that he taught kids and I said “kids??” And he was like “yeah, small children” and gestured with his hand like how small they are and he said “[language] isn’t their first so it’s difficult to communicate since they speak a whole new and other language”. M then asked him if he would come to next year’s graduation and he smiled and said “of course, if you invite me” and we said “of course we will”

Later, he was passing by our table and I was standing up so when I saw him I said “Oh, sir you’re already leaving?” And he said “I wanted to, but Mrs.[name] begged me to stay so..I’m just gonna grab some dessert now”. I then said “don’t leave now, please stay” and I think he smiled or idk what he said and then there was a small silence so he shyly said “..I’m gonna go grab dessert now” and smiled.

At the end, when I had to leave, I saw him getting down the stairs with two of my teachers. One of them waved at me when he saw me because I told him “you better not leave without telling me goodbye”. I told them to have a nice summer vacation and they were all like “you too” and then I turned to Y and guyyyyyssss he had this cute fucking smile aaaaah it makes my heart melt. He lowered his head a bit and i swear he’s so timid and fucking shy its so adorable ♡♡♡♡ and I told him “enjoy your vacation!!” and he said “thank you, you too!!” and I said bye.