ryebreadgf:

i hate to be this person because i used to roll my eyes at people who told me this but finally making myself go through uncomfortable situations for the possibility of joy has resulted in me being happier than i ever could have imagined being. i do think that you should always listen to yourself but i prevented my own happiness for a long time by not knowing how to tell intuition from overthinking and being too afraid and sticking to negative what if’s when i should have been sticking to positive what if’s. not every venture outside your comfort zone will result in some revelation that moves the earth under your feet but the probablilty of it is zero if you never venture out

i dont mind if people prefer my old art style when compared to how it looks now but please don’t message me about how you think my art has become generic and boring ,

i love the semicolon

wessasaurus-rex:

bannedtags:

A Growing List of Banned Tags

This is my second go at making this blog. The first time, I got shadowbanned immediately for writing a post with these words on it, so I’m going to have to link to a google doc instead.

You can find my current list HERE

If something is not on the list that does NOT mean it isn’t blocked. It just means I haven’t checked/added it if it is.

If you’d like to contribute tags you’ve found, please send it via an ask or submission so I can double check and add it to the list.

EDIT: Right now many of these are only banned on IOS, but that really doesn’t make it better

Okay but they can “ban” all these words yet they have a hard time with porn bots? 

Makes sense. 

and now my last-minute hand-knit Crimbo present post I tried to make yesterday never showing up in the tags makes more sense

I thought I wanted sex, really I just wanted to sleep.

A short Story, by me.

When I’m at my most relaxed, whether I’m falling sleep, enjoying a face mask, or reading a book… my hand ALWAYS cups my pussy.

Being touched makes me feel safe.

But it would be AT LEAST 14x better if it was a firm, dominant hand on my pussy instead.

Sometimes I lay on my bed, and I think about how SMALL I am compared to L.

He’s so strong, so tall, so large, so powerful.

And I am so fucking small. Even in heels.

Which is a new feeling for me.

I’m a good girl, but it’s thrilling to know I couldn’t take back control from him if I tried.

My entire life is an unorthodox metaphor.

Please, help me out. What are things like got to know, anything an old NSFW should know before returning?

It’s been forever since I made art PERIOD. But the nude photography and sex work was

MY

REASON

TO

LIVE

lmao I’ll try to be good, but I turned to the porn when I had tried this 9 years ago… then the game, and then the girl…

I am aware my art work would simply not have the love it did here, even sold cheap on the clear replacement …

OnlyFans

But I sold out before, I wanted sex, I got the original content and I ended up

Talking to the void.

Have some doodles I did for good energy

Just wanted to show everyone my dogs new pjs

I hope my sex drive improves eventually cuz it’s been pretty terrible for a long time.

Saturday evening plans = masturbation

I haven’t had an orgasm in like a month.

I saw a post tonight that said that “one day I will be something amazing” and I understand the positive sentiment but for that post and posts like that, I think it should have said “one day I will realize I was something amazing all along.”

a simple icon I never posted I am posting now just to remind you all I’m a very loud lesbian

loid forger

look, i know this is probably going to sound whiney but can you guys like… stop highjacking my farscape posts? they already don’t get a ton of interactions because the fandom is pretty small and that doesn’t bother me because i really love the show and i like making stuff for it and talking about it but it seems like half my posts people will either add their own takes to or copy tags onto that don’t necessarily reflect my interpretations and then people just end up commenting on that other person’s addition and it’s a real bummer for me, especially if it’s something i spent a lot of time on or was excited about and took time articulating and then everyone ignores it and comments on something that i either don’t agree with or that someone didn’t seem to put a ton of time or thought into. i’m glad that other people are excited to talk about the show and seem to like my posts (i think? tbh it’s a little hard to tell sometimes) but you don’t need to piggyback off them to talk about whatever you want to talk about. you can do that in your own post. i’m aware that i’m one of a very few people regularly posting content for the show but they are still my posts that reflect my feelings and opinions and i’d imagine you guys wouldn’t feel all that great if you were excited to talk about the show and then someone else heard you talking about it and started talking over you and everyone else responded to them instead. i really don’t think anyone’s trying to be malicious and may even be trying to engage with me (again, i can’t really tell) but when it’s done like this it doesn’t feel like people are engaging with me or really care about what i have to say as much as using what i have to say to promote their own thoughts and it hurts my feelings a little. 

Like guys I’m not kidding this show is like coming home. It’s been 10 years since I saw him last–I haven’t watched the Star Wars films since I was a child–and it’s been 10 years for him. And it’s like I’m seeing an old friend again at last. I grew up with this character, I grew up obsessing over Obi-Wan, and I always related to him so much. When I heard that there was going to be a movie, and then later a series, I was overjoyed and out of my mind with excitement–and terror. I would have been absolutely devastated if they had taken this character that was so precious to me and had changed him so that I didn’t recognize him; Disney has done it before with characters I loved (*ahem* Loki…) but none of them have the power that Obi-Wan has. None of them are so deeply tied with who I was as a child and who I wanted to become. None of them color so much how I see myself.

And I see him again, after all this time, and I know him still. And it’s like nothing has changed at all, although we both have changed so much in the time that has passed. For a short while, I’m a child again, caught up in the wonder of a world I don’t know in a galaxy far, far away. I’m home.

I don’t think people realize how many questions and insults I get about about my body everyday, I just delete and block them. It gets to a point where people don’t realize I’m a human being too. I don’t need to “humble” myself either. My prospective is rarely taken into account. When someone says they don’t want people pointing out there body and making comments on it, the respectful thing to do is not to argue with it and mind your business.

Google is free my time is not so don’t waste it