Any help?

It’s been a while since I last relapsed and failed.. but this time I’m determined to get back on track and lost this fat once and for all. I need help with work out motivation and restricting, and I also need help with meanspo and thinspo. I’m currently 137 lbs, 5"3. I’ll be posting pictures of my body and what not ever day and also an ana journal. Let’s hope I actually stick to my word. Istg I’m sick of being a fat shit.

I would do a face reveal at 1k but I’m a gross repub account that isn’t original, still fat, and ugly as HECK not to mention my nose is huge ew

Is it me or does anyone else on the heavier side of the ana scale let out a huge sigh when they see a skinny angel call themselves fat and stuff?? Like I just mentally