Trzymaj swoje ręce z dala od wszystkich pieprzonych kalorii i gówna. To nie jest takie cholernie trudne. Kiedy siedzisz wesoło i żresz kanapki, hamburgery, frytki, bułki lub pizzę, czy jakiekolwiek inne paskudne gówno, potem wypłakujesz swoje oczy i nienawidzisz siebie z powodu wszystkich gównianych śmieci, które zjadłaś. Poważnie… nie rób czegoś, czego żałujesz później. Oprzyj się lub żałuj.

Any help?

It’s been a while since I last relapsed and failed.. but this time I’m determined to get back on track and lost this fat once and for all. I need help with work out motivation and restricting, and I also need help with meanspo and thinspo. I’m currently 137 lbs, 5"3. I’ll be posting pictures of my body and what not ever day and also an ana journal. Let’s hope I actually stick to my word. Istg I’m sick of being a fat shit.

I would do a face reveal at 1k but I’m a gross repub account that isn’t original, still fat, and ugly as HECK not to mention my nose is huge ew

Is it me or does anyone else on the heavier side of the ana scale let out a huge sigh when they see a skinny angel call themselves fat and stuff?? Like I just mentally

diet starts back tomorrow!!!!

my cals for today were:

517 - 375 cals = 142 cals

tomorrow is my cheat day so i won’t be updating tomorrow however i might post some thinspo!!!

hiiiii so yesterday i binged but i got back on track today thankfully so that’s good i think?? i’m going to have a cheat day on wednesday as it’s my last day at TAFE and we are having a party to finish off the term then i’m seeing my best friend on the weekend so i’m only restricting on monday (today), tuesday, thursday and fingers crossed friday as well. i’ll keep you updated anyways!

todays cals were: 521 - 375 cals = 146 cals

i binged fuck me !!!!!!!! WHY DO I DO THIS

onto day 6! its saturday and i didn’t binged so i’m pretty pleased with myself!

cals for today were:

457 - 375 cals = 82 cals

day five! here’s my cals!

455 - 375 cals = 80 cals

wish me luck for the weekend, the past weekend i binged both days just sucks because today i have felt soooo hungry…

so happy that i got my apple watch, it’s been my best investment this year…

does anyone else put off buying clothes because they wanna wear shit when they’re skinny but never actually buy anything???

guys i’m so pissed at myself, i’ve been adding almond milk (30 cals) into my coffee (i can’t drink it black, i literally just started drinking coffee soo) when in reality my coffee satchel has powdered milk in it anyways…. wtf

ONLY TWO POUNDS FROM MY OG UGW

aAGHHHHH

wait wait omg i just realized im actually an inch taller than i thought i was so that means my bmi is probably way smaller than i thought agh

i was 4 pounds from my ugw now im 10 from a binge and also lowering my ugw so i feel like shit

Request me thinspo /sweetspo / meanspo to write

I never checked the calorie intake in food before my ED, like I honest to god didn’t understand why it was so important. But now I literally have to know how many calories there are in something and I’m genuinely scared when I can’t tell and I finally understand Regina George when she found out those Swedish chocolate whatever’s were fattening.

Might fuck around and recover haha who knows