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Trans!Peter & Genderfluid!Loki pt 2

• Loki gets turned human for the sake of this post so he can’t shapeshift anymore and he’s AFAB so that REALLY sucks
• Also he’s staying in stark tower cuz he can
• After only a few days Loki’s chest is dangerously scarred from mutilating himself there and trying to “fix it”
• Peter tries to lend Loki a binder and Loki pretends it fits but it’s way too small
• But he uses it anyway and it bruises him terribly and hurts like hell and makes it so hard to breathe and warps his ribs until one breaks and he still doesn’t tell anyone about it
• But then Tony turns on Dad Mode. “Peter told me he lent you a binder and not to be creepy or anything but I don’t think one of his would fit you. Are you being safe?”
• “Yes. Leave me alone.”
• Then Tony intentionally bumps him in the side and Loki can’t help a groan of pain. Tony makes Loki take off his shirt and he can see how fucking terrible it is even before the binder comes off. He helps Loki take the binder off while Loki cries in embarrassment pain and because he can see his chest now.
• Tony is like. Well shit.
• Loki’s cries would be sobs but he can’t breathe well enough to sob
• Loki refuses to be taken to the hospital so Tony does his damn best but there are some things that can’t be fixed
• Peter blames himself of course
• Then Loki wakes up as a girl and she feels better of course but she looks down at her chest in a non dysphoric way and she’s like wow I really did destroy this whole thing didn’t I
• And she’s kind of sad
• Thor doesn’t know about any of what happened so next time he sees Loki he slaps him on the back not especially hard but Thor hard and Loki gasps in pain and immediately whatever colour might’ve been in his pale ass face floods out of it and his eyes roll up into his head and he passes out from the pain.
• Thor is freaking terrified he thinks he broke his brother.
• Tony has to explain and Thor is close to tears when they get Loki awake again