#women fitness
If you want it go get it and stop daydreaming about it… One foot in front of the other… Only you can change your present to have an awesome future…
This is my journey and it’s a hard one for me. I want to compete as a physique competitor and I want to be a fitness model. I like that I’m unique and this is me having confidence in myself… I started at 200 pds as a plus size model, but I was not happy with my weight. I carried it well, but my body showed me signs of being stressed and unhealthy.. From constant swollen ankles, chest pain and smokers cough from smoking, not being able to look down without seeing my stomach in the way so I couldn’t see my feet, insomnia, drinking way to much hard liquor and beer, stress, and migraines… I was not happy I hated myself so much I hung out with people who saw me as being beneath them …Yea it made them feel better, but they made me feel like crap more so than I already did. I dated and married men who tried to control me and made me feel less than. Because I thought that was what I deserved, but I deserved better than them. Towards the end of last year I had enough. I started to realize my worth, my own beauty, sexuality and confidence. I started slowly, but surely getting rid of all the negative people and unhealthy things in my life. I did a life, mind, body and soul detox. I push myself to reach for all the potential I knew I had and went from a size 16 to a size 6. I started working out at the park with my bestfriend and the more we pushed the more results we saw. At that point I realize no matter what anyone thinks of me…I am making good and amazing life changes. Now I’m 135 and gaining but its healthy muscles. I wake up refreshed and happy because I am changing me for the better…. I am doing this from scratch and I am working my butt off everyday…I don’t need to be validated, but I do want to inspire… my children tell me everyday how proud they are of me. I’m not worried if people find me unattractive because of the muscles…Nope I am doing this for me not for you. I stop caring what others thought of me when I started detoxing myself. So needless to say this is my journey 
200pds at the worst time in my life…..
135 pds and working hard everyday
Poem by Smiley Graves.
Ode to Female Bodybuilders
Who says women with muscles are not gorgeous and fine,
They are more than fine they are goddesses of TOO FINE!
They are dedicated and true to their craft
Unfortunately they get the social shaft
However they are never deterred
Cause they know men like me are never scarred,
Ladies continue to flex
Cause I love your muscles which are cut like a battle axe
All I have to say you are all goddesses
I want you to know you are all supermodels to me
FEMALE BODYBUILDERS YOU ARE THE WOMEN I LOVE
I WANT YOU ALL TO KNOW YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL AS DOVES
Damn it’s morning workouts like this that just leave you pumped up…. Breaking a sweat feeling the pain of every rep as you pump it out and just yell when your arms, stomach, shoulders or legs want to say stop, but you just keep going and scream the pain out… Now that’s a workout… Woooo hoo ….Feeling the burn and the pain makes me feel alive…
Who is Lori Slayer?
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