#anna akhmatova
— Anna Akhmatova, The Guest
[text ID: “What do you want?” I asked. / “To be with you in hell,” he said.]
“… eyes greener than the sea / And darker than our cypresses”—Anna Akhmatova, from By the Seashore (tr. by D.M. Thomas)
All as before: against the dining-room windows
Beats the scattered windswept snow,
And I have not changed either,
But a man came to me.
I asked: “What do you want?”
He replied: “To be with you in Hell.”
I laughed: “Oh, you’ll foredoom
Us both to disaster.”
But lifting his dry hand
He lightly touched the flowers:
“Tell me how men kiss you,
Tell me how you kiss men.”
And his lustreless eyes
Did not move from my ring.
Not a single muscle quivered
On his radiantly evil face.
Oh, I know: his delight
Is the tense and passionate knowledge
That he needs nothing,
That I can refuse him nothing.
January 1, 1914
- Translated by Carl R. Proffer.
QUOTE STARTERS : IV ANNA AKHMATOVA
- ❛ You will hear thunder and remember me. ❜
- ❛ If you were music, I would listen to you ceaselessly. ❜
- ❛ I seem to myself an accidental guest in this dreadful body. ❜
- ❛ Call me a sinner, mock me maliciously. ❜
- ❛ I, from the very beginning, seemed to myself like someone’s dream or delirium. Or a reflection in someone else’s mirror. Without flesh, without meaning, without a name. ❜
- ❛ I knew the list of crimes that I was destined to commit. ❜
- ❛ The future ripens in the past, so the past rots in the future. ❜
- ❛ You are untranslatable into any one tongue. ❜
- ❛ I was hoping my silence would fit yours. ❜
- ❛ See, we were never about butterflies. All about us is unearthly and radiant. ❜
- ❛ You do not know just what you’ve been forgiven. ❜
- ❛ I need to slaughter my memory. ❜
- ❛ Forgive me that I appeared to you in waking dreams. ❜
- ❛ I will condemn, I will forget, I will give comfort to the enemy. ❜
- ❛ I know beginnings, I know endings too, and life-in-death. ❜
- ❛ Wild honey smells of freedom. But gold smells of nothing. ❜
- ❛ You are three times more beautiful than angels. ❜
- ❛ I will kill you without spilling your blood on the ground, not touching you with my hand, not giving you one glance. ❜
- ❛ You invented me. There is no such earthly being. ❜
- ❛ You’re late. Way too late. I’m glad to see you, nonetheless. ❜
- ❛ Forgive me that I felt forsaken. Forgive me that I kept mistaking too many others for you. ❜
- ❛ Real tenderness can’t be confused, it’s quiet and can’t be heard. ❜
- ❛ What else lived in that house besides us? ❜
- ❛ How unhappy we are together! ❜
- ❛ I defend not my voice, but my silence. ❜
- ❛ Without love, I’m more at ease, I’m sure. ❜
- ❛ I’ve got no more tears or explanations. ❜
- ❛ I’m not complaining. Happiness is not for me. ❜
- ❛ Are you not the only tie between good and evil, earthly pits and paradise? ❜
- ❛ In the morning we shall find out who has died in the night. ❜
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“Do you know what torture by hope is? After despair, calm sets in, but hope can drive you mad.”—Anna Akhmatova, quoted by Lydia Chukovskaya in the “The Akhmatova Journals,”
Anna Akhmatova, tr. by Lenore MayhewandWilliam Mcnaughton, from Poem Without A Hero and Selected Poems; “In a dream”
“A solitary sorceress: her shadow is still visible on the eve of the new moon.”—Anna Akhmatova, from The Complete Poems: “Housewarming”(viaautumnalsonata)
You thought I was that type:
That you could forget me,
And that I’d plead and weep
And throw myself under the hooves of a bay mare,
Or that I’d ask the sorcerers
For some magic potion made from roots and send you a terrible gift:
My precious perfumed handkerchief.
Damn you! I will not grant your cursed soul
Vicarious tears or a single glance.
And I swear to you by the garden of the angels,
I swear by the miracle-working icon,
And by the fire and smoke of our nights:
I will never come back to you.
anna akhmatova
Anna Akhmatova
Marina Tsvetaeva to Rilke after his death
No, it is not I, it is somebody else who is suffering.
I would not have been able to bear what happened,
Let them shroud it in black,
And let them carry off the lanterns …
Night.
Anna Akhmatova
from “Requiem,” II
Do you know what torture by hope is? After despair, calm sets in, but hope can drive you mad.
Anna Akhmatova
― Anna Akhmatova, The Complete Poems of Anna Akhmatova
[text ID: I seem to myself, as in a dream, / An accidental guest in this dreadful body.]