Stupid, silly girls…

I tried to be a good friend, but I really had doubts on this one.

One of my best friend’s boyfriend is cheating on her. She knows from his past that he was cheating his ex too, because he cheated on her with my friend. So I found out this because “someone” (another one of my best friends) heard him saying this. So I told her, because she was like my sister but nowadays we don’t talk as often as we used to.

The result was getting in trouble because they know it was me who told her, and she is still blind because she believes in him. But I knew this from the beggining, I know that even though she is 100% sure he is cheating on her and he says sorry, she is going to forget about it and do as if anything happen.

2nd and 3rd day

Yesterday was hard but I only ate because a guy asked me out and we order one drink for each other so I had to eat or probably get drunk as fuck lol (it was an amazonic drink). The rest of the day I try not to eat anything but tea and 8 water cookies.

Today was easier. I only had some chicken and a banana, until my grandma gave me hot chocolate and pannetonne but I threw it up an hour ago.

I dont do this very often but everytime I received bad news my anguish kills me until I do it.

Today bad news: One of my guys suddenly posted a photo with a girl that seems to be her new girlfriend. (We stopped talking on wednesday).