#no food
2020’s Plan:
- Alternate Day Fasting during the week with 500 cal limit:
- Monday: fast
- Tuesday: 18:6
- Wednesday: fast
- Thursday: 18:6
- Friday: fast
- 800 cal limit on weekends
- 1.5 hours of exercise everyday + 50-50-50 in the shower (50 squats, 50 standing crunches, 50 wall pushups)
- 8 bottles of water per day
- No fried foods during the week. Try to slide back to your vegetarian habits
- GO TO CLASS.
these two outfits have become my biggest motivators to stay on track.
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my friends want to have a picnic in the summer just like we did last year. but last year i wanted to drown myself in the lake because I was a fat chunk of meat next to all these tiny people . so this year I have to be tiniest. which shouldn’t be hard. if i get to my goal weight that’ll definitely make me skinniest. so yeehaw
Lately being drunk has brought to my life many disappointments and trouble. My friend with benefits and I had been fighting a lot because of this problem.
The fact is that being with him is only pleasant and exciting when I’m drunk or when I get to smoke weed. But everytime this happens before, he tells me he doesn’t like me when I’m like this. He adds comments like: “You just look so stupid” “You become unbearable everytime you smoke or get drunk”.
The thing is that the last time we saw each other I was COMPLETELY drunk, after a meeting party with my school mates. I can’t remember what happened that night, but he is really upset. He doesn’t want to know anything about me or even hear my name.
Summer is coming and I’m starting my new life as a “proana” so I just have to wait to be skinny for him to come back right?
No food tomorrow, I promise.
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2nd and 3rd day
Yesterday was hard but I only ate because a guy asked me out and we order one drink for each other so I had to eat or probably get drunk as fuck lol (it was an amazonic drink). The rest of the day I try not to eat anything but tea and 8 water cookies.
Today was easier. I only had some chicken and a banana, until my grandma gave me hot chocolate and pannetonne but I threw it up an hour ago.
I dont do this very often but everytime I received bad news my anguish kills me until I do it.
Today bad news: One of my guys suddenly posted a photo with a girl that seems to be her new girlfriend. (We stopped talking on wednesday).
My first day
It was a bit hard. I really tried not to eat but I couldn’t. What I really did was taking small portions of food the whole day and I think day by day I will see results. And also, Im doing exercise in order to get skinny in less time. I only have two months until summer and I have to be ready.
This is my day two, I only took breakfast and in a few hours Im going to the gym. I really don’t want to, but I’ll do it anyway.
Ana didn’t wrote anything about exercise but I’m adding this into my new lifestyle. Food is the reason of my problems so I have to get rid of it, and what I really need now is support to be pretty and skinny again.
Prompt #54
“What do you say after you’ve broken a rule?” Whumper asks, leaning back in their chair. The food- no, that was whumpee’s food- was sitting forgotten on the table next to them.
“I- I’m sorry!” whumpee says, breath hitching with a painful sob. “I- I can do better! I promise!”
