Lately being drunk has brought to my life many disappointments and trouble. My friend with benefits and I had been fighting a lot because of this problem.

The fact is that being with him is only pleasant and exciting when I’m drunk or when I get to smoke weed. But everytime this happens before, he tells me he doesn’t like me when I’m like this. He adds comments like: “You just look so stupid” “You become unbearable everytime you smoke or get drunk”. 

The thing is that the last time we saw each other I was COMPLETELY drunk, after a meeting party with my school mates. I can’t remember what happened that night, but he is really upset. He doesn’t want to know anything about me or even hear my name.

Summer is coming and I’m starting my new life as a “proana” so I just have to wait to be skinny for him to come back right?

Stupid, silly girls…

I tried to be a good friend, but I really had doubts on this one.

One of my best friend’s boyfriend is cheating on her. She knows from his past that he was cheating his ex too, because he cheated on her with my friend. So I found out this because “someone” (another one of my best friends) heard him saying this. So I told her, because she was like my sister but nowadays we don’t talk as often as we used to.

The result was getting in trouble because they know it was me who told her, and she is still blind because she believes in him. But I knew this from the beggining, I know that even though she is 100% sure he is cheating on her and he says sorry, she is going to forget about it and do as if anything happen.