#breaking
L: Is he the one you want me to train for you?
R: Yes. I did like you said and locked him in chastity. He doesn’t like it.
L: Oh good. The ones who hate it are easier to train. Mostly it’s his oral skills?
R: Yeah, I like him, but he needs to get better. Wait. What other training…?
L: Well, there’s also domestic training. Chores and all that. Or full-on slavery. I could break him completely.
R: Oh fuck. Why is just hearing that making me wet?
You poor thing! It hurts in that cage? Your balls ache and the ring’s too tight?
You feel truly trapped and helpless and a crazed need to escape but you can’t?
Good. I’ve been waiting for this.
Two more weeks in. At least.
I’m going to break you?
…oops, I guess.
Ache
Throb
Suffer
It’s time for your monthly milking, Prisoner 734. Am I going to need to restrain you this time? Are you gonna cry again?
Considering your behavior last time, I’ve decided not to bother with cage removal.
Every cowgirl knows it’s only safe to ride a creature once he’s broken.
Just try it for 3 days. How bad could it be?
*click*
I’ll take that key now.
3 days went so fast. …one more day, for me?
I think you… kinda like it when I tell you “No.”
So let’s keep you locked, just a little longer.
I’m so impressed! You made it a week! I’ve heard… interesting things happen to a guy locked 10 days.
I know you’re desperate for release. That’s what makes denying you so fun!
Chastity really is starting to change you, darling. I like it. I know I said 10 days, but… No.
What am I doing to YOU? What about what you’re doing to me? I’ve never been so wet and needy. Get your tongue back down there!
Yes, I know I promised release after 3 days, then at 7 made it 10. Now you’ve been locked for over two weeks. Why?
Asking for release again? Silly thing, you know I’m just going to deny you again.
Oh, unless hmm… Do you just want to hear me say it again? No.
A month ago you locked your cock and gave me the key because you thought we were playing a little game.
Now you’re a broken slave. I can let you out of chastity for a couple days, but it’s too late now. You’ll NEED the cage. You’ll beg me to lock you back in. And I will.
He’s really into chastity, but I’m just in it to have fun. You wanna hold his key?
Sure, I like fun. It might be FUN to break him.
AFRICAN FABRICS – THE OPPORTUNITY OF AFRICAN MADE TEXTILES
“Doing ordinary things in extraordinary ways.”
This was something that my guest from this weeks youtube interview said and I think it’s extremely fitting for the work she is doing in Africa for its fashion and textile industry.
Mariama Carama of Mariama Fashion Production shares insights on running a business in Africa working with 1000s of African artisans and creating textiles using traditional…
Your Sourcing Guide to Fashion Made in Nigeria – African Cotton
This week I uploaded a new youtube video with Nigerian fashion brand This Is Us
Such an amazing home grown story with a couple who focused on locally sourced textiles and textile traditions. This story I shared in their interview see it here but I also wanted to share a little about Nigerian cotton which is what they used.
African cotton is a topic close to my heart…if you know me by now you know…
Rebirth of Heritage – Textiles Made in Nigeria
So Fashion Made in Nigeria has seemed to almost erupt over the last few years and the gorgeous handmade textiles are being recognised more and more and this is what I want to briefly highlight. So lets dive in.
ADIRE
Now can I get personal for a minute? I personally LOVE Nigerian textiles with Adire being one that totally calls me out. Since the turn of the twentieth century, in Abeokuta, a center…
Want My African Supplier contact list? The Reason WHY I do NOT give this out
Firstly… let me talk fashion.
Fashion is a very competitive industry and African fashion being a niche where a lot of people hang out makes it uber competitive.
The competition can come across quite daunting but I want to encourage you to overlook those who see you as competition and instead seek those to collaborate with.
Rihanna with @Puma
Think @hm and their…
There is this feeling I get after my heart breaks, metaphorically of course, I do know hearts are muscles and do not break, but when something that felt so real and so infinite ends, I cannot help but feel like my body is physically hurt.
It feels like my ribs are breaking, one after another, in different spots and they keep breaking and breaking, putting more and more pressure on my chest, making it impossible to breathe. I feel the air coming through my nose and never making it down my windpipe because it is being crushed by my chest collapsing into itself. There is sharp pain in my throat when air touches it and soon I cannot breathe at all. My eyes hurt, they are bloodshot, bleeding, blood dripping down my face onto the ground and it hurts. My body is shaking and there is no way to stop it, it moves with every inhale and exhale and even when my chest is broken down and barely gets air through, my body still shakes, my muscles keep cramping, contracting stronger and faster and at some point, my body does not handle it any more. It shuts down.
Then a new kind of pain begins. There is a headache I can feel right in the center of my forehead. It starts there, where the emotions are controlled, it starts where everything started to fall apart. If feels like every single cell there is shutting down, either dying or slowly burning to death. It almost feels like needles stabbing every single one of them, making the brain unable to control whatever is going on. It moves up and affects my thinking, making me believe there is nothing left for me in the world, making me believe, there is no plan, no future.The pain spreads to the top of my head, makes it unable to move, makes my whole body hurt again, all the ribs breaking, the body shaking, now it gets worse. It affects the vision and makes it even blurrier and all I see is him in front of me, everywhere I look and that hurts even more.
After my whole brain feels like it is bleeding out and being torn apart, the last part of brain starts to hurt. The little piece of where every perfect memory is stored, where memories of first dates, kisses, ‘I love you’s and so much more, live, that is the part that hurts the most. This little part is the main reason the whole brain is hurting, the only reason my body is breaking. The memory of perfect little moments of time we shared is why breakups make me think there is something physically wrong with me when it happens, because it does affect my whole body, it affects every cell that lives inside me and all of them start hurting at the same time.
Just look inside my heart, you will cry.
You owe yourself the love that you so freely give to others.
I hope I cross your mind once in a while just so that I won’t feel pathetic for thinking about you all the time.
Dream without limits. Love without fear.
It’s hard to look at other faces when I only want to see yours.
date someone you want to annoy forever
After someone hurts you, you’re not the same anymore.
