tags:dark prisonguard!steve rogers, eventual hint of bucky x reader too, strong NONCON elements, oral sex (fingering), abuse of power/authority, eventual implications of manipulation
a/n: i did not intend for this mini-series to be a stucky x reader (i dont write for bucky), but i had to for the plot. omg ok so i dedicate this to @imdarkinme – my savior, my inspiration, my everything, my reason for writing dark fics. I LOVE YOU BABE. THIS ONE IS 4 U. NEVER GONNA STOP LOVING U (nd ur fics) <3
When your closest friend had called you one night stating that you were one of the most wanted persons in the city, you honestly thought of it as a prank. You could remember those moments so vividly. And honestly, you could just wish for a rewind in time as you never would have seen what was to come later on.
"I swear, your name is all over the newspapers–”
The worry in her voice was so strong. Natasha had awoken you and did not hesitate on blaring at you about the news she had just discovered, specifically about you.
“You’re actually fooling me by saying you still read those?” Your voice was still groggy as you tried to sit up straight to prevent yourself from falling asleep during mid-conversation.
“This isn’t a joke! I’m not trying to make you laugh I swear to god,” she asserts while consistently keeping the mood and tone of the conversation.
You cocked your head to the side, positioning your phone between your ear and shoulder. Your fingers were gently wiping circles around your eyes as your vision was still adjusting. For a moment you contemplated on switching on your lamp alongside, but eventually you did after realizing that your friend seemed to have no plans on ending the stunt she was pulling on you.
“Look I’m trying to be serious here–”
“I’m trying to get some sleep here, Nat.” Your tone came off a bit rude, cranky even, but both of you knew it was not intentional.
Hence, Natasha just disregards your tone off and continues, “I’m seeing your full name and even your picture in the paper, clear as day. There is not a doubt, that you’re the person they’re looking for.”
“Why would I be committing any crimes when I’ve been working in the coffee shop almost every weekdays to pay my rent for the least.” You scoffed, clearly not seeing any logical reason behind everything she had been telling you, “Hell, I’m struggling to put anything in my fridge but that doesn’t mean I’m willing to rob a bank or murder someone, okay?”
“God, I don’t know either, Y/N. I do believe you, I really do,” she calls out, “but what I do know is that the bureau is searching for your ass right now and we have to do something because they don’t seem to be easier to convince than me!”
There was a long pause afterwards. You were just so sleepy and out of a decent state of mind. You did not know how to react to it, probably not even comprehending any of what you just heard as there was not even a hint of horror or worry in your voice.
Merely, you just stared in front of you, glaring at the plain beige-colored wallpapers, with lips slightly agape and eyelids exceedingly droopy. If Natasha could only see your eyes looking completely exhausted right now, you were so sure that she would cut the act and leave you to finally get some sleep again.
Eventually, your friend spoke up again to break the wearisome conversation. “Sweetie, I’m so worried for you.”
“Are you crying? You’re very cute, you know that?” you say followed by a yawn. “Wish you did this prank tomorrow morning, I feel like you would’ve definitely gotten a better reaction from me. I’m sorry you didn’t get the reaction you were looking for tonight.”
“I’m not kidding, please, would you just listen to me.” Again, another loud sigh could be heard from her at the other end of the call, “God, if you search it up online I swear you’re going to find your name somewhere there. Don’t be so stubborn, I’m just looking out for you!”
“I’m too tired,” you honestly answered her. It must have been the lack of sleep, but the filter in your tone just was not enough to express enough sympathy to her. “Please I just need to get some sleep, Nat.”
“I’ll still be seeing you tomorrow, right?” Her voice broke a little, seeming as if she was on the edge of breaking down or crying. During that moment, you could applaud for how good of an acting she had been doing for you. Considerably, that might have been one of her best performances yet – or so you thought.
Nevertheless, you wanted to joke about her entire stunt, but you really were too tired to make something out of it.
The corner of your lips slightly curved into a soft smile. “I promise you’ll see me tomorrow. While you’re at it, you can tell me that you told me so if the Federal starts knocking at my door.”
You made that joke granting that you were not holding anything ahead of you. It was an innocent line that you thought could have gone better and lighten up the mood.
“Y/N, please, I–”
“Good night, Nat.” You could only stay awake for so long at this point. Your eyelids were sealed shut and you were seconds away from falling back against your soft mattress.
God that was stressful, though it could have gone worse and longer. How in the world did Natasha even think of that kind of prank on you or any of her other friends, you thought.
Dropping your phone beside and hearing a thump afterwards, you reach for the switch of your lamp. With one flip you were finally surrounded by the calming darkness again and left you to your peaceful slumber.
That was pretty much what you could recall before your entire world was turned upside down. Those were your moments before everything in your life had lead to a complete disaster. You honestly wished you could have done better, maybe even listened to Natasha.
You pondered what things could have turned out to be if you were not so sleepy and ignorant that night. Oh, could you honestly just pray that this was just a nightmare you still have not awoken from – dreading that you were still in that deep sleep you have been longing after that phone conversation with your best friend.
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And now, you were standing inside the courtroom with your useless lawyer beside you.
There were dozens of people behind where you sat. You could feel their strong and deadly gazes directing and stabbing you right into your back, but you could care less. The only thing that had you on the edge of your seat was the judge and the jury located in front of you as they were the ones who got to decide whether you plead guilty or not.
For days, you have discussed this and tried to reason out how completely innocent you were. You tried to gather witnesses as much as you could. But as a woman who was seen as nobody, it was pretty fucking hard and you were regretting to ever reject any interaction other people had offered with you for these past weeks.
You were framed. However, only you, and hopefully Natasha, knew that completely.
Even your relatives and former friends showed signs of doubt and it had honestly crushed your poor soul into more pieces. It fucking broke your heart. How could these people even think twice upon hearing that you have been subjected to robbery and assault?
Without any connections or enough funds, you were sure to go downhill from here. You were not given a proper lawyer with this case, feeling rigged as ever with the justice system of your country.
And sadly, from the looks of it, you seemed to be at boiling water. Every statement against you had been totally unreasonable and it was frustrating enough that you could not defend you and your dignity properly. You deserved so much more than what you were getting right now.
All you could do was close your eyes and suck in everything they have been throwing at you – the judge, juries, and for sure the media. Bastards.
Eventually, the moment everyone else had been waiting for had to arrive. You knew what was about to come from the judge’s mouth. Though, there was this tiny bit inside of you that pleaded for any turn of events, even so a miracle, to happen for the least.
There was a tear rolling down from your cheek as you looked down and stared at the wooden table. You kept both your hands intertwined and underneath it while trying to hide yourself from everything and everyone surrounding you.
You hear the judge strike the wooden gavel against the surface of the table three times, calling the attention of everyone as he was about to give out the order. Your heart beat raced rapidly as your fate was seconds away from being determined.
“The sentence for the citizen, Y/N Y/L/N, for the acts which are reproached to her is one year of imprisonment.” The declaration was widely straightforward, nothing more or less.
You could hear the gasps and other reactions of the audience. There was an amount of noise from the crowd, most of them calling out for your name as they seem to be wanting to throw questions at you, but you did not want to face any of them, especially the media.
Your hands were getting shaky and you were trying your best not to break down into tears. You released your interlaced fingers and made them into a fist, trying to bury your nails into the skin of your palms hoping that the pain would distract your from the sorrow you have yet to face.
There was nothing you could do as the final decision has been done.
Moreover, just as you thought you were slowly accepting the discriminatory ruling of the courtroom, your fear accelerated further while watching two guards emerge from the corner of the room. They were built like bodyguards, if not even more intimidating, as their expressions remained stoic.
They could have walked over to you within seconds, but during that moment you could honestly feel your entire world slow down. You just wanted to stop time, or rewind it even better, for the fear of what was awaiting for you.
Prison was not a place you had been expecting to be in a year ago. Hell, you never expected it even when your best friend told you two nights before. The Maldives or Bahamas would have been somewhere you were planning to go to rather. That was definitely in your bucket list.
Nonetheless, terror went through your system as those two guards had stood on either sides of you. They did not waste a second on grasping either of your arms also, them making sure you were secured and unable to make any movements as they proceeded to put your hands behind your back. The metal handcuffs were expected afterwards, feeling it tighten around your wrists prior to hearing it lock.
You barely could move your wrists apart for even the slightest millimeter.
Their hands slid between your body and your arms, tugging you to stand up and signaling you to follow them. Obviously, you did not want to cause any more of a scene unless you wanted to look more suspicious than you already were deemed to be.
“Follow us,” one of them instructed as they escorted you slowly out of your seat.
As you stood up and steadily made your way to the corner where they had emerged from earlier, you took one last look behind your back. You just wanted to see everyone making a fuss about your case, never mind whether it be positive or negative.
“I really didn’t do it,” you plead.
“I believe in your innocence, Y/N!” A familiar voice cried out.
It might have been a regretful action, but as you looked back, you immediately spotted Natasha just a few seats away from the front. Her newly dyed blonde hair stood out from you as she also wore a formal attire to your hearing. She had misery written all over her face and you could honestly feel her being remorseful.
That was pretty much the last thing you saw in the place that held you guilty and up for prison for crimes you were far from executing. You were not sure whether to be grateful or not with that memory.
Both doors closed behind you and before you knew it, you heading out of the building with dozens of people with microphones and cameras directly pointed at you.
None of them get to have any second of your time though. You could see as they tried to make their way to the edge of the aisle where the staff had given way for you to walk on. You were greeted with so many reporters that you felt so claustrophobic for that moment, even so close to fainting from the unfamiliar set up.
It was tragic to hear them calling you a criminal. Nothing else could replay in your mind than your name and that word being put next to each other. You could not imagine that happening even in your next lifetime.
“Get inside,” the man instructs as you have seemed to zone out despite all the attention you have been receiving. Your own thoughts have become more deadly that you were close to making it as a pathetic form of an escape. “Christ, we said get inside the car, lady.”
Finally you did, bending over modestly to be able to make your way inside the backseat of the police car. As you got inside, you spot the wired barrier between where you sat and the front area of the driver and passenger seats. It reeked of cigarettes inside and all you could think about was wanting to throw up.
You were still cuffed from behind and as you got to take a seat inside, one of the guards roughly slammed the car door. You bounced in your seat due to sudden shock and harshness over you, but you might as well need to get used to this kind of treatment.
You glanced at the window, seeing people still trying to make their way to get a good view of you. You could hear and see the flashes of cameras going on at you and all you could show now was a face of dejection, not sparing the moment to cry further.
No doubt your entire body and system were still ridden with fear. But with what you had just experienced in court, you were so doubtful anyone could help you or make the superiors change their mind on what they had sentenced you with.
It was repulsive and unfair to see people like that walk freely in their consciousness, in spite of them not being entirely sure if the person they have sent to prison was really at fault.
The sound of the car engine roaring as the cop has started it up interrupted you from your overwhelming thoughts. It was then that you had to accept that you were being transported to jail, a maximum facility to be exact – because somehow they found robbery to be more deadly than the others.
You saw the unfamiliar faces on your window swiftly pass from sight as the car drove away. God, this was terrifying.
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They made you change into those prisoner jumpsuits but instead of it being the typical color orange, it was in a very lighter shade of pink, even so being close to white. The color deemed so pure and innocent yet the place you were going to be held captive seemed the opposite of it.
The penitentiary did not look welcoming at all either. It had not reached even the least bit of your standards, expecting them to look like psychiatric hospitals since it was rumored to hold people who were convicted of serious crimes – not that you actually did so anyway.
Instead, it was grimy and disgusting. You were close to assuming they barely take care of the place at all.
You were helpless either way. There seemed to be no luck for you as another pair of guards were awaiting for you to finish changing your clothes. You were buttoning it up as you could hear their voices, “Hurry up, lady! The captain doesn’t like waiting for too long.” Making you panic even more, fumbling for your casual clothes that had dropped on the filthy tiled floor.
“S-sorry!” You mewled, still frightened about the flow of events.
Like always, they escorted you out, making sure to cuff both your wrists before positioning themselves on either sides of you. You could honestly just tear up again, realizing all too well now that they were treating you like one of the biggest criminals in town, when in fact, you could not even hurt a fly.
They guided you through a corridor, expecting to see cell jails with metal bars acting as a barrier. Alternatively, you were greeted with bulky gray metal doors that had a small sliding widow situated in the middle, which you assumed was for food only.
It was probably for the best, you could not imagine how scary the convicts looked behind those doors, or maybe they were also like you - incapable yet falsely incriminated.
A knee had kicked against the side of your leg, causing you to let out a short screech. “Jeez, could you walk any slower? Stop whining and zoning out.” The man’s voice echoed.
You unsteadily nodded, following the orders and focusing straight at your front. It was then after a few more resentful steps before the three of you took a turn, coming to face a wide door.
As you approached closer, you could discern the amount of dirt that had accumulated on it. It looked rusty and old, probably have not been improved nor modernized at all, which definitely gave off raw middle aged vibes with their prisons and such.
The guard unbolted the large latches at its side. He dragged it open all the while creating a strong high-pitch, horrifying sound which resonated throughout the hallway.
The first thing you had noticed was a man positioned in front of the room. He presented directly in front, looking comfortably seated while awaiting for your presence. There were at least three guards that stood surrounding him, each keeping their distance as they acted as a barricade. You supposed that the man in front was the captain they had been highly speaking of.
You stood at the threshold without even realizing that you were unable to move. The guards did not you so kindly this time, consequently feeling a strong hand over your shoulder and another one behind you. One of them practically shoved you in front, leaving you plummeting against the ground as your legs quivered still under fear.
Alongside, a commanding voice rang through your ears, stating to make your greetings with respect to their higher-up.
While your legs felt paralyzed, your head and mind were still intact. You were looking at the ground feeling shy to even gaze at the man who assuredly sat in front of you. The only thing you could get a glance on was his polished black shoes, looking very expensive and well taken care of.
Moreover, you saw the tip of his shoe extend right towards your face. Within a blink of an eye, you felt the leather under your chin, pressing against it and subtly tilting your head upwards to look up and finally face him.
The first few words you could make up were along the synonyms of beautiful. You had no words nor did you expect yourself to be engrossed by his looks.
Unlike the other guards who wore the typical uniform, he wore a more formal looking one. He had a white suit and black tie underneath. Along with it was his sleek black long-sleeved coat that was personalized with badges, stars, a name tag, a belt, and a rope at the side. All of those designs were silver in color which beautifully contrasted with the rest of his dark uniform.
His blond hair was neatly brushed back with a police hat faintly slanted and placed on top. His uniform was pressed precisely too, making him look perfect for the role he was reported to be. However, despite his attractive bodily aura, he kept a deadpanned expression which does not help upon calming your nerves.
So far you still felt like you were in deep trouble.
“3077,” he asserts. His voice was forceful without any hints of delay. “That’s what you’ll be called here.”
You were still a trembling mess, lips ajar over each other while staring with blank thoughts. You were unaware that you were staring at the man for a while already. He does not flinch or react either, merely dragging his shoe away from under your chin and moving towards the side of your cheek.
The side of his shoe repeatedly taps on your skin which catches your attention and interrupts another of your daydreaming sessions. “Answer, 3077!”
“Y-yes!” You whimpered under him.
“Good.” He vaguely nods,
“I’m Steve Grant Rogers, the chief security guard here,” He introduces himself while still having a foot in contact with your face, “Starting today, three o’clock in the afternoon, you will be my responsibility.
He continues on, using his foot to tug your face. Your upper body was leaning in front with hands still cuffed behind you and all you could do was listen, stare, and nod at him. “You must obey absolutely what I say until you earn your freedom, do you understand?”
Even the slightest pause was unacceptable for him, “Answer!”
“Yes!”
“I suppose you already know before they sent you here, but ever since the year 2030, this has become a maximum security prison…”
“And you’re the only woman among the rest of the prisoners here,” he explains. A subtle smirk turns onto the ends of his lips, but was not as obvious as he had intertwined hands covering his face.
A wave of surprise washes over you, the shock upon your face was evident as your jaw dropped. He does not give you a moment to react further. “I’ll start with the routine admission. Bring her with me,” he instructs to the same guards that escorted you earlier, both proudly standing alongside his throne.
Hands did not hesitate on carrying you up until you got your legs working again. You were walking behind Steve with guards still assisting you, and yet again you were being dragged into the many corners of the nauseating penitentiary.
“Where are they taking me?” You spoke with a low voice; however, none of them responded. They continued to walk with you, leaving the air utterly dead and silent.
They made their way to another room, Steve stopping in front of its door and then turning around. “I’ll take her from here. Go back with the rest and make sure Maximoff isn’t causing another ruckus in the cafeteria,” he instructs while his subordinates obediently apprehended along.
“Yes, sir.” They respond, immediately releasing their grip around your biceps and walking away after carrying out a salute.
Furthermore, Steve dragged you into the room after unlocking the door and switching the light on. You heard the jingling of keys behind you, even so feeling his figure unnervingly stop behind you. He stood too close, swearing that you could feel his body only inches away from your back, his breathing fawning over the top of your head.”Let’s start, shall we?”
Your wrists got to freely breath after hearing a click from the lock, somewhat surprising you as you were released from the metal handcuffs. Huh.
“Strip,” he boldly orders.
“E-excuse me?”
“You heard me,” he goes over, “Don’t make me repeat it. Take off your clothes.”
“I won’t do it!” Despite being terrified of him, you still wanted to keep even the least bit of your dignity left.
“A body search is mandatory in the penitentiary,” he warrants.
“Still!”
“I thought I told you that my orders were absolute, did I not?”
Though you tried to stay silent to prevent him from further infuriating, your mind had been wandering around with several questions.
Why was he doing this? Can this even be reported to the higher-ups?
The latter was far from likely, recalling that he had told you that he was the chief security guard in the place. Everything would be going through him and will be finalized by him, and him only.
“That’s it, 3077. Now strip.”
You hesitated. Your hands were shaky as your arms steadily moved to your front, pausing to undo each button starting from the collar and progressing down. You wanted to take an hour or so, probably even forever, but the man standing in front of you seemed to be generally impatient.
The look on his face was a combination of eagerness and attraction but your mind shifts it all into a repulsive imagine of emptiness.
Your white undershirt and undergarments remained as your baby pink jumpsuit fell to the ground. You stand shamefully, arms over each other trying to cover your chest. “Everything. Down. Now.” His voice getting more and more demanding as you provoked to stall every minute that went by.
Your chin was titled down, not wanting to show your self-consciousness to him. Your fingers gripped on the garter of your undershirt, pulling it over your head and feeling a short cold breeze over the skin of your stomach.
Chills were already across your skin, granting that you did not have a choice in any of this. This was your ticket to freedom – or so you could only dream for.
When your skin was completely exposed to him, you reached another level of shame you were not even aware of. You felt colder than before, trying to cover your breasts with the warmth of your hands. Still, you stared at the grimy floor, not wanting to see the man’s reaction as you knew it would just make your state of mind worse.
“A-Alright, is this enough for you?” A small scoff hidden between your tone.
“Hold on,” he says without minding your mockery, “Lie down there, your legs facing towards my direction.”
Your frowned even further, looking aside where he was pointing towards. His index was directed at a hospital bed at the side which did not have any railings at its side, merely having a metal footboard and headboard.
You walked towards there, one arm still covering the front of your breasts while the other acting as a support as you sat down first. Eventually you rest your back against the sheets along with the back of your head on the only pillow provided there. You followed as he told, sealing your thighs together though.
The beating of your heart increases rapidly knowing completely how this was going to go down.
From the corner of your eye you can see him raise his hand towards his mouth, tugging one of his gloves from a hand with the use of his teeth. He lets the fabric fall to the ground while walking closer towards the side of the bed where you lay down. This time, a smirk was obvious upon his face as he did not bother to hide it.
Steve’s hands descend over your body, making you tense up as you tried to keep your head straight and stare right at front. However, even if you attempted to avoid looking at him, you could not fight the feeling of his fingers stroking your upper body.
He started with your chest area, further descending down. All the while you had one thought in mind – one you felt disgusted to even have it cross your thoughts.
His fingers felt soft, like a feather. For a split second you wondered if he had done this before, moreover if he was used to doing such a flustering act.
“P-please don’t,” you mewl, “Stop.”
Your cries made the smirk on his face grow wider, only wanting to wipe it off from him but feeling completely powerless to do so. Instead of giving a second thought to what you were saying, he drags his hand between your lower abdomen.
Despite having your thighs glued together to prevent this very purpose from happening, the man merely parts them from one another. Just as you thought you had the strength to keep them shut, you felt entirely the opposite once he was actually touching your body already. The way your inner thighs quivered as he spreads them apart was already a sign of how weak you were against him.
“3077,” his throaty voice calls out. “What’s the matter with you? It’s just a simple body search.”
Regardless of his statement, his fingers began toying around the entrance of your cunt. Even so you could feel his thumb lightly press against your bud of nerves, drawing subtle circles around, as the rest of his fingers continued to encourage your body’s growing arousal.
Hell, he barely even inserted his fingers yet you were starting to get wet from the simple gestures of him touching you.
“Why are you reacting like that?” The smugness in his voice was clear.
“I- No!” Your voice was trembling as your body did too. The muscles at the back of your thighs tightened while sweat began to form from your forehead.
“You’re in prison, 3077,” Steve says, “the place where you’re going to pay for the crime you committed.”
After successfully rousing your body up, he smoothly inserts a finger inside your pussy, and for all that earning a sound which was caused from the wetness of your cunt. Both of you acknowledged how gladly your body welcomed him.
He began to thrust his fingers in and out of you, gaining several instinctive moans out from your lips. Your head felt warm and lightheaded. The worry in your eyes apparent and ardent.
He tsked. “Why are you getting these reactions?”
And then adding, “…I don’t want you to get me wrong.”
His rhetorical questions deemed useless for the situation nor provided comfort for you at all. You looked at him all the same yet it does not stop him from adding another finger.
Either way, Steve did not stop after it. His fingers continued to thrust deeper inside you, having your body bounce against his hand. You were a growing mess with hands finding their way to grasp onto the disheveled white sheets.
As much as you tried to bite down a moan, your mouth could not help but give in. Your gut felt as if they were tightening around him for every moment the tips of his fingers curl inside you. You yourself could feel how hot the temperature of your body increases as he boldly fingers you. “Ah… A-Ah… Ow… P-please … S-stop it…”
Amidst everything, however, there were voices coming from outside of the room. You did not notice them at first, being completely overwhelmed with the sensation of being pleasured. You were only aware of what was being said outside when Steve’s used his other hand to cover your mouth from moaning further. His palm pressed against your lips while you breathed through his fingers.
“Are you serious? I would love to fuck that woman!”
“If we behave would she might consider giving us a reward?”
“I bet she would be tight as fuck!”
“What are you talking about!”
“Fuckers! I told you that you can’t keep roaming around these halls.”
The voices eventually died down, seeming that it would have been inmates passing by from the corridors. Nonetheless, tears were already brimming from your eyes as you – uselessly – kept yourself together. “P-please..”
“N-No! Don’t d-do this to me,” you plead. Each moment lead to the build up of your orgasm, already feeling the knotting near your stomach and the clenching of your walls.
It was predictable for your part when Steve barely showed any hint of sympathy for your messy situation. He pursued your climax while maintaining an impassive expression. He wanted to see you crumble and he wanted to show how remorseless he can be either way.
It was useless to hold back. The man was going to get what he wanted and he did not need to say it.
You allowed yourself to let loose, creating an utter mess between your inner thighs and his hands. Your exposed cunt was throbbing alike your temples. Your chest was heavily heaving as your own sweat covered both your body and face.
Those were your last moments before succumbing to black out due to the chief security guard wearing you out.
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When your eyelids had fluttered open, the only thing you could make out of was the darkness in the room. You were laying on the bed, but you could instantly detect a blanket covering you. In addition, you were wearing your jumpsuit.
You took a deep breath and paused, recalling everything that you could remember and confusing it for a nightmare. Though whatever it could have been, you were just glad that the pain and throb in your head had ceased.
You had no choice but to sit up, discerning a feint light illuminating from behind a door. Looking around, you could still also notice a mirror, a sink, and a toilet at the side of the room. You assumed you must have finally been resting in your prison cell.
“Listen to me!” A loud voice came from the other side of the door.
“You have ten minutes to clean your room. After that, all of you must assemble in the hallway!”
Another wave of panic gets over you, but you quickly follow to what had been instructed. Since you did not have anything at hand all you figured that you have been resting all along, you merely fixed the sheets of your bed and fluffed your pillow. You fixed your jumpsuit too, flattening it down while making sure there were not any holes nor unbuttoned parts at the front.
When you made your way outside, you saw how fast the other inmates were as they had beat you to the corridors. Each of them were lined up, back facing their assigned prison cell as their front faced the hallway. There was a guard at the end of it too.
“List yourself up!” He starts.
Each inmate started to count, “One!” There voices loud and clear.
Despite that, your mind was clouded with the thought of what happened between you and Steve Rogers, acclaimed Chief Security Guard of the maximum facility.
Was it a all a nightmare? You could not even dare yourself to call it a dream.
“Twenty-eight!” The deep and guttural voice of an inmate calls from your right side.
“Twenty-nine!” You scream as you assumed you were next to him.
Out of nowhere, the other male inmates started to chuckle. It was probably for the obvious fact that you were a female and was completely distinctive among the rest of them.
Even if you have not done anything embarrassing in front of them so far, you surely felt like you were full of shame. You looked around and found every man’s gaze at you, staring at you like you were a prize at the end of the race.
Well, except for one.
You saw him just a few doors away from you. He had a few tattoos over both his arms – a red star being the most striking one compared to the rest of the designs.
The man seemed to have grown his dark hair, and his beard too. Your gaze at him fell longer compared to the rest and it was enough time before he got to feel your attention towards him. He kept a blank stare nonetheless as you were startled and looked away.
“Dude your arm fucking touched me!” Another one exclaims. He had silver hair and looked buffed alike the rest, his thick accent being the trait that stands out for him.
“Huh? You’re the one who ran into me, asshole!” The one he started an argument with now had a darker hair brushed into a mohawk. A sleeve tattoo was also present.
“Hey stop it, you two! If you keep this up, they’ll punish us all!” Again, another voice comes from behind and you did not bother to see how that man looked. He was smart though, that’s for sure.
Nevertheless, it did not stop the two from brawling further. With one swift move, the silver-haired guy already had raised his arm and purposely punched the man he was arguing with.
“Hell, all of us are in big trouble!”
Thankfully though, the man you were distracted from earlier had walked into their argument. He confidently stood between them and proceeded to pull them apart by the back of their jumpsuits. The two men looked surprised – even so slightly terrified – after seeing him caught up in between. “You two still want to fight?”
They did not answer him, merely looking away with a scoff on their faces and then lining back up at their spots in front of their cell doors.
Despite all of this, he still kept the blank expression just as you saw when he caught you staring right at him. No grins or smirk, whatsoever.
a/n: this was based of niki’s song! a beautiful ballad just in time for this kind of season <3
You can only wonder what was going through Steve’s mind.
Spring had been so beautiful around the month of May. It was the perfect time as the season had been coming to a close.
Trees around the parks of New York City started growing their leaves, each one having their unique shade. The weather had felt warmer and assumed was generally radiating a positive aura for the entrance of Summer.
Steve had remembered that month so vividly alike his classic songs embossed on vinyls that kept replaying.
Both of you were taking a stroll around Central Park, as you had requested. He gladly agreed assuming that you were distracted, wanting to get some fresh air after being confined in the Avengers Tower for too long.
It would definitely make him feel out of place if he were to be put into a crowd he did not belong, he thinks. You were just an average mortal who surprisingly captured his attention one day.
His old-fashioned self recalls your first meeting not so long as the season of winter had began.
He was carrying his sketch pad with him along with a newspaper for the day, stopping by to get a cup of coffee where he regularly comes so. It was just unfortunate that the place was crowded that day and you had nowhere to sit. But lucky enough Steve had a vacant seat just across from him whereas you kindly received his offer.
Moreover, both of you talked so casually as if you had been long-termed friends who had not seen each other for a while. The conversation was smooth and delightful for both parties, and it was not unexpected when he had – or attempted, rather – to ask you out for date.
“I see you’re taking this as a first date?” You questioned, taking humor into your tone.
As naive Steve Rogers was around women, the tone of the conversation has shifted to becoming awkward prior to a really good topic about art. “I mean, yeah, but if you didn’t like it– or if it, uh, seemed weird then– I was just trying to sound cool.”
“I was joking. It’s fine, I would love to.” The moment you answered and smiled, he had given you, and himself, a second to realize if this was actually happening.
You did not walk out from him nor did you slap either of his cheeks. Rather, you stayed right at the seat he had invited you in and the only difference was that you had a wider smile than before.
That was when he figured that he was in love with you. Literally on that moment during the start of December.
Ironically now that it was close to summer – the start of June – it was then as he started to feel cold. Instead from snow falling from the sky and the ice warming up the ground, however, it came from you and your attitude.
You had broken up with him during that walk in Central Park.
“I just think we aren’t meant to be together, Steve.” Those words repeated around his brain for days.
Steve did beg for you to stay. He had not felt this welcomed ever since he had woken up from the ice. The home between your arms was always something he was expecting after an exhausting mission.
No one had ever shown him understanding like you did. That was why it confused him greatly after you had said you were not meant for each other. How were you to say such?
“Can’t you see? You’re an amazing Super Soldier with friends who has plans on saving the world. I’m just someone who works from nine to five at a job I’m growing tired of.”
He just could not understand where you were coming from. Everything you were telling him was a blur and he found none of it useful on answering the questions in his head.
It saddened him that you were belittling yourself too. You could not see yourself like how he does.
“I know you love me, and I love you too… “
There was a pause after it. Steve was not sure if you were going to say something more out of it, but his emotions got the better of him, “Then why do you have to do this?”
“I need to work on my insecurities–”
“We can work on it together. You’ve been patient with me throughout my missions, I promise I’ll do the same with you.” He was close to kneeling down but without the intention of proposing with a diamond ring, only wanting you to stay for him.
“It’s not like that. It’s not the easy.”
“But it’s surely easier for you to break up with me and leave this all behind?”
“No, I told you it’s not like that!”
He had been fighting the vulnerability that was growing in him. Both of you remained relentless expressions that did not help to ease the situation. There was assumptions made out of it, most likely, but the main focus was what both of you were saying to each other.
“I just need you to understand, Steve, please.”
That was the moment he realized he should not oppose to you and your decisions.
What he could only think was that you understood him in ways that he had not thought yet needed. You were there for him and provided him with the best decisions you could offer. He intended to do the same.
But Steve was not doing the same – rather should not be. He was making something out of impossibilities, which was why he could not see it. On the contrary, he did not know what to do and so he just followed what his heart and instincts lead him to do so.
And like always, you offered the best solution and that was for him understand – for the betterment of you, and your relationship.
He does not hesitate on not chasing after you once you had given him a final kiss on the cheek and then turned away. He just stares at the back of your shirt with misery upon his face, seeing as your figure becomes smaller and smaller from a distance and then disappearing from his sight.
Steve trusts you. It was the right thing to do.
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It was winter again. Without you around Steve’s arms this time though.
You watched the snow start falling at the other side of your window. It had created a blur around the glass of it, but you could honestly make up the white covered pavement and houses. It was your view for these lonely seven months, how could you start forgetting it now.
The dining table that was set in front gave you the chance to sit, drink, and view. You guessed it was just you and your hot cup of chocolate this month.
Well, it was you were expecting for the rest of the cold, winter month.
You watched as the sun had started to set from the already gloomy gray colored sky. It turned into a dark shade further and the only thought it your head was for another day to come.
Both your productive and unproductive days were well beyond acknowledged. Generally, you have accomplished a lot of things all the while moving on from your ex-boyfriend, who was also Captain America.
You have gotten into a new line of work, something you were more favorable of, which was huge considering that it was not even in the top things to do in the list you mentally prepared in the past.
Another thing was that you have also acquire a new set of skills. Learning different hobbies through art and music was one of the obvious ways to distract yourself from something lingering around your mind – as told by the results that showed up in your search engine.
Friends were also something that surrounded you with more optimism that you asked for. Taking a break from interacting with superheroes and gods was expectedly relieving. Those were not your crowd and you swore you spent so much time trying to adjust, which had never been enough.
Nonetheless there were more things you improved at to the point where you could not keep track of, or chose not to – you were not really sure.
There was a quarter way left of your dark chocolate drink in your mug. The steam blowing from it had died out long ago. The coldness was starting to get a hold of it, though you let it, while becoming disconnected from your thoughts and stared blankly.
The background nose of the television reaches from the living room which was a few feet away from where you were at. You were not sure if the news was playing or just some random commercial; you did not care.
This was how most of your nights turn out. Even so when your doorbell had echoed through your house, you were expecting the friendly old woman from next door was stopping by again.
Your legs unhurriedly walked to the door. Though as you reached around the knob to unlock it, you changed the pout on your face to something more presentable and friendly.
“I appreciate the gesture Mrs. Jones but–” You already raised a hand in front as this might have been the tenth time she had invited you this week to her Christmas Ever celebration. And it was a Tuesday.
But another person had appeared right in front of you. Someone you were not expecting – but had secretly prayed for. “Oh, Steve.” There was not a hint of disgust or dread in your voice, it was just more of a calm wave of shock.
Steve had his golden hair neatly brushed back, seeing as it also grew longer. He was wearing a long brown coat and a scarf had wrapped around his neck. The gift wrapped present he was holding in front of him drew the most attention at first glance, but you tried to be unassuming that it was for you.
You just took silent yet deep breaths while either of you waited for an ice breaker.
“I’m so glad to see you,” Steve instantly sets off.
“Thank you. It has been a while, right?” You tried to embrace this as maturely as possible.
You were a complete mess and you did not want anyone to find out your state of mind, let alone him. You could not acknowledge the change in yourself – which you had promised a few months ago – even after you broke up with him, and it would feel like a kick in the stomach if he finds out that you were wrong.
“It has and I’m so glad I got to see your pretty face again,” he says.
“Did you come here alone?”
“Yeah, it was a long hour drive, but I survived.” He chuckles while still standing at the other side of the threshold.
For a moment you felt all the guilt come crashing down at once, again. It was like all of those memories and feelings were just bottled up, never leaving you, and now had been broken and released. You tried to stay strong though, you had to be.
And with that, you were not sure if inviting Steve inside your house was the mature decision. “Sorry, you must be getting cold. I think you should come inside.”
Steve gladly accepted for invite and proceeded inside. He does not hesitate on removing his coat and hanging it as he stops at the doorway, revealing the black sweater he has worn underneath.
You did not know what to do or say. This was so sudden and you were not prepared mentally, and physically.
However, you proceeded to the dining you where you were having a moment prior to this and Steve followed after. You swept the barely filled mug from the table and placed it in the sink. “Do you want coffee?”
He nods which promptly has you making a cup for both of you. You could not feel your stomach build up despite drinking chocolate from earlier.
From the corner of your eye you see him take a seat, and eventually you followed. Two cups occupy for each of your hand as you bring them to the dining table still freshly brewed and steaming.
You take the seat across from him and you internally do not feel any regret of having to face the blue-eyed Super Soldier closely upfront again. He glances at the drink you made shortly as you extended your arm for him, but his gaze returns back to yours.
It made your skin crawl. The combination of his stare and the cold air around the room, the silence was deafening but you were so scared to speak with the chances of saying something you might not take back.
“How are you, darling?” It was such a bittersweet nostalgia to hear that.
You intend on biting your tongue as a way to hold back the tears that started to form around the corner of your eyes. Your nose was lightly twitching as you were holding back any tear that could possibly escape.
The obvious clench on either sides of your jaw probably gave Steve a hint on what he was dealing with right now.
“I-I’m good,” you falter.
“How are you, really?” His expression remained the same. He did not raise his voice nor did he sound any more threatening.
On the other hand, you were at the edge of breaking down. You probably had blinked more times than your normally would, and you convinced yourself it was just the dirt that got through.
“I miss you,” Steve sighs, “come back to me.”
“Steve,” your voice was inconsistent just by calling his name out. It was a very weak attempt and you wished you just stayed silent, “We were bound to break up.”
Rather, you knew you were bound to break up. Seems like he’s still in denial of everything.
“No. I don’t believe it.” He shakes his head in pure disbelief, “For months I tried to understand and move on, but you never left my mind… You have always been stuck in my mind and I won’t believe it when you say you haven’t felt the same.”
“I really d-don’t–”
“Bullshit!” His voice startles you, making you bounce from your seat and lean back with wide eyes. You bit your lip in fear of making him angry. “Look, I didn’t mean to– I’m sorry I raised my voice.”
That moment made you remember more of the memories in the past. When you started to grow out of fear instead of pure love for Steve Rogers.
Instead of letting yourself shrink into your seat, your arms pushed against the edge of the table which allowed you to be up on your feet. You stood and walked over to the countertop to distance yourself a few more feet away from your ex-boyfriend.
Steve had looked at you with his mouth slightly agape, following your figure as you walked away further from him.
Every part from your waist and below had been covered as you stood behind the countertop. You turned around as your lower back pressed against the edge of the sink, getting to look at him again. This time, however, felt more relieving when you felt claustrophobic with his face near yours.
“Baby, I said I’m sorry.”
“Steve,” you coldly say, “I think it’s time for you to go.”
He had a look of disbelief upon his face, “You haven’t even opened the present I got for you.”
“We already had talked and seen each other tonight, I think that’s enough for tonight, or even for the next year.”
You were walking on thin ice.
You were convinced that you had forgotten on how to deal with him in times like this, but you also pondered if you have ever really known how to dealt with it.
“What are you saying, we barely even talked!”
Steve had followed your footsteps, pushing against the table and walking over you. It happened within seconds which gave barely enough time for you to process that he was nearing to you again.
“Steve, please!” You squeal.
He reached for both of your hands, intertwining his fingers with yours. You tried to avoid from looking at him, but he nearly follows the direction of your head until you had no choice but to get tired.
“Can’t you see, it’s you who I love. It will always be you and nothing can change that.” The grip of his fingers were starting to tighten around yours and you were not sure if he was aware of it.
“M-my hands. It hurts.”
He does not even acknowledge your pain, “Just tell me you love me and we can go back to the way we started.”
“Ouch,” you cry. You swore the bones in your hand were so close to breaking.
If it were not for the tears starting to stream down your cheeks, Steve probably would not have let them go. Your fingers were most likely swelling and shaking. Though, before you could even create a sigh of relief from the pain, you felt a pair of lips force over yours.
There was not even a second that had passed. Steve’s strength as quick and strong which greatly opposed to yours.
His hands might have spared the bones of your fingers from cracking, but he was definitely not going to let your jaw go. Both his palms smushed against either sides of it, preventing any movement which had forced you to accept the situation.
You knew this situation before, you just cannot surpass his strength. You could not fight or push him away or else he was just going to force himself more to you.
Just as you thought that your heart beat was already going to escape from your chest out of nervousness earlier, it had increased tenfold. You can only wonder what was going through Steve’s mind.
“Just relax, you’ll be able to enjoy it more,” Steve says in between kisses and before having to shove his tongue further past your lips.
Your hands were in between your bodies, trying to push his torso away using both your palms which predictably did not help at all. Slowly, your energy wears down further as you irrationally tried to keep him away from you.
“I know you want it,” he whispers, “just give in.”
The moment was was terrifying as it gets. As if on cue, your knees began to cave in and soon your hands no longer tried to resist against his body. Undoubtedly, you still did not return the favor of kissing him back but he did not seem to mind.
He slightly bends over to be able to lean his head more as he continues to suck against your bottom lip with emotions full of desire. Eventually it descends to your chin and then your lower jaw, aiming for more sensitive places despite his hands remaining at the same place on either sides of your face.
When he does try to suck the skin between the area of your neck and collarbones, you let out a small instinctive squeal. He was not gentle with his actions, making sure both of you were clearly feeling the sensation of him giving and you receiving; and after that reaction from you, he was certain that you were aware too.
“Fuck, I expected more than that, baby,” he mumbles and then continuing to draw on your skin as if it was a feast.
You could not keep count on how many times he tried to leave marks on you right now. What you were sure, though, was that tomorrow would be a morning full of regrets when looking in the mirror.
Your hands remained still from before, not knowing where to go and confused about all your emotions right now. However, you felt Steve release his grip around your face, moving down to reach your hands to guide them, position them into an embrace around his figure.
Afterwards, he bends further to reach the back of your thighs. It allowed him to hoist you up the marble countertop, setting you down with your back flat facing the surface.
He helped himself in welcoming his body between your legs as he pulled back, finally giving an end to his enjoyment on marking you. A quick smirk was seen within his face, as he comprehends that you were now under his control just as he looked forward to. It died down and returned back to the intimidating glare that set panic throughout your system earlier.
“Oh god, you still look so beautiful.”
With one hand, he was able to seize around both of your wrists which prevented you from making any movements still. And so you let him continue what he intends to, this time undoing your already loose sweatpants.
Steve could not be more than lucky enough for this moment. He thinks that he had waited long enough and that this exact time was perfect, just as he had pictured during the drive to your house.
When he successfully discards every garment from your waist and below, he takes a good view of what he had missed during these past seven months. Your were shamefully half naked and wet beneath him.
“Has anyone touched you while I wasn’t around?” He questions as his fingertips slowly drag against the entrance of your cunt.
You could feel yourself dripping just by his touch and you were embarrassed to even look at him.
“I asked you a question, sweetie, you better answer me.”
As much as you tried to hold back, he presses his thumb against your clit knowingly well how easily sensitive you were at that spot. “N-no!”
You repeated your answer after a deep exhale, “No one has touched me.”
He was in awe with your answer, ignoring the fact that you were holding on to your dear life out of fear. “Did you expect me to find you after? Still waiting for my cock for all these months?”
You whine, not knowing what emotion it had been drawn out from. The way his voice finds home to you just lures you in again, and the fact that he was saying those lewd things slowly broke down your walls. You did not know the answer to it yourself – rather you feared to know the truth.
Steve leans over, close to your ear and whispers, “I’ll be good to you since you’ve been a good girl to me, darling.” Before you know it, he leaves a kiss on the top of your head and pulls back.
He undoes the buckle around his waist and then his pants before letting it fall to the ground. Swiftly, he still uses one hand to pull your body close to him, feeling the prominent erection that had formed under his boxers against your pussy. “This is all yours.”
He playfully grinds against you, intensely feeling him more, making you moan and somewhat arch the back of your neck. And hell did the man enjoy was he was doing to you.
You closed your eyes shut and bit down onto your lip, trying not to expecting more as it would just mean that you were caving in to him.
Eventually with all the teasing, Steve does draws his dick out. The warmth of his skin was all too different from a piece of fabric. It felt too fucking good.
He does not insert it so easily though. Instead, he continues on to adore your whining and needy expression beneath him, rubbing the tip of his cock first and then followed by the rest. He slowly thrusts into the air while pressing against the entrance of your cunt, making sure it gets coated thoroughly while you recalled how large he was.
“Feel good, right?” He brags
“Steve, please,” you cry.
It does not take him merely once though before he finally got to push the tip inside you. But you were thankful for the heavens you did not have to suffer more than you already were.
Your lower abdomen slightly cramps, adjusting to his size again like you remembered from before. It felt both familiar and unfamiliar to have him inside you again, nonetheless, your body was reacting to it very positively.
“You’re so tight,” he grunts. “Guess you really weren’t fucking anyone else while I was gone.”
Technically he was not gone. Both of you were broken up. But your mind could not honestly rationalize that well right now.
Your eyelids were just feeling heavy and you were letting him pound into you as he pleases. There was not an ounce of energy in you that still wanted to fight back or resist, it was too tiring and too good.
When Steve realizes so, he releases the grasp around your wrists, knowing that you were not escaping any time soon. He’s definitely going to have fun with you now, even so determined for you to enjoy as well. “Oh god, did I miss fucking your pussy.”
He takes slow yet deep thrusts, making sure it reaches all the way until his cock completely disappears and reappears from his sight. When he presses a palm against the area just a few inches below your lower abdomen, he know you would start to lose it.
It was just the perfect spot, that took him weeks to master, just to launch you into a wave of euphoria. Though you were only letting out moans and cries for him, he could tell how much you were enjoying it by how your walls tighten around him.
Somehow it steadily releases the brute inside of him, making him thrust harden and faster every time he feels you squeeze. It turned him on every time and there was no stopping him, especially now.
The kitchen shamefully echoes the sloppy thrusts he was doing with you. The lewd noises were just music to his ears.
Steve was disappointed that you were weary at the moment. You would have loved this great fuck.
He could not even see how ruffled his hair was already. Sweat was rolling down his forehead yet he could not care less. All he was fixated on was your face and your pussy.
He looked at your figure with passion, making an illusion of you bouncing against him as if you were the one fucking and riding his dick.
Steve was shameless. There was a lustful rage inside of him that had been longing for this. Was he finally glad that this moment had come.
“You’re fucking mine,” he groans with one trust. “Mine.”
“Gonna fill you up with my cum.”
By some time could feel his orgasm build up and close to a release. He made it through strong and profound thrusts, just to savor what he had right now. “We were supposed to celebrate our first anniversary this month, but don’t worry,”
He groans along with another trust, “I made the mistake of letting you go the first time.”
With one final thrust, he goes as deep as he can to make sure nothing from his cum spills out from you,
“I won’t make the same mistake twice.”
hope you enjoyed, feedbacks are greatly appreciated (please)!
Hi, I’m not back right now, but it was just brought to my attention by my friend that dark!fic writers on here are getting some hate and I just want to say something. Just because you write something doesn’t, mean you are a bad person, just because you read something doesn’t, mean you are a bad person either. So many of the writers who I follow and who follow are some of the most amazing people in real life! I started reading dark!fics as a way to cope with what I went through, it was a form of therapy, was it an ideal way? No, but it helped me, deal with my trauma on my terms and honestly I owe a lot to the dark!fic writers. They did more for me than my first 3 therapist did, after the trauma I went through as a teen. Most stories here on tumblr are tagged with trigger warnings (tw’s:) letting you know what to be aware of helping you avoid a story so you don’t read it! As consumers of fanfiction its up to us to block our triggers, to read the descriptions the writers should be giving us (there are some who do not give descriptions, those stories I don’t even bother to read.) and decide if it’s even worth it. Don’t be attacking writers on tumblr, Wattpad, AO3, FF.net or anywhere you consume your content, telling them to off them self, that in itself is triggering and disgusting behavior.
Hey Writer! Keep writing and being your amazing self because I’m so thankful for you for supplying us readers with content, and writing inspiration!
Pairing: Dark!Steve Rogers x Reader, Dark!Steve x Other Characters
Warnings: Incest, cheating, betrayal, violence, humiliation, angst and misery. 18+ only. Minors DNI
Summary: This is a story set in a GoT-themed scenario, where the reader and Steve are half-siblings, and children of the Warden of Brooklyn (South). You both hate each other and try to compete with each other until one of you rises above the other.
A/n: Prepare yourselves for hating Steve. The story is available on my Ao3, here’s thelink. The dress that I describe for reader is inspired by one of the outfitsworn by Daenerys. This chapter is around 9k long so read when you have the time and are relaxed. Thank you!
“I fear that this may not be right, your grace,” Leila put forth her worries as she saw you preparing yourself for Lily’s wedding.
She was sceptical of your attire which she expressed through her gaze as Elia helped you wear the gown.
“It may not be. But how does that matter?” You reverted.
You admired your reflection in the mirror and the beauty of the gown on your body. It was the colour of a light blue with patterns of gold printed on the thin fabric. The design was Asgardian, one of many gifts that you had received for your wedding. It was not as modest as the dresses worn by the noblewomen of America, but with the help of Elia and Leila, you had succeeded in making it appear even more provocative on your body.
Its wrinkled skirt flowed below your hips down to your feet. Anya secured it on your torso by fastening a lattice belt made of gold around your waist. Above your belly, the gown extended into two broad straps that covered each of your breasts separately and left the entire middle of your chest exposed, a choice you had made while altering the garment with the aid of the handmaidens.
You touched the skin on your clavicle and twirled to examine the gown from behind. Elia pulled the straps over your shoulders and stretched the cape that was sewn into the dress, over your naked scarred back. You smiled to yourself as you spun on your feet. You had never been a lady bold enough to wear clothes of such fashion and you knew that Steve would not have approved of it in the past. But you had lost the ability to respect the norms of the world anymore.
“It looks wonderful, does it not?” You asked the handmaidens as you smoothed the skirt with your hands.
They exchanged glances among themselves and you were aware of the disapproval they had for your gown.
“Pardon me, your grace. But it does not seem that this gown is fit for a Queen,” Elia said.
You shrugged. “I may not be a Queen for long. I do not need to act like one.”
She pursed her lips and lowered her head. You tutted at her.
“I asked you all a question. Does it look wonderful, beautiful or not?”
“Your grace, you appear magnificent, more beautiful and desirable than any of the ladies here, but—”
“But?” You arched a brow at Elia.
“But the lords,” Leila objected, “if they see you like this, they may not see you as the Queen.”
You sighed.
“They may look and they may demean me in their thoughts. I care not for it.”
“Yes, but you shouldn’t provoke the King anymore!” Leila countered quickly.
She seemed to be very worried about your decisions and the destruction that you could bring upon yourself with it. It was admirable, but not shared by you.
Anya put a thin band of gold with beaded sapphires in it around your neck as you put the blue stones in your ears. Meanwhile, Leila continued to ramble on.
“And what if he refuses to protect you should any of the lords…want you? He has already decided to go to the wedding without you!”
You laughed at her suggestion.
“Leila, you worry too much,” you said as you turned towards her.
She frowned and lowered her head.
“I do not intend to go to the wedding by myself. I will have a man to look after me,” you informed her
“Who?” She asked as her eyes flitted at you with curiosity.
“The man I am going to send you for now. Go to the wedding and fetch Ser James for me.”
Leila stared at you with wide eyes. Her bottom lip quivered and the fear became apparent on her face.
“Ser—Ser James?”
A pang of guilt hit your chest as you recalled that her interaction with James had not been a good one. She had not been clear about how he had threatened her, but he had done enough to inspire fear in her heart. You dreaded to think about him making Leila suffer for your mistakes and you wanted to reprimand him for it, but your circumstances had changed as had the little power that you had owned as the Queen.
“Oh, forgive me, my dear.”
Leila nodded and bit her lip.
“Anya, could you please go and get Ser James to come here? Tell him that I require his help. Lie if you need to convince him.”
"But, will he come?” Anya questioned, appearing doubtful of your proposition.
“He will. Tell him that I’m in tears and that I seek his help desperately, he will come if he has not decided to betray me entirely yet.”
“Yes, your grace,” she agreed and went out of the chamber to fulfil your command.
You looked at the mirror again to assess your image. It had to be perfect. You had to draw James in the only way you could. He was your last chance at standing up against Steve in a way that he will never forget.
***
The doors to the bedchamber opened and in came the thumping steps of your Lord Commander. You saw the reflection of his concerned face in the mirror before you.
“What has happened?” He asked with urgency.
You turned around to greet the knight. James stopped in his place. His mouth was agape as his eyes lingered on your body in horror and lust.
“I’m glad you came, James,” you said as you walked over to him.
“What— what do you want? She told me that you require me.”
“I do. I wish to go to the wedding. But unfortunately, I do not have a man to put my arms on. Steve as you know is busy with his…affairs…I thought to myself, what better man to take me to the wedding than James Barnes?”
James regarded you in silence as you awaited his response. He pressed his lips in a thin line and exhaled.
“No,” he said bluntly, “I will not be a part of this.”
You hummed as James headed for the door of the bedchamber.
“Very well, then Lord Clinton will have to do,” you proposed quickly.
James halted on his steps and you smirked to yourself.
“He is after all without a woman as well. And he has had his eyes on me since the moment I put my step in Missouri. I’m certain he would not only accept my offer, but he would also make the most of it.”
James gritted his teeth and sucked a breath through them. He retrieved his hand from the door and turned to you hesitantly.
“I will take you to the wedding,” he mumbled.
“Wonderful!” You clapped your hands together over your chest as you went near him.
“But I will not be part of any mischief that you are up to,” he warned you and waved a finger at your face.
“Oh, why would you say that, James?” You asked as you trod over to him.
You placed your hands on his arms and grinned at him.
“There can be many pleasures sought from mischief,” you said in a playful tone.
“And I,” you dragged your hands up his arms to his armoured chest, “had intended to give you many as a reward for your company.”
James uttered your name in warning as your touch made his breaths waver.
“The King–”
“Is busy with his whores, isn’t he?”
“And so, you wish for me to be your whore?”
You tutted at him and held his jaw with your palms, batting your lashes at him with a hint of wanton desire.
“I wish you to be the man who had shown me more pleasure than Steve ever could. Ha, he was never even half the man that you are, James.”
James watched you in a daze as his gaze flickered from your eyes to your lips and to your breasts. Even with his bulky armour and heavy longsword on his belt, he remained still and vulnerable before you as you grazed his face and beard with your fingers.
You smiled at him and you pushed your bosom flush against his chest. He shuddered against your body.
“You do not have to keep yourself from your fantasies anymore, Ser James, I will not let you,” you whispered as you brushed his lips with your fingertips.
You stretched yourself up on your tiptoes to meet his height and brought your mouth near his. His fluttering hot breath fell on your face, but his hesitance wore down as soon as you captured his lips with yours. His reluctant hands melted at your hips and his fingers dug into your delicate flesh. His slithering tongue betrayed his facade of resistance as he strengthened the kiss by delving deeper into your mouth.
You dipped a hand under the plated base of his armour and cupped your hand over his crotch. He groaned into your lips and his cock twitched in your palm. The handmaidens turned themselves away from the vulgar scene as you broke through James’ restraints.
Heat rose in your belly, both of arousal and satisfaction as James’s stiff shoulders slouched and gave in to desire. You let him savour your taste and touch for a while before you pulled your head from him only to pant and stare at him with hunger.
James produced a muffled grunt at the separation as he struggled to maintain his stoic composure before you.
You smiled and licked your lips while looking at his hungry blue eyes.
“Let us not delay any more. Take me to the wedding, James,” you told him.
He exhaled aloud and pulled his hands from your hips. He gulped and turned his head away from you as his face became red. He raised his elbow and offered it to you. You hooked your right arm around it and waited for him to guide you out of the chambers.
“You are a valiant knight, James. You will have my gratitude, as much of it as you desire,” you said teasingly.
He walked with silence as you exited the chambers. The gaze of the rest of the Kingsguard followed you as you left hand in hand with their Lord Commander.
The hallways were empty and free. Almost all of the castle was busy with the wedding ceremony. You leaned into James’ body and held his armoured arm tightly to your front.
“Your attire isn’t modest. You should not let the men… the lords see you like this,” he remarked.
“They will only see what you can have, and I trust you to be my saviour should I need rescuing from the men,” you replied.
“You are not even wearing a shift,” he chided.
“For your ease, perhaps,” you said with a snicker.
James hummed and balled his fists as he marched in silence. You rolled your eyes at his sternness
“Oh, James! Do not act so coldly with me, you will break my heart!”
“I do not trust your intentions.”
“Oh, what folly can I play? I only wish to join the festivities, dance with the others and congratulate the bride and groom. It is an occasion of love and happiness, we should not celebrate it by ourselves, wouldn’t you agree?”
His face remained grim. You sighed at his hostility towards you and put your cheek against his pauldron. He talked to you no more as he led you down the stone steps of the castle to the Grand Hall where the wedding was taking place.
The joyous tune of celebration vibrated from the gates of the Grand Hall and echoed on the stone walls beyond it. Your heart thrummed with anticipation as you were about to put yourself in the most precarious position before all the nobles and your brother. There may be some achievements but they would only be followed by great losses.
But Steve could not be allowed to have a smooth and pleasant victory.
You held your head up and strong as you always had through your pain and suffering. James paused for a moment outside the gates as the guards opened them for you both. You prepared yourself to walk in with pride. The light of more than a hundred candles glowed through the widening sliver and shimmered on your faces
“Now, Ser James, I expect you to dance with me. And if you fail to do so, I will find someone else to dance with. I presume that the men would be quite drunk by now and searching for a woman to get their hands on, so it would be easy to get them to take me for a twirl.”
“How manipulative you are,” James commented and narrowed his eyes on you.
The cacophony of laughter, cheers and music all blended together and reached your ears as you stepped in with James.
You giggled. “I’m only helping you to free yourself. For long you have been caged behind this hard iron and steel.”
You rapped your knuckles on his silver breastplate and grinned. He viewed you with scepticism but you knew that it wouldn’t last for long against his desire for your body. With that knowledge, you turned your head forward and let James take you into the Grand Hall.
Banners of both Houses hung on opposite walls and at the very end of the hall sat the young husband and wife with their hands intertwined with each other on the table. The tables for the nobles and the guests were arranged on each side of the hall. The space between them was wide and allowed all the men and women to dance to their heart’s content.
Lily was the first to look at you and she beamed at you with giddiness. You smiled at her. The golden wedding gown paired well with her golden hair and made her appear exquisite. But her smile faded when she saw your clothing. Her groom, Lord Damon had a darker gaze, yet his eyes were fixed on you.
Heads turned and whispers began as you walked past the people and searched for your seat. With the wedding ceremony over, the men and women took to indulging in the feast, drinking their ale and wine and dancing to the melody of the music. They were also free to talk and gossip.
The ladies watched you in awe and judgement. The lords were much the same but they did not do well to hide the lust in their eyes, especially Lord Clinton who had once been denied from having his way with you by the very man on whose arm you were.
You walked with pride and basked in their piercing gazes.
“And where would my seat be?” You wondered as you searched among the crowded tables.
“There,” James pointed at the abandoned and deserted table situated adjacent to Lily and Damon’s dais.
“Oh,” you said as you looked at the two tall and empty chairs.
Steve’s absence from the chair which was fitting only for the King was strange as you had expected him to have another woman sitting beside him just to mock you and mark his shifting affection from his wife to the other ladies.
“He sits with his ladies,” James informed you.
Upon glancing through the faces of the various ladies and lords in the hall, you found the familiar face of your brother, sitting in the middle of the hall, among the other nobles. He sat in the midst of a few women, one of them being Maria who had her arm spread across the chest of Steve’s black tunic. They sat far from the King and Queen’s table. You were amused by his choice but were glad that he had at least spared you your seat.
Your guts twisted as you made the mistake of matching his blue eyes. He saw you with scrutiny and his hatred penetrated your soul, but you did not hold his gaze for long. You did not intend to give even the smallest pleasure of your fear and sadness to him.
“You have his attention, are you satisfied?” James asked as he stopped you both before the two empty armchairs.
“Of so little?” You asked before taking your seat.
James sighed and took his guarded position behind you. The handmaidens and servants rushed to bring the delicacies to your plate and wine to your goblet. You rested your back on the chair and dug your nails into the wood.
You explored the hall and the nobles in it who studied you with taunting gazes. The only lady who was smiling at you was Margaret. She sat happily with her husband to her left and her niece to her right. You returned the smile to her, sharing her contentment for the young girl’s safety. It was a blessing that Steve had not attempted to get her back again.
The others did not regard you with such gentleness. Some of them even smirked at you and laughed at you for your loss of your husband. They saw that you had no power anymore and it made your skin burn. Your anger was not enough to scathe any of them. They apprehended your doom as much as you did. But they would witness your lack of care for it and they would see you toss away the crown yourself before Steve gave it to another.
You picked up the goblet full of wine from the table and brought it to your lips. The liquid did not calm the rush in your nerves but it put you at a little ease.
Lord Damon, the young groom, got up from his place and walked towards you as you sipped the wine. He stopped before your table and bowed to you with his hand on his chest.
“You appear most beautiful, my Queen. I thank you for gracing us with your pleasant presence,” he said as he offered you, his hand.
“You have my blessings Lord Damon, may you have a happy marriage,” you said, placing your fingers on his palm and raising the goblet in the air with your other hand.
He kissed your knuckles and grinned at you.
“Would you give me the honour of dancing with you, your grace?”
“Only if your bride allows it.”
“She has had her fill already, your grace,” he said.
He looked at Lily and she nodded at him.
“Then you may have the honour,” you said.
Damon’s dark curls fell on his face as he bowed to you and moved behind to allow you to step down from the pedestal. You put down the goblet on the table, stood up from your seat and faced James who watched you with much disapproval.
“I’m allowed to dance, James,” you hissed at him
His reply was a quiet shake of his head.
“The next man will be you, do not forget it,” you said.
Damon waited for you with a wide smile and a stretched hand for you to take. You put your palm in his and let him pull your body close to his. He placed a bold hand on your waist and grinned at you as his fingertips brushed the skin of your back.
You watched the young lord with amusement as he spun you both towards the dancing ladies and lords. He was a handsome man with a strong jaw and broad shoulders, but he was not powerful enough in the South yet to have the confidence to stare at his Queen with the lust in his brown eyes and with such fearlessness in the presence of the King himself. His boldness was bewildering.
“I have not seen a woman like you here,” he said.
“The rumours about you before it all… were exciting but quite unsavoury. But now that I finally meet you, your reputation matches you well.”
You arched a brow at him.
“I mean no offence,” he defended himself quickly, “you are a Queen of fantasies.”
“And what would be the meaning of that?”
“The meaning…is that I pity our King, he searches for other women, those ladies when he has you.”
“Speak carefully, Lord Damon,” you warned him.
“A Queen should not be left alone,” he continued.
“And a new husband should not be talking in such a manner,” you rebuked.
He was nonchalant to your scolding. Instead, he only smirked at you.
“You grow bitter. I can help you with that, put you at ease. Perhaps, I can pay you a visit when the castle is asleep.”
You glared at him. “If you do then you will have to return to your wife without your manhood and I would hate to do that to young Lily.”
“The Kingsguard is still loyal to you? Even after…the King himself isn’t?”
You had the urge to slap his face for his taunt. His suggestion was insulting, yet not questionable. Apart from James, you did not know if there was any other Kingsguard who would still follow your commands and show you respect. You clenched your jaw and held back the curses.
“It is your wedding, Lord Damon and so I shall choose to be forgiving, for the sake of Lily. I will give you the opportunity to return to your wife or I will have to give you the proof of my Kingsguard’s loyalty to you.”
You looked at James and so did Damon. Fortunately, James understood your discomfort and glowered at the young lord with his hand wrapped around the hilt of his sword.
“I would rather enjoy it too,” you added and sneered at him.
Damon’s hold on you slackened and his hands fell from your body. He took a step back as the determination died on his face.
“Your grace,” he said with a bow before scrambling to reach his wife.
You exhaled and twisted your neck, shrugging off the tainting perverseness of his interaction. You turned to your table with a smile and opened your right arm to James.
“My knight in shining armour,” you mused as you offered him your hand, “I believe you owe me a dance.”
James closed and opened his fists at his sides as he looked at you warily. You tilted your head at him, remaining stubborn in your demand as he sighed. He showed hesitance as he stepped forward and came around the table to take your hand in his.
You led him to the centre of the wide floor of the Grand Hall and helped him put his spare arm around your hips.
“You will have me killed,” James said.
“You should not worry about that, Damon did not. Not until he saw you…”
“What did he say to you?”
“Well… he said how he would like to fuck me now that he does not have to be afraid of Steve’s loyalty towards me,” you paraphrased Damon’s words to James.
“That little—” James attempted to break from your hold but pulled him back.
“Leave him be. He cannot be faulted for his thoughts.”
“He should be! How dare he?”
James’ open expression of his need to protect you was most endearing and strangely soothing to your heart. You had despised the man for long and yet he was the only one who remained with a little affection for you to cling to. But not for long.
You huffed. “I imagine that it must be quite alluring to fuck the Queen and they have been given a chance by your friend, your King.”
“It would not have been this way—you have done this and now— instead of making amends, you are here, dancing with me and trying to seduce me when you should do this with him!”
His anger was alarming and perturbing. You did not want to be scolded by him. You had done all that you could already.
“I offered to, but he refused,” you said through gritted teeth.
“And? Your decision is to make him jealous instead of doing something–”
“He has made his decision, James. He wants to get rid of me. He wants his son to be without his mother.”
Your heart twinged even as you spoke about it. You swallowed and blinked the tears away. You had to portray a strong front.
“He would never do that to you, he could not separate you from the prince!” James argued with conviction.
“I don’t wish for that to happen either, James… but if it does, the kingdom will talk about it. They would ponder upon the reason for which I lost my Queenship. There will be rumours.”
James gave you a puzzled look.
“It cannot simply be because his heart strayed for other women, he can barely decide which woman he wants,” you said as you glanced at the ladies sitting around Steve from the corner of your eyes.
James took a glimpse of them too and sighed. “But–”
“But,” you interjected and placed your hand on his cheek, “if the choice was given to me, I know exactly which man I would choose.”
You traced the skin of his face with your thumb as you stared at him with yearning. His chest fluttered as he drew out shallow breaths. He swallowed as he looked into your eyes.
“And they would know too,” you concluded.
The lines of James’ face softened and his anger faded away.
“What— what do you mean?”
You smiled bitterly at him.
“It’s a shame that you chose this path for yourself, Ser James…I was quite fond of you when I was young…before it all happened. I still think about how wonderful it would have been if we would have just escaped Brooklyn together. We could have lived as peasants, farmers in the south or the north, perhaps even in Asgard or Wakanda. We could tend to the fields together, and rear chickens and cattle. I’d milk the cows and look after the household, you would have gone to the city to sell our harvest and returned to hot food and a warm bed…and me.”
Your throat tightened as you uttered the words. It was a beautiful fantasy that could never be achieved.
“It would have been a peaceful life with no conflicts, wouldn’t it have been?”
James did not open his mouth but his eyes spoke a thousand words. His fingers curled around your hips in a futile attempt to keep you close. His yearning warmed your chest.
“Jaime would have had open fields to run in as well and you of course could have taught him how to use the sword,” you pondered further.
“Jaime would not have been born,” he contended.
His voice was low and hoarse. You raised your brows at him.
“Would he not?” You smiled at him.
James pursed his lips and gulped. But he did not say anything. You lowered your eyes to his chest.
“But that is just a dream,” you said.
“So, I’m just a pawn then…in this last petty attempt for you to do…this?”
“Don’t be angry with me, you could have been more than just a pawn, but you chose this for yourself instead…that is not my fault,” you snapped sharply at him.
He scowled at you.
“You spin your tales of lies so easily when you want to have your way,” he snarled, the rage returned to his face.
“They are not lies, Ser James!”
You crossed your hands around his neck and pulled yourself flush against him.
“You were always gentler than him and perhaps, better to Jaime as well…I’m bound to fantasise of a better life for myself and my child that you could have made possible if you had not chosen Steve.”
James did not express his acceptance or rejection of your justification. He only stared at you with blank eyes.
“Are you saddened by what is not? Did you not dream about it?” You asked, curious to know about what his wishes were.
But James did not answer and you took it as his inability to declare his true wants and dreams.
“Well, we should leave the wedding then so we can wash away our troubles.”
“I cannot do that.”
“Oh, James, James…let me have this, let me have you,” you cajoled him as you reached for his lips.
James had no defence for himself as he let you latch your mouth to his. The hall went silent and the gasps arose in it like music to your ears. You continued to devour his mouth with passion and to your delight, James could not pull away.
“Enough!” You heard Steve roar from behind. “Put an end to this wedding! Empty the hall!”
Startled, James finally attempted to pull himself away but you caught his bottom lip between your teeth. You nipped at it lightly before letting it go.
Sweated beaded on his forehead as he saw the Kingsguard rush everyone out of the hall. From your periphery, you could see four of them heading for you and you slipped your hands off James’ shoulders, resting them on his forearms instead.
Your heart was racing but you tried not to show it on your face.
“What have you done?” James asked in a whisper.
“I don’t know,” you said.
“Away you two!” A Kingsguard barked as he pointed his sword at you and James.
You pulled your hands to yourself and turned around to find Steve seething in fury at his table. It was both a gratifying and terrifying vision.
He glared at you and James as you stood close to each other anticipating the repercussion of your actions. Steve kicked the table in front of him as the last of the people left the hall in scrambles. The cutlery flew around and landed on the floor with loud clunks while the food was wastefully smeared on the stone.
He stomped his feet down from his pedestal and drew out his sword from its sheath as he marched towards you.
“Oh lord,” you cursed.
James put his hands outwards and away from his sword to present his compliance and unwillingness to put up a fight against them as well as Steve. You did not see the use of challenging Steve in combat either.
“You son of a bitch! How dare you do this?” Steve growled.
Your eyes widened as you saw him point the tip of his sword at James. His anger was expected, but you had not predicted that he would unleash his wrath upon James before you. James always seemed to be the one who could do no wrong in Steve’s eyes and yet that notion was challenged right before you.
You placed yourself in front of James and stretched your arms to your sides, creating a barrier between him and Steve.
“What are you doing?” James asked.
“Of all the things you’ve done James, this is not what I want you to be punished for,” you spoke to him under your breath.
“Come out from behind her you coward!” Steve yelled.
“Steve! There is no need for violence,” you attempted to coax him.
“You shut your filthy mouth!”
*** Steve watched the married couple and the dancing ladies and lords in disgust as he drank the last sips of ale from his goblet. They seemed to be cheerful in each other’s company and he detested that. She had ruined even the smallest pleasures of life for him.
Even Maria’s sweet whispers in his ears and her caressing and seducing touch failed to entice him. Two other ladies, whose names he had not made the effort to remember, sat to his right and attempted to draw some response from him by offering their bodies and devotion to him. But he did not want that. He did not want to bed any of them. He was not certain of what he wanted to do apart from wallowing in his misery.
Steve had not noticed the gates of the Great Hall open and the new pair entering the wedding until he heard the whispers arise from his sides.
“The Queen,” they chanted and wondered among themselves.
“Who is she with?”
“Is that the Lord Commander of the Kingsguard?”
“Is that Ser James Barnes?”
His ears perked up in alarm and he straightened his back as his eyes landed on her. His breath faltered at her sight and his jaw fell open in awe. The gown she wore was an atrocity and a delicacy at the same time. She appeared delectable to him and the knowledge that she appeared that way to the other lords was most discomforting for him. It did not help his frustration to see her hanging by James’ arms in such a sweet manner as if she was his lover.
“Just ploys, your grace. Petty attempts to get your attention,” Maria cooed to him.
She put a hand on his face and turned his gaze away from his Queen. He wanted to heed Maria’s words but he could not resist looking back at his sister. His heart pounded when her eyes met his. Disappointment besmirched her pretty face as she quickly turned away from him. She was embarrassed and troubled to find him in the other ladies’ arms. He had more power.
Yes. Yes. It’s all just to make me angry.
Steve let his muscles relax as he laid back on his seat, taking deep breaths to calm himself. He was thankful that once she had reached her table, she was out of his vision. But he found it difficult to bring himself peace as his thoughts strayed entirely to her.
He put down his goblet and a handmaiden filled it again. His eyes betrayed him as he picked it up and brought it to his lips.
His nostrils flared as he saw Lord Damon take her hand and pull her into his body. The young lord had the courage to put his hand on her hip as if Steve was not there, as if she was not his Queen, the wife of the King. Steve shuddered and his knuckles tightened around the goblet. He had the will to tear the lord away from his sister, but he could not show such outward possessiveness and jealousy for her. Not after he had made her believe that he had lost all his affection and desire for her. He could not let her win.
It is only a dance.
He lowered his head and picked up a fork to stab into the uneaten cold meat on his plate.
“Your grace, should we dance as well?” Maria asked him as she feathered her fingers over his chest.
She brushed her lips over the shell of his ear in a futile attempt to arouse him. Her servility was no longer of pleasure to Steve. He contained the urge to slap her away from himself and produced a long and tired exhale instead.
“Stay in your seat and keep your hands to yourself until I tell you otherwise, Maria,” he said.
Maria frowned but thought better than to question him as she slipped back to her seat with dejection.
Steve half-heartedly ate the shredded meat from his fork, washing them down with larger gulps of ale as he persuaded himself to not look at her or even think about her. Yet, he found himself to be impossibly curious about what her conversation with Lord Damon was about.
He sighed in relief when their dance ended and the lord removed his filthy hands from his sister. He relaxed his strained shoulders and reclined his back on the chair, finding peace in her returning to her seat as well. But his respite was short as he caught her stopping before her table and offering her hand to a man in front of her.
She spoke words he could not hear but the delight on her face was bothersome for him. His chest became heavy as he stared at her in anticipation of the man that she was waiting for.
The man that stepped out from the platform was no lord. He wore heavy armour, a long sword in his belt and the silver cloak of the men that had sworn their loyalty to him.
Steve’s eyes widened and his heart pounded in his ears as he saw his old friend, his Lord Commander of the Kingsguard, put his hand on her palm and follow her rhythm to the music. Her eyes glimmered at James as she brought herself closer to his body and put his other arm around her hips.
His hands formed into fists on the wooden table as he stopped himself from gawking at them. It was her intention to vex him and he could not let himself be fooled by her manipulations. They were mere pitiful attempts to rouse some jealousy in him so that he may return to her and prove to her that his words were empty and had been said to her in vain.
Despite his reasoning for her actions, the ache in Steve’s chest refused to dull. His expectation that she would have abandoned her path of rebellion against him in face of his threats and infidelity had failed to come true. Instead of showing him her servitude and begging him for forgiveness, she was dangerously provoking his ire and Steve found it difficult to act indifferent and cold towards her.
Steve shifted uneasily in his seat as he put on a visage of ignorance to her and James’ dance. But he could not keep himself from stealing glimpses of them. He had to know, he had to see, he had to hear the words that she uttered to his friend with such sweet reverence in her gaze. Steve could only imagine what enchanting tales she spun for James that had him entranced in her talk.
With a fixation, he watched his wife, his sister dance with James. The ale and food wrestled in his stomach. The pair moved in slow circles in each other’s arms and it was a sight both drawing and unbearable for him.
Steve saw her put her palm on James’ cheek and graze the skin softly with her thumb as she spoke of something that he did not know. He squeezed his eyelids shut as the whispers began to stir in the Grand Hall. A sharp pain stung his heart as his breaths became laboured.
He wondered why could he not be in James’ place and have her put her hand on his cheek, stroke it gently as she whispered honeyed words with her tongue to him. Had James not been the cause of her pain as well? Had James not been an accomplice to Steve in all his actions that she loathed? Was James not as much of a monster in her eyes as Steve was?
Sweat sprouted on his forehead and his heart raced as he apprehended that her dance with James was an announcement that she would not bow to him even if he stripped her of her son and her privileges as a Queen. Steve was painfully aware of her stubbornness but he had not anticipated that she could find him so intolerable that she could risk losing everything precious to her instead of surrendering herself to him.
She would even dance with the man who had betrayed her trust and hurt her at her brother’s command. She would smile at him and whisper sweet things to him in front of everyone. But she would not submit herself to Steve.
"My sweet King,” Maria called as she put a gentle hand on his jaw.
She drew his face towards herself and he let her.
“You do not have to witness her insolence, this is the aimless, desperate swinging of the sword of the one who is losing the battle. Allow me, allow us to relieve you,” she said.
The lady with red hair to his right also put her hands on him. Steve wanted to believe Maria and melt in their hands. He thought it wiser to leave the Grand Hall in a bold show of his disregard for his Queen and her provocations. He could lay waste to her misguided attempts to humiliate him, but he could not do it. He could not bring himself to move and leave her behind. His head would spin if he would force himself to be oblivious of what was happening between her and James, in his absence they might just enjoy themselves even more.
His eyes were drawn to them again even when they knew that their sight would only bring him pain, and pain they did, as he saw her rope her arms around James’ neck and put her body smoothly against his torso. Her breasts were pressed against his armour and Steve was reminded of how long it had been since had experienced the pleasure of touching them. They continued to exchange words unknown to him. James made no attempt to escape her hold, his sworn devotion and loyalty to Steve seemed to have lost their meaning and that was even more disturbing if not less than her blatant expression of her attraction to James.
Everyone watched them in awe. It was as if she was never his Queen or his wife. In James’ arms she appeared to be his beloved and he, her doting lover. Steve’s breath wavered as he questioned if she was truly performing an act of manipulation. He feared that it was not a farce and that she was drawn to his friend and at last, she had found herself free to declare it to everyone after Steve had forsaken her. James’ failure to refuse her advances was perturbing and wounding to him as well. Steve had trusted him as a friend and he could not tolerate such a betrayal from him.
Steve’s body quaked in his seat as he put his hand around the hilt of his sword, meaning to put an end to their unabashed show of treasonous disloyalty. He tapped his foot on the ground, waiting and hoping that James would put an end to her devilry, that he would push her away and make a fool of her in front of everyone so that Steve may laugh and punish her afterwards for her stupidity.
James did nothing of that sort. And Steve watched them like a stupid fool as his sister raised herself to meet James’s lips. The man simply surrendered himself to the kiss. Steve could not believe it. It was as if he was living a nightmare. He closed his eyes and opened them again only to find that the worst was true.
The hall fell silent and the music stopped. Gasps and whispers erupted as everyone paid witness to their Queen’s open display of adultery and the disloyal indulgence of the Lord Commander of the Kingsguard in her as well. Steve was utterly humiliated. Blood boiled in his veins with such a heat that he thought that it would burst out of his flesh.
Steve banged his hands on the table and stood up from his seat with a fuming fury that made the wooden furniture quake.
“Enough!” He screamed at them. He could not play the facade of indifference any longer. “Put an end to this wedding! Empty the hall!”
The Kingsguard understood his command and began to usher the people out of the Grand Hall. The lords and ladies were surprised, shocked and apprehensive. Steve cared none for ruining the wedding celebration. He could not be bothered by their affairs when his marriage and his friendship were in disarray.
The two of them stayed intertwined with their lips even as the crowd hurried past them and it infuriated him. Steve pointed the knights to them, wanting them separated by force if need be.
His chest heaved and his skin burned as he watched her tug on James’s lips with her teeth before releasing him. She put her hand on his arm and refused to move at the Kingsguard orders.
Steve was enraged, not only by her open infidelity but by his friends’ treachery as well. James had stood by him through the darkest and most testing times, but he had betrayed him for a woman and all he could wish for was to beat the knight’s face into a mush.
As she turned around to face him, Steve averted her eyes and looked at James instead. She had broken his cold exterior with ease and yet, Steve wished to not let her see that she had laid waste to his claims of power over her as well.
He kicked the table before him onto the floor as the last of the people ran around it. He stepped down from the platform, took out his sword and he marched towards them.
“You son of a bitch!” He addressed James. “How dare you do this?”
He pointed his sword at the knight, determined to strike him down with it. James’ eyes were yielding and his hands were far from his weapon, but he did not form a verbal defence for himself. Perhaps, he was too ashamed to.
His sister surprised him more than she already had by standing between him and James. She spread her arms to barricade him further from Steve.
Steve clenched his jaw, glaring momentarily at her as he stopped before them. He could not decide if he was more hurt by seeing her protect the traitor, another man from Steve or if he was more antagonised by James accepting it.
He chose to approach James because he could. For her, he was not certain what he could do to her and if there was anything left to do to her.
“Come out from behind her you coward!” Steve yelled and thrust the sword at his face.
“Steve! There is no need for violence,” she interrupted and showed him her palm.
“You shut your filthy mouth!” He deflected her.
He kept his gaze fixed on James, finding it difficult to even look at her.
“You traitor! I make you the Lord Commander of my Kingsguard and this is how you repay me? By putting your hands on my wife?”
“Steve, your anger is understood. But your accusation is only partially true. James is not a traitor,” she defended him.
Steve panted through his teeth and stared at James. He wished that her claim was true and that the man who had been a brother to him since they were children could never betray him willingly, but he hated to hear the justification from her mouth.
“…if I must say, it was I who put my hands on your friend, your Lord Commander. He only did what he had to do to protect me.”
“Protect her? By kissing my wife in front of everyone?”
“I requested him to, Steve! He did what he had to do to protect me from your ravenous lords, they have grown quite bold and predatory seeing your loyalty for me fade. James was only doing his duty!”
“You could have locked her in her chamber or brought her to me, but you did this instead.”
James had nothing to offer him except his guilt-ridden face and his sorrowful eyes.
“Answer me, you traitor!”
“Steve, I assure you that James is loyal to you. He is only a man and he could not resist his own carnal desires, but– he was not happy about it—”
“I do not want to hear this witch! Take her away and lock her up in some chamber!"
She protested and writhed as two of the Kingsguard grabbed her by her arms. They dragged her out of the Grand Hall, the kicking of her feet along with her wails echoed within the walls as Steve came forth to stand before James with the sword pointed at him.
His brows were furrowed and his shoulders were strained as Steve regarded him with disappointment. James raised a hand towards him and with the other hand he drew out his own long sword from its sheath. Steve steadied his stance, huffing as he prepared to duel with the only man he had never wished to.
James lifted the sword up and moved it to his right.
“I will not fight you,” he said and discarded the sword on the floor.
The heavy weapon touched the stone with a loud clang. Steve stilled and sighed to himself. James’ forfeit was pleasing and while it did not put an end to Steve’s resentment for him, it made him drop his sword as well.
Steve decided to charge at James with his fists instead. The knight did not protest him as he was struck by punches to his jaw.
"You ungrateful, traitorous scum! I entrusted you with my life and you’ve done this to me!”
“Your grace–”
James shifted back on his steps and fended Steve’s attack with his hands. He revealed no sign of fighting Steve as he pleaded for his King to listen to him.
Steve circled his friend as he panted and readied his fists again.
“Do you take me for a fool? That I would believe that you were protecting her? You were only waiting for the opportunity to claim her as yours, weren’t you?”
“No, Steve! I would never do that— I truly was protecting her!” James justified.
Steve growled at his lies. He stormed at him and knocked his jaw. He put his hand around James’ throat to keep him steady as he battered the knight’s face with his fists till it was bloodied and bruised. His friend urged him to stop but made no attempt to do so himself even though he was strong enough to stand his own ground against Steve.
He took the rage complacently from his friend. Steve was more aggravated by it. It was James’ display of surrender and a show that he could never stand against Steve. And though that was what Steve wanted to believe, James’ actions had been too hurtful for him to forget so easily.
James blocked a punch from Steve and pushed himself out of his King’s grip. He stood back and wiped the blood leaking from his nose.
“Listen to me, Steve!” James rasped.
The knight crossed his forearms in front of his face. Steve grunted and kicked his chest, making him fall on the steps of the dais where Lily and Damon’s table was kept.
His fall was shielded by his armour. James only winced briefly before leaning back on the steps as he caught his breath and raised his head at Steve.
“Stop this, Steve,” he panted, “this will bring no good.”
"And what will? How am I to bring any good to you or to myself, when my friend touched my wife, my sister in front of me, or rather she kissed you as she says… in front of most of the Kingdom!”
James sat upright and placed his palms on his knees.
“It’s only a display of her anger. A protest. You must see that, Steve.”
“And what did she seek to achieve from it? Have me charge you both with treason and behead you?"
"Steve! You’ve hurt her enough, you cannot cage her anymore. You cannot tame her and if you do, she would only make you regret it even if she hurts herself in the way, don’t you see?”
Steve paused and pursed his lips. His mouth went dry and his breaths became shallow as he pondered upon James’ words.
Steve’s hands trembled as he came to realise what he could not accept. He could not control her. He could use force, and violence and subject her to endless pain and torture.
What was the use of it?
Dejection made his arms weak as they fell to his sides and lost their strength to assault James.
“Then what am I to do with her?” He asked in desperation. “I’ve given her all but she wouldn’t accept it…if I stray from her, she cannot tolerate it…she cannot let us be happy, James!”
“Perhaps,” James groaned as he touched his face, “you should ask her and not threaten her.”
“And what would she say? That she would rather marry you instead of me?”
“Steve— I would never do such a thing. I’ve stood by you and I’ve made certain that she is kept safe beside you and for you,” James defended.
Steve listened to him with intent and agreed that James had given him his unbound devotion and loyalty which was unparalleled to any other. A friend like him, a brother like him could not be simply discarded. But the memory of his hands and lips on her body soured that unbroken bond that he had once shared with James. She had damaged him in ways she could not even begin to understand.
“You’ve gifted me many rewards for my loyalty and I am honoured. I would never cast them away just for her…”
“I would like to believe you, James. I would like to believe you,” Steve said.
James sighed. “Then believe me.”
Steve nodded and walked over to James. He offered the knight a hand and helped him stand on his feet.
"James, you’ve been a loyal friend to me for long and I’d like to believe that you speak the truth. I shall let you live, but,” Steve clutched James’ silver cloak with his other hand and tore it with a harsh pull, “you will no longer wear the cloak, nor the armour.”
James rounded his eyes and furrowed his brows as he looked at Steve with puzzlement and desolation. The sting of betrayal had touched him at last.
“After all that I’ve done?” He asked.
Steve released his hand and stepped back.
“You’ve done enough,” Steve told him.
James stared at him wordlessly as he closed his jaw.
“You may redeem yourself if you’re able to,” Steve spat at him.
He heard him exhale as he turned around and headed for the gates of the Grand Hall. The Kingsguard followed him.
“Take me where she is,” he told them.
He took in deep breaths as he prepared himself to face her. There was another battle to be fought and he was not certain if he had the heart to partake in it.
You return to your hometown after dropping out of university. If the shame of it wasn’t bad enough, you are forced to comfront old mistakes and a persistent stalker.
Fandoms: MCU, Captain America
Genre: Mostly suspense, some drama, horror and smut.
Ships: Steve Rogers x Reader
Word Count: 4.3k
Chapter Warnings: Kidnapping, blood, gore, threats of violence, body horror, minor character death
Series Warnings: Smut, dubcon, sweat, violence, gore, body horror, minor character death.
You ran out of sympathy for Steve and his injuries real fast. TJ’s friends had been declared as missing, disappearing without trace or warning. No reply to your brother’s texts, no messages to their own families, nothing.
Just like David.
Milton hadn’t turned up either. His neighbors saw him leaving the house in the morning, and they never saw him returning that night. Calls and messages went unanswered, his car had remained in the parking lot, and nothing in the house gave any signs that he had gone on an impromptu trip.
It was bad enough for your town that four people had gone missing in two days, you didn’t need your father to be the fifth.
You and your mother had begged him – don’t go with Steve, he can find someone else – and he seemed like he would listen to you, until he was offered double his usual rate.
Maybe your father would’ve respected your wishes, but your family needed the money, and he wasn’t scared of anything. He had left on Steve’s car hours ago, and you hadn’t heard of him since.
You sat in the kitchen all afternoon, waiting for him, as did your mother. She didn’t talk to you, didn’t even look at you, her eyes never straying from the ticking clock. You rolled your cellphone in between your hands. Your father hadn’t picked up any of your calls since he left.
It was dark out when the house phone rang. Both you and your mother ran to it, but you were faster. You pulled on the handset, and in your hurry almost ripped the entire thing off the wall. Your mother must’ve thought you had done so if her gasp was anything to go by.
This last chapter was absolutely terrifying until the end!
This last chapter really was the reaching peak! Seeing Reader being clawed in deeper and deeper. The intense, internal panic you can feel just reading this fic–this chapter as Reader goes into the cave.
The way that the ending reads too, it definitely feels like everything is right in the world, but in the back of my head, I’m still thinking about David and that lump of flesh, still thinking about how completely weak and out of body Reader was before she turned.
The ending is very open-ended, and it leaves so much room to answer even more questions that I have!!!
You return to your hometown after dropping out of university. If the shame of it wasn’t bad enough, you are forced to comfront old mistakes and a persistent stalker.
Fandoms: MCU, Captain America
Genre: Mostly suspense, some drama, horror and smut.
The curtains of your bedroom window swayed in the breeze, mocking.
“You can open us,” they conspired. “There’s nothing weird outside! Yank us open with one pull!”
You weren’t crazy enough to listen to random voices in your head, but curiosity was killing you. Just a peek shouldn’t hurt. You tugged on the fabric, just enough for a sliver or light to invade the room, and looked out.
You weren’t sure what you had been expecting. Steve was still loitering outside. When he came to your house that morning, asking for you, your mother promptly told him to fuck off. He hadn’t even come close to the front door since then, but he’d stayed on the other side of the street, pacing before the silhouette of trees swathed by vines in the vacant lot across your home, knowing you’d have to come out at some point.
You wished Steve was the sort of person you could call the cops on. The one time you tried it, you woke up to a different dead animal rotting on your windowsill every day for two weeks.
This couldn’t go on. He had terrorized the town for as long as you could remember, even more after David’s disappearance. If he wouldn’t respect your mother, if public opinion didn’t cow him, if he wasn’t scared of the police, you’d deal with him yourself.
Your mother shouted at you from the kitchen as you sprinted by, asking you where you were going. You ignored her. If you didn’t do this now, you didn’t think you’d find the guts to do it later.
Girl I love this chapter!!!! It’s a bubbling pot of emotions right here!
Like the Reader really gets to see Steve at his most weakest—AND SYMPATHIZING with him so much!!! She feels so much guilt!!! Urrghhh—
And it only lasts for so long before we find out Milton is missing. The descriptions that you left for Milton’s disappearance starts off so nonchalantly before the climax at the end where reader finally realizes that THIS IS SERIOUS CALL THE COPS!!!
It only adds to the wonderful and mysterious town that is Lupercalia.
You return to your hometown after dropping out of university. If the shame of it wasn’t bad enough, you are forced to comfront old mistakes and a persistent stalker.
Fandoms: MCU, Captain America
Genre: Mostly suspense, some drama, horror and smut.
Ships: Steve Rogers x Reader
Word Count: 3.8k
Chapter Warnings: Smut, dubcon, unprotected sex, sweat, mention of murder, mention of cannibalism
Series Warnings: Smut, dubcon, sweat, violence, gore, body horror, minor character death.
The day at work rolled by slow and lazy, as they always did since you moved back. You weren’t made for the dullness of the countryside, the sameness in every day and every thought. All you wanted was a small place in a big city, dwelling among an infinite number of strangers, was that so much to ask?
You were playing with a stack of tuna cans when the store phone rang. Milton picked it up and you tuned out the half of the conversation he was having, too focused on building your fish pile. You had made good progress on the base of the structure when your boss found you, kneeling on the floor, trying to recreate the Eiffel Tower.
“I need you to deliver something,” he said, showing you two heavy-looking plastic bags. At least he wasn’t mad at you for playing with food.
“Sure.” You tried not to grimace as you remembered you had come with the bike, having made the rookie mistake of wearing a summer dress for work that day. “Where am I going?”
“To Steve’s. He can’t come pick up his usual today.”
Maybe you’d misheard him. “Uh, sorry. Which Steve?”
Milton gave you a funny look. “Rogers.” Of course. No other Steve came to this place, let alone have a ‘usual’.
When I read this chapter, my jaw dropped. Like at the back of my of my head I’m thinking that they’re not gonna do it—they’re not gonna do it onlyto see it all happen and reader giving him all of herself!!!
Ughhh, I don’t want to speculate, but I swear this chapter makes me think that this is a werewolf fic or A/B/O of some kind. I can’t remember what you told me. Haha!
But also can we talk about how my knees dropped at this scene?
Dark!Alpha!Tony Stark x Omega!reader x Dark!Alpha! Steve Rogers
Summary: As a Omega, You were destined to have a Alpha or even two, which means you would be a breeding slave for your Alpha. Alphas were known to be cruel, brutal and extremely possessive. As an Omega you know better than to show yourself. Especially when you have two Alphas who were also Avengers.
Warnings: NON-CON,smut,oral, anal, Dark!Alpha/Omega verse, soulmates, all Avengers are dark and Alphas, hunting, using of collars and chains, Omega sharing, forced breeding, forced pregnancy, Dark and triggering themes, 18+!!!!
PLEASE SHARE , REBLOG AND COMMENT IF YOU LIKE IT. I APPRECIATE IT
Oh my gosh! This is so beautifully hot! I love A/B/Os, but I especially love tropes like these that include some type of soulmate mark on them! It just makes the dark!fic so much intense and scarier when Reader actually knows who to avoid… and when her Alphas know who she is too.
There’s definitely no escaping these two, but I’m excited for when they finally catch her. Haha~
You had abused your parents hospitality for three whole weeks, paying no bills, helping with no rent, and only occasionally doing the dishes, grocery shopping being the chore you did most reliably. They were sympathetic of your strife, but they couldn’t support you forever. They didn’t have much money, and your youngest brother’s NEETness was already a drain on their resources. You had to find a way to bring home the bacon, because your father’s gigs, your mother’s handmade sweaters and their measly social security checks weren’t cutting it anymore. Luckily, your latest supply run had also supplied you with employment.
“I could use the help,” Milton had told you as he helped you carry your bags to the car. “If you want it.”
“Are you kidding? Of course I want it!”
He looked happy with your enthusiasm, then his face fell and he rubbed the back of his neck. “I can only pay minimum wage, though.”
“Every job here only pays minimum wage,” you’d rolled your eyes and smiled in return. “Anything is a big help, seriously. So, when do I come in?”
You discussed your hours, and you were happy to find your employer to be tolerant with them. He wouldn’t chew you out for coming in a few minutes late or leaving a few minutes early, there was no uniform or dress-code, and if you needed a day off you could just warn him and he’d let you off the hook. He’d been running the shop by himself for a while, he explained, and he could still do it when necessary. He just appreciated the help.
It was nice to be appreciated.
You were in a good mood when you got home, but it soured fast when you saw the pickup truck parked in your driveway, blocking the garage.
Girl I am absolutely going FERAL over the tension between Steve and Reader. Like holy hell the stare down that they had at her house and then WHEN STEVE MEETS HER AGAIN!!!
Like when she says morning and the first thing that this man says is:
So you’re stayingand
I don’t care for lies. Especially yours.
Girl you got me doing BACKFLIPS just from knowing this Steve. Ohhh lord I know his man is going to turn into an animal when he finally has her. Haha~
And I really do love the backstory you’ve added with Reader and Jessie. It feels so spontaneous, and it’s very much left us wondering what happened in the past!
You return to your hometown after dropping out of university. If the shame of it wasn’t bad enough, you are forced to comfront old mistakes and a persistent stalker.
Fandoms:MCU, Captain America
Genre:Mostly suspense, some drama, horror and smut.
Ships: Steve Rogers x Reader
Word Count: 2k
Chapter Warnings: Nothing in particular
Series Warnings: Smut, dubcon, sweat, violence, gore, body horror, minor character death.
An old work I’m finally getting around to finishing and posting. Decide to finally get done with it thanks to @searchforanotherway‘s pep talk. It’ll be posted in 5 parts. Kinda experimental.
You had missed summers back home.
Nah. Who were you kidding? You had never liked the heat, and your three year stint in Chicago had spoiled you. Now home felt more like hell.
“You gotta fix your AC, Milton,” you told the man bagging your groceries as you wiped a bead of sweat from the back of your neck.
“Don’t I know,” he snorted and pointed at his dewy forehead “I called a guy couple days ago. Never showed up.”
“You can’t trust electricians from outta town when they’ve got no competition. They get complacent, you know? If you don’t know how to fix it, I can ask dad to come take a look. He’ll do it for cheap.”
“You sure? Can he still do that with-”
“He can still climb a few steps.”
“Alright, then,” he smiled “he can come in whenever we’re open.”
We. Milton had been the only one manning the store since his wife went missing nearly three years ago, but he still said we.
“I’ll tell him. Now pack up my shit; If I have to stay another minute I’m getting in the ice machine.” It wasn’t just the heat that had you impatient. At this time of day, anyone could walk in, anyone you didn’t want to see.
He chortled, but it was muffled by the sound of the door being opened up to its hinges and the rattle of the glass in the storefront windows. You turned to look at who had entered and had to resist your urge to grimace. Steve was the second to last person you wanted to meet, but then again, none in town ever wanted to meet Steve.
The wonderful tension between Steve and Reader that we already get is going to twist tighter and tighter and HOLY LORD I CANT WAIT TO SEE IT BREAK!!!
Lupercal is so beautiful! You can already envision it so well!! And the world building is only gonna add on and on until you fall into the magical rabbit hole that transports you to this town!
Warnings: noncon sexual acts and rape; grossness on Bucky’s part; Steve’s an asshole.
This is dark!Bucky and dark!Steve and explicit. Your media consumption is your own responsibility. Warnings have been given. DO NOT PROCEED if these matters upset you.
Notes:
Well it took me long enough. Like who the fuck do I think I am?
I love you all, I thank you for your patience and feedback as always! Please don’t shy away in the comments, reblogs, etc.
The next day, you waited outside the doors of the palace. Several cars lined up for your departure. You were to travel to the capital a day before your engagement celebration and spend an interminable night dreading it.
\ * magic city | it’s friday night at magic city. the drinks are flowing, the smell of money is in the air, and the man you never thought you’d see again just paid for a private dance. {challenge entry}
\ * sign on the line | you’re in town on business and need a little company {pretty woman au} {challenge entry}
\ * blue ocean floor | you and steve reconnect after a disastrous fall out. it doesn’t mean anything… until it does {mermaid au} {dceu/mcu crossover} {challenge entry}
Summary:you are thrown into a rockstar rollercoaster after an eventful night with the two leads of “The Revengers”, between coke and cola you are no longer an active part in choosing your destiny.
pairings: dark!rockstar!Bucky Barnes x dark!rockstar!Steve Rogers x Reader x Grey! Natasha Romanoff
warnings: 18+ content, smut, noncon, dubcon, loss of virginity, unconsensual drugging, dark themes, alcohol consumption, knife play, piercings, object insertion, general dark, fucked up thing, blackmailing, coercion, abusive behaviors, violence, pain play, dacryphilia, dead dove: do not eat.
Summary:After taking an accidental detour on your way to a remote getaway, you and boyfriend Zach end up in the middle of nowhere with no other option than to spend the night at a seemingly desolate motel.
Still covered in the blood of their latest victim, killer duo Steve and Bucky head to the nearest motel to freshen up before hitting up the closest bar in search of a couple of one night stands to top their night off.
But when your paths cross, and the friends bear witness to the disrespectful way you’re treated, they decide to take out their pent up energy on you and Zach instead.
Characters:Dark!Steve x F!Reader x Dark!Bucky.
Words:5.4K.
Warnings:non-con/dub-con, explicit sexual content, dom!Steve (ish), unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it kids), threesome, double penetration, anal play, anal sex, spit roasting, deep throating, oral sex (male and female receiving), multiple orgasms, mentions of cheating, (sort of) cuckolding, voyeurism, pistol whipping, creampie, murder, violence, Stockholm Syndrome (if you squint), 18+.
A/N:Formerly a Patreon exclusive. Beta:@princessmisery666 but all the general bullshit is entirely mine.
“Do you want me to drive?” you ask, eyes spanning the dark highway ahead while chastising yourself as the question falls from your lips.
Stand Fast in His Liberty - Dark!Nomad Steve x Journalist!Reader
Title:Stand Fast in His Liberty
Pairing: Dark!Nomad Steve x Journalist!female reader
Summary: Finding out some incriminating facts about America’s favorite hero puts you in danger, so you’ve been on the run from the Avengers. You’re not going to be able to hide from the fallen Captain America. (tbh, this is truly PWP, ya’ll.)
Word count: 2.7K
Over 18s only, minors dni! I do not give permission for my work to be republished, reposted, or translated. Reblogs and comments are heartily welcome and greatly appreciated!
Warnings:Dark fic. Dub con and non con. Mention of choking. Implied impending kidnapping / future basement wifery. Oral sex (m receiving). Unprotected P i V sex.
A/N:Unbeta’d, all mistakes my own.
Dedicated with massive thanks to @sweater-daddiesdumbdork who is lovely and pointed out how great it would be to get railed by Nomad Steve while he still wears his suit and then lets me harass her regularly in DMs about it and sends gif-spiration.
The voice from the darkness of your kitchen startles you, and you drop the brown paper bag of groceries.
Your Moleskin notebook slams onto your kitchen table. “You’d been so carefully hiding it–and yourself–away.”
The voice’s owner steps out from the shadows. The looming figure of Steve Rogers, in full Captain America mission regalia, now stands in the streetlight shining through your kitchen window.
