I hate myself

She says she’s fine

but she’s going insane.

She says she feels good

but she’s in a lot of pain.

She says she’s okay

but she’s really not.

i hate how small things hurt me a lot.

I thought I got better.

In reality, it became worse than it was before.

i cannot make you understand. i cannot make anyone understand what is happening inside me. i cannot even explain it to myself.

I just want to disappear

I feel numb and empty

I don’t belong here

Maybe I don’t deserve to be happy

I dont care who it is anymore i need sex